A Light of Hope

/ By KathyCross [+Watch]

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[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Raleway][raleway He hadn't heard her come into the room, hell he hadn't even heard her shut the shower water off. So when he heard her voice, he jumped a bit. [#5baf6d "Fuck Alex, next time give a guy warning will you?"] he asked. Then he snapped his mouth closed and let her speak. Yes he was trying to make a point, but at the same time he wasn't trying to hurt her. When she was done, he saw the tears in her eyes, and he couldn't stop it anymore. He walked over, closed the gap between them, pinned her up against the wall, and crushed his lips against her's. He finally got what he was trying to get.]

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Raleway][raleway When he pulled back, he looked down at her his breathing slightly heavy. [#5baf6d "You seriously need to stop running away. Take what you want, and for once don't be a fucking coward. Yes I was trying to make a point, because I had contacted the woman before we left. That's why it took me a moment to come out to the car. You are such a foolish person, and it saddens me to no end"] he said lightly. The words leaving his mouth were all true too. He sighed a bit, and let her go. He then moved back to the stove to make sure the food didn't burn.]
  нope / Binx- / 7d 3h 24m 4s
As she sees him in the kitchen, she tried to act normal, but she could feels her emotions riling up again as the image of his kissing the other woman runs through her mind. She could sees her hands shaking and bals them into fists, hoping to stop them. She hesitates for a moment before finally throwing caution to the wind and letting her emotions take complete control. [+red "If you wanted to make a point today, you did. You clearly feel nothing for me anymore, and I was stupid enough to hope that you did. But like you said, it was in the past right? Shit happens and you gotta just go with what you have, right?"] She could feel tears pooling in her eyes and she quickly whipes them away, a bitter smile on her lips. [+red "I don't even get why I'm so fucking upset about it. You made it clear where we stand, so why the hell should I even care about you kissing some other woman?"] She lets out a self deprecating laugh and shakes her head, her body trembling faintly. [+red " You were right. All I'm ever good at it running away, and clinging to the past."]
  Alexandra Phyllips / KathyCross / 7d 3h 30m 5s
[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Raleway][raleway The male watched her reaction to the other woman, and it made him smirk a bit. He was surprised she wasn't showing emotion, but then again he wouldn't ask her too. When they were done, he watched as she walked out and he rolled his eyes. She was being childish. Not speaking her feelings was something that really bothered him. If she wanted to work on things, then she had to speak up. Instead of hiding herself away, because then it would make him lose interest altogether. He shrugged a bit, paid for their food, and headed to the car. He then climbed in after putting everything away. He didn't head home at first, he took his time.]

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Raleway][raleway As he drove the long way home, he had hoped she would have spoken her mind, but didn't. That's when he gave up and headed home. Once thye got everything inside, he rolled his eyes again and let her do as she pleased. He was surprised that she was taking [i yet another] shower. He didn't care though. It wasn't like he couldn't afford the water bill anyway. As she did what she wanted, and shut him out, he went about putting everything away. He then started making lunch, and waited for her to either enter the kitchen, or not.]
  нope / Binx- / 7d 3h 44m 35s
Alex could feel her body grow cold as she watched them interact. That set things straight for her, Daxter had moved on and she had to accept that. Swallowing the lump that had formed in her throat, she follows behind him silently, determined not cry or show any discomfort until she was in the privacy of her own room. Once he headed towards checkout she quickly leaves the supermarket and walks out to the car. She could feel her body trembling as she faught to control her emotions. She could feel a few tears slide town her cheeks and she quickly wipes them away. By the time he reaches the car, she had bottled up her emotions and to anyone who didn't know her well, she looked calm, almost bored. Mentally she was chastising herself for even feeling the way she was. Not to seem rude she helps him put the groceries in the car.

On the drive back she remains quiet and looks out the window, her hands folded tightly in her lap. Once they return to the house, she helps him put the groceries away and says she was going to take a shower. She quickly heads to her room and grabs everything she needs. Once in the bathroom she closes and locks the door. Turning on the shower she turns the water to as hot as she could stand it. Under the hot spray she lets her tears finally fall and her emotions out. Resting her head against the tiled wall she slowly calms down. Silently at first, she bathes herself, but soon she is singing a soft song* that was meant to calm a person down when they were upset.

