{an υndyιng love}

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[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i [b [u First-]] He touches you and you light on fire. Your wrist blazes where his fingers meet your skin. The burns don't show, but it's hard to breathe with ash in your lungs. It's so hard to breathe, you're suffocating daily.]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i [b [u Second-]] It hurts to watch him.. He shines, he's brighter than the sun. He's too beautiful for your eyes, it's hard to look at him. It's even harder to look away from him. You're going blind.]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i [b [u Third-]] Your ears are turned to his voice. You could pick him out in a sea of thousands. His voice makes pretty singers who sing pretty songs, sound dull. His voice makes everything else sound ugly.]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i [b [u Forth-]] The color of his eyes is deep enough to drown in. He is turning you into a cliched love wrecked, being. You're drowning, always sinking, down... down... down...]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i [b [u Fifth-]] You know him, you love him, though a thousand lifetimes, across millions of stars, you'd find him. You'd never leave him, you love him till death do you part.]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i [b [u Sixth-]] He might not always show it, and he might not always say it, but you both know that he loves you too.]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" Have you ever believed in love at first sight? Or that you have someone out there, who's made for you? Well for Xylon and [b Your Name Here] they have been attached at the hip. They grew up together, and they didn't really feel like anything was supposed to come from it. That was until one day while they were at Xylon's parents cabin for the summer, before their senior year of High School. Xylon pretty much laid his whole heart out to the woman. He had fallen in love with the woman, and he hadn't meant too. Just over the years, watching as she grew up and into a beautiful woman, feelings arose inside of him. He didn't know how she felt towards him, but he at least told her how he felt. [b Your Name Here] on the other hand, had been hiding a huge secret from him. She was moving at the end of the summer.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" Things in her home life weren't perfect. She had been dealing with a lot of stress alone, and she didn't want Xylon to be apart of it. She wasn't about to burst his bubble, but when he told her that he was in love with her, was when she told him about the move. It tore the male apart, and he didn't know if he would be able to enter High School without his best friend. The moment that the bomb was thrown at him, was when he closed off, and didn't want anything to do with her. He felt like he wasn't a good enough friend to her, because she never told him about the move. [b Your Name Here] didn't want to ruin their last time together, but it happened, and they ended on bad terms. She had shattered his heart, and turned him into a cold hearted asshole. Something she never dreamed would have happened.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" As the years passed Xylon broke away from his parents. He no longer was in the running for taking over the bank from his father. He had opened up his own tattoo parlor. He was finally chasing his dreams, and his parents weren't too happy about it. They didn't want their son breaking away from them, but they stepped back and let him. [b Your Name Here] was moving back to her old home town. She was trying to escape her ex-boyfriend. The man that beat her to the point of death. She was also making a name for herself. She has her own law firm, and she was opening a new building in Willow Creek. The place she had broken Xylon's heart. She hadn't seen him in years, and she couldn't help but wonder if he was still mad with her. Xylon on the other hand got wind of her coming home, and it kind of pissed him off.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" When [b Your Name Here] moves back, she wants to make amends with the male. He doesn't want anything to do with her. He's cold towards her, and treats her like shit. [b Your Name Here] is trying her hardest to make him see how sorry she is. She's finally realized that she had something good, and she had let it slip through her fingers. She wasn't about to let that happen again. What'll happen when she suggests they take a trip to his cabin for a weekend? Will she be able to lay her heart out on the table for him? Or will he reject her, like she had done all those years ago? Will Xylon be able to forgive [b Your Name Here]? Or have they fully lost their chance? You'll never know unless you join, [b [i An Undying Love]].]]

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[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u Xylon Sexton; Taken]]]][center [pic https://i.imgur.com/DzKVjzF.jpg]]

[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u Female; Taken]]]][center [pic http://oi68.tinypic.com/11lpmxv.jpg]]

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[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u What I need from you.]]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" I'm going to make this super easy on you. I would like you to send me a Private Message titled [b I've always loved you], and inside of that message I would like this little skeleton I have down below.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i Character Picture {don't link it} || Name || Age {25-28} || Job title || Do you want an ending]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" See, that's not too hard now is it? At the bottom of your private message I would like your favorite holiday, and time of year. So that way I know you read all of this through, along with the rules down below. If I have to ask you twice, then I will have to deny you the spot. I'm sorry, but I'm going to be kind of picky about this.]]

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[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u The rules of An Undying Love.]]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u First-]] The pictures are going to be real. None of the over used shit either. If it's too big, I will ask you to resize it to a smaller size. If you can't find one to your liking, simply message me and ask me for help. I would be more than happy to help you look, or edit your picture for you. Just don't get mad at me, if I ask you to change/edit it.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Second-]] Romance will be a big part of this story, but not at first. Just like in real life you have to work up to it. It's not a love at first sight type of thing. Cybering is a no on this site, if you want to keep the story line going, then we can move this to e-mail, or just skip it all together. That won't happen for awhile though, so we won't need to talk about that right away.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Third-]] Joining and then ditching is a no. If you don't like where this role play is going, simply message me and we can plot something out. Or if you are simply bored of it, and don't want to do it anymore, simply message me and tell me. I won't be mad if you get tired of it. Just if you join and then never post, is when I will be slightly annoyed with you. So please, at least talk to me about leaving the thread.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Forth-]] Plot twists is a must. I love plotting things out, and see where we want it to go. It's not that hard to become my friend either. So if you have something in mind, and wanna run it by me, all you gotta do is message me and be like [b [i 'Hey! I have an idea, and I just wanted to see what you thought about it!']]. Because honestly I will do the same thing to you, so don't be surprised if you get messages from me about ideas.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Fifth-]] Stealing this idea is a no. It's something that's important to me. If I see anything like it, or someone stealing the main idea I will make it known you stole it from me. I have worked hard on this idea, and if you like it that much, [i [b ask me]] if you can borrow it. Just make sure to give me the credit for it. I will most likely say yes to letting you borrow it, as long as you ask me first.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Sixth-]] Posting. I know we all have lives outside of this site. I work full time, and sometimes on my day's off I'm not always on until later that night. So if you need a couple of days to post, I'm okay with that. If you are gonna be gone for a week or two, please let me know because if you don't, then I'll think you ditched out on me. I will do the same thing for you as well. If I can't post, or having a hard time I will make sure to let you know.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Seventh-]] We can talk about this having and ending, or we can keep it long going. I really don't mind what we do. We can always add in more characters down the line as well. I'm more than happy to double up as a male. Right now though, I think it'll be better if we just stick with Blythe and the main Male. See where we go, and if we need to add in more characters we can. I can play up to four at one time, but that's my limit. I can't play more than that.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Eighth-]] Please for the love of God don't message me over and over asking when I'm gonna post. That's something I really hate, and it get's on my nerves when that happens. I like to take time on my posts, and I like to make sure it's the way I want it. If you see me online, I'm most likely working on my post, and making sure it's done right. If I take two weeks to post, that's when you can message me and ask what's going on. Other than that, do not bug me to post, and I will not bug you to post either.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Ninth-]] I love details inside of my role play's. I can post well over 1,000 words. Yes I said 1,000 words. That's only if I have the right partner, and if I have a lot in my head for a post. For this story though I'm only looking for about 500-600 words a post. If I need to put a posting limit I will. Anything less than that, and I will lose interest, or it'll take me longer to post because I don't have anything to work off of. So please don't make me put a posting limit.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Tenth-]] Now that I'm done sounding like a total bitch, I want this to be enjoyable for the both of us. That's what writing is about anyway. Having fun, and making something beautiful together. So please enjoy writing with me, and let's make something amazing, and see where this will lead.]]

