{an υndyιng love}

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[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i [b [u First-]] He touches you and you light on fire. Your wrist blazes where his fingers meet your skin. The burns don't show, but it's hard to breathe with ash in your lungs. It's so hard to breathe, you're suffocating daily.]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i [b [u Second-]] It hurts to watch him.. He shines, he's brighter than the sun. He's too beautiful for your eyes, it's hard to look at him. It's even harder to look away from him. You're going blind.]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i [b [u Third-]] Your ears are turned to his voice. You could pick him out in a sea of thousands. His voice makes pretty singers who sing pretty songs, sound dull. His voice makes everything else sound ugly.]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i [b [u Forth-]] The color of his eyes is deep enough to drown in. He is turning you into a cliched love wrecked, being. You're drowning, always sinking, down... down... down...]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i [b [u Fifth-]] You know him, you love him, though a thousand lifetimes, across millions of stars, you'd find him. You'd never leave him, you love him till death do you part.]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i [b [u Sixth-]] He might not always show it, and he might not always say it, but you both know that he loves you too.]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" Have you ever believed in love at first sight? Or that you have someone out there, who's made for you? Well for Xylon and [b Your Name Here] they have been attached at the hip. They grew up together, and they didn't really feel like anything was supposed to come from it. That was until one day while they were at Xylon's parents cabin for the summer, before their senior year of High School. Xylon pretty much laid his whole heart out to the woman. He had fallen in love with the woman, and he hadn't meant too. Just over the years, watching as she grew up and into a beautiful woman, feelings arose inside of him. He didn't know how she felt towards him, but he at least told her how he felt. [b Your Name Here] on the other hand, had been hiding a huge secret from him. She was moving at the end of the summer.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" Things in her home life weren't perfect. She had been dealing with a lot of stress alone, and she didn't want Xylon to be apart of it. She wasn't about to burst his bubble, but when he told her that he was in love with her, was when she told him about the move. It tore the male apart, and he didn't know if he would be able to enter High School without his best friend. The moment that the bomb was thrown at him, was when he closed off, and didn't want anything to do with her. He felt like he wasn't a good enough friend to her, because she never told him about the move. [b Your Name Here] didn't want to ruin their last time together, but it happened, and they ended on bad terms. She had shattered his heart, and turned him into a cold hearted asshole. Something she never dreamed would have happened.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" As the years passed Xylon broke away from his parents. He no longer was in the running for taking over the bank from his father. He had opened up his own tattoo parlor. He was finally chasing his dreams, and his parents weren't too happy about it. They didn't want their son breaking away from them, but they stepped back and let him. [b Your Name Here] was moving back to her old home town. She was trying to escape her ex-boyfriend. The man that beat her to the point of death. She was also making a name for herself. She has her own law firm, and she was opening a new building in Willow Creek. The place she had broken Xylon's heart. She hadn't seen him in years, and she couldn't help but wonder if he was still mad with her. Xylon on the other hand got wind of her coming home, and it kind of pissed him off.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" When [b Your Name Here] moves back, she wants to make amends with the male. He doesn't want anything to do with her. He's cold towards her, and treats her like shit. [b Your Name Here] is trying her hardest to make him see how sorry she is. She's finally realized that she had something good, and she had let it slip through her fingers. She wasn't about to let that happen again. What'll happen when she suggests they take a trip to his cabin for a weekend? Will she be able to lay her heart out on the table for him? Or will he reject her, like she had done all those years ago? Will Xylon be able to forgive [b Your Name Here]? Or have they fully lost their chance? You'll never know unless you join, [b [i An Undying Love]].]]

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[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u Xylon Sexton; Taken]]]][center [pic https://i.imgur.com/DzKVjzF.jpg]]

[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u Female; Taken]]]][center [pic http://oi68.tinypic.com/11lpmxv.jpg]]

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[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u What I need from you.]]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" I'm going to make this super easy on you. I would like you to send me a Private Message titled [b I've always loved you], and inside of that message I would like this little skeleton I have down below.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i Character Picture {don't link it} || Name || Age {25-28} || Job title || Do you want an ending]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" See, that's not too hard now is it? At the bottom of your private message I would like your favorite holiday, and time of year. So that way I know you read all of this through, along with the rules down below. If I have to ask you twice, then I will have to deny you the spot. I'm sorry, but I'm going to be kind of picky about this.]]

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[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u The rules of An Undying Love.]]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u First-]] The pictures are going to be real. None of the over used shit either. If it's too big, I will ask you to resize it to a smaller size. If you can't find one to your liking, simply message me and ask me for help. I would be more than happy to help you look, or edit your picture for you. Just don't get mad at me, if I ask you to change/edit it.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Second-]] Romance will be a big part of this story, but not at first. Just like in real life you have to work up to it. It's not a love at first sight type of thing. Cybering is a no on this site, if you want to keep the story line going, then we can move this to e-mail, or just skip it all together. That won't happen for awhile though, so we won't need to talk about that right away.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Third-]] Joining and then ditching is a no. If you don't like where this role play is going, simply message me and we can plot something out. Or if you are simply bored of it, and don't want to do it anymore, simply message me and tell me. I won't be mad if you get tired of it. Just if you join and then never post, is when I will be slightly annoyed with you. So please, at least talk to me about leaving the thread.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Forth-]] Plot twists is a must. I love plotting things out, and see where we want it to go. It's not that hard to become my friend either. So if you have something in mind, and wanna run it by me, all you gotta do is message me and be like [b [i 'Hey! I have an idea, and I just wanted to see what you thought about it!']]. Because honestly I will do the same thing to you, so don't be surprised if you get messages from me about ideas.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Fifth-]] Stealing this idea is a no. It's something that's important to me. If I see anything like it, or someone stealing the main idea I will make it known you stole it from me. I have worked hard on this idea, and if you like it that much, [i [b ask me]] if you can borrow it. Just make sure to give me the credit for it. I will most likely say yes to letting you borrow it, as long as you ask me first.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Sixth-]] Posting. I know we all have lives outside of this site. I work full time, and sometimes on my day's off I'm not always on until later that night. So if you need a couple of days to post, I'm okay with that. If you are gonna be gone for a week or two, please let me know because if you don't, then I'll think you ditched out on me. I will do the same thing for you as well. If I can't post, or having a hard time I will make sure to let you know.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Seventh-]] We can talk about this having and ending, or we can keep it long going. I really don't mind what we do. We can always add in more characters down the line as well. I'm more than happy to double up as a male. Right now though, I think it'll be better if we just stick with Blythe and the main Male. See where we go, and if we need to add in more characters we can. I can play up to four at one time, but that's my limit. I can't play more than that.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Eighth-]] Please for the love of God don't message me over and over asking when I'm gonna post. That's something I really hate, and it get's on my nerves when that happens. I like to take time on my posts, and I like to make sure it's the way I want it. If you see me online, I'm most likely working on my post, and making sure it's done right. If I take two weeks to post, that's when you can message me and ask what's going on. Other than that, do not bug me to post, and I will not bug you to post either.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Ninth-]] I love details inside of my role play's. I can post well over 1,000 words. Yes I said 1,000 words. That's only if I have the right partner, and if I have a lot in my head for a post. For this story though I'm only looking for about 500-600 words a post. If I need to put a posting limit I will. Anything less than that, and I will lose interest, or it'll take me longer to post because I don't have anything to work off of. So please don't make me put a posting limit.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Tenth-]] Now that I'm done sounding like a total bitch, I want this to be enjoyable for the both of us. That's what writing is about anyway. Having fun, and making something beautiful together. So please enjoy writing with me, and let's make something amazing, and see where this will lead.]]

