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[center [size9 Why don't you love and leave it alone?
Because I see you sitting there on the lunch table, acting like a queen.
Bitch, I'm more of a queen than you because of how many people look up to me in this school.
I may be a freshman.
But I'm the face of the musical branch of this school.
It's hard to overthrow the queen of music, isn't it?
Especially when she is obsessed with the truth.
Because you lied.
I have no tolerance for liars anymore after I fixed myself from the lying hole.

I came here to this site acting like you, I thought I was gonna be queen and that people were gonna go crazy over me.
But I was wrong to do that, I upset a lot of the wrong people and got hurt from being too prideful.
So take a fucking hint,
Pride is nice and all that.
But wait until you are so sure of yourself.
That when you'll hit the ground, it'll hit 30x worse.
Because I have real-life experiences, you have nothing but the lies of the meds you take.

So fuck off.
One-trick-pony.
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  ♦️G♦️ / Thoth- / 36d 20h 36m 37s
Girls Only night this weekend. Couldn't be more excited. I miss my girls and I miss hanking out with T, she's so sweet and she's an important in my life. She's been there and me for her. She's my best friend and being able to hangout with her more now is super exciting.
  Romelle / LiterallyPluto / 37d 16h 25m 11s
[center [size9 Ever since she called me that one lyric by Posty Maloney-
"You're the devil in the form of a whore~"
I went off so fast on her that she didn't make that shit up, she got it from somewhere.
So if your gonna bring words to a fight, make sure it's real shit and not some petty little lyric from someone who's pretty mainstream.
But yeah, that's my rant for the day.


Inspirational shit goin' on here-;
You wait until the rain is gone.
The rain is heavy, you hear it on the rooftops.
The rooftops protecting you from the hardest of the rain.
I say friends are like rooftops,
They stop the heaviest of the rain.

And when it seems like the clouds never end.
The sun will always rise again.

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  Bellyache- / 37d 19h 56m 34s
[Center Mᴀʏʙᴇ I'ᴍ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴇxᴘᴇʀɪᴇɴᴄɪɴɢ ᴀ "ʜɪɢʜ" ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ, ʙᴜᴛ I'ᴍ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ. I'ᴍ sᴏ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ғɪᴀɴᴄᴇᴇ, I ғᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇ ʜɪᴍ ғᴏʀ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏs ʜᴇ ʜᴀs ᴡʀᴏɴɢᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ. Aʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪғғɪᴄᴜʟᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇs ᴡᴇ ɢᴏ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ, ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ʜᴇ's ᴡɪʀᴇᴅ sᴏ ғᴜɴɴʏ. I'ᴍ ᴡɪʀᴇᴅ ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ ᴛᴏᴏ. Mᴏsᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴘʀᴏʙᴀʙʟʏ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I'ᴍ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀɴʏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴡʜᴏ ʀᴜɴs ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ s/ᴏ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ɪᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴs.. ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ's ɴᴏᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ. Nᴏᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴛɪᴍᴇ. Hᴇ ɪsɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀsᴛ ᴏɴᴇ, ᴡʜᴏ ᴏɴʟʏ sᴀʏs ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴀɴ ᴅᴏ ɪᴛ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ. I ᴄᴀɴ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴏᴡᴛʜ ɪɴ ʙᴏᴛʜ ᴏғ ᴜs. Wᴇ'ʀᴇ ʟᴇᴀʀɴɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀɴ ᴏɴ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ I'ᴍ sᴏ ᴘʀᴏᴜᴅ ᴏғ ᴜs. Iᴛ's ᴡᴏʀᴋ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛʜɪs ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ. I'ʟʟ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛ I'ᴠᴇ ᴅᴇғɪɴɪᴛᴇʟʏ ᴘᴀɪᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀɪᴄᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜɪs. Sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛᴇᴀʀs ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴜʀᴛ, ʙᴀᴅ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴏᴛᴀʟ sɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ. Iɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴍɪɴᴅ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜɪᴍ.

Oɴ ᴀɴ ᴏғғ ɴᴏᴛᴇ, ʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴏᴘ sᴏᴍᴇ ʙᴀʙɪᴇs ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴀx ʀᴇғᴜɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʜɪᴄᴄ. Jᴜsᴛ ᴋɪᴅᴅɪɴɢ ᴏғ ᴄᴏᴜʀsᴇ ʙᴜᴛ sᴇʀɪᴏᴜsʟʏ I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴀ ᴛʜɪᴄᴄ ᴛᴀx ʀᴇғᴜɴᴅ.