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[font "tempus sans itc" This time was different. He wasn't as gentle, and he wasn't rough. Their bodies moving together as one. Something that she had dreamed about for ages. The connection was there, the feelings were real and she didn't want those feelings to ever fade. When he moved off of her, she curled up against his side once more. The food forgotten, as she felt his lips on her skin once more. Then he uttered the three words she didn't know if she was ready to hear. He loved her? Really? She was a total mess, and yet he still saw her for who she was. She blushed a little bit, as she tilted his head back lightly.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "I love you too"] she breathed out. She didn't think she would mean it, but she did. She pressed her lips against his, pulling him against her. She didn't think she would ever utter those words to anyone besides her father. She meant them though. She really did. Yes she only knew him for a couple of weeks, but it feels like she's known him for years. She pulled back lightly and ran her finger lightly along his cheek. This moment, she wanted it to last, but knew it wouldn't. At least for now she had him.]

[font "tempus sans itc" Their love making proved that. She had given the male her most important part, showing that she was his and only his. She wouldn't have it any other way either. She smiled lightly as she leaned up and kissed him again. [#9966CC "Thank you.."] she breathed out. She leaned back against the pillows, the comfortable feeling of his body on her's. Something she never thought would have happened. She was in pure bliss pretty much. Her whole life had led up to this moment, she knew she had been waiting around for a reason, and that reason was the male beside her.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She never thought anyone would take the time to really take care of her. Show her that there was so much more to life, and in a way she was glad. She loved where she was now, things were slowly looking up. Yes the last few days had been shit, but she wouldn't have traded them for the world. She shifted a bit, and pressed her naked body against his. Sleep was finally washing over her. She felt herself relaxing more against him, and she finally fell asleep.]

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[font "tempus sans itc" The male felt Erin slide out of bed, because he could hear her phone ringing. He laid there watching as she got dressed, he smirked a bit making a mental note to bring something up with her when she came back. He then rolled out of bed, and found some jeans. He had showered the night before, but he knew he would have to shower again. Right now though he didn't care. He slid his legs into the jeans, and then looked up when she came into the room, carrying a cup of coffee for them both. He took the one she offered him, and nodded a bit. He was curious as to what the phone call was about, until she mentioned it.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He froze and looked towards her, cocking his head to the side. [#B22222 "Are you sure you want your brother and I in the same room? Considering I hate his guts, and he hates mine"] he said lightly. He would go for her, and that's about it. Other than that, he wouldn't do anything more. He then lifted the mug to his lips and took a sip. He then looked towards her and smirked a bit. He placed the mug down, and crossed the room, closing the gap between them. He then wrapped an arm around her waist, pulling her against him. His hand moving down to her ass, finding the bottom of his shirt, and pulled it up a bit.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#B22222 "If I agree to go, then you have to promise me that at least once a night I get an amazing lay out of you. Once we are home, and you are here with me, you don't wear anything besides my t-shirts. No panties either"] he said with a small smirk. He knew he was pushing the issue a little bit, but he wanted to see how far he could go. He then slid his hand into her panties, and squeezed her ass gently, before leaning down and kissing her lips lightly. He then pulled back, and removed his hand from her skin. He went to the closet and pulled out a light blue t-shirt. He then thought about Rohana, and wondered how she was holding up. He made a note to message her later.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He turned back to Erin and raised a 'brow slightly. [#B22222 "What do you say? Do we have a deal?"] he asked. He then shoved his hands into his pockets, waiting for her reply.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 19h 39m 46s
Will looked for the curious creature at his side and raised an eyebrow. Rohanna always seemed so shy and yet here she was putting the moves on him. He chuckled a little and ignored the food.
Will looked for the curious creature at his side and raised an eyebrow. Rohanna always seemed so shy and yet here she was putting the moves on him. He chuckled a little and ignored the food. Will smirked as she straddled his waist and he let his hands roam her hips, she knew exactly how to get him going. Overdressed? It didn’t take him long to shed his boxers and feel himself skin to skin with the woman. He looked down at her from where he was.

“Don’t stop” she said and he had no plans to. His lips started trail a path over her skin, hands roaming to find her pent up desire. He wanted to savour this with her, to take it slow and gradual as he connected with her finally. She was a marvel, she was beautiful as his breath hitched. This time he wasn’t as gentle, he was more passionate. He wanted to see her expressions, feel her breath under him as he took her and made her his once more.

After some time, he slid from her and lay at her side, pulling her close and dotting kisses along her collarbone and up to her neck. She was incredible. He took some time to catch his breath, heart drumming madly in his chest. He couldn’t believe his lucky, goofy self had bagged such a beautiful woman.
[b “You are amazing, Ro.”] He said when he finally caught his breath.

He wrapped his arms around her and buried his face in her hair, inhaling the smell of her. It was spicy almost. Rohanna has been such a bright light in his life, despite all her tragedies. He stroked some her away from her face and sealed his adoration for her with a chaste kiss to her lips.
[b “I love you.”] He said softly, lips brushing over hers.

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Xy was amazing, of course he was. It wasn’t even about being good in bed, it was the passion of everything they had missed out on together. Erin still regretted it. He had officially exhausted her though, never had she been so content and satisfied like this. At some point, the bed had appeared under her and she watched Xylon with tired eyes as he went to get boxers. She smiled sleepily and laid her hands on his chest as she eventually drifted to sleep, feeling safe.

It was her phone ringing that woke her and she huffed as she rubbed her eyes, searching for it. She pulled on some panties and in her sleep addled gaze she pulled on one of Xylon’s shirts. She found her phone in the kitchen counter and answered.
[b “Mm… hello?”] She mumbled, voice still heavy with sleep.
[b “Hm? Oh- Jay!”] She recognised her brothers voice and cringed.
[b “Ah, no I’m at Xylon’s…”] She trailed off. That was a touchy subject. Justin, her brother, had seen Erin at her worst after the whole catastrophe when they were teenagers and her older brother was not keen on Xylon.

[b “Huh? No-no. Oh?”] She said and raised an eyebrow.
[b “Oh I- okay. Sure. I’ll head up later.”] Erin said and hung up. Justin has booked out one of the old lakeside cabins for her, him and his new girlfriend and Will. He had said everyone was welcome but she wasn’t sure Xylon would go, let alone get along with Justin. Erin made up two coffees and went back to the bedroom, setting a coffee down for Xylon. She sent Will a text about it and then looked to Xylon.
[b “My brother invited us up to the lake cabin… for a few days? Will as well.”] She explained.
  Erin Matthews / Nullification / 6d 7h 56m 19s
[font "tempus sans itc" A small smile passed over her lips when he mentioned her not lifting a finger. She was okay with that. When the male's fingers brushed against her skin again, a small shudder passed though her. Then his lips found her skin, and she tilted her head back a bit, allowing him more access. Then his lips found her's, and she tangled her fingers into his hair, arching up to meet him. Then there was a knock on the door, and the male groaned, and was gone. Her heart was racing, as she watched him leave. She reached up and touched her lips gently.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He hadn't been gone long, when he came back with the food. He was then back in bed, and her heart racing. She wasn't hungry for the food. She was hungry for him. He was the only one who could take care of that. She reached over and took the food from his fingers gently, placing it onto the nightstand beside the bed. The movie all forgotten, as she let the sheets fall, and she crawled onto his lap straddling him. [#9966CC "I think you are still slightly over dressed"] she breathed out, as she hooked her fingers into his the waist band of his boxers. With her free hand, she brushed her hair out of her eyes.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She leaned down, and pressed her lips to his. She wanted nothing more than to feel his hands on her, his lips, their movements, everything. She bit down gently on his lip, before she shifted and was laying back on the bed. She bit her lower lip lightly, as she slid one of her legs over his, tugging on the waistband [#9966CC "Come here"] she breathed out. She then pulled him down on top of her, her lips finding his once more, as she pressed herself up against him. It was like she couldn't get enough of him, which was true. She didn't want this to end.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She deepened the kiss a bit more, pressing herself against him. [#9966CC "Don't stop this time.."] she breathed against his lips. She wanted nothing more, than to be brought back to where she had been moments before, their bodies moving together as one, bringing one another to the brink of love making once more.]

