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[center [size10 when you apparently are allergic to your ankle brace after all and now you just hella salty about it.]][center [size10 also the next two days at work will be nice simply cause suga will be there and then Tuesday will be a blessing not just cause it's a day off but also cause all 3 of us have it off so we can probably on our channel and tarot stuff more. Especially since mercury is out of lemonade.]]
[center [size10 also I did a good and got caffeine free Coke tonight cause otherwise it might take me hours to sleep lol whoops]][center [size10 I need to find rocks and invest in stuffs to make me some runes. [s [size10 and maybe at some point get those blood and bone runes cause those call to me so horribly that I require them.]]][center [size10 the longer I get in life the more and more I realize my mother raised a lil pagan heathen and that's perfectly okay, even of she would prolly have some kind of opinion about all of it.]]
  ᵏᵃᵃᵒˢ / Dawon / 172d 2h 2m 38s
This vet could have killed Catra... Her sutures are so inflamed and infected... I have to take her to the emergency animal hospital today. I felt so horrible... I didn't want to take her to that fucking vet in the first place. They're known for killing cats with spaying and neutering... No one listens to me to me though and my sister got her way because they did a good job neutering her dog. DOG! Not cat! These fuckers kill cats! Every other animal hospital I called today said to never trust your cats with those people... God, I just hope this cone, the antibiotics, and the shots the animal hospital gave her work... I hope she can get over this... I hope she heals... I can't lose her or anyone else close to me, not now... I'd literally lose my shit and have several, hospitalization-called-for mental breakdowns. I would not be okay...
  Haikyuu / LiterallyPluto / 172d 3h 50m 46s
[center [size11 Mental breakdowns seem really common lately, either it's me who's having like an emotional thing or my mate who's like dying because his mom won't call him by the name he wants and even told him he could grow a dick, she just didn't want to know how or why. I swear, she sounds so fucking lame and I hate it.

Just waiting for Rix to call me back, thinking of surprising him with some positive vibes because he needs that shit. It's weird when I have to get used to calling her as male pronouns so I'm used to it when at some point, he gets surgery to become a male. I know that's a long while to go but I can wait that long, I'll even fucking pay for it.

I don't care how much it is, I'll do anything for him.
  ScorpionTears- / 172d 4h 14m 45s
[coming+soon [center [size15 [#859ecc [b Hella bugged that I don’t get to see neon but IT BE LIKE THAT SOMETIMES.

I see my son tomorrow. And then I can cry hugging him and he has to suffer through it because I’ve got a broken heart from this shit tv show.

Leon ain’t as cute now but I always hated how the made the girls “pretty” so can’t be that one double standard bitch... he still got cute in dat face tho.

Yo this guy was like “I like games but I feel really nerdy talking about it.” Then I hit him with “I like Pokémon” and he goes “oh so you a NERD nerd” omfg
When you feel really bad for them but everytime you hear the thing it still makes you laugh and grin

Also gonna make the switch to Instinct tonight, I'm getting tired of seeing all this red despite my love for its many variations, my line of traitourous deeds continues!!
These three towns will be decorated in an electrical haze of glitter and gold by dawn tomorrow.. B]
  |oɹə|əı / AfterNue_Delight / 173d 1h 27m 10s
My interview went surprisingly well. I was nervous, sure, but when she asked me to put an outfit together, I kinda let go of nerves and went with the flow. Like I was shopping for myself. She liked the outfit so much, she took pictures of it. She said I was the only one willing to do that part of the interview.
  Haikyuu / LiterallyPluto / 173d 6h 58m 22s
Deleted that last post because the unvierse called ME a dumb bitch and said I am not tf ready lmaooo. Told me to sit down.

Life has been a little rocky and I’m at a fork in the road once again. My heart says indulge in passions, but we are tried. And my brain says it is best to give it my all before I go off on my lonesome. The cards say, be patient. Things will be what they will.
  ˢᵉⁿᵈ ⁿᵒᵒᵗˢ / Indefinite / 174d 2h 40m 31s
[center [size11 News flash for me; I now understand how it feels to have someone so close to you almost taken away by death. I do not like to fancy that feeling again, I found a new reason to live among the other two. I don't want him to do that again, he takes a lot of drugs for seizures and I guess he tried to overdose. Scared the shit out of me.

He promised me he was okay and he lied, and it's not that I'm angry or disappointed in him, I'm just plain worried for him despite [i his mother and a worker of some mental institute or something clearing out his room of everything dangerous. ] Still, I'm just flat out worried and I physically feel like shit.

I threw up everywhere yesterday and the had my first ever panic attack, yay me! It honestly felt like the world was coming down on me and that I couldn't breathe and-- I don't know man, it's really weird. Anyways, my parents made me go to school while seriously sick and won't take me out.

I met Rix's dad yesterday and it went pretty well. He even laughed when I called him 'Father-In-Law' and I smiled while curled up into a laundry basket. Haven't got to writing much music after yesterday, I'm gonna take a few day hiatus from songwriting.