I'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʙɪɴɢᴇ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ Gᴀᴍᴇ ᴏғ Tʜʀᴏɴᴇs ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴀʜ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ʜᴇ's ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sᴇᴇɴ ɪᴛ. Sᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴇᴅɪᴛɪɴɢ ᴠɪᴅᴇᴏs ʜᴀsɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀ ᴛʜɪɴɢ LOL. I ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀᴀsʜ ᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ's ʜᴏᴜsᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴅᴀᴛ ɪɴᴛᴇʀɴᴇᴛ. Mʏ ʟᴀᴘᴛᴏᴘ ɪɴsᴛᴀʟʟᴇᴅ Aғᴛᴇʀ Eғғᴇᴄᴛs ғᴜɴɴʏ ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ ɴᴏᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴɪɴɢ. #ᴊᴜsᴛᴍʏʟᴜᴄᴋ

Oɴ ᴍʏ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴏʀᴋ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɪᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ Fᴀɪᴛʜ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴢ ᴇ ʀ ᴏ ᴘʀᴏɢʀᴇss ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʟɪғᴇ ʀᴇᴄᴏʟʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ. Sʜᴇ sᴀʏs ᴡᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡɴ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ɪɴ ᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʟɪғᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ I sᴀɪᴅ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴏɴᴇ. I ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴏɴᴄʟᴜsɪᴏɴ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟ. Bᴇғᴏʀᴇ I ғᴀʟʟ ᴀsʟᴇᴇᴘ I ғᴏᴄᴜs ᴏɴ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ʟɪғᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴛʀᴏɴɢʟʏ. Bᴇғᴏʀᴇ I ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ᴘᴀssᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ, I ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛᴀʀᴏᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴅs ᴀɴᴅ sᴛᴏɴᴇs. Cᴏɴsɪᴅᴇʀɪɴɢ sʜᴇ sᴀɪᴅ "ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴀ ʙɪɢ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ" ᴀs ɪғ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴀssɪsᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ sʜᴇ sᴀɪᴅ sʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ sɪɴᴄᴇ ɪᴛ ɪs ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ᴊᴏᴜʀɴᴇʏ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪsᴄᴏᴠᴇʀ. I ᴡᴏᴋᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜɪs ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴢᴇʀᴏ ʀᴇᴄᴏʟʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏғ ᴀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ. I ᴡᴇɴᴛ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ sʟᴇᴇᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ I ᴡᴀs ʙᴀᴄᴋ ɪɴ ᴇʟᴇᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʀʏ. I ᴡᴀs ᴅʀᴜɴᴋ ᴏʀ ʜɪɢʜ ᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ. I ʜᴀᴅ ᴀ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴇsᴇɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴘʀᴏᴊᴇᴄᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴏғ ɪᴛ. I ᴡᴀs ᴀʟsᴏ ǫᴜᴀʀʀᴇʟʟɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴄʟᴀssᴍᴀᴛᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴀs ᴀ ᴛᴏᴛᴀʟ ᴅɪᴄᴋ.

Yᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ʜᴇᴀʀ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ, sᴏᴏɴ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ.]
  / ArthurMorgan / 37d 21h 35m 25s
[center [size9 So my EP got set back because all of my songs are ass except "Pheoni"x because that song is balls-to-the-wall fun. It's also the only song I kinda feel good with. I was supposed to be releasing it today but now it's back 4 months since I have to replace 6 songs. So obviously "IDK" wasn't too good of a song and it was replaced with my other song, "Mothership."

During tonight when I was doing the vocal recording process, my knees kept buckling from underneath me in the studio. I was sent home for the night but that doesn't make me feel better about the anxiousness I have for this. If I don't do good with this EP, I won't ever make it was a big singer.

