[center [size10 I just ate so bomb, I'm for sure gonna gain a few pounds but I don't care, it's not like I can do anything about it. Still trying to heal.]]
[center [size10 I'm used to salads and sandwiches so I cherish these moments. I just burped in front of the boys, they noticed cause I never do. I legit don't care, I made it clear that I am in no way trying to impress any of them anyway. Speaking of boys, i'm getting more than just a hand full of messages suddenly... like why?? I must not be intimidating enough on here. Guess I'll have to step it up a notch.]]
[center [size10 Or maybe I should burp more often-- or it can have the opposite results.. you never know. You meet the weirdest mother fuckers on xbox. Also, I love seeing my love get jealous, my guilty pleasure..]]
[center [size10 I'd never leave my love for these fuck bois.]]
Fucking COD: Black Ops 2 is back!!
I fucking missed this game to no end!!
[center [size10 there's nothing I hate more than people who act condescending when they give others "advice."
as if they somehow know more about life and how the world works than other people. it's easy to preach bullshit and act all high and mighty when you're behind a computer screen.
but, I love it when people give me "advice," then fail to take their own advice. It's just hilarious ... shows me exactly how little you know, even though you pretend to know more than you do.
it's just funny, how much it seems like people try to one - up each other. whether it's "my life is worse," or "I know more than you." what the hell happened to just getting along and sharing experiences, and just being there for each other?
the world just seems so fucked these days.
There once was an entity who caught the admiration of many. There a few who tried to catch this entity's affection.
One became obsessive and self-destructive. Another became submissive and wished to take the entity's wrath, another enjoyed the protection of the entity, some even more so an object to use as a trophy, and yet still others who just felt drawn to overstep bounds set up already by the entity.
They raised this being to the sky, they raised this being to become something no one could consider an equal. Rise above the stars and become like myth and legend.
The issue? The reason the admiration, the affection, was never fully returned? What is it to learn?
This being is not a god, not even a king, not a grand human the very definition of the ubermensch who should be raised up to the mountains.
but a human. Equal. On the same level.
We get caught up in the masks we put on, warping us and those around us. We rise up those who are good but we forget the flaws they have.
Remember this lesion well, to first catch love, you must respect love.
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[center [#AEC6CF Sorry Overwatch crew, environmental kill is all I got
I've been away from home three days now, thank goodness, but my bbys are at home with no water, I srsly hope they're not dead. The care label specified to let them dry out completely and water them evenly, it takes like a day or two for that so let's pray I make good timing coming home to save them.]]
[center [size11 on top of everything, i accidentally triggered my ptsd last night]][center [size11 i still can't believe those idiots]]
[center [size11 i'm still finding things that end up amazing me that you've done just to make me out to be a villain, all the things you took wildly out of context, all the things you tried to convince me were okay and all the normal things i did you tried to convince me were acts of evil,]]
[center [size11 you both made me feel like the worst human being on the planet]]
[center [size11 i couldn't do right by you no matter how hard i tried, i couldn't ever ask anything of you without being called manipulative, everything i did was just something for you to shit talk about me later to each other behind my back]]
[center [size11 and after you had thrown me away into a homeless shelter, you had the audacity to not only [i go on an expensive vacation around the country,] but also say i was "ruining" yours when i complained my life may have been in danger]][center [size11 lol. it always had to be about you, huh?]]
[center [size11 my needs were never considered. i was blamed for everything. even my abuse. lol.]]
[center [size11 and then, i give you just the smallest, tiniest taste of your poison, and you cry like a little bitch. good. i'm glad you cried, you cunt.]]
[center [size11 you'll never understand the hell you put me through. you never will. you have everything, and you still felt the need to take everything i had, too.]]
[center [size11 i hate you. i [b hate] you. i [b [i hate]] you.]]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/ccs.?family=Fondamento] [fondamento [#4169E1 [center [size20 [b I would like to thank my anxiety for the crippling fear of how my image may appear to other people.]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/ccs.?family=Fondamento] [fondamento [#4169E1 [center [size20 [b In the interest of not looking and sounding like a complete and utter fool who knows nothing, I become a reserved and awkwardly silent rube.]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/ccs.?family=Fondamento] [fondamento [#4169E1 [center [size20 [b So, i applaud all of your hard work, please keep doing what you are doing because you do it very well.]
[center [size10 I'm getting so tired of your sorry ass making her feel like shit. I am not the type to stir up drama on here, it takes a lot to tick me off. I find most things to be just petty and not worth my time but you keep being rude to her over and over again. You're blaming this thing on her. This is why I don't fuck with certain people. Especially you. Leave her the fuck alone, don't make me step out of my zone.]]
[center [size10 Don't.]]
Work tore me apart, it ripped me up and swolloed me whole. They made promises to get me off early because of the schedual mix up and they didn't, ended up staying until 10, ended up ahving to clean up after someone elses mess when they were not doing their job, ended up breaking apart and showing my rage to someone I never wanted to.
..Only to find out this person, this person who I promised, I PROMISED, I would try to get home early and ended up failing also ended up losing it. It almost makes me laugh, a pained laugh, a laugh that is filled with more sorrow then anything knowing the rage we have built up and on the same night we just LET LOOSE.
and now I sit here empty, hollow, a cold cynical jerk unleashed without the jokes and the quibs. The fool is gone for the night..
They all enjoy someone else that was known for being this cold cynicle distant jerk. To pull at soft strings seeing a reaction and all the cute things one can throw togather. While I sit back and not even needing tospeak a word know of a bubble that is slowly building up and about to pop.
Guess my only issue is I don't get swayed by cute things easily.
Except tigers I suppose... Rare exceptions in this age where I wouldn't mind being a bit more secluded.
[center [size11 calm down calm down calm down calm down calm down calm down calm down calm down calm down calm down calm down calm down]]
[center [size11 i'm panicking, i can't breathe]]
Why is there so much amazing fan art for Hamilton but there is none for Heathers? I'm so upset. I just want to make a new profile!!!!
[center [size10 That moment when a guy actually offers to become your sugar daddy... a legit sugar daddy.. not even a joke--]]
[center [size10 I'm speechless and done]]
[center [size11 i can't put my finger on it, but..]] [center [size11 something doesn't feel right. i don't know if i'm just paranoid because of the lack of sleep or if i should trust my gut on this one...]]
[center [size11 what's going on?...]]
Well this is new...
The feeling of trying not to be petty for once.
I'll just have to wait to talk it out, maybe, hopefully.
Could always just hold it in until I burst.
[center [size10 [font "Courier New" I just want to say: I can do bad by myself.]]]
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