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[font "tempus sans itc" The male let her take control. He knew he would bend to her beck and call, and when she slid off the table and made her way to the couch, he followed behind her. He was pushed down, and then she was on top of him once more. The feeling of her body moving against his, feeling like he was walking on cloud nine, that's all that mattered to him. He kept himself wrapped around her, as he laid her back onto the couch, his hips moving in time with her's. She wasn't the only one who was going to take control. There was no way in hell.]

[font "tempus sans itc" When they both finished, and she said she was tired, the male pulled himself from her, and grabbed the towel wrapping it around his waist. He then picked the woman up, and carried her to the bedroom. He kicked the door closed, when they were inside and placed her on the bed. He leaned down and kissed her gently. [#B22222 "You are fucking amazing"] he said against her lips. He then slipped into the bed with her, and just laid there for a moment. Pretty soon he got uncomfortable with the towel around his waist.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He slid out of bed, found some boxers, and pulled them on. He then climbed back into bed with the woman, and wrapped his arms around her. He buried his face into her hair, before he turned the lights off. The night played out differently than he had thought it would. It was a good thing though. He kept her against him, as he felt his own eyes flutter closed. Tomorrow would hold a whole new day, and maybe they were finally over this hurdle they had made.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 8d 18h 54m 37s
Will smiled at her a little, watching her wake was akin to watching a butterfly stretch its wings for the first time and take flight. He didn't think he would ever get used to it in all honesty. He had to admit she was really something and he had never felt like this before, not towards anyone.

Will reclined a little and watched her with soft eyes, content in her presence as he drank in her features.
[b "Just Netflix, and I already ordered us in some food. I don't want you lifting a finger."] He remarked quietly. Rohana had already been through the mill in terms of emotions. Part of him wondered if he was taking advantage of her grief somehow, but when he looked at her he knew it was more than that.

Will reached out and brushed his fingers along her collarbone, up the soft skin of her neck as he leaned in replaced his fingers with lips, tracing the delicate flesh there, lightly. He did not want to push her into anything but he couldn't get enough of her, like drinking a cool glass of water after a long drought. She was relief and refreshment to him. He trailed his kisses to her lips, deepening it as he explored her mouth once more. He would have pressed further if the door hadn't been knocked on and gave a small groan of frustration before shifting and sitting up.
[b "Food."] He murmured and placed a kiss to her forehead softly.

He stretched as he answered the door shirtless and paid the delivery boy before heading back through with some plates and cutlery. He sorted out the food and relaxed in the sheets. He usually would be eating alone and then asleep, unless Erin had wanted to go out. This was nice, this felt right as he found a movie to flick on. He looked to Rohana, marvelling in the view he had of one of natures wonders all from the comfort of his own bed.

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Erin was nestled in sweet rapture once again by Xylon, caught up in hitched breathlessness, her chest feeling it might explode from everything he was doing to her. How exactly did he know what she liked, like this? Erin didn't question it as she stared at him, the cool wall at her back and she ran her hands through his hair as she was moved to the table. Usually, Erin would give in but this was Xylon. And they had been in a struggle for power most of their life with one another, and she wasn't about to let him take control once more.

She paused when he said he loved her, staring at him for a long time and searching his face. He seemed genuine and she parted her lips, to reply with the words she had so wanted to say her entire life since the day she had met him.
[b "I love you."] She said to him quietly, lips brushing his as she spoke them out. She smirked at his question about stopping and raised an eyebrow, her breath finally returning to her lungs, filling them anew.

Erin took her opportunity then, slipping from him and onto her feet as she glanced to the couch. They had only just shared their first kiss there moments ago. She beckoned him over and pressed him to sit on the couch, leaning down and capturing his lips with her own once again, eliciting a soft groan as she straddled his waist.

This time she set the pace, exploring with her fingertips, then her mouth and finally slipping atop him once more. She didn't rush as her hands explored his chest as her hips shifted in a steady pace, her red hair tumbling down over one shoulder as she enjoyed every moment, taking him to the highest height, her body following suit as she trembled and finally wrapped her arms around him. She buried her face in his neck and smiled a little.
[b "Now I'm tired."] She said quietly in his ear and kissed down his neck, finoshing on his lips as she pulled back and looked him over.
  Erin Matthews / Nullification / 13d 14h 53m 1s
[font "tempus sans itc" She felt the male slip out of bed, and she didn't mind. Her body felt like it was weighed down, and it was an amazing feeling to be honest. It wasn't that deep of a sleep, she could hear the shower running, and the male moving about the room. She knew she would sleep a lot better when it was time. Right now, it was like a little cat nap, and she didn't mind it. She hadn't realized she had fully fell asleep until she felt the male's fingers brushing her hair out of her face, and her eyes slowly opened. He smelled amazing. He looked amazing, and she was all around the lucky one here.]

[font "tempus sans itc" A small smile passed over her lips, as she slowly shifted her body so she was sitting up. She made sure the sheet's were pulled up covering her chest, as she looked towards the T.V. [#9966CC "What are you watching?"] she asked lightly. She was glad they finally ended up sleeping together. Her body was screaming out to be touched, for his mouth to explore every inch. Just the thought of it, made her heart skip a beat. She wasn't going to force him to do anything if he didn't want too. She wasn't like that. A few hours ago was amazing, and she wouldn't mind going at it again, but in a way she was glad for the small break.]

[font "tempus sans itc" It had been so long since she had anyone, but then again she hadn't felt connected to them, the way she felt connected to Will. There was something there. Something special, and she wanted to explore it. She wanted to explore him, and she wanted to see where life would lead. She sighed lightly, as her stomach growled. She smiled sheepishly as she wrinkled her nose. [#9966CC "Do I need to make anything? Or are we just going to order in?"] she asked lightly. She wouldn't mind either way, as long as by the end of the night, they end up back in this spot, fully naked, forgetting the world for a while longer.]

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[font "tempus sans itc" The male smirked when she dropped his towel to the floor, and he grabbed her pulling her against him. She could feel what she was doing to him, arousing him once more, and when she tugged on his lip with her teeth, he let out a low growl. He wasn't going to let the teasing last much longer. When she let his lip go, he looked down at her, as he hooked his fingers into her panties, and pushed them all the way down. [#B22222 "You are too over dressed. Plus, new rule. As long as you are here, no clothing, whatsoever"] he said into her ear, as he bit down onto it gently.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He then picked her up, pressed her against the wall, and slid himself back into the warmth that was Erin. The feeling was amazing, and he couldn't get enough of it. He then pressed his lips against hers, as he worked his magic. It's been a dream of his to take a woman in his kitchen, and Erin was the first. The other women he had been with, always wanted to be in the bed with him on top. He knew that Erin wouldn't last long on the bottom, and he hoped to God she wouldn't force him to be on top all of the time. He pinned her against the wall, his lips on her neck, his hands gripping onto her ass.]