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  Bellyache- / 39d 3h 41m 43s
[Size10 [center Watching Hannibal again really brings me a sense of closeness to how I used to be before being forced to feel things. Doing things purely from curiosity, even at the expense of others. And his taste for the unorthodox. Though there is a bit of bitterness at seeing what all I've lost. Knowing those are things lost to me now. It helps me to watch it because of the closeness. Yet at the same time, it puts me in a dark place. Everything in me yearning to return to what I was. Yearning to feel the only semblance of what I'd assume to be the joy and satisfaction that I would have felt before coming here. Before being forced into feeling all these things that are so unnatural to me. So while it has it's ups and downs.. when asked "Are you sure we need to watch more?" My answer will always be yes. Because a bittersweet calming peace is better than no peace at all.]]
  -ɢᴜɪᴅᴏ- / Mista / 39d 10h 43m 56s
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[center [size15 [Amatic+SC some thing seem easy and others hard, but what's important is that we keep going.]]]
  [washed up] / Sarkhisi / 40d 9h 43m 30s
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  Bellyache- / 40d 20h 28m 54s
[center [size10 pray for me guys cause life is fucking stupid and I really should not be here whatsofuckingever but here we are. I hate this mindset but fuck this shit is hard and I really really don't know how I do it. I don't know how I let work be what motivates me to fucking try. I don't know why anyone takes the time to care about me or appreciate me. This won't last long it never does because soon I'll be manic again and l feel amazing. I mean I feel amazing right now. I have so much energy this shit I took was amazing but fuck it's not something I should have took. There's a lot of things I shouldn't have took. I should have never ever drank when I was younger and my parents let me get drunk with them. I never should have started taking opiods. I never should have took any of the pills I took. Should have never snorted or smoked any fucking thing but here we are. One eyed matt tried to get protective and assume I was innocent or pure or whatever when it came to drugs. He was naive. Anyone who assumes I'm just this chill person who is happy and cheerful is wrong. My coworkers learned that in the most fucked up way possible. Now my coworkers pretty much know I'm crazy. It's okay though because I'm not alone in it at all. I hope Collin doesn't get fired again. He does his job well when his head is in the right place. Ryan is pretty much the same kind of crazy as me because you should see when we're both in manic episodes at work and just going back and forth with absolute nonsense.]]
[center [size10 honestly I know blaming myself for my flaws is pointless but here we are with me doing exactly that. Fun times are ahead for me I'm sure. So wish me some luck and pray I don't lose myself again.]]
  ooc / Sik-K / 40d 21h 4m 17s
[Center ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ sᴏʙᴇʀ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. ᴛʜɪs ʜᴀs ʜᴏɴᴇsᴛʟʏ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀᴡᴇsᴏᴍᴇ. ɪᴛ's ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ɴɪᴄᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ʀᴇʟᴀx ᴀɴᴅ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ. ᴜsᴜᴀʟʟʏ ɪ'ᴍ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴜɴʙᴇᴀʀᴀʙʟʏ ᴏɴ ᴇᴅɢᴇ. ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ǫᴜɪᴛᴇ ᴀ ʙɪᴛ. ɪ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛᴏ sᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ. ɪ ᴊᴜsᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴜɴᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ᴀɴʏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴇɴᴇʀɢʏ. ɪ'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴏᴋᴀʏ. ᴀɴᴅ sᴏ ᴡɪʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ.
  / ArthurMorgan / 41d 11h 1m 3s
Had a girls' night with my friend last night. It was fun. I helped her dye her hair and we watched anime together. Talked about life. Caught up with each other. We're planning a sleepover for the girls this month. So excited.
  Romelle / LiterallyPluto / 41d 15h 29m 53s
[center [size9 Because the feeling of desperation is enough to make you jump in uneasiness right?

Oh wait, just nonsense words and lyrics coming out of an ugly mouth right?
Because you never cared, why does nobody care?
But now, my thoughts have been confirmed, you are toxic.
Guess it's time to wash you down the drain, where you belong.

With all the other kids who were toxic for reasonable reasons, they were more fucked up than I could even fathom.
Because they wanted to feel normal and they wanted to feel attention because somehow, they felt short of it.
But not you, there's nothing wrong with you.
You're just a manipulative person, right?
So call me when the parties over V because nobody is going to pick you up.
I hope you understand that it's your fault that you stooped so low to lying on your friends.

Because telling secrets is the worst thing to do.
Secrets are secrets.
They are supposed to be kept with a sense of knowledge and loyalty.
Because they told you it because of they [b [i fucking trust ]] you.
Now, you've got nobody.
So you should see me with a crown.


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  Wings- / 41d 20h 36m 33s
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Over+the+Rainbow][size15 [over+the+rainbow September can't come fast enough, my love. I can't wait to see you again for the first time in 5 years. It definitely helps that we'll be meeting for a wedding, I can get tons of ideas there. Time, please be kind and hurry.
  rose / tsunami / 42d 5h 20m 8s
Tired. Been coughing all night because this damn state doesn't know whether it wants to be hot or cold. Pick one, sister. My sinuses and my allergies can only handle so much.
  Romelle / LiterallyPluto / 42d 18h 8m 54s
[center [size9 Do you ever just want to see somebody just fucking be sad for one day? I just want to see her pay for the toxic shit she's doing to me and everybody around her. But at the same time, I want to get to the bottom of why she's toxic like this because I don't appreciate someone who brings down others and fucking tells secrets behind our backs. Lying is one thing, telling other people's secrets is taboo to me and deserves a punishment fit for what you had told.

Because I'm not gonna sit by as you fuck me and these people over to the point where they are afraid to get out of their homes. Because at that point, they are fucked over socially and that hurts their emotional state doesn't it? How would she feel if she was paranoid about the next person to laugh at you for something dead-ass stupid.

Well, she's going to find out.
Cheers for toxicity.
Because you made a fool outta me and took the skin off my back.
So don't breathe when I talk because you haven't been told to.

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  Wings- / 42d 20h 34m 26s
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