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[center [size10 It's fucking 4:30 in the morning, I babysit tomorrow and I was gonna play sims 4 but then decided I needed to make a gif or two of Taemin from his Criminal MV but now I'm over here doing try not to sing kpop challenges on youtube instead and actually legit struggling. Like excuse you but you cannot but Thanxx by ateez as the first song and then like two songs later play boombahyah and expect me not to be in pain.]]
[center [size10 Also the one i did prior to this one I lost as soon as Magnolia came on because holy fuck is that a jam. I might as well make a few gifs of that MV at some point cause I just love that song so fucking much and I'm still not over it being a debut song.]]
[center [size10 also fuck them for putting mamma mia in this one, that is my full one 100% bop of a song. Rude.]]
[center [size10 Also apparently in Faith's game of sims 4 with me and josh me and him are already married and having a baby so I told her if we have a boy name him Damian or Floki and if it's a girl Persephone or Kari. Also she's going to give us a shit ton of cats on top of the kid plus more kids so uh, big oof I guess.]]
[center [size10 so like apparently Susan is kicking josh out, I mean he didn’t put it that way but basically she said “It’s not that I don’t love you but, I’m going to have you move out.” Apparently because she’s stressed and depressed. Apparently she realized how nice it was without him there since he started coming over to my place so much.]]
[center [size10 also this bitch got a new phone and sims 4 and FINALLY my hawkeye/robin figure got here after a year and a half. He’s fucking beautiful too. Low key already broke one of his elbows already though while trying to get his hand back on but alas, not like I have any plans of selling him any time soon. If I keep buying figures of any kind though I’m definitely going to have to invest in a bookshelf. Thankfully I don’t think that my Flag model is going to be anywhere as big as he is, but I think my ryuji figure I wanna buy at some point is gonna be at least like half the size of him and honestly idk if I got the space for that. Also I think the other graham figure I want is slightly bigger than the portrait figure I have already so big oof. Not to mention there’s a small bear figure of graham I plan to get one day as well.]]
[center [size10 also will officially went to ludington on Sunday after work so I’m back to playing babysitter to valen again and it’s kind of nice cause at least it gets me out of the house, I just miss my ps4. Maybe if faith does actually get a new tv in valen’s room I can just hook Lilith up in there when I’m over cause the urge to play persona 5 some more is rising. I blame it on me listening to the soundtrack last night and looking for art.]]
  s̲ᴋ̲ᴜ̲ʟ̲ʟ̲ / Bushido / 17d 5h 41m 55s
[center [size10 me and josh hung out after work again tonight. We watched Revenge of the Sith cause he's working his way through rewatching the movies to get to the newer ones. He legit admitted to me that he could lowkey see himself dating me BUT we are too much alike so he doesn't see that it would work. Which tbh? I ain't even mad. We also talked and just both sat there and were like "Kelly should dump her boyfriend and date us." Cause Josh works enough to make a decent amount of money and we just both just adore the shit out of Kelly. We literally agreed we could easily share Kelly.]]
[center [size10 also denisse scared the fuck out of me. She called in two days and in between those she did a no call no show. She's apparently getting two write ups and honestly? My biggest worry was her getting fired and them getting kicked out so me and Josh have already talked it out and if something like that does happen he is willing to move in with me. It's a win-win for both of us, he helps me with rent and he finally gets out of Susan's house. Hell he's even joked about asking Amanda if he can rent out the garage, which makes me feel iffy considering the winter.]]
  ᴏᴏᴄ / Bushido / 28d 21h 51m 48s
[center [size10 it took about a week but my motivation to play persona 5 finally came back. I think it's because I found out you can actually get Arsene back after you execute him for a fusion. Also I'm lowkey getting the hang of fusion down. I made a pretty decent persona using a regent so I'm pretty happy with myself. At some point I need to get a lovers persona so I can work on my confidant rank with Ann but I refuse to get rid of Arsene again and I will not sacrifice my chariot or moon persona until I can can make better ones via fusion.]]
[center [size10 also yusuke is a good egg I think a lot of people get the wrong idea of him from his introduction considering he was stalking Ann and then wanted to do a nude piece of her, but the boy just has like no social ettique and constantly has art on the brain. It was honestly so innocent and I don't think his intent was ever to do harm considering his reaction to everything Madarame did. I hate to say it but right now my party for Madarame's palace it just the boys because I love having Ryuji's brute force, along with the tag team moves I can do with him. Then there's morgana with his healing abilities, and Yusuke is just because he has ice abilities. Ann has one healing ability as well as fire but I have a persona with a fire ability myself so I don't really NEED her for that. I honestly thought I sucked at this game so much but now that I'm actually figuring it out it is honestly no different than most rpgs I've played. Once you figure out a weakness you can exploit tf out of that shit.]]
