Hamilton got me shook. Much sad, Such cri.
Babe dont ever die in a duel okay? I kinda need you. I wont be able to do what Eliza did and establish an orpanage or anything fancy without you.
[center [size10 All I wanna do is go out, drive around in the Lexus, sip on my Starbucks and take a few selfies. Maybe stop at the beach, kinda just stare at the ocean, playing my jams and munch on some hot cheetos.]]
[center [size10 [i Sigh. That'd be so pleasing.]]]
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Posting from my alt account because I'm terribly ashamed of myself. I self-harmed for the first time in years today. I hate my life so much. Moving to this country was the worst mistake I've ever made in a lifetime of bad decisions, and I want to kill myself. Maybe I will. I don't know what to do any more.
[center [size10 it's always walking on eggshells with new people.... [i sigh.] it's fine, it's fine. it'll all be fine.]]
[center [size10 i might be overthinking it..]]
[center [size10 Good news, that's what I like to hear. I can breathe again.]]
Will we even be able to afford food?
155$ extra coming out a month...can we even afford it? Why is this so fucking hard.
Full swing panic attack. We need money but if I ask anyone for help I feel like we're failing as adults and it's so hard.
Today is one of those days were I am so emotional and I want my friends and William. I selfishly want to just sit with them and have them all to myself.
But at the same time I want to be completely isolated
I've been crying on and off since about 9:30 this morning It's been rough. So rough.
[i We settle for what we think we deserve]
Boy, I can't believe I told her those words.
Yes, it's why you always pick an abusive boyfriend who only uses you for sex.
[s And it's why I always go for people who can never love me]
It's ironic how it works. Maybe it is true.
Maybe the key to love is loving yourself; [i but where's the proof?]
Oh midnight thoughts....I need more whiskey for this.
[center [size10 look, i've been doing really well. i've been brave, i've been trying really hard, and i've been getting something to show for it.]]
[center [size10 i'm still anxious, i always am when i wanna make a good impression, but the thing is]]
[center [size10 i always do. people love me.]]
[center [size10 i'll be myself regardless of what happens with these new people. i'm doing what i can and all i can hope for is similar treatment.]]
[center [size10 but i'll get it.]]
[center [size10 i'm not worried about that.]]
[center [size10 There is no point in disliking anymore. I just like.. pity her kinda now? kinda but moving on..]]
[center [size10 My sister is so stubborn and I wish she'd listen more, she stresses me with her disobedient ass!!! Like.. you have pink eyes in both eyes, way to go. Giving me and mom medical scares for you, you'd figure she'd know better.. jesus. I seriously need that trip right now, like.. I just wanna cruise around, do some stunts here and there, get that adrenaline rush, feel that nice cold wind hitting my face. I need that beach scenery so bad.]]
[center [size10 It's gonna be okay~]]
[center if you're ever in the houston area, around this time . go to pride, it was fucking amazing and i loved every bit down to the bdsm, furries and sexy sweaty dancing with my lava magarita.]
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If you tryna be incognito
Here's a tip
Don't edit the same shitty way you've always edit
But what do I know
You got all the time in the world to embarrass yourself
More laughter for me and everyone else
Girl you think you foolin me? I know who you are and the kind of person you are. You arent cute kay? I dont apreciate your lies.
ALSOOOO I seriously miss you baaaeeeee. its been forever since we talked. Ive got some serious loving withdrawl from you. Cant wait to get home and talk to you. Soon. Tomorrow. ITs our big two years tomorrow. Two years of you making me the happiest girl on the planet. You are so amazing. Love you.
Wow. I've been so preoccupied with life lately. The end of the school year came and went quickly. No more homeschool for me. I started a real school where I have to walk out of my house to go to. I made a few friends actually. It was scary at first since I hate meeting new people. I joined the anime club and found that I'm not the only one at my school. I felt alone in the beginning. Now I have 2 friends because of anime. I'm glad my mom made me join a club. We're making summer plans. I'm excited instead of scared now.
Side note: The scariest experience of my school was when a boy told me I was cute then asked me out. I said no straight away. He was in anime club with me. My mom and my friends both told me to say yes. A new experience for me. Anime club was a good place to get to know him. After a month or so I asked him if he was still interested. He said he was. I said yes to him. We've been boyfriend and girlfriend for a little over a month. He's actually a nice guy and I'm comfortable around him. High school is not what I was expecting. Not sure I'll be on here much. Here and there maybe. Who knows.
Bye for now everyone.
[center [size10 Hermès link, ice-blue mink
Tat on my ribs like I do not know what permanent is
They want me gone, out of the picture
Bury me now and I only get bigger
That's word to my, word to my—]]
I miss you already and it hasn't even been a day. I have some serious attachment issues with you don't I? At least I'm having fun when they aren't fighting. I love you. Wish we could text.
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