[font "tempus sans itc" His hips picked up speed, as the two made love once more. His body was covered in sweat when he finally finished. He didn't care. He didn't even bother pulling out. He kept his hands on her ass, her back pressed against the wall, his lips on her jaw, her neck, her chest, kissing and nipping at her exposed skin. [#B22222 "I love you.."] he breathed out. He then moved over to the table, and placed her on top of it. [#B22222 "Do you want me to stop?"] he breathed out. His breathing heavy, hoping the God she didn't want him too. He could go all night, and that's just how he planned to go.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 15d 18h 32m 38s
Will was still in some state of disbelief if he was being honest with himself. A gorgeous girl like Rohana at his side, the feel of her bare flesh against his accompanies by her lips. He wrapped his arms around her and brought her closer to him, not quite wanting to let her go.
[b “You are amazing, Ro.”] He breathed as he kissed her cheek, listening to her in the quiet. He was really glad Erin and Xy hadn’t come over after all. He wondered if they were still fighting.

He glanced to her when she mentioned loving him and his heart just about jumped from his chest. She loved him? She loved his goofy, stupid self? He smiled a little and watched her fall asleep. Of course part of him worried that maybe this was all the grief, that this was just a blowout of emotion for her but he wouldn’t complain either way. He had never met a woman quite like Rohana. And he really didn’t want lose her.

He held her in his arms until he was sure she was asleep and figured that she wasn’t going anywhere. He would get them a Chinese to share, maybe out on some film’s in the bedroom, whatever made her comfortable. He smirked a little and pressed a kiss to the top of her head as he ordered a Chinese online for them, dimming the lights in the bedroom to judt the bedside lamp. He showered and wandered back with just some lounge pants on, switching on Netflix on the TV in the bedroom. He sighed out as he got back into bed, carefully.

He watched the woman at his side, brushing a few strands of hair out her face gently. She was incredible and she didn’t even know it, she had no idea what she did to him. And he loved it. He loved her, it was plain and simple. He knew she was close to Xylon and Xylon was probably protective over her but he wasn’t going anywhere, Will wanted to be with her, he wanted to stay with her.

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Erin drained the glass before setting it on the counter and looking up as Xylon came in, a little confused at his reaction but not complaining about the proximity when he wrapped his arms around her and she rinsed the glass. She could hear his fear.
[b “Why would I leave?”] She murmured quietly. She had just got a taste for Xylon after all those years of denying him and denying herself. She couldn’t leave now even if he begged her to.

Erin laughed and blushed a little, turning to face him as she looked him over. Her fingertips trailed over the tattoos that painted his skin, barely touching him as she inspected each one, slipping down to the towel he had draped around his waist as she undone it.
[b “Oops.”] She smirked at him cheekily. There was a playfulness to all of this, like when they were younger but with more adult intentions.

[b “Or I could cook?”] She teased him, leaning it and kissing along his collarbone and up his neck slowly, finishing on his lips, using her teeth to gently tug at his bottom lip.
[b “Your choice.”] Erin commented but she had already made up her mind that she would have him again, enjoying teasing him slightly, if there was one thing her and Xy had always done, it was compete to be in charge and that didn’t change when it came to sex. Erin adored food tease, it was just in her nature and this was the most relaxed she had been around him. She didn’t know when it would all change and maybe tomorrow he would change his mind again and shut her out, so she wanted to use whatever time they had.
  Erin Matthews / Nullification / 20d 5h 24m 34s
[font "tempus sans itc" The woman made sure to keep her pace with his, she didn't want him thinking she was horrible at this. In reality she was surprised that she had performed as well as she did. The feeling of the male moving with her, bringing her to climax felt amazing. It's been two years since she had felt something like that. She didn't understand it, but she felt more connected to the male than she had before. When he rolled off of her, she curled up against his side, laying her head against his bare chest, her breathing slowing down to normal.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She blushed a bit at his comment about her being beautiful, and how this wasn't the ending he had expected. In all honestly, she hadn't expected it either. It all took her by surprise. She tilted her head back, and kissed his jaw lightly, pulling the sheets up a bit more, covering her chest. [#9966CC "I wasn't expecting that either.. But it was amazing.. Thank you.."] she breathed out. She didn't know how else to word it. She felt more alive than she had in the past couple of days.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She adored the fact that Will was still in bed with her. She had dreamed so many times about this, laying naked with the male. Either having sex, or just to feel each other's bare skin, she didn't care. She would take it anyway she could. She slipped her arm lightly around the male's waist, and nuzzled into his neck. The silence washing over them wasn't awkward, it was comfortable. She turned her head a bit and pressed her lips to his shoulder lightly. [#9966CC "Thank you so much for everything Will.. I mean it.. I owe you so much.."] she whispered lightly.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "I don't know how I would ever repay you for everything.. Holding me, worrying about me, taking care of me, being there at the funeral for me.. I honestly don't know what I would have done without you.. You are honestly my saving grace, and I love you for it"] she felt her cheeks flush when she let the [i L word] slip. She meant it too, she was falling in love with the male she was curled up against. Even though they didn't really know much about one another. She felt like she was connected to the male, and making love to one another, she felt even more connected than ever.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She slid one of her legs over his, pressing her naked body against his, letting herself relax even more against him. She felt her eyes drift closed, and pretty soon she was asleep curled up with the male, finally feeling at peace with the world.]

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[font "tempus sans itc" Xylon took his time in the shower, letting the hot water run over his body. His mind played back to what had just happened. Had he really made love to his best friend? Had she really agreed to it? It was something they had both needed, and he knew it happened. He was glad it happened, and he knew there was still so much more to work on. He was more than willing to work on it though. As long as she was willing to work on it with him.]

[font "tempus sans itc" A few minutes later he shut the shower off, and climbed out. He wrapped a towel around his waist, and walked out of the bathroom, and into the bedroom. His bed was empty, and Erin's clothes were somewhat missing. Had she really left? Was he really that bad at pleasing a woman? His heart pounded in his chest, as he walked out of the bedroom and made his way through the halls. [#B22222 "Erin..?"] he called out. He rounded the corner to the kitchen, and stopped in his tracks. His heart nearly stopping.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He walked into the kitchen still wrapped in the towel, and he closed the distance between them. He wrapped his arms around her waist, and kissed behind her ear. [#B22222 "I thought you left.."] he whispered into her ear. The fear in his voice could be heard. He didn't really understand why he was so nervous about that. Maybe it was because of the fact, that he had been such an asshole towards her, and in all honesty he would deserve that. He kept his arms wrapped around her waist, as he hooked his fingers into the waist band of her panties.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#B22222 "Fuck Erin.. You look amazing right now.. If I didn't know better, you might wanna go for another round"] he said lightly, gently tugging on her panties. He wouldn't mind going another round, right here in the kitchen, but he wasn't going to pressure her into anything. He just stood there, with the woman in his arms, pressed against her back, hoping to God that everything was finally right in their world.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 20d 5h 42m 38s
Will watched her, as if finding some sort of certainty that she was alright with this. He didn’t need to answer because he had never been surer of anything his entire life. He wanted Rohana in every way imaginable and he wasn’t about to back out now, especially with the way he looked at her when she went to the bedroom. She looked so sweet but this was a rare sight, confidence from her. He reached out and brushed his fingers over her shoulders. He wouldn’t rush this, this was to be savoured like the forbidden fruit.

