For those who are not aware, I have dropped roleplaying on ES for the time being as of sometime earlier this year. I've tried to force myself to participate, but the outdated site and the way things are presented (forum-style) is really difficult and uninspiring for me to participate in. It's not partners or roleplays themselves; there's just better platforms for writing and thus I've moved to them. At this point in time and for the foreseeable future, I've no intention of participating in roleplaying on ES. I'm here to chat to old friends, make new ones and post my drabbles and personal works - rather than collaborate. I'm deeply sorry to anyone who I was interacting with. I know for a fact I will return to writing on here at some point, I've been using ES since approximately 2008. I always return. But for the time being, the amassing guilt became an extreme source of anxiety for me and a great negative impact. Thank you for your understanding. Any roleplay threads/characters are officially dropped. Thank you for all of your patience with me and I apologize sincerely, but my heart just isn't here anymore.