[center [size11 y'all never cease to amaze me tbh]]
[center [size11 go hate women on some other thread so those of us who aren't incredibly sexist don't have to see it lmao]]
[center [size10 For real, what the fuck are people inhaling.]]
[size10 he holds me tight when i am suffering and laughs when i am being goofy, and appreciates it when i buy things in his size. korean guys are so cute yas...]
You know I'm glad someone else has come out to say it. It really makes me feel more comfortable with my hatred for women. I feel much better now.
I'm sad that I have to lose one of my best friends now, but I don't blame him one bit. I understand where he's coming from. I hate women too.
Sadly though I am a woman.
....I hate myself...
[Center [size10 Y'know, today my mom really upset me and I think it opened my eyes to something I never realized until now. Just all females are such bitches. They're cunts who don't listen to anyone but themselves y'know? Literally every female on this planet, based just on what my mom did to upset me, is a complete bitch. Forget just every female human tbh though like.. just anything female ever. Even animals. Fuck female animals. I've got two female dogs and just honestly I feel disgusted having them in my possession. I'm probably going to rehome them and if no one takes them in a week I'll just toss em outside cause I don't want them in my house longer than need be. Really feeling paranoid though cause idk what gender my reptiles are. I'll go take em all to the vet to have em tested to see what they are but I stg I'll toss those mother fuckers in the yard if they turn out female. None of that shit in my house. Two of my best friends are female but you know what I'm done with them cause my mom and a few other women I've known were real shitty to me so screw any other women trying to come in my life right? Glad I got that off my chest.]]
[Center [size7 Literally the extent of what your logic sounds like. Sorry I'm a half asleep male that isn't shit but is salty asf for the guys out there that aren't shit to women or other ppl.]]
[Center [size10 Edit:since so many people didnt understand this was a joke, literally just satire to prove a point and think id actually do that shit, please think. I dont think anyones that fucking messed up. No, i wouldnt do that crap, it was a fucking joke. Wtf people? Come on.]]
[center [size11 the search goes on. none of my rps are to my liking - aside for one, but it's very, very, very slow.]]
[center [size11 i'm so tired of being bored. i wish i had love for the things that i used to.]]
[center [size11 i don't like anything. i don't like the way i write, i don't like the pictures i use, i don't like anything.]]
[center [size11 i just don't care. it feels like a chore.]]
[center [size11 everything always feels like a chore.]]
[center [size11 and it's a chore for everyone to talk to me.]]
[center [size11 it's fine.... i give up.]]
I understand, I'm still a child to you because I live under your roof. I'm the youngest and you would always tell me "No matter what you'll always be my baby." Well, I'm an adult, and a shitty one at that. I make stupid decisions, like staying up till 3 and then having to get up at 7. But you have no right to yell at me when I'm so tired I am unable to open my eyes for very long and need to stay home for the day. I know it was my fault, I'm upset with myself about it, but last night was worth it to stay up so long. You say shit like I'm forcing you to do things for me. Everyday, before I even wake up you bring me breakfast. You know I'm fully capable of making my own food, and I'd happily do it, but you never give me the chance and then call me a lazy child. Yesterday you even made a comment about my paychecks. Yes, I bought myself a tv. No, it's none of your business what I do with the money I earn. I ALWAYS put some of it into savings, and then through the week I buy small things like food or stuff for my animals. You also never allow me to help pay for groceries or the phone bill. You said "How long does your paycheck last? Like two days?" Fuck you for even wanting to berate me on shit that isn't true. You're always complaining and wishing you have your own job, nothing is stopping you from going out and getting one. I'd even help you with doing your resume.
[center [size11 i'm sorry, excuse me?]]
[center [size11 take your unnecessary comments to yourself. you're only rping with me, asshole. i can drop you like a hot potato.]]
[center [size11 and all i was was being friendly with you, lmao.]]
[center [size11 such a typical man.]]
[center [size11 don't step on my toes, fucker. i'll gut you.]]
[center [size10 My mom told me about this power-- didn't think I'd have it in my hands and I haven't even reached my full potential lol. It's sad almost what guys are willing to do for a pretty girl.]]