Clothes fell from the both as Will’s hands explored bare skin, careful and slow. He didn’t want to miss an inch of her and at some point his hands were traded for lips, finding sweet spots. After some time his frustration and excitement collided and they slipped together to form one body. Will knew he had to take things slow, to watch Rohana from his position atop her. It was powerful, slow and steady, ending eventually with more desperation than he had planned. Rohana was amazing, her touch and the way she felt to him were breathtaking and Will wasn’t even sure how long he had been enraptured with her as he shifted to lay beside her, flushed with colour and catching his breath.

He slung an arm over her and drew her close to him once more, nestling between her hair and inhaling the smell of her, mixed with whatever shampoo she had been using. It was comforting as he caught his breath and finally he kissed the top of her head.
[b “That wasn’t how I saw today ending.”] Will murmured with a good humoured chuckle, still reeling slightly.

He was quite content to lay with her amongst the bedding and sheets for the res gof his life but he figured eventually someone would come looking for them. He could have stayed and marvelled at her body for days on end but again, she might not enjoy that so much. He kissed her cheek and sat up,
[b “You’re beautiful.”] He said as he looked at her in his bed. And she really was beautiful.


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Erin’s heart was like a drum. Everything else could have fallen away from her in bed with Xylon, it was years of passion and fire built up, even with a touch of anger at everything that had happened. Xylon was the sinful desire she had denied herself for so long and for what? Shaky gasps, stolen touches and kisses exchanged and she wasn’t sure where she ended and where Xylon began. The experience seemed to install that Xylon was not a boy anymore, he was a man. Desperate fingers clutched to wherever she could find him, wanting nothing more than Xylon.

Breathless and beaten in the struggle for dominance, Erin lay dazed as she looked to Xylon, admiring his naked body in the dazed aftermath of her climax, a thin layer of sweat over her flushed skin. She gripped the blankets as she sat up. If she was being honest she expected him to call her a cab or something and get rid of her. He didn’t. She couldn’t stop the smile on her features as she watched him leave for a shower.

She ran a hand through her red hair and attempted to tame the mess it had become. A shower sounded good actually as she came to terms with what had happened. She slipped into her underwear and grabbed her shirt, sitting on the edge of the bed and relaxing a little. She tied her hair up into a loose ponytail and stood, legs a little shaky if she was being honest. She would shower later, she figured as she looked around Xylon’s room. Everything smelled distinctly of him and she smiled a little. He had done so well for himself over the years and she went through to the kitchen in her underwear and shirt, getting a glass of water to quench the thirst they had built up.
  Erin Matthews / Nullification / 20d 22h 33m 48s
[font "tempus sans itc" As the male made his way home, she was kind of nervous. Was it a good idea? Was this a good idea? A part of her wanted to scream out no, but another part of her was screaming yes. When the male pulled the car to a stop, and was out and opening her door, her heart hammered against her ribs. It was really happening. She knew it was going to happen, and she wasn't going to stop it either. She had been the one to start it in the first place. When the two were inside, and her back against the wall, feeling the male pressing against her, she let out a small groan.]

[font "tempus sans itc" The feeling of his lips on her neck, moving to her collar bone, made her shiver. His question breaking into her thoughts. Was she sure? She hadn't been more sure in her life. She nodded lightly, as she snaked her arms around his neck, tangling her fingers into his hair, tilting his head back, so she could see his eyes. [#9966CC "Yes Will, I'm sure.."] she breathed out, before crushing her lips against his. This was their third kiss, and she's been living with him for the last two months, dealing with so much.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She pressed herself against his body, deepening the kiss a bit more. She pulled back, her breathing slightly heavy, as she slipped out from between him and the wall, and she took his hand in her's, her eyes blazing with nothing but passion, and lust at the moment. She knew the moment she gave herself to him, things would be different. She hoped to God he wasn't going to shut her out, that would hurt ten times worse than losing her father. She shoved those thoughts aside, it was them right now she had to focus on.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She led the male into the bedroom, and shut the door behind her. She then turned around, and took a few steps back. She felt her cheeks turn a slight pink, since she hadn't let another man see her naked. She closed her eyes, as she moved over to the bed and sat down. She looked up towards the male slowly, and beckoned him over. Her heart pounding when he came over, and she slid her hands slowly up his shirt, feeling his skin against her finger tips. God, he was so handsome. She bit her lip lightly locking her eyes on his. [#9966CC "Are you sure you want this?"] she breathed out.]

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[font "tempus sans itc" As the woman finally said she would stay, the male wrapped his arms around her waist, and pulled her against him. He kissed her back, flicking his tongue lightly against her lower lip. He then pulled back, and carried her to the bedroom. He kicked the door closed behind him, and then walked over to the bed. He placed her gently down on top of it, and stood back looking down at her. [#B22222 "You don't have a choice now Erin."] he breathed out, and meant it too. Once he started, he wasn't going to just end it. He wasn't that type of person.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He slowly undressed them both, his lips finding every inch of her skin, and then the deed was happening. He was finally making love to the woman he loved more than anything. Yes they had their shitty times, but he was finally showing her what she'd been missing all these years. The faster he went, his heartbeat seemed to be in time with each thrust, and groan. He made sure to take his time though, he didn't want to rush it, but at the same time it felt amazing. She felt [i amazing]. Something he'd wanted or years, now he was getting it.]

[font "tempus sans itc" About fifteen minutes later he rolled off the top of her. His breathing heavy, sweat on his skin. He hadn't made love to a woman in a long ass time. The last person he had even thought about taking to bed was a black haired female, and it was only a one night stand. She had been a good fuck, and that was it. Erin on the other hand, he wouldn't mind taking to bed over and over again. He looked over his shoulder at her and smirked a bit. [#B22222 "That was amazing.. Thank you"] he said lightly.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He then leaned over and kissed her forehead lightly. He pulled the blankets up around her, and let her lay in the bed. [#B22222 "I need a shower after that. You just stay here and relax, I'll also make something to eat as well when I'm done"] he promised her. He then stood and made his way to the bathroom naked. He turned on the water, and climbed in. He washed off the sweat, and knew he would still have that after sex smell, but he didn't care. At least he finally made love to his best friend, and he was walking on cloud nine.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 21d 7h 18m 1s
Will fired off a quick text to Erin and honestly? He hoped his friend had other plans. Part of him hoped she was patching things up with Xylon and another part sort of hoped she’d told Xylon he was an asshole and got rid of him. Will tapped his fingers on the steering wheel as he slowed the car and groaned at the traffic and the red light. He wanted to spend time alone with Rohana, he really truly did but he knew the woman was grieving.

Will turned to look at her when she took his face in her hands and it was if she could read his mind as she pressed her lips to his. The kiss was incredible and lit a fire within him. Rohana certainly did look the sort to be so feisty and full of passion but he was not going to waste any time and let the fire go out. He stared at her when she parted and seemed dumbstruck.
[b “Oh yeah, the lights definitely green.”] He said before realising what she meant when he glanced to the traffic light. He seemed to come back to reality with a bump as he nodded and drove them back to his place, impatient it seemed.