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[font "tempus sans itc" As the services went on, she was debating on getting up and saying a couple words, but she chose not too. She would get her chance. She looked towards the male and shook her head. [#9966CC "I think once everyone leaves, I'll say a couple words. If you don't mind standing away from me for a moment or two, that would be wonderful.."] she breathed out. She didn't want to be away from the closeness of the male, but she felt like what she had to say, shouldn't be heard by anyone else. She smiled sadly towards the male, and bit her lip lightly.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "The reason why, is because I have somethings I don't want other's hearing.. I'm not doing it to be rude.. I won't be long"] she said lightly. When the services were over, and people were leaving, she walked up to where the urn was, and the pictures she had chosen for her father. She reached out, and ran her fingers lightly along the frame. She knew she was alone, and she made sure to keep her voice even lower. She didn't want anyone listening, and she sure as hell didn't want Will to hear any of it either.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She took a breath, and spoke softly. [#9966CC "I miss you so much.. I know you and I didn't see eye to eye on a lot of things, but I still loved you with everything I had. You meant the world to me, and I honestly don't know what I would have done without you. You were my best friend, the man who held me at night after a break up, you always listened to me. I can't thank you enough for raising me like you did. I know you would have liked Will after awhile.. Daddy, he's such a sweet and caring man, I wish you could have met him.."]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "I promise you I'll always take care of myself, and I think Will is going to be sticking around for a long ass time, so you won't have to worry. Your little Sunflower is going to be taken well care of"] she said softly. The tears welled up in her eyes, as she looked at the picture. She felt like her heart was gone. Her whole world came crashing down the moment he died, and yet she felt at peace. She didn't know how to really explain it, but she was. She sighed lightly and wrapped her arms around herself. She then turned and moved back to where Will was.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She stopped and looked down at him, a small smile tugging on her lips. [#9966CC "Ya know, you would have gotten along really well with daddy. I know he would have hated you at first, because of trying to take his little girl away, but I think you both would have bonded so well.. Thank you for everything.. I seriously don't know what I would have done if it wasn't for you. I will be moving back into my house, so I won't be taking up anymore of your space"] she told him. It had been a choice she was debating on for the last couple of days.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She felt terrible for taking up a lot of his space. She then wrapped her arms around herself, and looked around. [#9966CC "I think maybe we should meet up with Erin and Xylon, and see if they are done being children"] she said lightly, as she held her hand out towards him, to help him up. She stood there, wishing the last few weeks hadn't happened, but then she wouldn't have met Will. The one man so far, that's helping put her back together.]

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[font "tempus sans itc" Not yelling was nice. Just being able to really spill his guts was amazing. He wanted nothing more than that. Yet he had been the stubborn asshole, and had been the one to yell, and scream. It had been his way of saying how hurt he had been. When she mentioned him telling her what he wanted her to do, he shook his head. He wasn't the kind of guy to tell someone to do something. It was up to that person, and that person alone. [#B22222 "I'm not telling you what to do Erin. I've never been that way, and you know that"] he said lightly. When she stood and closed the distance between them, his heart pounded a bit.]

[font "tempus sans itc" Feeling her light touch on his cheek, made his heart nearly burst out of his chest. He shrugged a bit at her comment. [#B22222 "I mean, dad's been a total dick about me not taking over the family business, but I could care less. I mean I've done pretty good taking care of myself"] he said with a small smirk. He wanted to test something out. He reached out, and grabbed her around the waist. He pulled her down into his lap, keeping his hands on her waist, moving them to her lower back. He locked his eyes on her's, heart pounding.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He wasn't going to say anything, he just closed the gap and found her lips with his own. He kissed her deeply for a moment. He then pulled back and let her go. [#B22222 "Just wanted to test that out"] he said with a small smirk. He then thought about Rohana, and wondered how the funeral went. He made a mental note to message her later, and ask. Right now he was trying to focus on what was happening right now. He couldn't really think straight, and he didn't mind. He just waited for her reaction now.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 8d 1h 27m 38s
The pain within Rohana was stifling and Will could sense it. He shook his head towards her gently at her words. He would never have rejected her or turned her away. That was Erin and Xylon’s deal, not his.
[b “You don’t owe me anything.”] Will said softly to her as he helped her out of the car. She would never be in debt to him. He was helping her because she needed it. Not because he wanted something in return. She was so incredibly beautiful, like a sunflower turned away from the sunshine. He wanted to see her in the light again, instead of the crippling darkness.
[b “C’mon.”] He said to her softly, heart hitching as she pressed her lips to his cheek and he sighed out quietly, keeping a firm hold on her hand.

Will was polite to her relatives, although it shocked him none of them had stepped up for Rohana, but then he didn’t want them to. He had held her at night when she had wept herself to sleep, he had comforted her through tears and stayed up all night sometimes just watching her. He had a bond with this girl he had met at his friends coming home party, it had started as a little list for how attractive she was and now he wasn’t sure he could ever be apart from her.

He sat with Rohana and held her hand as she rested against his shoulder, listening to relatives and the priest express their thoughts and love towards Rohana’s father. Rohana had chosen music and songs, prayers and such and Will had made a special effort to make sure everything went as well as it could given the circumstances. He could tell she was trying to set her mind elsewhere, but he had to ask.
[b “Rohana. Do you want to say anything? Or would you rather privately later on?”] He said softly as another song started up. He didn’t want to pressure her. She would say her final goodbye whichever way she felt comfortable.

William was worried for her though, she wasn’t eating enough and she was barely sleeping and he just prayed that it would all change after this, that she would have some kind of closure at the very least. They couldn’t shut Erin and Xylon our forever either, maybe all of them just needed to get out together, forget about the troubles and bond together. He wanted to see Rohana smile again so desperately, for her mind to be light and at peace. But it seemed like such a foreign thing now.

But he wouldn’t leave her. Not once had ever it crossed his mind to leave her. She needed help and acceptance and care and he would offer all of that.

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Erin cast a look to Xylon as he spoke, surprised by his laugh but she didn’t react as she just listened to him and shifted to the couch, crossing her legs and letting him have his say. Now usually, it wasn’t a big deal. Sure they had argued now and then over stupid stuff as kids but never like this.