[+red Take a moment to think of just
flexibility, love, and trust.
Take a moment to think of just
flexibility, love, and trust.
Here comes a thought,
that might alarm you.
What someone said,
and how it harmed you.
Something you did,
that failed to be charming.
Things that you said are
suddenly swarming and, oh.
You're losing sight,
You're losing touch.
All these little things seem to matter so much,
that they confuse you,
That I might lose you.
Take a moment remind yourself to,
take a moment and find yourself,
Take a moment to ask yourself if
this is how we fall apart?
But it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not.
It's okay, It's okay, It's okay, It's okay, It's okay.
You've got nothing, got nothing, got nothing, got nothing to fear.
I'm here, I'm here, I'm here.
Here comes a thought,
that might alarm me.
What someone said,
and how it harmed me.
Something I did,
that failed to be charming.
Things that I said are
suddenly swarming and, oh.
I'm losing sight,
I'm losing touch.
All these little things seem to matter so much,
that they confuse me,
That I might lose me.
Take a moment remind yourself to,
take a moment and find yourself,
Take a moment and ask yourself if
this is how we fall apart?
But it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not.
It's okay, It's okay, It's okay, It's okay, It's okay.
I've got nothing, got nothing, got nothing, got nothing to fear.
I'm here, I'm here, I'm here.
And it was just a thought, just a thought, just a thought, just a thought, just a thought.
It's okay, It's okay, It's okay, It's okay, It's okay.
We can watch, we can watch, we can watch, we can watch them go by.
From here, from here, from here.
Take a moment to think of just
flexibility, love, and trust.
Take a moment to think of just
flexibility, love, and trust.]

Once she felt calm and more levelheaded she turns off the water and steps out. Drying off she slips on her clothes, unlocks the door and heads back to her room. Closing the door, she all but flops onto the bed, letting out a soft sigh as she does. Closing her eyes she thinks back to how Daxter had explained that he wasn't with anyone currently, and he tended to just have one night stands, that must of been who the woman was, one if his past lovers. She mutters to herself about being foolish and over emotional. Thankfully, she had the sense not to ask him about. Shaking her head, she gets back up and goes down to the kitchen to see if he needed help preparing anything; she wasn't going to be an ass to him just because she couldn't control her own emotions.

*Here Comes a Thought - Steven Universe
  Alexandra Phyllips / KathyCross / 7d 3h 43m 57s
[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Raleway][raleway As the male walked inside, he grabbed a cart, and started getting what they would need. He was stopped a couple of times by a couple men, until one of his old flings came up to him. A smile on her face. [b "Dax Baby! You look amazing. How are you?"] she asked. The male looked at her and smirked a bit. [#5baf6d "I'm doing alright Sandra. How are you sweetheart?"] he asked in return. [b "Same old shit, different day pretty much"] she said. The two stood there talking, and when it was time for her to go, she wrapped her arms around his neck, and his arms went about her waist, and she kissed him.]

