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[center Eliza DelMar is just a normal girl. She works, goes to art school, hangs out with friends. Everything a normal 22 year old woman would do. But shes not normal. She is sick. Eliza was diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumor 1 year ago. Ever since, she has undergone treatments, but to no avail. Hope was starting to fade. She tries to keep up appearances, not wanting any of her friends and family to worry. Its getting harder and harder to hide how she feels. There is no one she can turn too.]

[center Until she meets [b girl] at one of the support groups she goes to for other sick people. Other people who are losing hope. [b Girl] has skin cancer due to years of living on the beach. The moment Eliza laid her eyes on [b girl], she felt her whole world click into place. Eliza gathers the courage to talk to [b girl] and they hit it off. It turns out they both have a bucket list of things they want to do before they die. Excited, they promise to help each other finish their lists. Its now time to make the most of their limited time left on this Earth.]

[h3 [center Skeleton:]]
[center [b Username:]]
[center [b Name:] {First and Last}]
[center [b Age:] {20-30 please}]
[center [b Species:] {I like supernatural beings so pick whatever you want}]
[center [b When were you diagnosed?:]]
[center [b Family:]]
[center [b Bucket List:] {put 6 things}]

[h3 [center Eliza]]

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[center [b Username:] princess-fuck-up]
[center [b Name:] Eliza DelMar]
[center [b Age:] 22]
[center [b Species:] Demon]
[center [b When were you diagnosed?:] 1 year ago]
[center [b Family:] Eliza's parents are divorced. She is still in contact with both of them. She also have an older brother named Ben and a younger sister named Jenny. She is not close to either of them and they rarely talk. Eliza moved to San Francisco the moment she turned 18 so she could get away from her family.]
[center [b Bucket List:] First Kiss || Go to a rave || Get completely wasted || Smoke Weed || Jump off a bridge || Get in a fight]
[h3 [center Blakely]]
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[center [b Username:] Blissfull-]
[center [b Name:] Blakely Donovan]
[center [b Age:] 22]
[center [b Species:] Cat shifter]
[center [b When were you diagnosed?:] Three months ago]
[center [b Family:] Blakely's father left them for another woman on the night Blakely turned nineteen. Her mother turned to drinking and smoking, and bringing home different men every night. Something she didn't want her mother doing, but she couldn't voice her concerns. She still has some contact with her father, and is trying to get her to move in with him in Jacksonville Florida, the one place she's always wanted to go, but couldn't because of her disease she has.]
[center [b Bucket List:] Fall In Love || Learn how to cook || Own her own business || Fly in a plane || Go on a road trip || Learn how to sew]

[h3 [center Rules:]]

[b Stealing;]
[center Please don't steal any of my ideas. I worked really hard on all of this using all of my own ideas.]

[b Romance;]
[center Will happen, that is the whole plot. If you are uncomfortable with femalexfemale romance, then do not join.]

[b Violence;]
[center Is allowed, but it not really the point]

[b Cybering;]
[center Will not happen. At all. Period.]

[b Joining;]
[center Please ask to join through [b private message]. Along with the skeleton and the picture you plan to use]

[b Pictures;]
[center Illustrated pictures only. No over used ones and please have them decently sized. I don't want them taking up my whole screen.]

[b God modding;]
[center Is not allowed. I will bump you on the spot for this. I will not give you any warning if you break this rule. There are some exceptions where I will tell you if it is very small. But, mostly, I am very firm on this rule.]

[b Posting Limit;]
[center Three good paragraphs at least. I understand writers block. But I will not tolerate one liners and I will give no warnings for these. If your posts fall behind the limits then you will get only one warning before I kick you out.]

Roleplay Reply. Do not chat here. (50 character limit.)

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[center [i December 12, 2018]]

Smoke drifted up from the cigarette between Liz's two fingers. It had been almost two months since she received the news that changed her life forever.

[b "Should you really be smoking?"]

Johnny asked, a smirk on his face. Even though he was smiling, it was obvious that he was serious and concerned. Liz was starting to get tired of people giving her shit about smoking.

[i "I] really [i dont give a shit at this point Johnny."]

The statement came out with a lot more venom than she intended. Johnny recoiled and then shrugged as he turned and walked back into the house through the glass door. A sigh mixed with smoke slipped out between her lips. Ever since she started treatment, she has been more agitated and snappy. It wasn't how she liked to be. Despite her resting bitch face, she tried her best.

[center [i Present day]]

People filed into the small room and sat down in all of the empty chairs that were in a circle. Fillipa started talking to others, finally leaving Liz to her thoughts. Liz looked up and noticed that half of the room was new people. this group had a revolving door. Most people only come for a short time. Max a couple months.

One of the new people caught Liz's eye. A female snuck into the room after Fillipa had gotten the group started. She was so quiet. She looked very nervous and that brought Liz back to her first time coming here. She was so worried about being late that she arrived one hour early and sat in her car until it was time. This thought made her laugh to herself a little. It was so silly.

[b "I think that is everyone! Let us get started. We have quite a few new people so we will just start with intro stories. You don't have to talk if you dont want too but I do recommend it."]

