I did the stupid thing again and looked at rings. I mean the thoughts been back in my head for awhile now but there is nothing I can do about it. I just have to keep waiting, I don't even know why I want it so bad I can quiet easily take your last name when I do change my name. Is that the same though, I already have you for the rest of our lives so why should it matter? A lot of thought have been going through my head lately and I honestly don't know why, like what would happen if I was pregnant? but then again it's just thoughts.
Thought's that might never go away.