He parked up and went around to her side, getting the door for her and taking her hand. Whatever primal instinct had taken over was insatiable and he wanted nothing more than to make Ro his woman. He fumbled with the lock to his door before pushing it open and leading her inside, nudging the door shut with his foot as he turned to look at her. Part of himself wanted to stop because what if Ro was just going through grief and her emotions were scattered but the other part of him knew she was a gorgeous woman and he was going to make her his.

He leant in, hands on her hips with her back to the wall as he kissed her with a furious passion, pulling her close to him so he could feel what her body felt like against his. He trailed some kisses down her neck close to her collarbone and managed to regain some control.
[b “Ro, are you sure?”] He said, breathe hot against her skin as he kept ahold of her hips. She was beautiful, she was flawless and he so desperately wanted to make it clear that she was his woman.


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Erin didn’t glance over to Xylon, a million thoughts running through her head. Her mind told her this was all a terrible idea, that this was borderline dangerous for them both because if this didn’t work then it would whatever semblance of friendship they had left and yet every other inch of her being wanted nothing more than to stay with him. She listened to him when he mentioned getting a text, figuring Ro and Will had everything they wanted. The two sets were at polar opposites from each other.
[b “Hm? Nothing.. really just…”] She gave up trying to explain any thoughts in her head, hearing him mention about telling Will no.

Before she could speak, Xy had his arms wrapped around her, a trail of kisses left on her neck and he was making this decision even more difficult to make. She listened to his words and her phone buzzed as if cue. She read the message from Will and sighed out as she leant back into Xylon. If she blew Will off now, she knew that meant she would stay with Xylon, if she went to see Will, then she wasn’t sure she would ever get this chance again.
[i “Hey Will. Tonight isn’t good. Maybe we can catch up later in the week? -Erin x”] She responded to the message and placed her phone aside. She wouldn’t answer it if it went off, she doubted she would even hear it.

She turned in Xylon’s arms so she was facing him, wanting to meet his eyes. She leaned in and brushed his lips with hers gently, hesitantly almost like all of a sudden it was the scariest thing on the planet. She placed her arms around his shoulders,
[b “It depends.”] She said softly and swallowed. What if she did this and he just kicked her out in the morning, what if-

Erin stopped her train of thought. It was this train of thought that had landed them in this mess, this constant fear that Xylon would run out on her. All of that fear had been what caused them to drift apart and hate each other over the years. His body was warm, his smell inviting and those eyes were the same as they had ever been, enticing and enchanting. She didn’t know what would happen at the end of everything, but she did know she wanted Xylon right that moment.
[b “I’ll stay.”] she breathed out and this time when she kissed him, it was deeper, it was filled with a hunger and desire Erin had never felt before in her life.
  Erin Matthews / Nullification / 21d 8h 48m 46s
[font "tempus sans itc" Rohana didn't want to leave the male's apartment. In all honestly she felt at home there. Laying in his arms, screaming in the middle of the night and knowing he's right there with her. When he mentioned Erin and Xylon, she knew it was bound to happen. She nodded a bit and chewed her lower lip. [#9966CC "Maybe just at your place? I don't want to be around a lot of people, and if they get into a stupid fight, they won't embarrass themselves"] she said lightly. She wouldn't mind have the three of them around, hell she did miss her best friend after all.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She reached down and pulled up her bag, and pulled her phone out. She then powered it on, and pulled up Xylon's name, and started typing out a text message. [#9966CC [i I know I've been a total bitch lately, and I'm sorry.. Will and I were wondering if you'd like to come over to his place to watch some movies, chow down on some take out, and just chill. I kinda need the company right now, and I think Will would enjoy it, because I've been nothing but a total downer lately. Let me know. Xoxo Rohana.]] She read the message over before sending it.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "I just sent the message to Xylon. I didn't mention inviting Erin, but in a way I'm kind of hoping they might have plans, but I don't know.."] she admitted. She wouldn't mind the company, and yet she didn't want her time alone with Will to be cut short. There was so much she wanted to say right then, but didn't know how too. She turned her eyes away from the male she had started to fall for. She had to admit to herself sooner or later. She was falling for him, and she hoped with every bone in her body, that he was falling for her too.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She sat there watching the trees pass them by. When she felt the car come to a stop, she took a breath and turned to face the male in the other seat. She took in his profile, and a small smile passed over her lips. He was handsome, and in a way she felt like he was her's. Even if they weren't official. She made sure the light was still red, before she leaned over, took his face into her hands, and turned his face towards her's. Her heart was hammering inside of her chest, she was screaming inside at that moment. Was she making a mistake right now? She didn't care.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She pulled him towards her, and kissed him. This kiss was different. It was filled with longing, and desire. A desire to be touched in a way only a man should ever touch his woman. A feeling of needing to be pleased, and the need to please. She bit his lower lip lightly, gently tugging on it, before letting it slide between her teeth. She kissed him a moment longer, before she finally broke apart. Her heart was hammering, and her cheeks were as red as could be. Her eyes flashed towards the light just then. [#9966CC "Will.. Light's green"] she breathed out.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She was hoping to god he would have gotten the hint, if not she would give up right then and there. She wasn't going to pressure him into something he didn't want. That kiss though, it surprised even her. She leaned back into the seat, falling silent, letting what passed between them linger in the air.]

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[font "tempus sans itc" The kiss lingered on his lips awhile longer. He remembered the first time they had kissed, it had been before everything came crashing down. He felt like a total teenager all of a sudden. He didn't like that feeling, but he did like kissing the red head, more than he wanted to admit. There was a fire between them, a passion he wanted to explore. That's when his phone went off. He pulled it out of his pocket, and read the text message, and he smirked a bit. [#B22222 "Rohana just texted me, asking if I wanted to go to Will's place to hang out. I have a feeling you'll be getting the same text message"] he said lightly, breaking the silence.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He then hit the reply button and started typing. [#B22222 [i I'm with Erin right now. I think I'll have to pass on the offer. It's been a long day for you, I'm sure. I promise you I don't hate you, I'll meet up with you later on. Right now, there's something with Erin and myself that we are working on. Relax, and enjoy the rest of the day Ro-Ro.]] He then hit send, shut his phone all the way off, so that way if Rohana or anyone tried to call him, it would go straight to voicemail. Erin had his full attention right now. He then shoved his hands into his pockets, and looked down at the floor.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#B22222 "What are you thinking about?"] he asked her, trying to break the silence between them. He wanted to know what she was thinking, but he wasn't going to pressure her to tell him either. He pulled one of his hands out of his pockets, and ran it over his face. He wanted nothing more than to kiss her again, maybe get her into bed, and then things might be a bit more better. He then walked up behind her, and snaked his arms around her waist, drawing her against his front. He then leaned down and kissed along her neck gently.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#B22222 "If William messages you, tell him no. Stay with me tonight Erin, let me make love to you.. Please.."] he breathed into her ear. He didn't know what had come over him just then. He wanted nothing more than to show her how much he loved her. He was a total asshole, and he hoped to god she wouldn't turn him away. He kissed along her neck, and up to her ear once more, taking in her smell. God she smelled amazing. He kept his arms around her waist, pressing against her back, waiting for her reply.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 22d 7h 44m 16s
Will watched the woman. If truth be told he was worried for her. She had really been through the mill and she didn’t deserve it at all. He couldn’t imagine what it would be like to lose a parent so young and in such a traumatic way. Still, he stayed at her side diligently, careful not to say too much because this was her Father’s Day and the day she would let him go.

