Note on limited activity and why I unwatched all threads and am not responding to messages at this time. My family is going through an extremely rough time at the moment and I just.. don't.. have the energy to socialize right now. Anything posted will typically be vents and be strictly on my journal and I'm just hermiting from interactions for a while and need some space while things work themselves out. Do not have a whole lot of mental space and interacting with others is currently just going to be extremely taxing on both them and myself and not fair to anyone involved. Thank you for patience and understanding. Back to regular programming-
• I'm sorry, I don't really roleplay on ES anymore. I've tried to force myself to participate and it is more of a lack of interest in the way items are presented (more forum-style) rather than any partners or roleplays themselves. The website is fairly out of date and inspiration is really lacking as I know roleplays die out extremely quickly - I hesitate to put work into anything because I know it just burns out sooner or later. At this time, I have no intention of participating in roleplays and am here to chat and keep up with friends and am happy to make new ones - but my writing has moved elsewhere for the time being. I'm deeply sorry to those who I am presently interacting with. I know I will return to writing on here, I always do, but the amassing guilt is becoming an extreme source of anxiety for me and impacting me negatively. •
• All threads/roleplays/characters are officially on hiatus or dropped, should you choose to remove me - which is completely understandable.
• Thank you for being so patient with me and I apologize sincerely, but my heart just isn't here anymore.