Kai sighed, and stirred a bit. He twisted his hand in his shirt, and trying to pull his hand free. But when he couldn't he pulled harder, near panic.

Nate smiled and moved them so they were both laying down. He then wrapped himself and kai into a bllanket. He had a form of insomnia, so he rarely slept. He wrapped his arms back around nate. He held hm close, and smiled gently. He rembered othr nights when the two had slept on the couch. When they were younger they would stay up all night.

Kai felt somewhat safe now. He hold was broken, his dad couldnt control him, not anymore. If he tried he would fight back. He shifted a little, remembering Nates body. It was just so welcoming and gentle, Kai had nearly cried. The contrast was extraordinary and he revelled in it. "Nate" he mumbled in his sleep, gripping him tighter

He held him as Kai slept. He smiled glad Kai was alittle bit better. He knew it wasnt a miracle fix, but he knew it was getting better. He wante to fix and help the trauma boy as much as he could. He couldn't believe anyone would hurt Kai so much. He cared for Kai very deeply. He wanted to hep him as much as he could.

Kai wasn't fixed. This wasn't a one shot issue, he had years of trauma, and even if Nate screamed to the world that he loved him, he couldn't say it back. Not without lying. At the prospect of love, he lust felt empty. The though was so foreign to him, the feelin unrecognizable.

He sat in silent comfort as Nate hugged him, and rested . He closed his eyes, his breathing becoming shallow. He fell aslepp

He got worried when Kai rushed off, but smiled when he came back and hugge him. He hugged Kai back tightly. "theres no reason to say thank you." he held Kai close, relaxing against him. He was happy that he had helped Kai. He didn't quite understand it, but he could tell it mattered to Kai. All Nate had wanted to do was help.

Kai lay next to nate, not sure what to do. He stood up quickly, locking himslef in the bathroom. He checked himself over, he wasnt sore, there was no blood, his gut didnt hurt. he did find a little leakage, but he didnt mind. he opened the door, walking back to Nate. He sat next to him, and hugged him. He was free!

"Thank you" he whispered.

After they had finished, Nate lay next to Kai. He held him close his arms around kais waist. "that..was amazing." he said after long silence. He wa glad to be with Kai This had been his first time, and he was ecstativ that it was with kai. He looked at Kai smiling gently. He hadnt left a single bruie.

Kai gulped, he was almost free! The hands slipped around his skin and he kept his eyes open, watching Nate, aware that he was the one touching him.

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