[i "I'm sorry, at least I know what those words mean." ]
  ScorpionTears- / 174d 14h 20m 55s
Yesterday they ran tests. She wasn't sure that was what she thought it was. So, play it safe, she ran tests. The look of uncertainty on her face scared me and it still does.
  Haikyuu / LiterallyPluto / 175d 11h 16m 35s
[center [size11 Today's gonna be hard, shit's getting real in school and at home and I hope that everything works out. Rix wants to call me during her therapist appointment today so she, her therapist and I can talk about what's been happening with us. It's just a really weird thing for a therapist is care for others other than their patient. Maybe because I have a huge impact on Rix.

Maybe a bigger impact than I thought originally. When I told her I wanted to be singing in filled stadiums and that I wanted to be singing to help people and inspire them, she stood behind me and still does. But I don't know what to say, her friends says that ever since she met me, she changed from an angor bean to a sweet bean.

It's really confusing. I-- She wants to come out as a male too, her mom just won't pay for the surgery and makes Rix cry just because [i her mom won't use the 'He,His,Him' pronouns. ]Honestly, It's all bullshit and I don't really care for her mom but in two months, Rix is going to move closer to me than ever .


Whoever realized this? But anyways, Rix wants me to also be on a call with her dad to help her explain that she wants to be a he and that he might snap on her. But her dad is a chill artist so I see nothing that's gonna happen but I'm still worried, just me overthinking.

Anyways, last night it shocked me when Rix told me she told her therapist about me and that her therapist [b indeed ] cared for me. The last time I went to a therapist, I was pushed to think quickly and give explanations for the shit I did when I truly didn't know until later on when I wasn't going to therapy.

And so Rix wants to me to explain my problems to her therapist since she was an extra long appointment but her therapist might not allow that in the first place. And when it comes to other people, mostly adults, I find I can't really confide in them without something bad happening.

Not my fault my step parents treat me like shit and only let me play music because they know how important it is to me. However, they never give me the appropriate attention and I think that's a huge part of my drama shit. I want people to fucking look at me and gasp, I want people to fucking afraid of me when I do care too much

I have some things to work out with myself ad I'm ready to change into a better person for Rix if I have to. I guess it is time to toughen up and stop being a complete bitch and let life be life, maybe that'll help with the repeating lyrics I keep writing. Or maybe I have a lyricist block.

I'm just really nervous for today guys, fingers crossed.

Edit: I forgot to change Rix's pronouns from she to he, fuck I'm just too lazy to deal with it. And last night, [b OUR ] cover of Bring Me The Horizon's 'Antivist' was recorded and as soon as I find it, I'm going to [i abuse ] the link.
  ScorpionTears- / 175d 12h 53m 52s
Watching a mother argue with her seven year old is literally the funniest shit ever.

“So you don’t wanna play Minecraft with me.... which means you don’t care about me”

I was d y i n g . Anyway I got all dolled up and then I forgot my tarot cards.
  ˢᵉⁿᵈ ⁿᵒᵒᵗˢ / Indefinite / 176d 6h 43m 21s
Appointment day. It's a scary day for me. I'm not disclosing why. I'm just scared.
  Haikyuu / LiterallyPluto / 176d 10h 5m 52s
[center [size11 Been heading into the studio a lot more recently, it's not like anybody really uses Studio 47 anymore. I mean, it's in the Square so everybody should know it's there but no, it's just inhabited by my band and I. My mate has told me to start focusing my songs on other people's perspectives of things like what is it like to other people to see someone go through something [i so ] dark?

I mean I don't understand what she means yet cos I haven't been able to try it yet. But I have an idea that is worth trying with the idea of someone seeing another person break down and go to the edge. Then this watcher tries to help the suicidal person and barely keeps him alive. That's what the song is gonna be about.

Anyways, today my mate has to do a project with her sleeves rolled up and [i boy does that not terrify me with the pain she inflicts upon herself. ] So I've been trying to make her happier than usual because ya know, wouldn't you do that for your mate? Anyways, I also have a song written for our love, I just haven't broken it down into rhythms and instrumentals yet.

I wish everything goes well today for her and I, we need something good to happen. I can't wait until the day we meet again with you moving to center of the eastern part of America and me being in the Southeast part. I love you lots, I can't understand and even get the words out of my mouth to symbolize our love.

And it's hard for me to be wordless.
  ScorpionTears- / 176d 14h 7m 16s
[center [size10 Take notes, I'm an easy man to please. Morelia, Wow and Omaha Steak seasoning and I'm happy. Caleb may not love doing achievements or collecting mounts but the glory in each achievement we struggled to get but ended up accomplishing was so fucking satisfying. MMM. Look at these beautiful mounts. Thanks babe, you the sweetest.

[center [size8 Btw the one with the moon is my character and I fucking love him. His name's Lortheral. Stinky ass Death Knight with a terrible personality. The best.]]
  Mun / 176d 16h 39m 43s
Raid? Complete.
Achievements? Completed.
Mount? Obtained.
Mun? Happy.

Take notes people, this is what you do for your boo.
  Caleb1021 / 176d 17h 5m 26s

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