[b “You know, I didn’t go off and date other guys or become some strange party girl, right? I’m still the same girl just older I suppose.”] She pointed out as she looked to him. He was still Xylon, underneath the hurt and the pain of the years. Guilt ate away at her. It was a vicious companion.
[b “I didn’t ever want to say goodbye to you. Because if I’d told you I was leaving, I know I would have stayed.”] She said to him quietly as and kept the waterworks back. She wasn’t emotional, not like Rohana.

Xylon didn’t know what he wanted her do. Well, that was helpful. But they weren’t screaming at each other or fighting, so that was something. But she knew they couldn’t continue like this, depressed and guilt ridden and angry with each other. Xylon didn’t deserve that, he deserved closure and to move on if he wanted and not be hung up about a girl he had once known.

Erin stood and shifted her hair.
[b “When you figure out what you want me to do, you just tell me. I owe it to you, right?”] Ashe said and dared to step close to him, looking him over and a small smile came over her features as she reached and brushed her fingers over his cheek.

[b “You haven’t changed.”] His eyes were still the same, the rest of him had grown and matured but she still knew those eyes. She let her fingers rest on his cheek for a moment before pulling back, as if remembering they weren’t close anymore. She wouldn’t beg him, she wouldn’t yell at him or cry. She had done enough of that over the years. Erin was giving him the freedom to do what he wanted, to make the decision without pressure or guilt. It would hurt if he rejected her, but she would find a way to move on. She gave him a small smile.
[b “You’ve done so well for yourself, despite everything, Xy. I’m so proud of you.”] she murmured to him before stepping back and giving him space.
  Erin Matthews / Nullification / 31d 11h 5m 47s
[font "tempus sans itc" As Will drove, her mind turned back to when she was a child. How her father would chase her around the house on Saturday mornings, and how on Sunday's they would spend the whole day in bed watching pointless cartoon's, and stuff their faces with junk food. The memories were all she would have now. Something she would need to write down, and look back too when she was feeling really upset, and down. Like right now, she didn't want to be going anywhere. She just wanted to stay home, and curl up in bed. Something she had been doing for days now. She knew Will was worried, and she couldn't do that to him.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She felt the car come to a stop, and then she didn't realize how quickly Will moved, and he was on her side of the car, bent down in front of her. As he spoke the tears welled up and she shook her head lightly. [#9966CC "He would hate himself for what he did, and how he treated me.."] she breathed out. She knew it was true too. Her father would be kicking himself in the ass, for how he treated her. There was one good thing though coming out of this, and it was Will. She turned her tear filled eyes towards him, and smiled sadly towards him.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "The one thing he would be really proud of is you. You didn't have to step up, and offer your house to me. You could have turned me away, but yet you didn't. I owe you so much Will.."] she breathed out. She meant it too. She knew that once this whole thing was over and done with, they would be able to fully get to know one another. She would be able to see him smile, hear his laugh, and just get to know him. They had kissed that one night, and since then, they hadn't kissed again. He just held her until all hours of the morning.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She sighed lightly, as she slid her hand into his and she climbed out of the car. This was the hardest part. She wasn't ready for this. She didn't want this to be her final good bye. She looked up towards him, and smiled a little bit more. [#9966CC "Thank you for being here"] she said lightly, standing on her tip toes, and pressed her lips to his cheek. She honestly didn't understand why she had been thrown into this man's path, but she was glad she was. He was so gentle, and understanding, she didn't deserve that. She deserved pain, and yet he didn't treat her like that.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She looked up at the church building, and took a breath. She laced her fingers with his, and tried her hardest not to let all of this get to her. She walked into the building with the male right by her side, and that's when the water works started. The sobbing, people telling her how sorry they were, a couple of them looking towards Will and thanking him for taking care of her the best he could. Pretty soon it was time for the service to start, and she took her seat. She had tissues in hand, and she rested her head on Will's shoulder, tuning out the talking, wishing she was anywhere but here.]

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[font "tempus sans itc" When Erin was in the apartment, he was about to speak but she spoke before him. He sat there listening to everything she was saying. She was taking all of the blame? That wasn't what he was expecting, but it was good. She was finally owning up to something. When they were younger, he was always taking the fall for her, that's because she had been his whole world. When she was doing talking, he looked towards her and shook his head a bit. What did he want her to do? Did he want them to be over and done with? Or did he want to try?]

[font "tempus sans itc" There was so much going on, that he couldn't really think straight. It was kind of interesting to see her kneeling on the ground like she was. He smirked a bit and rolled his eyes. [#B22222 "Well for starters, you don't have to be on the ground like you are. It looks like you are begging, and it's not attractive at all"] he said with a small laugh. A laugh he didn't realize he needed to let out until just then. It was funny seeing her like that, and then the guilt set in. Maybe that was bad of him to say that, but it was true. He sighed a bit, and looked her up and down.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He had to choose his words carefully, because he was tired of them bickering. They never did this when they were younger, and it was getting tiresome honestly. He reached up and ran a hand over his face, and looked towards her. [#B22222 "Listen, I know I've been really childish, I get that. What you did tore me apart. I honestly felt like you didn't care. You just up and left, and you didn't even talk to me about it. Erin, I trusted you with everything, and when I told you that I loved you, that took a lot of courage on my end."]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#B22222 "I never dreamed that you would run away from me like that. I thought.. I thought I meant something more than that to you. I wanted you to run to me, instead of away from me. Hell, right now I'm still really fucking hurt over everything, and I honestly don't know what I want you to do. I really don't"] he admitted. He meant it too. Everything was happening so quickly, it was making his head spin. He sighed a bit, as he leaned his elbows onto his knees, and let his words hang in the air between them. So far they weren't fighting, and he hoped it would stay that way.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 31d 12h 8m 39s
Will was worried about Ro. He was doing his best not to let it show, to try and be strong for her because that’s what she needed. She was broken, Will knew that but he wouldn’t turn his back on her when she was in need of friends and help. He fixed his tie and watched her come back in the room. She looked beautiful, a true vision.
[b “You look great.”] He said to her quietly. He watched her as she rushed around and out the door and he sighed softly. He really didn’t know how best to help her except to be there for her. And he would do hate her she wanted him to do. The sunflower dress looked amazing on her. He just wished it was under happier circumstances.

He had exchanged the odd message with Erin, she was understandably slightly pissed off she had banned from the funeral and at how Will had distanced himself for a new girl but he knew Erin had her own things going on and everyone was stressed. He just hoped she and Xy used this time to sort things out. His priority was Rohana.

Will stepped out of the house and locked up, looked to Rohana and where she was waiting. The way the soft wind shifted her dress and a few strands of her hair was truly enchanting.
[b “C’mon.”] He said to her, ever gentle with her. It had been difficult to take care of her, to try and monitor if she was eating or not and he knew he couldn’t mess this up. He got into the car and headed down towards her father’s resting place. He was going to be cremated, he remembered Ro explaining. How many times had he held her while she sobbed herself to sleep? He had lost count. He glanced over to her and he wanted to say something but nothing he would have said would have made a difference to her today.