[center [size10 I was literally just like living life and enjoying shit and then boom hit with some real truth about a situation. Curse me for being optimistic I guess. Curse me for seeing something in someone and getting it completely wrong. How dare I assume shit. I should've known better to think anything other than "wow they must seriously hate you" so big oof i guess.]]
[center [size10 oh well it be like that sometimes I guess. Even when you're trying to bot assume the worst for once you dead ass wrong. Oh well when one door closes another opens. You lose one person you gain another.]]
[center [size10 speaking of which, someone still owes me my mufasa. Also the fact that I mentioned just getting all of them including Scar and Nala and then that he would get me simba's son, idk why he wanna contribute to the problem. Listen boi you seen how many stuffed animals i already got, why you gonna just consciously choose the add to that???]]
[center [s [size10 also next paycheck gonna be nice cause oof imma try and get a new phone but depending on how much I get paid depends on which phone imma get. Gonna me an LG stylus regardless I just don't know if I wanna pay THAT much for the newer model when I know the 5 works just as well since it's the one denisse has.]]
  한세 / fkuropinion / 44d 4h 39m 40s
[center [size10 I still worry constantly that I'm going to be a bad influence on him and get him into trouble, he swears that it won't happen with just the stuff we've done, only if I did something really bad or stupid, ya know like drugs, and I don't mean pot, cause he smokes too. I mean the hard shit. I still worry that he's going to get sick of me or wind up hating me and never wanting to talk to me again, even though he said that it would take a lot for that to happen and that he doesn't have the capacity or energy to hate anyone. The parallels between us are uncanny. It's what makes it scary to me? I mean he's Christian and I'm pagan but even with that we share a lot of the same outlooks and root beliefs so I don't hate talking about religion with him. It's also kind of nice having someone else around who identifies as asexual, I don't feel so alone in the world. He also doesn't abide by gender norms. He says himself he is more feminine than most guys, and he's even stated that I'm more like a guy. I even lowkey broke down in front of him telling him how I never want to be a mean person, that I try to be kind, and that I just get so tired of people sometimes. He didn't really say anything to me about it but I guess the fact that he listened was nice.]]
[center [size10 also I had a dream about him and Kelly, in it we were at work, I don't remember much outside of that but I do remember that right before I'd woke up I'd told him I loved him. Which honestly? Cringe. I can honestly say I most likely do feel some kind of love for him. I would probably take a bullet for him and I honestly do appreciate him and adore the shit out of him no matter how much violence I "threaten" him with. It's all just talk, and he knows it, I wouldn't be able to bring myself to really hurt anyone, but especially not him. All I want is to give him affection and there be nothing read into it. I just wanna give someone affection and not have to be dating them and for people to think something more of it than it is at this point. When we got drunk we were even more open about things than we are sober. We both admitted that we just care a lot about people. We both stated how we don't want a relationship with anyone. His is because he's just not attracted to anyone like that, mine is because I'm just genuinely not ready. My bitch ass too fucking scared for that shit. That takes way too much trust for me to being willing to give to anyone.]]
[center [size10 also while we were drunk and point blank asked me if I would actually ever date him and I was like "yeah" so idk wtf that was about but go off you freaking dork.]]
  ᴅɪɴσ / fkuropinion / 49d 2h 18m 6s
[center [size10 good news, I talked to him about my doubts and how my self worth makes me feel like I don't even deserve to have him around me cause I'm afraid to be a bad influence. He shut that shit down pretty well. I mean we wound up getting drunk and just talking about everything including our "relationship" apparently we're both asexual and aromantic for the most part. Neither of us are interested in dating. While I did admit to him I would date him it wasn't awkward and he understands how my brain works when it come to that shit.]]
[center [size10 also the whole "the people we work with think we're dating" was all fun and games until me and him both decided to walk out of work at almost the same exact time cause will yelled. Michele just took it as me running out after Josh and not even noticing or realizing that will yelling at josh flipped a switch and I wound up going in a full blown panic attack. It didnt matter that he yelled at josh, hell he could have been yelling at no in particular and I still would have wound up in a panic attack. Faith understood it, josh understood it, but Michele had to give me some stupid motive. "I understand she has a crush on him but..." mine and josh's relationship is nothing like yours and Will's. We aren't over here defending each other when we blow up, we're also not making out with each other and doing couple shit while sitting around and calling it "just getting to know each other" like you know, I could have easily managed to share the bed with him but because Michele is so judgemental and wanna just assume shit so much he doesn't want to cause he's afraid she'll assume that we had sex. But bruh, you know how many friends I've slept in the same bed with? I mean granted they were all girls BUT there was that one incident where a certain scorpio assumed me and his girlfriend were a thing and one main reason he thought that was cause we slept in the same bed. So bruh. You totally okay to share a bed with me. I know that couch ain't comfortable and I know you slept on worse but mate, I like being near people and hate sleeping alone okay.]]
