• I'm sorry, I don't really roleplay on ES anymore. I've tried to force myself to participate and it is more of a lack of interest in the way items are presented (more forum-style) rather than any partners or roleplays themselves. The website is fairly out of date and inspiration is really lacking as I know roleplays die out extremely quickly - I hesitate to put work into anything because I know it just burns out sooner or later. At this time, I have no intention of participating in roleplays and am here to chat and keep up with friends and am happy to make new ones - but my writing has moved elsewhere for the time being. I'm deeply sorry to those who I am presently interacting with. I know I will return to writing on here, I always do, but the amassing guilt is becoming an extreme source of anxiety for me and impacting me negatively. •

• All threads/roleplays/characters are officially on hiatus or dropped, should you choose to remove me - which is completely understandable.

• Thank you for being so patient with me and I apologize sincerely, but my heart just isn't here anymore.