They started going around the room, talking about when they were diagnosed and what treatments they have done so far. And just a little about themselves. It was interesting to hear such different stories have similarities. Everyone was so different from each other. Different species, different diseases, different looks, different ages but all of the same types of struggles.

[b "Liz, do you want to go?"]

Fillipa pulled her out of her thoughts, which she commonly got lost in.

[i "Sure. Hello everyone, I am Eliza but I go by Liz. I was diagnosed with a brain tumor about a year ago. Ive done a couple different treatments, but no results just yet. I am not going to lie, I am starting to go through my bucket list a lot faster. I think I am running out of time."]

Her voice cracked on the last word. Some of the people in the group nodded, understanding the feelings that Liz was experiencing.

[i "But on a lighter note, my photography business is still going good and I still can enjoy all of the music i want. Oh, and I have been smoking less."]

She said with a laugh. Fillipa sighed loudly with disappointment.

[b "We will talk about that later. Okay, whos next?"]

Liz put her hand over her mouth so she didn't laugh out loud at Fillipa mothering her. She listened to everyone else tell their struggles and triamps. She found her eyes wandering over to the girl who came in late. She was very interesting but Liz could not put her finger on it.
  l i z / princess-fuck-up / 14d 13h 59m 5s
[center [font "times new roman" [b [i ~*~ Three Month Ago ~*~]]]]

[font "times new roman" [b "Blakely I'm sorry to inform you, but you can't live in the sun like you used too. Your skin can't handle it anymore. You my darling girl have skin cancer"] the doctor said. The blue eyed blonde looked up towards him. Her heart dropping into her stomach. [#C4788E "Excuse me? I have [i skin cancer]?"] she asked, the tone of her voice kind of cold. The male nodded lightly. [b "Yes sweetheart you do. It's something that can be caused by being in the sun too much, and seeing as you live in California, you live in the outdoors, am I right?"] he asked. The woman nodded lightly, trying to let the words sink in. She had cancer, and she felt like her whole world was going to fall apart.]

[font "times new roman" [b "There are some things you can do to take care of it, and make sure it doesn't get worse"] he said. She kind of tuned out after that. She had a so called disease, and she couldn't be out in the sun anymore. She looked down at her hands, and kind off understood why her skin itched, and why she was always so drained. She just never thought it would be like this. She looked up when the male touched her shoulder, and the tears started to fall. [b "If you would like I can give you a list of doctors, and you can try and move to where it's not so sunny"] he offered. What other choice did the woman have?]

[font "times new roman" She took the information he offered her, thanked him for his time, and left. She made her way out to her car, and just sat there. She called her father out in Florida, and broke down into sobs. [#C4788E "Daddy, I have skin cancer"] she sobbed into the phone. He's been trying to get her to move out there, because he knew how much she loved being in the sun. The male tried calming her down, but it wasn't really working. Blakely felt like her whole world was gone, and she couldn't do anything about it. When she was calm enough, she hung up, and headed back home to pack her things. Trying to look forward to her new chapter of life.]

[center [font "times new roman" [b [i ~*~ Present Day ~*~]]]]

[font "times new roman" The day was finally here. She was supposed to be going to a [i Support] group her doctor told her about. She was doing well enough with the creams he's been giving her, to help clear up the small patches on her skin. She had moved to a whole new town, and started all over again. She never dreamed she would have done this. She was alone, her mother wasn't in the picture anymore, and hasn't been in years. Her father lived in Jacksonville Florida, and she had been living with her grandmother the last couple of years. She had been working on becoming an actress, but that wasn't working well, and now here she was.]

[font "times new roman" She looked at the time on her phone, and let out a small groan. She might as well get going. She hurried and got dressed. She pulled on a black tank top, and slipped her arms though a black and white plaid shirt. She buttoned it up a little bit, but you could still see the tank top under it. She then thought about putting her hair into a ponytail and decided against it. She found her favorite ball cap, and placed it onto her head. She might as well protect her neck the best she could, and the bill of the cap covered most of her face. She then found her sun glasses, and slid them onto her face as well.]

[font "times new roman" She was finally ready to go, and she grabbed her apartment keys, along with phone and wallet. The only phone number's she had were her family. She didn't have many friends, and she was okay with that. She liked being in her own little world. She walked out of the apartment and locked the door behind her. That's when she felt someone tap her on the back. She looked over her shoulder, and spotted Jenny, and smiled lightly. [#C4788E "Well hi sweetheart, how are you?"] she asked. The teenager smiled back. [b [i "I'm doing okay. Are you heading to the hospital?"]] she asked. Blakely nodded lightly.]

[font "times new roman" [#C4788E "Yes, it's support group tonight. My doctor wants me going, and learning about other's. Why? What did you need?"] she asked as she put her keys into the pockets of her jeans. [b [i "I was wondering if you'd wanna hang out after. Mom's out drinking again, and I don't want to be alone"]] she admitted. [#C4788E "Yeah I would love too. I'll see what time I'm done in group, and so when I get home I'll head over there. Sound good?"] she asked. Jenny nodded and hugged her gently. [b [i "Thank you Blakely"]] she whispered, then let her go. Blakely smiled lightly and nodded.]

