"Oh ok good, cause you know me, i dont do skirts or dresses." I smile. we sit mostly in silent on the way to my work, and my mind goes through random thoughts. Koda stops the truck in front of the coffee shop, and kisses me softly i kiss her back. I barley hear her whispered words and i hope she dosnt realize im ignoring them, when i hop out of the truck and say "So i'll see ya tonight," i smile at her before going inside. Its not that i dont love her im just not sure if i love her like that yet, i'm not sure im ready for this yet.

"yes babe i got jeans i just normally wear them outside of school when I'm working with my cousins on their farm member' i say with a small smile as i start up the truck and drive her to work.. once we get there i stop the truck and lean over and kiss her softly before whispering "i love you"

I Get into koda's car before replying "well if you take me home my parents will expect me to stay there. So how about i just borrow something of your for tomorrow? You do have things that arnt black right? and other then skirts and dresses?" I ask slightly worried since i had never seen her in jeans.

i let her lead me out the door and back to my truck. i opened her door and let her in, never taking my eyes off her "ugh fine but only for you....i'll pick you up tonight and take you to your place so u can get some cloths for tomorrow ok babe"

"Yes you do, unless that is you wanna be stuck in high-school again next year? and dont do the whinny voice ya know it drives me up the walls" I kiss her cheek softly before leading her out the front door.

i sigh knowing shes right but not really wanting to let her go just yet "do i havee to" i say in my whinny voice that i know drives her crazy

Koda kisses me and when i dont pull away or push her away she deepens the kiss i gladly kiss back hungry for her, wanting all of her, but knowing i cant have it right now. I whimper as her kiss makes me weak, if she keeps it up im not gonna be able to think clearly and might just forget work completely. I pray she dosnt realize this, as she pulls away. Her words take me off guard and i gasp slightly, We'd said i love you before, but not like this. not the way she meant it now. I swallow not sure what to say, nervous and scared. I Love koda but i dont know if im ready for this. So all i say is "I know i can, but i'd still need to pay rent, and what about food? so i gotta keep my job." I look at my phone. "If your gonna get back to school in time we should probably get going.

i sigh not really wanting to go back to school without her. i pull her close and kiss her softly giving her the chance to pull back, when she doesn't i deepen the kiss holding her tighter to me. She whimpers but doesn't let go, i love the feel of her this close to me. i pull back and look into her eyes "i love you Mallory ...more than you know" i say looking deep into her eyes showing her my true feelings to her and hoping with all my heart that she wont turn me away "and you know you can always move in with me if you need to babe"

"I cant screw work, i need the money if im ever gonna get outta my house." I say this slowly thinking about each word carefully. With koda being this close to me its hard to keep a coherent thought in my head for long. Koda hadn't always had that effect on me though, at first we had just been best friends, and somehow this happened. " Hun you still have school, after this, how about u drop me off at work and go back to school, and then after work you can pick me up and i'll spend the night."