  ᴅɪɴσ / fkuropinion / 50d 16h 47m 32s
[center [size10 one of these days I'll get past all this, I'll learn to cope with this. To cope with my constant fear of abandonment. Of expressing my feelings and emotions and just dealing with the consequences. One day I'll be able to feel like I can truly trust someone with out worrying that they'll just bail on me. It's funny how much I want to be able to be vunerable to someone, to give my full trust to someone, but I just get scared the second I think I've went too deep. He trusts me enough to tell me his deepest darkest secrets, things that I could easily use to ruin him if I so much got the whim to do so, but I wouldn't, he doesn't deserve that. It's never healthy to bond over trauma, to compare scars but that's exactly what we did that first night. I don't know how intimate that could seem but we literally just put everything out on the table. I don't know how to tell when someone is just being kind or showing actual interest simply because I don't see myself as worthy enough to have someone's interest unless it is physically. I can't imagine someone actually having interest in me as a person, mentally, emotionally, spiritually. So while everyone is teasing me about being awkward and me feeding it, I'm actually becoming scared and wanting to just bail. I don't want to invest myself into something that isn't anymore than someone who is just that kind of a person. I don't even know what I would do if it was more than that. This is just such a pure thing happening that I don't even have the capacity to believe it's real. I literally just want to spend time with him. Be close to him, and not in any form sexual. I literally want to exist next to him. Enjoy things with him, experience things with him. I just don't have the courage to actually initiate that and it's upsetting. I don't want to scare someone else off who literally is just such a comfort to be around. That I can literally just say whatever is on my mind and he just looks at me like he's never seen someone like me before. I didn't feel anything when he did it but later I felt completely confused because how have I went through my entire life and never been looked at like that before to that degree? How have I felt so deprived of having someone look at me like I'm some gift that was bestowed upon them. He doesn't say anything that would tell me the same thing that his eyes tell me and honestly I don't know what to do with myself at this point. The amount of trust he has put in me is something I don't feel like I deserve. I don't feel deserving of anyone's trust, I feel like I've let so many people down it's not even funny. So at the end of the day why does he have that must trust in me. Why does he want to be around me so much. I understand some people being like that but it HIM. I literally went months just having the urge to elbow him in the throat. He knew I didn't like him and even then he still tried, and now I don't know how or why but here we are. Literally around each other all the time. Making jokes. Teasing each other. I don't understand what kind of shit the universe is playing but just get it over with. Whether it be positive or negative. Whatever lesson you are teaching me, please make it quick.]]
[center [size10 I would literally fight someone for this stupid dork. This beautifully unique and caring stupid boy who has poorly decided to be around me and bond with me. I don't deserve this. Any of this and yet I'm receiving it. Just pure kindness.]]
  ᴅɪɴσ / fkuropinion / 55d 1h 17m 1s
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[center [size10 apparently everyone who works day shift now thinks Josh is my boyfriend. Even my own roommate was surprised when I told her that me and him weren't dating. His adoptive mom also apparently called work today to check that he had still been coming into work since he hadn't been home in like two days and then also said "he must have a girlfriend, I'm happy for him" and like he's even stated that he can imagine what everyone at work thinks. I've just been over here watching anime with the weeb and depriving myself of sleep. Though we actually both slept last night since we'd both been up the night before hanging out. I at least got like an hour nap in, he however had gotten like zero sleep cause he went into work from here.]]
  fkuropinion / 56d 5h 59m 0s
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[center [size10 I ain't his momma, I ain't his girlfriend, and I sure as hell ain't his wife so why does it automatically come down to me being the one to check HIS schedule and make sure HE goes into work on time? Oh because he was at my place hanging out? You didn't even bother to message him or call him, no you went straight to messaging me. "We're not supposed to hang out outside of work" no that is management, me and him are both crew it doesn't matter what we do. I am trying to NOT be a bad influence on him but at this rate I feel like someone might assume I am simply cause he wound up late to work once while hanging out with me. Nevermind the fact that he's been late two other times without me in the equation.]]
[center [size10 also his adoptive mom might wind up hating me after Saturday cause the plan is we're both dying our hair pink so that also means us both walking into work on Sunday with pink hair and people prolly wondering wtf is going on with us. Like oops sorry my alternative influence persuaded him to trust me to dye his hair.]]
