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[center [i [font "times new roman" [b [u November 20th 2019.]]]]]

[center [i [font "times new roman" I'm slowly getting back onto my feet after everything.. I still miss him horribly, and honestly I want him back.. I want the memories, I want everything back. I guess you can say I'm needing a distraction, and everything I've been doing isn't helping at all. I've somewhat shut myself off from other's too. I don't wanna burden them, but yet I want to talk.. It hurts so much it really does.]]]

[center [i [font "times new roman" Work's been hell too. I'm seriously to the point where I'm about to walk out, and not even look back. So much shit's been going down, that it's draining me... I'm so done with being treated like shit out there. Being used, or being looked over. Not being worked with.. I just can't do it anymore.. Every night I come home, and I break down into tears because of the weight of the stress, and feeling like I'm not good enough, or that I'm not doing everything I can for that stupid company.]]]

[center [i [font "times new roman" Even right now, I'm trying not to break down. I'm off today and tomorrow, so that's the only good thing. Today I'm putting in my application for the IRS. It's time I leave Wal-Mart and focus on me. It's gonna be hard, but I just have to hold on a little bit longer, and then I'll be able to finally move on. Maybe, just maybe I can finally do what's best for me, instead of worrying about everyone else.]]]

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  LovelyDesire- / 14h 37m 59s
[center [i [font "times new roman" [b [u November 6th 2019.]]]]]

[center [i [font "times new roman" He's gone.. My second daddy is honestly gone.. I don't know what the fuck to do.. I didn't know anything was wrong.. I found out on social media of all places. How can you be gone? I remember when our families would always get together, and just enjoy our weekends. I grew up with you kids, I grew up looking up to you, and now my heart is shattering, and I can't breathe.. It honestly hurts to breathe right now.. 2019 has been the worst fucking year for me.. So many people I care about getting taken away from me..]]]

[center [i [font "times new roman" I can't handle this anymore, I really fucking can't.. I'm to the end of my rope right now.. Work's been stressful, and then finding out about you.. Scott you were my world, you were like another daddy to me, and I have missed you so much.. I wish I could have said goodbye to you, I really do.. I wish I could see you smile one last time, hear your laugh, and hear you teasing me along with everyone else.. I just can't.. I can't do this.. I can't breathe.. I can't see what I've even typing anymore.. It hurts so fucking much..]]]

[center [i [font "times new roman" I know I should go to your funeral on Saturday but I can't.. I can't see you laying there like Cheryl was, and like my aunt, and the other's this year.. I can't.. Just know that I love you so fucking much, and you taught me so much without even realizing it.. I just wish I could have seen you one last time.. Please, please, please, always watch over myself, and your family. You were a wonderful man, and I was so fucking lucky to grow up having you in my life. You really were important to me, and I will see you again. I promise you that.]]]

[center [i [font "times new roman" I will try my hardest to make the time to see your kids, and grandkids. God, I wish we could have spent one more night together like when I was younger...]]]

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  joυrnal / LovelyDesire- / 15d 37m 57s

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