He parked the car and looked around the quiet place. He cleared his throat and sighed out, getting out the car and opening the door for Rohana, but he crouched slightly and watched her. She would need time.
[b “I think your dad would be proud of you, Ro. You look beautiful. And you’ve been so strong through this.”] He said to her softly and bit his lip. He held out his hand for her to take if she wanted to as he stood up. He had noticed how sickly she looked, how sad all the time. Despite everything her father had put her through it was easy to see how much she had adored him. And he supposed sickness had made her father act the way he had. But today was for Rohana to say goodbye to him. And he would be there with her every step of the way.

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Erin had been caught up in a silly daydream. Honestly, she had figured Xylon would have moved on. He seemed so different and so familiar now. She glanced to her phone when it lit up and read the message. It seemed so formal, like her boss calling a meeting. She packed away some of her work and thought for a while. She had to prepare herself that this could be the finisher. Xylon might want nothing to do with her. She got into her car and drove down towards his place, waiting in the car for a while as she rubbed her temples. She looked pretty good, given the stress. Boots with skinny black jeans and a red crop top that seemed to set her red hair on fire as she stepped out the car and locked it before knocking on his door.

When she was let in, she looked around, feeling awkward as she sat on his couch.
[b “Look- Xy. Before you say anything.”] She murmured and glanced out the window. She really did feel like this was it.
[b “I get what I did was shitty, I get how I acted was awful. But I want you to know I was young, I was stupid and I was scared. We uh, we were so close, you know? Best of friends, and I didn’t- I didn’t want that to change.”] She said to him, swallowing back her emotion because damn it, she wouldn’t cry in front of him. They were adults now.
[b “And that’s on me. All of it. But-“] Erin cut off and she really did need to pick her words carefully.

[b “I won’t keep punishing myself over it. And I won’t punish you either.”] She said as she gazed at him, properly for the first time since arriving. He wasn’t a boy anymore. He was a man. An adult, who had his own life. She shook her head and wished she could go back and change it. If he wanted her to beg him for their friendship back then she would.
[b “You know, despite everything, I would do anything for you, Xylon Sexton. You know I will. So tell me what to do.”] she remarked and leant on her knees from where she sat. He might not ever forgive her, and that would be his decision. But this constant hurting each other had to stop.
  Erin Matthews / Nullification / 43d 20h 19m 3s
[font "tempus sans itc" The last couple of days was hard. The woman had to plan her father's funeral. She was going to have an open casket so everyone could say their goodbyes, and then she was going to have him cremated. It was what he wanted after all. She had bought a locket to put some of his ashes in, and then she was thinking about taking the rest of the ashes and putting them on the lake. He loved the lake, and would spend hours on the weekends fishing, or just sitting in his boat, and doing nothing. When she heard Will's voice, and his hands on her skin she groaned lightly. Today was the day, it would all be over in a couple of hours.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She had showered the night before, so she wouldn't worry about showering. She needed the few extra minutes of sleep. She had taken to crying herself to sleep, even though Will was always right there with her, she still felt like she was alone. She hadn't heard a thing from Xylon, and she hoped that it was a good thing. She didn't want him being around her, not at her father's funeral. She was already having a hard enough time dealing with it. She sighed lightly as she threw the comforter off, and sat up. Her bare feet touching the ground, and her eyes moved over to the male at the closet.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He was asking her what she wanted him to wear. In all honesty she didn't care. She shrugged a bit, as she reached up and brushed her hair out of her eyes. [#9966CC "You can wear whatever you are more comfortable with. I'm wearing daddy's favorite dress. At least whenever I wore it, he said it was his favorite"] she said lightly. She pushed herself up, and moved over to the dress hanging on the back of the door. She unzipped it, and a black and yellow sundress was exposed. It had little sunflowers, and sunflower seeds all over it. It reminded her of summer, and the way her father loved it.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She took it off the hanger, and slipped it out of the bag. She then slipped out of the room, and into the bathroom closing the door behind her. She stood there a moment just looking at herself in the mirror. She didn't look the same. She looked sickly. That's what this was doing to her. It was slowly killing her. Will thought she was eating, when in reality she wasn't eating much. She wasn't hungry, but she had a feeling today would be different. She shook her head lightly, and slipped out of her sleeping clothes, and kicked them into the corner for the moment.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She then slipped into the dress, and fixed the straps so they were slightly off her shoulders. She then looked at herself, and she felt a sob in the back of her throat. Standing there beside her in the mirror was her father. He was younger, and he was grinning at her. [b [i 'You look beautiful baby girl. You know I have always loved that dress on you. You look so much like your mother. Now remember, now that I'm gone don't shut yourself off. That man out there, is trying to take care of you. Let him. I love you so much baby girl']] his voice whispered along her mind.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "I love you too daddy.."] she breathed out. Tears filled her eyes, and then her father was gone. She shook her head lightly as she finished getting ready. She piled her hair up onto her head, and put a couple sunflower clips into her hair. She then applied a little bit of makeup, but then washed it all off. She was going to go all natural, because she would be a total mess. She finished by brushing her teeth. When she was done she picked up her clothes and carried them back into the bedroom. The dress was long enough, it brushed the top of her feet. So many memories, that she wanted to break down.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She then put her clothes into her basket of dirty laundry, and made a mental note to wash clothes later that night. She then found her matching flats, and sat on the bed to put them on. She looked toward Will, a small smile tugging on the corner of her lips. [#9966CC "You look nice"] she breathed out. Today was going to be a long, and hard one for her. She had to keep her head up though. Soon it was going to be over, and then she could come back, curl up and cry herself to sleep once more. That's all she really wanted, was to just sleep. She couldn't, at least not yet.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She stood and took a breath. [#9966CC "I guess it's time we get going.."] she said lightly. Her voice cracked on the last word, and she slipped out of the room, and down the hallway, and out the front door. She moved over to the car, and leaned against it waiting for Will to come out and unlock it, so they could leave.]

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[font "tempus sans itc" Xylon had come across the newspaper, and found out when the man's funeral was. He knew that Rohana wouldn't want him there, and he didn't blame her. He had been acting like a total child. He treated Erin like shit, and he was starting to feel slightly guilty about it. He didn't understand why he was doing it, but he was. He sighed lightly as he ran his hand over his face. He was surprised that Erin hadn't messaged him at all. Then again he had asked her not too, and she was good about doing what she was asked. It gave him the time to really think about his actions, and what he wanted to do.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He looked at the time, and knew it was time to at least message the woman. He walked over and unplugged his phone from the charger. He opened up a new message and put in Erin's phone number. He sighed lightly, trying to figure out what he should say. Then his fingers started flying over the keys. [#B22222 [i Good afternoon Erin. You and I need to have a long talk, and it's about time we sat down and did. We aren't going to do it in public either. I don't want anyone overhearing what's being said between you and I. You should still know where I live. So when you are ready, go ahead and come over.]] He read over the message, and then hit send.]