[center [size10 also him hanging out last night was not planned, what the plan was was to hang out on Saturday together but for whatever reason he decided he wanted to hang out last night/today because I didn't work. So big oof and yeet and all that jazz. Kellt gave me a ride home and he wound up riding his bike there to meet me. He even wound up leaving his bike here and getting a ride in from keefer so he'll have to get a ride back here from Kelly and ride his bike home from here.]]
  fkuropinion / 57d 15h 19m 18s
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[center [size10 bruh I keep forgetting that weeb boi is a pisces. Like it lowkey explains a lot and I still want to do his chart. But alas I'm over here getting lowkey attached to a pisces and have zero regrets. Like really hope he doesn't have to work one of his other jobs on Saturday cause I know Isaiah will probably enjoy seeing him again as well. And maybe this time it won't be us depriving ourselves of sleep and trying not to fall asleep. Though tbh him "resting his eyes" sitting outside was lowkey adorable. Also Isaiah seeing him like that and being all "I guess he's asleep" only for Josh to open his eyes, look directly at him and be all "nah I'm just resting my eyes". Honestly confirmed old man right there.]]
  fkuropinion / 60d 4h 12m 42s
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[center [size10 this is just so disgusting. How are you, as a manager, going to turn to your employees and tell them that you think someone is faking a disability with the window wide fucking open. There is no need to make it so difficult to take their order, they understand that you may not know sign language so they write their order out just punch in their order, cash it out, and be done with it. It's so much more work and so much more time consuming to make them park and then send someone else out to deal with them. Honestly I've gotten lucky the last few times we've had cars come through with deaf people because Josh has been on backcash and he actually knows sign language. I know like a small handful of words and half are because Josh taught me them. It honestly is a language that people should look into learning more, even if most deaf people do tend to cater to us who don't feel the need to learn it.]]
[center [size10 moral of the story? Being deaf IS a disability, you legally cannot treat someone that differently to THAT degree or question their sad disability with out looking like a fucking asshole. Discrimination is fucking discrimination and honestly miss me with that shit. I hope that manager either got fired or demoted because they obviously don't know how to be a decent enough human being to do their job properly]]
  fkuropinion / 60d 4h 26m 28s
[left [pic https://i.ibb.co/1ZjWnSr/ee179c11-f6e1-4e98-8f47-243a283084c6.gif]][center [size10 yesterday was my birthday. Denisse bought a cake and some cupcakes. She made a taco salad type dip. We invited some people over but it wound up just being us, keefer, Amanda, Isaiah, and James. We drank, and we sat outside until like 12:30. Around 10:30 I called work and invited Josh over to hang out after work if he was up for it. He wound up going into work today and Denisse said he looked like a corpse. I felt bad because honestly there were times when he looked like he was just falling asleep. In all honesty both me and him deprived ourselves of sleep rp hang out together. He was here for over 12 hours. Apparently when denisse got to work stephanie mentioned how she'd heard that Josh had been at our place all night, which means Keefer snitched on us. Honestly it was nice, and pure, compared to the time I've spent with guys most recently. It was nice to just hang out and talk and get to know each other. We literally just hung out in my bedroom playing games on our phones and watching king of the hill. Everyone once in a while one of us would react to something that happened in the show. And honestly I think he was really worried that he was keeping my up because after a while he would just look at me as if he was checking on me.]]
[center [size10 also how he was with Isaiah makes me weak. Love me a man who can handle interacting with kids so much. As far as it goes I really enjoyed spending time with him and would do it again in a heartbeat. I ain't vibed with someone like this in a while. I wanted so bad to just like lean up against him even if it was just resting my head on him but given his past and everything he told me I didn't want to make it awkward for him or possibly trigger him. Just honestly wanna enjoy his presence and energy and have a blast]]
  fkuropinion / 60d 7h 25m 49s
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[center [size10 when you realize your gender, sexual, and romantic identities are all literally against the societal norms and you don't know how you got here. Anyways hey guys I'm Ace Atticus and I'm a nonbinary trans aromantic asexual and I just kind of exist in this world cause I won't ever get married or be "normal" cause I literally don't have it in me.]][center [s [size10 also if I do get married one day I'll be fucking surprised cause bitch I ain't about that life lol]][center [size10 I'll just grow old and raise crayfish and maybe crabs and just like fantasize about going cryptid hunting across the globe with some really awesome person or something idk man.]][center [size10 I'll just make an alternative clothing brand and go ghost hunting and praise Loki and anubis and pap my lovely babes of friends with support and love and watch them THRIVE.]]
  fkuropinion / 67d 2h 12m 27s
[center [size10 Koisii every time he sees me be like:]]
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  fkuropinion / 67d 2h 52m 50s

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