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Raleway][raleway The male couldn't help himself. He kissed her back, and held onto her her a bit more tightly. When she pulled back, her cheeks were slightly flushed. [b "Damn I love your kisses"] she said breathless. The male laughed, and let her go. She kissed him one last time, and was off. The male shook his head a bit, and went about finishing up the shopping.]
  нope / Binx- / 7d 14h 7m 36s
She follows behind him at a sedate pace, her hands in her coat pockets. She remembers this grocery store, as it was where she usually tried to pilfer food that had been tossed out. Shame heats up her cheeks and she quickens her pace to walk next to him. She lets glances around periodically, her long hair acting like a curtain to hide her from unfriendly gazes.
  Alexandra Phyllips / KathyCross / 9d 6h 47m 3s
[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Raleway][raleway He put the car into gear and pulled out of the driveway, he didn't really park in the garage, even when Beau wasn't home. He shrugged a bit looking out at the ground before them. [#5baf6d "I guess"] he muttered lightly. He then headed into town, and to the main grocery store. He pulled into the parking lot, and into a spot. He shut the car off and climbed out, heading inside.]
  нope / Binx- / 11d 13h 51m 47s
She hears him call out and grabs her warm winter coat before heading into the garage. She hesitates for a moment before getting into the car and buckling up. A soft smile crosses her lips as she hears the song playing on the radio, it had been one of her favorites. She settles into the seat more and glances out the window, marveling at how the sun turned the ice into glass. [+red "Its really beautiful."] She murmurs softly.
  Alexandra Phyllips / KathyCross / 12d 10h 26m 28s
[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Raleway][raleway The male stood and pulled on a pair of black jeans, and a light blue shirt. He couldn't help but wonder how to really act around her. He didn't want her thinking he wasn't trying, but deep down he wanted her to understand. She couldn't live in a fantasy world, and that's just what she was living in. He shook his head lightly, as he grabbed his car keys, and made his way to the front door. He didn't see the woman, and sighed a bit. [#5baf6d "I'm heading to the car, come out when your ready"] he called. He opened the front door, and slipped outside.]

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Raleway][raleway He moved to the car, unlocked it and slipped in behind the wheel. He started it up, and unlocked the passenger side for Alex. He let the car heat up a bit, and he rubbed his hands together. It was strange, but at the same time he felt like if they took the time to get to know one another again, then maybe they could build a relationship all over again. He sighed lightly, as he turned on the radio, and waited.]
  нope / Binx- / 12d 12h 20m 35s
Once in her room, she changes into a pair of black jeans and a dark red pullover. Sighing softly she slips on her new boots and flops back onto the bed. She finally coming to terms with the fact that things would never go back to how they used to, and she had best do all she can to adapt to it. Sitting back up she slowly heads downstairs to the kitchen, her steps echoing slightly.
  Alexandra Phyllips / KathyCross / 12d 17h 25m 9s
[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Raleway][raleway [#5baf6d "Yeah that's fine. We can get some grocery shopping done. Meet me downstairs in about thirty minutes"] he said lightly. He waited until she was out of the room, before he started getting ready. It wasn't going to take him that long to get ready, but he needed the time to think about what he was going to do. He expected so much from her, that he should give her the same in return. It's been awhile since he's dealt with someone who wasn't his sister. He sighed lightly as he sat on the edge of his bed for awhile, trying to wrap his head around everything.]
  нope / Binx- / 14d 33m 32s
She shrugs her shoulders. [+red "I'm not really picky anymore. Anything you think is good will be fine with me."] She hesitates for a moment before asking, [+red "if you're going into town, do you mind if I go with you? I don't feel comfortable being here on my own."] Not the best excuse, but it was the truth.
  Alexandra Phyllips / KathyCross / 14d 18h 53m 3s
[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Raleway][raleway The male hadn't realized that it was getting to be around lunch time. He nodded a bit as he climbed off the bed. [#5baf6d "What are you craving? I'm not too sure I have everything you'll need, I kind of need to go shopping again. Isabeau doesn't get everything that I like"] he said with a small laugh. He wouldn't mind running into town, and hopefully she would be okay to come along with him.]
  нope / Binx- / 15d 50m 37s
She looks back at him and smiles a little. [+red "I can do that. At any rate, I will strive not to get underneath your skin."] She leans against the wall, her hands crossed under her chest. [+red "Did you want help making something to eat? I haven't cooked in a while, but it's never too late to try and relearn."] It was a pitiful oive branch, but it was the best she could do.
  Alexandra Phyllips / KathyCross / 15d 8h 22m 11s
[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Raleway][raleway Listening to her speak, he sighed a bit. What was he supposed to do? She had walked away from him, and expected everything to be the same? That's not how life worked. Sometimes life was so fucked up, you couldn't really do anything more about it. He rubbed the back of his neck, and watched her move to to door. That's when he finally spoke up. [#5baf6d "Listen, no need to stay out of my way. Just don't assume things, and everything will be okay. Ask me before you say something, because then I wouldn't blow up like I did"] he said lightly.]
  нope / Binx- / 15d 13h 55m 26s

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