[font "tempus sans itc" It was better than nothing. He let out a small sigh, and knew he would have some time to get showered, and figure out what to make for them to eat. He then decided it would be better to just get Chinese and call it good. He took a quick shower, and then dressed in some sweats, and a black t-shirt. He couldn't help but wonder how Rohana was doing. Then again Will was with her, so he wouldn't really have to worry about it. He ordered the food, and then moved over to the couch and sat down. He put his hands behind his head, and waited for Erin to arrive. This was going to be an interesting talk.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 44d 1h 4m 29s
William busied himself with the pizza as he glanced to Rohana. He was a little shocked to hear she didn’t want Xylon at the funeral but he figured her grief stricken mind would be shattered right then. He understood Erin, Erin barely knew Rohana and he pulled out his phone.
[b ‘Hey, I’m with Rohana. She’s asked if you and Xy can stay away from the funeral. Maybe the two of you could try and sort shit out? Then we can make plans to get outta town for a while.’]

He sent the message and ran a hand through his mop of hair. The last 48hours had been insanely complicated and he just nodded to Rohana when she thanked him. This was going to be tough for her, he knew that. But he would help as best he could. Besides, she deserved to get that smile of hers back at least a little.

For the next few days he helped her plan the funeral. He hadn’t known her father so she chose everything and he sighed along with her. He has to admit that despite everything she had become a comforting presence around his house, familiar and safe almost. He got up, at least it was the weekend as he showered and rinsed his hair. It wouldn’t be long until the funeral and honestly he wasn’t sure what to do. Funerals were always nasty things. But it would be a finality for Rohana. He came out the bathroom with some loose sweats on and looked her over in his bed. At least he had been able to make sure she ate enough and slept, grief was a funny thing for most people.
[b “Hey, Ro?”] He brushed some hair out her face gently,
[b “C’mon little girl, wake up.”] He encouraged quietly and watched her. This funeral was going to be so hard on her and he almost wanted her to just sleep through it all.

He swallowed thickly.
[b “Ro, the undertakers are going to be here, you gotta get ready, sweetheart.”] He murmured. It all felt so wrong, waking up such a beautiful woman to such awful things. Part of him wished she’d let at least Xylon come along because Xylon would take some of the weight but he knew it was best if he and Erin sorted their problems out first before being around other people. In his opinion they were both being foolish, trading a flourishing love for hatred and spite. But they had to figure it out on their own and he made sure and turned his phone off so neither of them would hassle him. He got up and went through his wardrobe.
[b “I uhh…. Ro? Do you want me to wear a black suit? Or do you want colour?”] He asked her. He didn’t want to offend the memory of her father, some people wanted colour.

-

Erin has received the text and she just shrugged. She didn’t know Rohana so she figured it wasn’t her business anyways. Xylon was another matter and he was already ticked off and pissy so this was bound to put him in a worse mood. She didn’t text him, he had asked her not to after all. She figured she would just wait until they met up at that café. Although she was nervous, all of this added stress was bound to take a toll on him and she really didn’t want to be on the receiving end of it. Then again, when hadn’t she been lately?

Erin has donned a pair of jeans and a green jumper that set off her red hair like flames as she loosely tied it up. She didn’t even know when Rohana’s father’s funeral was, but she avoided messaging Will. Part of was slightly peeved because Rohana couldn’t seriously expect her and Xylon to kick off at a funeral? Then again it was more Xylon she felt sorry for, Rohana was his best friend now. She had no right to get ticked off on his behalf anymore, she wasn’t even sure they were friends. She exited the house and locked up behind her, pocketing her house keys and unlocking her car. Usually Erin was a pretty tidy person but the backseat of her car was littered boxes full of case notes and such from previous court dates. She had meant to tidy that all up.

She parked up and checked her face, a little makeup splashed on so she looked presentable as she stepped out the car and locked up. She regretted this already, the knot in the pit of her stomach tightening. Still, she was hungry and this place did good shakes.
[b “Chilli and cheese fries, and a banana milkshake.”] She ordered awkwardly. Still felt weird not having Xylon as a teenager complaining how boring banana was. She took a seat with the items by the window. She picked at a couple of fries as she stirred her milkshake with the straw, thinking of what she would say to him. Maybe there was nothing to say, she’d broke his heart and he was breaking hers in return. So why was it so hard to just walk away?
  Erin Matthews / Nullification / 79d 16h 57m 25s
[font "tempus sans itc" The female was silently kicking herself for kissing him, but in a way she was glad she had. Her heart was hammering inside of her chest, and she couldn't help but wonder what was running through the male's head. When he sat down with her, she looked towards him. [#9966CC "I mean, it would kind of be nice to get away at least for a little while. But if we do, it'll have to be after the funeral.."] she said lightly. Thinking about it, broke her heart and made her voice crack a little bit.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She leaned over and grabbed some pizza, and leaned back. She heard her phone going off, and she found it in the depths of the sweats. She then opened the message and frowned a bit. It was from Xylon, one of the two people she didn't want to hear from. She read the message as she took a bite of the pizza. [#B22222 [i I know you are dealing with your own shit, and I just wanted to apologize Rohana. Please meet with me tomorrow, and I'll help you plan your dad's funeral, if you'll let me.]] That's all the message said.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She sat there thinking of what to even reply back with. She reached for a couple of napkins, and put the pizza down, and used both hands to type a message back to the male. [#9966CC [i Yes I'm dealing with my own bullshit. You and Erin aren't allowed to step twenty feet towards my dad's funeral. I don't want your bullshit with you and her there. If it was anything else, I would be all over having you help me out, but with your drama with Erin, I don't want it.]]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC [i William's helping me plan it. I'm going to tell him that Erin's not welcome there either. You both really need to figure your shit out, and honestly I don't want to be dragged into it. It's childish, and you both need to grow the fuck up. Don't text me back. I don't want to hear from you again for a couple of days.]] She read the message over, and then hit send. She then looked towards William and looked away a moment later. She picked up the pizza and took another bite, leaning back a bit.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "I know I'm going to sound like a bitch, but if you hear from Erin, please tell her she's not welcome to the funeral.. I just told Xylon that they aren't welcome.. I know Erin's your best friend, but I can't handle their petty childish drama right now.."] she said lightly. She looked down and finished the slice she had been working on. She reached over and picked up the glass he had gotten for her, and she took a sip, and leaned back into the couch. The silence washing over them.]

[font "tempus sans itc" It would be nice if Xylon would get his head out of his ass, and Erin would stop being a bitch about it. They were both being children, but they wouldn't. Rohana was tired of being the glue and holding everyone together. It was her turn to break, and she had, fully. She was just glad William was there, and willing to stick around and help her out. She looked towards him and smiled sadly. [#9966CC "Thank you"] she said softly, as her eyes locked on his, letting her words hang between them.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 79d 17h 53m 58s
Will watched her skitter around the small house and he felt oddly embarrassed somehow. He was a single guy, so his place wasn’t exactly emasculate as he switched on the television and phoned in a pizza to order. He figured he would try to keep things as normal as possible for now. He was still anxious about her because maybe she wasn’t thinking straight, maybe the grief was clouding her mind. He set the phone down and listened to the shower turn on as he got himself a beer and made her up some juice, not sure if her drinking was a good idea or not with her mind such a tangled mess. Still, he figured she could make her own decisions and he’d watch out for her for the next short while.

