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[center [size10 gosh i don't know what to do with this boy. he makes me feel like i'm on a full time roller coaster. with age comes the sweeter wine, so lets see if it's worth it.]]
  ωιℓ∂тнσυgнтѕ / Wysteria / 28d 14h 10m 27s
I don't know why I keep looking at your profiles.

I don't know why I have a little hope you'd message me or post or take some kind of interest in our writings again.

I don't know why I care still.

I knew we were drifting apart. I could tell. I don't know why and it made it hard to hold conversations with you because I knew....I knew you would stop responding to me.

I see you keep posting on your other profile and it hurts.

It's okay, I hope those go well for you and I'll work on mine with my other very dear friends.

I'm just.....very sad.
  -fσя мє- / -Witch- / 28d 19h 38m 17s
[coming+soon [center [size15 [#859ecc [b I GOT CONCEALER YEAH BITCHES I GOT MY MAKE UP SHIT WOOOOOT
  ⱽᶦᵗʳᶦᵒˡᶦᶜ / Indefinite / 29d 17h 21m 42s
I miss you guys so much and it makes me so sad.

Trying so hard to talk to you guys, but it feels like a constant cat and mouse game. We say we will but it doesn't happen. We were talking almost every day and I loved spending time with you all.

Stuff came up a few times and I get it....but I'm selfish and I miss you.

I truly miss you guys.

I'm just scared that you're both drifting. I already had someone drift away from me but you guys? That would be too much.

[size9 Please ignore this. I'm feeling lonely, sad, and selfish. I'm a pretty awful friend. Sorry.]
  -fσя мє- / -Witch- / 31d 3h 31m 47s
[center When all today's reminded you is how you got ditched and abused and neglected and how you're a fucking adult but still can't tell anyone because no one wants to fucking listen and you get to celebrate "father figures" who helped contribute to the fucking crumpled mess of a human you are. Like thanks a lot. I mean I love my father despite never knowing him because at least the worst he did was ditch me and then die with out even attempting to get a hold of me but that matter section I don't blame on him. Let's not forget the "step father" who pretty much disowned me while still thinking he had the right to discipline me and make my anxiety and other issues worse by just screaming at me and hitting me and treating me like I was a fucking moron and helping great a complex where if I Fuck up even once I've fucked up everything and it's the end of the world. So happy fucking father's day to all the shitty father's out there who shouldn't be father's ever.]
  / CACTUS / 31d 18h 21m 31s
[coming+soon [center [size15 [#859ecc [b

When that one bitch everyone's friend but you know she's a garbage human being so you just stay in your lane and wait for it all to crash and burn. Like zayum I feel bad for actual feeble people because I'm sure after others have dealt with and or met her they don't believe there are actual people suffering from shit like they've got attacked by bad luck.

How's that head of yours? You seem to remember wanting to hop on his dick so much that you cheated on your boyfriend and then got upset when he possibly could have been interested in some other girl???
Either way both of you are disgusting human beings. Can't even be loyal to one another. SMDH as a matter of fact stay together, yall nasty shit bags need to take yourselves away from people who deserve better.
[center If anyone needs an example of how my mother does shit she's been trying to help my sister fix her a.c that's been on the Fritz for a month but this is going to be my second summer with out a.c and sleeping with frozen water bottles and wishing I was dead because my mom hasn't fixed the a.c here. Little bit of background for y'all is that she doesn't live here anymore, she lives with my sister and her family now. It's okay I guess, I don't have a father I guess i don't need a mother either. The longer time goes on the more I just want to fucking run away from all these feelings and memories. Maybe one day.]
[center loljk I got a mama her name is Suga and she does a fuck ton more than my own mother ever will]
  ooc / CACTUS / 32d 23h 39m 46s
[center [size10 on a list of things I can deal with at 10:30 in the morning, my former roommate coming to get the rest of her things was not one of them. At least it's over and done with, and I don't have to worry about her coming over while I'm gone.

Still a little bummed she took her magic cards lol. Would've loved to have Brisela. But her brother bought her those cards, and I'm not that much of an asshole.

Early morning ramblings for me, I guess. The pleasure of being very tired.
  ヨルハ2号B型 / Asuuka / 33d 3h 9m 30s
[center [size10 i am [i very] annoyed.]]

[center [size10 i want to talk to someone but it doesn't seem like anyone wants to talk to me. whatever, i guess.]]

[center [b [#F291CF ♡]]]
[center When you've been told numerous times that you city meets the standards for clean water, actually the cleanest water and you don't care because it tastes like chemicals more often than not. I just woke up I didn't want to take a swig of what tastes like bleach water. Don't ever say all water tastes the same because not all water tastes like bleach. Unfortunately imma keep drinking it.]
  ooc / CACTUS / 34d 4h 46m 25s
[center oh man. I'm so excited for the new Life is Strange game. Get to see more of Chloe. ❤ She's still such a babe. They may have changed the voice actors for Chloe, but I'm not mad. How can I be, when I get to see more of her?

I'll never be over the ending of the first game though, and as much as I don't care for Rachel, I'll suck it up just to see more of Chloe.]

[right ❤❤❤]

edit; I should probably go to bed, but my anxiety is acting up. Go figure...
  ヨルハ2号B型 / Asuuka / 34d 9h 15m 47s
[center [size10 i'm a fool.]]
[center [size10 i shouldn't have looked. i always do this to myself.]]
[center [size10 this time, it hurt worse than ever. where is my closure?]]
[center [size10 when will that feeling [i go away?]]]
[center [size10 i thought i was over it.]]

[center [size10 but when i look back, it hurts all the same as the day it happened.]]
[center [size10 i can't talk about it.]]
[center [size10 i can't talk about it.]]
[center [size10 i'm trapped in here.]]

[center [size10 trapped inside these fences i've built. how am i supposed to move on if i can't open up the gates again?]]
[center [size10 the funny part is, when i try to, people immediately take advantage of me.]]
[center [size10 it's why it's there in the first place.]]
[center [size10 i don't want to feel this way anymore. i've wanted to move on for years now.]]
[center [size10 but it was the only happiness i had. it was the first taste of happiness i've ever had.]]

[center [size10 how am i supposed to forget about that?]]

[center [b [#F291CF ♡]]]
Here I am. Sat face to face with you. Drink after drink we share and I speak without you responding. I drink you drink. I share my frustrations of life yet I get nothing back. I drink you drink. Stairing on and on as I fret over life and my connections. There is nothing but silence until I throw the glass we've shared.

Only to have the mirror break Andi am left with only myself once my reflection has broke.
  No Saint No Sinners / Sonicspeedx13 / 34d 12h 56m 5s
[center [size10 my feet are killin me, not to mention my boyfriend is ignorin' me, a petty argument of course.i don't understand. he see's me texting him like an obsessed stalker but not answering.maybe i need to be petty and just stop and find something else to do.]]
  ᴇʏᴇ4ᴇʏᴇ / Wysteria / 34d 16h 26m 12s
[center [size10 i've had a change of heart!]]
[center [size10 replace the toxicity with positivity, yeah?]]
[center [size10 i feel real good about myself lately. like, my depression isn't cured,]]
[center [size10 but i'm learning to be nicer to myself. give myself a break, geez!]]
[center [size10 there's nothing to be afraid of anymore. there's just love and family and friends now.]]
[center [size10 that's all that matters.]]

[center [b [#F291CF ♡]]]

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