When she went to have her own private moment, Will nodded and gestured he would be at the car whenever she finished. He settled in the drivers side with the door open and thought for a while. It had been nice having Rohana around in the house, she was good company despite everything that happened. He glanced up when she came back over and he smiled a little to her however it faltered when she said she would be moving back to her fathers home.

[b “Oh- Right, of course.”] Will smiled a bit to her. He took her hand and lead her round to her side, opening the passenger door for her. He went back to the drivers side and glanced over at her.
[b “You know, if you don’t want to move back then I can sort a spare room for you at my place, it won’t be a hassle. It’s been nice having you around.”] He said and looked over to her. He didn’t want to push her though.

[b “Hey I’ll text Erin, you can text Xylon. How about I get us all takeout at my place?”] He suggested. Something nice and informal would probably be good for the lot of them.
[b “Or we could go out somewhere, all of us? You look gorgeous in that dress, maybe a couple drinks and everyone can just be casual?”] He remarked. He wasn’t sure if Erin and Xylon would come if they thought the other was coming. Maybe it would be good for them to see each other in a casual setting.

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Before Erin could process what was going on, she was pulled into Xylon’s lap. She was shocked, not expecting this gesture as his hands found her waist, then her lower back as she stared at him. Well, Xylon always did know how to keep her quiet. She couldn’t speak, voice hitched along with her heart. For the briefest moment she wanted to run, to not get tangled up with him but his lips found hers in a hungry exchange of desire and Erin was speechless, returning his kiss as her fingertips found his jawline, tracing it softly. Xylon pulled back and she was frozen, barely hearing his words as reality swam before her. Her heart was thumping hard in her chest.

Erin swallowed slightly and processed what he had said. Normally she would give a sharp response, be offended he had toyed with her but right then she didn’t care. If she had stayed she would have been at his side through everything with his father, helped to take care of him but now it was so strange. It was almost like he didn’t need her around, he had done so well by himself. Erin saw him as a man now, a fully fledged man and not a teenager.
[b “I should never have left.”] She breathed out quietly in realisation of what she had done.

Erin watched him and got off his lap.
[b “Oh my god, I should never have left. I missed everything, I missed you- I didn’t get to help or look after you.”] Evidently her mind had gone into overdrive, complete emotional overdrive. She placed a hand over her mouth and stared out the window for a few seconds before looking back at Xylon.
[b “What have I done?”] She whispered.

It was as if the kids with Xylon had finally woken her up somehow to a realisation. It had awoken everything she had denied as a teenager all that time ago. And she had lost it all. She had thrown it aside and for what? So she could become a lawyer? She watched Xylon and she knew apologising wouldn’t fix this, begging wouldn’t fix this and maybe it would take time. But Erin knew one thing in that moment; that she loved him.
  Erin Matthews / Nullification / 36d 14h 14s
[font "tempus sans itc" As the services went on, she was debating on getting up and saying a couple words, but she chose not too. She would get her chance. She looked towards the male and shook her head. [#9966CC "I think once everyone leaves, I'll say a couple words. If you don't mind standing away from me for a moment or two, that would be wonderful.."] she breathed out. She didn't want to be away from the closeness of the male, but she felt like what she had to say, shouldn't be heard by anyone else. She smiled sadly towards the male, and bit her lip lightly.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "The reason why, is because I have somethings I don't want other's hearing.. I'm not doing it to be rude.. I won't be long"] she said lightly. When the services were over, and people were leaving, she walked up to where the urn was, and the pictures she had chosen for her father. She reached out, and ran her fingers lightly along the frame. She knew she was alone, and she made sure to keep her voice even lower. She didn't want anyone listening, and she sure as hell didn't want Will to hear any of it either.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She took a breath, and spoke softly. [#9966CC "I miss you so much.. I know you and I didn't see eye to eye on a lot of things, but I still loved you with everything I had. You meant the world to me, and I honestly don't know what I would have done without you. You were my best friend, the man who held me at night after a break up, you always listened to me. I can't thank you enough for raising me like you did. I know you would have liked Will after awhile.. Daddy, he's such a sweet and caring man, I wish you could have met him.."]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "I promise you I'll always take care of myself, and I think Will is going to be sticking around for a long ass time, so you won't have to worry. Your little Sunflower is going to be taken well care of"] she said softly. The tears welled up in her eyes, as she looked at the picture. She felt like her heart was gone. Her whole world came crashing down the moment he died, and yet she felt at peace. She didn't know how to really explain it, but she was. She sighed lightly and wrapped her arms around herself. She then turned and moved back to where Will was.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She stopped and looked down at him, a small smile tugging on her lips. [#9966CC "Ya know, you would have gotten along really well with daddy. I know he would have hated you at first, because of trying to take his little girl away, but I think you both would have bonded so well.. Thank you for everything.. I seriously don't know what I would have done if it wasn't for you. I will be moving back into my house, so I won't be taking up anymore of your space"] she told him. It had been a choice she was debating on for the last couple of days.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She felt terrible for taking up a lot of his space. She then wrapped her arms around herself, and looked around. [#9966CC "I think maybe we should meet up with Erin and Xylon, and see if they are done being children"] she said lightly, as she held her hand out towards him, to help him up. She stood there, wishing the last few weeks hadn't happened, but then she wouldn't have met Will. The one man so far, that's helping put her back together.]

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[font "tempus sans itc" Not yelling was nice. Just being able to really spill his guts was amazing. He wanted nothing more than that. Yet he had been the stubborn asshole, and had been the one to yell, and scream. It had been his way of saying how hurt he had been. When she mentioned him telling her what he wanted her to do, he shook his head. He wasn't the kind of guy to tell someone to do something. It was up to that person, and that person alone. [#B22222 "I'm not telling you what to do Erin. I've never been that way, and you know that"] he said lightly. When she stood and closed the distance between them, his heart pounded a bit.]

[font "tempus sans itc" Feeling her light touch on his cheek, made his heart nearly burst out of his chest. He shrugged a bit at her comment. [#B22222 "I mean, dad's been a total dick about me not taking over the family business, but I could care less. I mean I've done pretty good taking care of myself"] he said with a small smirk. He wanted to test something out. He reached out, and grabbed her around the waist. He pulled her down into his lap, keeping his hands on her waist, moving them to her lower back. He locked his eyes on her's, heart pounding.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He wasn't going to say anything, he just closed the gap and found her lips with his own. He kissed her deeply for a moment. He then pulled back and let her go. [#B22222 "Just wanted to test that out"] he said with a small smirk. He then thought about Rohana, and wondered how the funeral went. He made a mental note to message her later, and ask. Right now he was trying to focus on what was happening right now. He couldn't really think straight, and he didn't mind. He just waited for her reaction now.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 45d 20h 9m 13s
The pain within Rohana was stifling and Will could sense it. He shook his head towards her gently at her words. He would never have rejected her or turned her away. That was Erin and Xylon’s deal, not his.
[b “You don’t owe me anything.”] Will said softly to her as he helped her out of the car. She would never be in debt to him. He was helping her because she needed it. Not because he wanted something in return. She was so incredibly beautiful, like a sunflower turned away from the sunshine. He wanted to see her in the light again, instead of the crippling darkness.
[b “C’mon.”] He said to her softly, heart hitching as she pressed her lips to his cheek and he sighed out quietly, keeping a firm hold on her hand.