He heard the doorbell ring and he handed over a couple of notes for the pizza as he set it on the table and sort of shifted around, getting some comfortable blankets she could get under on the couch if she was cold and he gave his room a decent tidy up and made the bed, apologising for leaving his bed such an unmade mess. He stepped back into the lounge and eyed her. The baggy clothes, somehow made her more attractive, watching her drown in his oversized clothes and he raised an eyebrow at her, but he didn’t dare say anything. Rohana was going through a lot and he didn’t want to scare her off.

Hate her? Why would he- Her fingers on his cheek seemed to shock him and he leaned his head down, one hand travelling up the side of her neck and resting on her cheek as he returned the kiss softly, patiently almost. This had to be at her pace, and her pace only. Then it was gone, he leaned out as if wanting to chase her lips and close the distance once more but she looked so fragile on his couch, gathered up into a ball and he tilted his head slightly.
[b “Don’t be sorry.”] He murmured as he settled beside her and looked to the pizza they could share. He didn’t want her to be sorry but he didn’t want to push her. He checked his phone and eyed the text from Erin. An update on her and Xylon and he rolled his eyes. He figured they both needed to start acting like adults, they either needed to kiss each other goodbye or get over themselves.

He set his phone down and looked to Rohana. She was going to be alright. He would make sure of that.
[b “Hey-“] He said as he balanced a slice of pizza and smirked towards her.
[b “I think we all need to get away from here.”] He remarked, thoughtfully. Everyone did. Xylon and Erin needed to get away from everything, maybe the countryside or maybe that lodge Erin had spoken about so often. They couldn’t run from each other up there. Rohana could get away from memories of what had happened and maybe, just maybe, they could explore their feelings a little more in the seclusion.
  Erin Matthews / Nullification / 83d 23h 13m 46s
[font "tempus sans itc" Just knowing the male was willing to take her under his wing, made the woman feel even worse. She wouldn't ever be able to repay him, and she honestly didn't know how to. As he drove he mentioned something about eating. She shook her head. She couldn't think about that right now. She just wanted to curl up in bed, and just forget everything that happened. She leaned her head against the car window, and let the tears fall silently. She was alone, and she knew it. She reached up and brushed her cheeks dry.]

[font "tempus sans itc" When his small home came into view, her heart seemed to skip a beat. This place was everything she had ever dreamed about. It was small, and perfect. When he came around and helped er out of the car, and led her inside she took everyone one step at a time. Again he mentioned food, and she sighed a bit. [#9966CC "Seeing as it's not that late, a pizza would be nice.. No cooking involved"] she said lightly. She took the sweats from the male, and she looked down at the material in her hands. She needed a shower.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "I'll make you a deal.. You order the pizza, I'll take a shower, and then we can both crash in bed together..."] she said lightly. She didn't want to be alone, but the shower did sound kind of nice. So did the pizza. She wouldn't mind if she slept on the couch at this point. She wasn't going to take his bed, and make him sleep on the couch either. She wrapped her arms around the clothes, and went to the bathroom after he told her where it was. She shut the door behind her.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She stood there with her back against the door, and she took a breath. The tears started falling once more, and she wanted to throw something, anything. She turned on the water, as hot as it would go, and she put the sweats on the counter top, and undressed. She spent the next twenty minutes sitting on the shower floor bawling, as the hot water splashed down on her. She wrapped her arms around her legs, and pulled them to her chest. She sat there rocking back and forth sobbing quietly. Letting everything out finally.]

[font "tempus sans itc" When she felt calm enough, she stood and washed her hair with his shampoo, and then washed her body. She then shut the water off, and climbed out. She remembered where he said the towels were, and she wrapped herself in one. The bathroom was small, but it was a perfect size. She wiped the mirror clean of the steam, her skin red from the shower. She stood there looking at herself in the mirror. She didn't even know who she was anymore. She shook her head as she dried herself off, and put the sweats on.]

[font "tempus sans itc" They were a bit big, and she dug around in her pockets for her rubber bands, and she tied the sweats around her slender waist. She then found her black tank top and pulled it over her head. She was going braless, and she didn't care. When she got herself together, she hung up the towel, and picked up her dirty clothes and walked out of the bathroom, the chilly air hitting her still wet skin. She shivered a bit, as she walked out into the hall. She didn't see Will at first, until she looked into the living room.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She put her dirty clothes into the corner by the front door, and walked into the room. She walked in front of the male, and she looked up into his eyes. [#9966CC "Thank you.. And please don't hate me.."] she breathed out. It could have been the pain, and the feeling of being alone that made her reach up and tilt his head down towards her, but she didn't care. She closed the gap, and she touched her lips against his. She kissed him deeply, before pulling back, her cheeks tinting red.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "I'm sorry.."] she breathed out. She turned around and moved over to the couch. She couldn't believe she had done that. She sat down, and pulled her legs up to her chest. She couldn't even bring herself to look at him. She had felt a connection the moment she had laid eyes on him, and right now, she felt like a total idiot. Erin and Xylon though were so far from her mind, all she could think about was the taste of Will's lips against her's. She had to admit though, she really enjoyed it.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 84d 18h 30m 17s
Will watched Rohana and part of him wanted to go with her but he knew this wasn’t something he could do. He waited as he watched her go and sighed out softly. Poor girl had been through enough and he wished she didn’t have to do this. He waited, he fidgeted and paced a little because hearing Rohana seriously consider ending her own life put him on edge, regardless of the budding feelings for the female, he didn’t wish anyone to be alone through this.

When she emerged once more he looked over and he caught the girl in his arms, embracing her tightly to him as he rested a hand at the back of her head.
[b “Shh, alright.”] He said, he wouldn’t force her to stay here any longer. She could crash at his place if she wanted and he wasn’t going to leave her alone regardless anytime soon. She needed time to heal after everything she had seen. He guided her out into the air and he watched her, his heart breaking for the young woman. It was something curious and devastating to see a woman utterly break down in front of his eyes.
[b “Alright, alright. Don’t worry I’ll make sure they stay away for now.”] It was probably for the best. Xylon’s explosive temper and Erin’s not to subtle displeasure for Xylon and his behaviour wouldn’t mix in well.

