[center [size10 I'm about to take my fine-self to Overwatch for the rest of the day cause the chill on here is gone.]]
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When you think your life is getting some what better your roommate asks for the keys to the apartment and you get your shit out by tomorrow then comes back three minutes later and gives you back the keys
life is so crazy yall
and maybe if I just grew a pair and lived with my toxic ass family I wouldn't be in such shitty situations
So pull me closer, and kiss me hard-
Owait you already did. . wtf is my life
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[center [size12 Playing on my team is someone like me, watch me while I do my thing, [b Are you fucking with the team? !]]]
[center [size12 Baby I got me ~]]
[center [size10 When bae buys you spotify]][center [size10 Bless]]
[center [s [size10 Now if I could just start on this fanfiction lol]]][center [size10 edit: I've started it and I already hate it lol. Just gotta keep telling my inner critic to shut tf up so I can push through this.]]
Fuck me dood. I hate standardized testing Kms. I did good probably tho.
[center [font "forte" [size20 [#BA82CA feels good to have straight F's haha.
i'm starting to wonder why i even try anymore.
wow i wanna die. ] ]
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Tonight's my flight. Better freaking make it there. It can crash on the way home, or get lost on some island then. But I'm making it back to Japan, its the most important thing to me, always was
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[center [size10 Holy shit, I just ran 3 mythic dungeons as a tank. woof. I was nervous just doing normal dungeons cause I'm not used to tanking but fuck if I didn't tank like a boss in these three mythics. Damn.]]
[center [size10 To make my night even better, I found out that a week or so after my bday in May, Po has two days off. A Monday and Tuesday. Which means if I come on the Thursday afternoon after her class then i could stay the weekend and the Mon and Tues after <3 I fucking better be able to cause that whole, morning of - sitting my the door with my suitcase - watching my phone to see when shes on her way - her grandmother deciding as her and her dad are walking out the door to get me that they can't go.. that ain't flyin again with me granny. I'll make my mom drive my ass AAALL the way there if I have to. You gunna see my beautiful face whether you like it or not >:}]]
[center [size10 AND DUDE. A FUCKING REN FAIR WILL BE THERE THAT WEEKEND? YEEEES! Never been to one but hell if I wouldn't be stoked to be going to my first with Po <3 And and and.. if Davey's friend Ren would be able to go and drive all the way here to go to the ren fair [s [size10 heh ren and Ren]] then maybe Davey's mom will let him go TOO!! AHH! Just waiting to know for sure from Po's dad and my mom if it'll be a go and the second I find out, I'm buying all this shit in my etsy cart and getting to work on a costume. Fucking excited as shit and super happy cause my costume ideas lead to a character idea. So two birds one stone, I make an outfit which gives me a new character and the new character gives me another rad dude to cosplay as. Tonight has been a fantastic night. Jesus not used to those haha.]]
When someone holds you so tight, and all you can do is burst into silent tears.
[center [size10 The littlest things with you make me the happiest-- you make me feel some type of way. I'm just.. [i overwhelmingly] happy because of you..]]
[center [size10 I love you with all of my being.]]
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[center [size10 When you have your two closest friends on a skype call with you and your bf and you don't know what to do. You, your bf and friend A have seen one anime and love it to death and you three want to watch it all over again with friend B so that they can be in the fandom. BUT. You, your bf and friend B also have all seen and love an anime that you want to watch with friend A so that they can be in the fandom. Which to watch?? They're both so good. SO GOOD. However, one anime is shorter than the other so maybe doing that one first would make us feel more accomplished instead of watching the other for 50 years and still not being anywhere near done with it. qwq FML]]
[center [size10 Then there is friend C that you are literally going to one day FORCE to watch both shows with you cause they aren't allowed to not have seen either.]]
Honestly too stoned to care about my self-destruction but not enough to give up on my school work
i don't know why this keeps happening. i just want to be happy with who i am, is that so much to ask for ?
i always end up hung up what could've been, what "should've" been, and the past... [i my] past...
it's just... there's so much.
it's too much.
ptsd doesn't just happen to people... it's caused by one or more severely traumatizing experiences.. and..
i've had plenty of those.. .
people time and again have tried to convince me i'm unloveable and stupid,
that i'm worthless and useless
that i'm no good, that i'm evil
a toy to be played with and then thrown away...
it surprises me i even still care about sex.. as many terrible experiences i've had with it.. .
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