Will was polite to her relatives, although it shocked him none of them had stepped up for Rohana, but then he didn’t want them to. He had held her at night when she had wept herself to sleep, he had comforted her through tears and stayed up all night sometimes just watching her. He had a bond with this girl he had met at his friends coming home party, it had started as a little list for how attractive she was and now he wasn’t sure he could ever be apart from her.

He sat with Rohana and held her hand as she rested against his shoulder, listening to relatives and the priest express their thoughts and love towards Rohana’s father. Rohana had chosen music and songs, prayers and such and Will had made a special effort to make sure everything went as well as it could given the circumstances. He could tell she was trying to set her mind elsewhere, but he had to ask.
[b “Rohana. Do you want to say anything? Or would you rather privately later on?”] He said softly as another song started up. He didn’t want to pressure her. She would say her final goodbye whichever way she felt comfortable.

William was worried for her though, she wasn’t eating enough and she was barely sleeping and he just prayed that it would all change after this, that she would have some kind of closure at the very least. They couldn’t shut Erin and Xylon our forever either, maybe all of them just needed to get out together, forget about the troubles and bond together. He wanted to see Rohana smile again so desperately, for her mind to be light and at peace. But it seemed like such a foreign thing now.

But he wouldn’t leave her. Not once had ever it crossed his mind to leave her. She needed help and acceptance and care and he would offer all of that.

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Erin cast a look to Xylon as he spoke, surprised by his laugh but she didn’t react as she just listened to him and shifted to the couch, crossing her legs and letting him have his say. Now usually, it wasn’t a big deal. Sure they had argued now and then over stupid stuff as kids but never like this.

[b “You know, I didn’t go off and date other guys or become some strange party girl, right? I’m still the same girl just older I suppose.”] She pointed out as she looked to him. He was still Xylon, underneath the hurt and the pain of the years. Guilt ate away at her. It was a vicious companion.
[b “I didn’t ever want to say goodbye to you. Because if I’d told you I was leaving, I know I would have stayed.”] She said to him quietly as and kept the waterworks back. She wasn’t emotional, not like Rohana.

Xylon didn’t know what he wanted her do. Well, that was helpful. But they weren’t screaming at each other or fighting, so that was something. But she knew they couldn’t continue like this, depressed and guilt ridden and angry with each other. Xylon didn’t deserve that, he deserved closure and to move on if he wanted and not be hung up about a girl he had once known.

Erin stood and shifted her hair.
[b “When you figure out what you want me to do, you just tell me. I owe it to you, right?”] Ashe said and dared to step close to him, looking him over and a small smile came over her features as she reached and brushed her fingers over his cheek.

[b “You haven’t changed.”] His eyes were still the same, the rest of him had grown and matured but she still knew those eyes. She let her fingers rest on his cheek for a moment before pulling back, as if remembering they weren’t close anymore. She wouldn’t beg him, she wouldn’t yell at him or cry. She had done enough of that over the years. Erin was giving him the freedom to do what he wanted, to make the decision without pressure or guilt. It would hurt if he rejected her, but she would find a way to move on. She gave him a small smile.
[b “You’ve done so well for yourself, despite everything, Xy. I’m so proud of you.”] she murmured to him before stepping back and giving him space.
  Erin Matthews / Nullification / 69d 5h 47m 22s
[font "tempus sans itc" As Will drove, her mind turned back to when she was a child. How her father would chase her around the house on Saturday mornings, and how on Sunday's they would spend the whole day in bed watching pointless cartoon's, and stuff their faces with junk food. The memories were all she would have now. Something she would need to write down, and look back too when she was feeling really upset, and down. Like right now, she didn't want to be going anywhere. She just wanted to stay home, and curl up in bed. Something she had been doing for days now. She knew Will was worried, and she couldn't do that to him.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She felt the car come to a stop, and then she didn't realize how quickly Will moved, and he was on her side of the car, bent down in front of her. As he spoke the tears welled up and she shook her head lightly. [#9966CC "He would hate himself for what he did, and how he treated me.."] she breathed out. She knew it was true too. Her father would be kicking himself in the ass, for how he treated her. There was one good thing though coming out of this, and it was Will. She turned her tear filled eyes towards him, and smiled sadly towards him.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "The one thing he would be really proud of is you. You didn't have to step up, and offer your house to me. You could have turned me away, but yet you didn't. I owe you so much Will.."] she breathed out. She meant it too. She knew that once this whole thing was over and done with, they would be able to fully get to know one another. She would be able to see him smile, hear his laugh, and just get to know him. They had kissed that one night, and since then, they hadn't kissed again. He just held her until all hours of the morning.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She sighed lightly, as she slid her hand into his and she climbed out of the car. This was the hardest part. She wasn't ready for this. She didn't want this to be her final good bye. She looked up towards him, and smiled a little bit more. [#9966CC "Thank you for being here"] she said lightly, standing on her tip toes, and pressed her lips to his cheek. She honestly didn't understand why she had been thrown into this man's path, but she was glad she was. He was so gentle, and understanding, she didn't deserve that. She deserved pain, and yet he didn't treat her like that.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She looked up at the church building, and took a breath. She laced her fingers with his, and tried her hardest not to let all of this get to her. She walked into the building with the male right by her side, and that's when the water works started. The sobbing, people telling her how sorry they were, a couple of them looking towards Will and thanking him for taking care of her the best he could. Pretty soon it was time for the service to start, and she took her seat. She had tissues in hand, and she rested her head on Will's shoulder, tuning out the talking, wishing she was anywhere but here.]

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[font "tempus sans itc" When Erin was in the apartment, he was about to speak but she spoke before him. He sat there listening to everything she was saying. She was taking all of the blame? That wasn't what he was expecting, but it was good. She was finally owning up to something. When they were younger, he was always taking the fall for her, that's because she had been his whole world. When she was doing talking, he looked towards her and shook his head a bit. What did he want her to do? Did he want them to be over and done with? Or did he want to try?]

[font "tempus sans itc" There was so much going on, that he couldn't really think straight. It was kind of interesting to see her kneeling on the ground like she was. He smirked a bit and rolled his eyes. [#B22222 "Well for starters, you don't have to be on the ground like you are. It looks like you are begging, and it's not attractive at all"] he said with a small laugh. A laugh he didn't realize he needed to let out until just then. It was funny seeing her like that, and then the guilt set in. Maybe that was bad of him to say that, but it was true. He sighed a bit, and looked her up and down.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He had to choose his words carefully, because he was tired of them bickering. They never did this when they were younger, and it was getting tiresome honestly. He reached up and ran a hand over his face, and looked towards her. [#B22222 "Listen, I know I've been really childish, I get that. What you did tore me apart. I honestly felt like you didn't care. You just up and left, and you didn't even talk to me about it. Erin, I trusted you with everything, and when I told you that I loved you, that took a lot of courage on my end."]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#B22222 "I never dreamed that you would run away from me like that. I thought.. I thought I meant something more than that to you. I wanted you to run to me, instead of away from me. Hell, right now I'm still really fucking hurt over everything, and I honestly don't know what I want you to do. I really don't"] he admitted. He meant it too. Everything was happening so quickly, it was making his head spin. He sighed a bit, as he leaned his elbows onto his knees, and let his words hang in the air between them. So far they weren't fighting, and he hoped it would stay that way.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 69d 6h 50m 14s
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