He opened the car door for her and got in the drivers side.
[b “Hey, Ro, I know you don’t want to eat but you have to, alright? I’ll make you something back at my place.”] Will’s joking nature had evaporated it seemed, this was not the time nor the place for such things. He drove back to their place in the quiet, not sure what to say because words wouldn’t take away the hurt she was feeling. He knew that. He pulled up outside his small house and helped her out the car, leading her inside and turning on the lines and the heating.
[b “Uh, here.”] He fumbled around in the hamper and dug out some sweats she could wear. They were freshly washed and he looked in the cupboards. It was sort of awkward for him but he was more worried about keeping her safe and protected.
[b “Do you want a drink? Tea? Coffee?”] He murmured as he ambled around and sighed a little.

[b “You can stay, as long as you like, no funny business, I promise.”] He vowed.
  Erin Matthews / Nullification / 86d 6h 28m 30s
[font "tempus sans itc" Just having the stranger with her made her feel slightly better. Feeling his arms around her, made her realize she could be weak. She would be weak for awhile. She just watched her father kill himself right in front of her, and she felt like her whole world had been shattered once more. She didn't know how to handle it. In all honesty, she didn't want Xylon or Erin around. She wanted nothing to do with either of them right now, and that might be a horrible thing for her to think about, but it was true.]

[font "tempus sans itc" When he mentioned food, her stomach growled. She hadn't really eaten anything and she nodded lightly. She let him pull her up, and before they were about to leave the doctor walked over. [b "Rohana, I know you have seen enough tonight, but I need to to come with me for a moment. I promise you your girlfriend will be in good hands. She just needs to double check something"] the older man said. Rohana nodded a bit, and looked towards William. [#9966CC "I'll be right back.."] she whispered, and let the doctor lead her down the hall.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She knew what the man wanted her to do. She didn't want to identify her father again. She had no other choice. They had to make sure he was who she said. When she was walked into the room, she saw the table. Her father's body was right on top. She laced her fingers together, and started digging at her fingernails. [b "It's not going to take a long time Rohana. I just need you to let me know it's him, then you are free to go"] he said. The female nodded lightly, and took a breath.]

[font "tempus sans itc" The male drew the sheet down a little bit, and she felt like she was going to puke. [b "Rohana, is this your father Stephen Dagen?"] he asked her. She nodded lightly [#9966CC "Yes.. That's my father.."] she said her voice cracking. The male placed the sheet back, and he nodded lightly. [b "Thank you sweetheart, Heather will take you back to your boyfriend"] he said. She wasn't in the mood to tell him, that William wasn't her boyfriend. Heather took her arm and led her out of the room, and back down the hall.]

[font "tempus sans itc" When she saw William, she broke out into a run, and threw herself into his arms. She was shaking, and the tears were coming all over again. [#9966CC "Please.. Get me out of here.. I can't stay here any longer.."] she breathed out. She didn't know how well she would be able to walk, but she lowered herself onto her shaky legs. She then made her way out the emergency room doors, and out into the cooler air. Once she was outside, she broke down even more. Her heart was shattering all over again.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "I don't want either one of them around me.. Xylon and Erin.. I know that sounds horrible of me.. But I don't want either one of them helping.."] she hiccupped. She wrapped her arms around herself as she looked towards the male. She was glad he was here, because honestly she would have found something inside of that hospital, and she would have ended her life right then and there. She lowered her eyes, as she waited for the male to lead her to his car, and to take her away from here, and away from this nightmare at least for a little while.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 88d 18h 56m 17s
Erin was soon home and dry, a hot shower fixed her up better than she expecting and a strong cup of hot chocolate to feed her sweet tooth. She looked to her phone and eyed the message. She rolled her eyes, sometimes Xylon was completely stubborn and so stuck in his own dented pride he couldn’t function. Fine. If he didn’t want a reply then fine, maybe she would turn up, maybe she wouldn’t. He could sit and wonder for a change. If this was all Xylon was going to do then so be it but they were both adults now, they weren’t scared teenagers.

But Erin wasn’t an angry person. She never had been. She had always been the patient one, the one to look on the bright side of things and try to figure out a solution. She guessed that was why she and Xylon had worked so well together, they had balanced each other out. Xylon has taught her that it was okay to be angry and be annoyed sometimes, and she liked to think she had taught him some tolerance and patience somewhere along the lines. Then again, it didn’t really seem like that right now. He didn’t have to read her reply, and he didn’t have to care but she did.
[i ‘I’ll be there. And don’t worry, you’re doing a great job of making me hurt the same way you got hurt.’]

She sent the response and rubbed her eyes. Erin Matthews tended to get upset before she got angry. That was just how she was as a person. She wanted so badly to yell at him, to scream and push him but what good would any of that actually do? He would just get angrier. He would just get more stubborn. This wasn’t the Xylon she had grown up with, and maybe she needed to remember that. He wasn’t a boy anymore, he was a man. Erin read a few other texts and didn’t bother replying to any of them, mostly friends asking her to come out and have a few drinks but she really wasn’t in the mood. She changed into a T-shirt and underwear, clambering into bed and turning out her light, watching the rain hammer at the window. Part of her wanted to believe Xylon still cared, even if it was a small part of him. She wanted to call William and cry down the phone and break her heart to him but she couldn’t. Rohana was having it rough right then. She needed him more.

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William wrapped his arms around the young woman tightly, letting her speak and he didn’t dare interrupt. She had just lost her father and in the worst possible way. He stroked her back gently and looked over at the doctor. He shook his head a little. Hospitals and doctors really were relentless. He looked to Rohana on the floor and he caught her words. He sighed and sat down beside her, on the cold floor with his back to the wall, sitting right beside her.

[b “Well, you could.”] He remarked with a shrug.
[b “But I’ve got a better idea. I’ll help you with everything, alright? The funeral, the bills.”] He knew he wasn’t this woman’s best friend, he wasn’t Xylon, but he also wouldn’t be leaving her alone anytime soon. If she was having suicidal thoughts then she was a ticking time bomb and he didn’t want her to end it all. She had a whole life ahead of her. Some people were just destined for great and unfortunate things, but this woman had seen the unfortunate. Maybe it was time for the great to start seeping through the cracks.
[b “C’mon.”] He said as he got up and held out his hand to her.
[b “I’ll get us some takeout food. You can stay at my place. No funny business, I’ve got a spare room. We can head back and sort out a funeral and everything later in the week, Alright? I’m sure Xylon will want to help too.”] He assured her quietly. Xylon and Erin could sort out their own issues for a change. There were more serious things in life.