[font "times new roman" She checked the time, and knew she was going to be late. She then booked it down the hallway, and out the doors. The joys of having a ground level apartment. She found and unlocked her car, slid inside and started it up. She lived about ten minutes away from the hospital, and she hoped she wouldn't be too late. She backed out the parking spot, and headed onto the busy street. As she drove to the hospital, was when her nerves started to kick in. She didn't want to do this, but her doctor told her it would be good for her.]

[font "times new roman" Ten minutes later she was pulling into the parking lot, and booking it to the room where group was being held. She could hear people talking, and she slipped into the room, closing the door quietly behind her. She made sure to keep her head ducked, and she moved to an empty chair. Her heart was hammering inside of her chest, and she tried to calm herself down. She kept her glasses on, along with her cap, and didn't look up at all, hoping no one would make her talk. She knew it wasn't going to happen though, but so far no one noticed her, and she liked it that way.]

[font "times new roman" She sat there listening as other's spoke about their illnesses, and her heart broke listening to them. So in a way she wasn't alone in this. Maybe this would be a good thing after all. She didn't know how well she would do, but for now she was good with just listening, and not commenting.]
  dy╬╣ng / Blissful- / 20d 15h 17m 36s
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[center [i October 15, 2018]]

[b "I'm sorry, there is nothing we can do."]

These words hit like a semi-truck. Inoperable. What a stupid word. Liz had to look it up as soon as she left the hospital. There was a tumor somewhere inside her brain, apparently the size of a golf ball. A hand moved to her forehead, she felt around for a moment, thinking maybe she could feel it. But she could not. Why was this happening to her? Everyday doctors performed miracles of science but they couldn't pull a little golf ball out of her head? A laugh escaped her lips, surprising even herself.

[i "This is karma, isn't it?"]

She asked out loud to herself. The laugh continued to bubble up and before she knew it, she was laughing and crying. It was so ironic. All her life, she tried to be a good person. She volunteered at shelters during the holidays, gave money whenever she could and even helped friends move anytime they needed it. If she even got cancer, she assumed it would be in her lungs.

After she stopped laughing, she lit up a cigarette and took a long drag. She guessed it didn't even matter now. She was going to die, but they didn't know when. The doctors gave her many pamplets. Some for treatments, some for support groups and even some for different medications they can try. Did she even want to try?

[center [i Present Day]]

Its been one year since Liz was diagnosed with a brain tumor. Through various treatments, she has tried to maintain her optimism. The current treatment she was on was making her sick. She knew it would but it was worse than she though. She was weak all the time and always felt as though she was in a fog. It was starting to affect her school. She had to miss class a lot, but her professors were more than understanding and always gave her more time.But sometimes it was just to much.

[i "Its finally Wednesday."]

Liz said to herself as she looked down at the bullet journal in front of her. There were so many appointments written down in the journal. Every Wednesday had the words 'Support' with a small heart next to it. she found out about the group around 5 months ago, through her doctor.

[b "Are you getting ready to leave?"]

The male voice brought her out of her thoughts and she turned to see her room mate, Johnny. They had been room mates ever since Anna moved to San Francisco. They found each other through craigslist and the rest is history. Liz would say that he was her best friend.

[i "Yes. I have treatment and then the group right after. So I will be home late."]

There was a smile in her voice as she talked about the group. This made Johnny smile. It was rare that Anna showed any sort of happiness. And he was so relieved when she found a group that knew what she was going through. As her best friend, he felt a moral responsibility to take care of her. But he could not even understand what she was going through, let alone help make her feel better.

[b "Ill leave leftovers for you."]

Johnny said as he walked out the front door, she assumed to work. Anna looked back down and sighed. It was time to get going. She packed all of the items that she needed and then headed out, grabbing her keys and bus pass as she passed them. It was about a 30 minute bus ride to the hospital.

[b "Hello Eliza! It is good to see you again. You can go on back."]

The red headed nurse said, a huge smile on her face. Liz had seen her a couple of times, but could not remember her name. She walked past the desk and was hooked up to the various machines that she needed for treatment. She put her headphones in so she could listen to music as she waited. A soft melody started to fill her ears and she left herself drift off.

Before she knew it, it was over and she headed over to group, which was in a different wing of the same hospital. As she opened to door, she noticed there were already a couple people waiting. She was about 5 minutes early. She took a seat in one of the chairs that were laid out in a circle.

[b "Good to see you again Eliza. We will be getting some new members today, isn't that exciting?"]

The brunette who ran the group, Nurse Filipa, said with excitement in her voice. She always loved getting new people. She loved to help. Liz smiled, though she was not too excited. It meant there would be an introduction day. Where everyone gets to know each other. She hated having to say things interesting about herself like they were in school or something. It was ridiculous.
  r e x i / princess-fuck-up / 23d 8h 36m 56s

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