[center [size10 I remember awhile back I got a guy to eat dog food-- it wasn't even difficult. I just frowned because like.. damn, that was easy? I'm amused mostly at how all these guys are appearing in my inbox-- especially on facebook. I remember my cousin's friends wouldn't even really look my way twice and now they just stare at me like i'm a plate of ribs. I'm disgusted.]]
[center [size10 I'm like.. trying to learn to tolerate it. I remember when I bought my love's xbox and I was walking down the road, a guy smooched at me and I was like ew wtf. A lot of places, especially busy places I get stared at a lot to the point it's uncomfortable like. I get it's because I'm not used to it. I'm not even trying to sound cocky or like I'm claiming to be hot shit but since I've started working out last year-- since I've dropped so much weight, my hair has gotten super long to my butt and I look better in my own fashion sense like..]]
[center [size10 My mom is like embrace it! You should like it, appreciate it. How can I? Guys are gross, disrespectful pigs. I'm just trying to transition from receiving zero attention and practically being invisible to oh I guess I stick out like a sore thumb now or something, let's point and talk about.]]
[center [size10 It's just odd but I'm going to keep doing me. I'm just happy I have such a supportive love. She's the only one that deserves all of my attention. She's always seen me as beautiful. <3]]
The double lives being led by some people on this site.
MMMM finger lickin' good.
I could gorge on this feeling for days I tell you and still come back for seconds.
[paprika [center [#a47f82
Tell me you love me
as you rock with the songs
that rings in my head.
Do the monsters in your ears
Whisper as they do mine?
Do they make you squirm and shy,
Or are they the ones that make you so silent?
Tell me your thoughts
like the world isn't watching us
waiting for us to fail.
Life isn't so simple
And love isn't finding someone who completes you.
So sing to me
Between breaths and gasps
About the night that your heart broke.
I fucking promise I'll protect you.
But I'll always protect you.
So don't fucking let anyone break you.
Not even me.
I live in Japan and it fucking sucks, ask me anything
Well. While I missed Mother's Day there isn't a day that goes by that I miss you. Your smell of rich freshly cut flowers. Your smile. The touch of your hand on my skin. The way your silvery blonde hair sat over your shoulder. You'd bake us scones on dish it with jam and cream. Then you were gone. My father numb. The laughter and sweet smells were gone. I didn't understand them why you had to sleep in a beautiful white casket. Why you were taken from us. From me.
It's days like Mother's Day that fill me with a grief that goes on and on.
I need you mother. More than ever I need you to tell me it's worth it. That this struggle will be worth while.
I will never forget you.
[center [size11 so it was about mom, after all.]]
[center [size11 maybe this was why this month had such a negative impact on me.]]
[center [size11 it was mom.]]
[center [size11 father's day will be no different, either.]]
[center [size11 all i ever wanted was for us to be a family... i just want you to be my parents the way parents should be. i never asked for much. i still don't ask for much.]]
[center [size11 but for you two, it was impossible to show me parental love. you wouldn't love me. you just used it to get me to do what you wanted because you knew how desperate i was to make you both proud.]]
[center [size11 i can't talk about you still. it's... it's too much. it's way too much.]]
[center [size11 but you let me get this way.]]
[center [size11 you were so afraid of the psych doctors finding out what you were doing to me you refused to let me get any help.]]
[center [size11 and now i'm half way through 21, with a brain that tortures itself and tells me it wants me dead.]]
[center [size11 i can't ever wish you a happy mother's day, because you never were a mother to me.]]
Going with the flow is a lot better then fighting against waves. Certainly what I'm reminded when I step into the pool. Which might be a bit too on the nose but I got so few ways to unplug and unwind. I used to hate summer and lock myself away from the heat. Today certainly shows how that can take a toll on me.
I'm just always worrying and trying to fight against something even if its unseen, or just an uncertain future. I can't really let myself just become burden by that. Even if I need to just slip away with the waves for a few hours to keep myself together so be it.
Plus someone linked me this song and I mean... how can you not be thrilled over such a high piece of AAAART
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