Besides. If anything, this whole event with Rohana should be making them realise they had such short lives and anything could happen at any given time. They should be looking to move forwards, not stuck in a spiral of pride and anger with each other. He looked to Rohana. He truly did feel for her, she had seen what no one should ever see in this world. And right then she needed to be strong. She needed to be stronger than she had ever been in her life. And William only hoped that she would be strong and if she wasn’t then she could borrow some of his strength.
  Erin Matthews / Nullification / 97d 11h 33m 47s
[font "tempus sans itc" Xylon had been sitting in the car a while when Erin came over. He rolled his window down, and he listened to what she said. His heart sank a bit. Rohana's father was dead? Why hadn't he gotten the message from her? Then again, she was always one track of a mind. He was glad that William was with her though. He wasn't about to barge into that one. He had his own drama to deal with. He wasn't about to unload his shit onto Rohana. What kind of friend would he be? [#B22222 "Thank you"] he managed.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He watched as Erin walked away. The rain was falling a bit harder. It was like the angels were crying for Rohana. He sighed lightly as he rolled up his window. He had read the message from Erin about meeting up. What was he supposed to say though? He didn't know what to do. He was torn between a lot of things right now. He knew how Rohana worked. She hated when a lot of people were around, so he would check on her later. Right now he had to clear his own head.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He looked out the window and realized that Erin was gone this time. That was a good thing. He didn't want to talk to her right now. He was too worked up with the news, and with what had happened awhile ago. He shut the car off, and climbed out. He then slammed his door closed and he made sure to lock it. He then made his way to his apartment and went inside. The rain was fitting his mood, and he really didn't give two fucks right now. His heart felt like it was breaking all over again.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He pulled out his phone and read over her message. Before he started a reply back. [#B22222 [i I saw the look of pain in your eyes because I hadn't replied back. What do you want from me Erin? I said we needed some time apart to really think. Then we could meet up. Just because I didn't reply right away doesn't mean shit. I do thank you for telling me about Rohana though, but she's in good hands with William. I know that makes me sound heartless, but I'm not. I know how she works.]]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#B22222 [i We will meet up back at the cafe on the weekend, and we will sit down and talk. Hell if needs be I'll make sure Rohana and William are there so we don't start yelling at one another. Because that's all I want to do right now. I just want to yell at you, cuss at you, make you hurt as much as you hurt me all those years ago. Does that make me a bad person? Yes it does. It makes me childish too. Wanting to make you hurt.]]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#B22222 [i That's why after this message you will not hear from me until this weekend. If we run into one another, that's fine. Just don't try calling or texting me for the next couple of days. We both really need to think about everything. If you hate me after this, then that might be a good thing. I'll see you on Saturday at 2:00 pm. Stay safe.]] He read the message and hit send. He knew he sounded like a heartless asshole, but he didn't care. His head was swimming, his heart was breaking, and he needed to be left alone.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He then thought about Rohana, and knew she would need him later. Right now she had William, and that's all that mattered. He slammed a fist into the wall, let out a string of cuss words, and then fell onto the couch, his head tilted back, his breathing hard. Everything was fucked up right now, and he didn't know how to handle it.]

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[font "tempus sans itc" Everything had changed in such a short amount of time, that she didn't know what to do. When she heard William's voice she looked up at him. Her eyes red and puffy. When he brought her a small cup of water, she took it and set it aside. She then threw herself into his arms, and the tears started falling once more. [#9966CC "He.. He said so many hurtful things.. I didn't even know about the knife until he pulled it out.. I thought he was going to me.. He cut his own throat.."] she sobbed out.]

[font "tempus sans itc" Those images were going to be forever implanted in her mind. The look in his eyes when he yelled at her, and called her a slut. It tore her apart. A fresh wave of tears came, and she buried her face into the male's neck. She was alone in the world now. She had no parents, and she had to plan her father's funeral. [b "Rohana Dagen?"] came the sound of a male. She lifted her head and looked up towards the doctor there and she nodded. [#9966CC "That's me.."] she breathed out. The male smiled sadly towards her.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [b "I know you have ID'd your father's body already so I'm not going to make you do it again. I just want you to know this is going to cost a lot of money. We can also hold his body until you can find a funeral home, and make the plans. I'm not going to make a promise for how long we will hold him, at least for three days total. I'm so sorry for your loss"] he said. That made the woman's heart drop even more. [#9966CC "I understand.. Thank you"] she breathed out.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She leaned back against the wall and sank back down onto the floor. She reached for the cup, and downed the water inside. [#9966CC "What am I going to do..? I don't have the kind of money for this.."] she nearly screamed out. Her heart was shattered, she had a total stranger with her, and all she wanted to do was scream. She sighed lightly as she bent her knees, and rested her arms across them. She looked pass William towards the wall across from her. The tears finally stopped.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She was glad Xylon wasn't here. She couldn't handle him or Erin right now. She tilted her head back and took a deep breath. [#9966CC "I should just end it all too.. It'll make this nightmare end.."] she said softly. In a way she hoped William would hear, but at the same time she hoped he wouldn't. She sighed a little bit, as she sat there feeling numb.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 100d 6h 29m 27s
It was hard. All of this was so hard and she wasn’t sure where to start. It was difficult to talk to her parents about everything and she sighed a little as she gave up. She was halfway home when she got the text from William and she wondered if Xylon knew about his friend Ro. She made a U-turn and headed to Xylon’s street. She didn’t know which apartment was his as she climbed out the car and rolled her eyes as the rain started. She ignored the rain as she flicked her hood up and eyed the street for his car. She couldn’t find it and she sighed as she wondered if anything was going to go right today.

Erin moved her wet hair out her face and sighed in relief when she saw Xylon’s car pull up. She knocked on his window and wiped water from her face.
[b “William text me. About your friend.”] She said and eyed him over.
[b “Her dad died. He’s gone to the hospital to check on her. You weren’t answering your phone at all, I figured you’d wanna know.”] Usually she would get upset that he had ignored her text about meeting up but this hardly seemed the time or the place. She didn’t know his friend that well but losing a parent was nothing to scoff at and she figured she’d end up avoiding the hospital because too many people would cause for bigger breakdowns.

[b “Will’s with her just now. He didn’t say which ward or anything or uh… well anything much.”] Given Xylon has ignored her offer for a meet up she had asked Will and found out that way. Then again, Will was a bit dense and sometimes didn’t think that maybe poor Ro wouldn’t want that sort of news shared around but his intentions had been good. She shifted back a bit and stood up straighter. She couldn’t do this with Xylon, whatever game they had going. She knew she had been cold back then but they were older now. She gave a sort of lazy, mock salute before figuring the rain was only going to soak and freeze her half to death. She stepped back and narrowly avoided a puddle, her mascara had smudged ever so slightly in the rain and she gave him a pained sort of smile before turning and heading back down towards her car to dry out.

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Will was sort of looking forwards to seeing the gorgeous woman again but the text really wasn’t what he had been expecting. He didn’t know her well but she had spoken bitter sweetly of her father when they last talked but he knew every girl out there loved their father. He sat up and ran a hand through his hair before grabbing his keys. He drained his coffee and headed out to his car, pausing when he got Erin’s message and as much as he wanted to help Erin our and listen to her troubles with Xy, Ro took priority right then with her grief. He sent a quick message back about what had happened, apologising before heading down to the hospital.

For a moment he was going to ask for a ward but then he remembered her father wouldn’t be in a ward. He’d be in the morgue most likely. He looked around and hoped she hadn’t gone off herself somewhere because he did know grief made people do stupid shit. He caught sight of a huddled creature bawling their eyes out and he nodded to the receptionist before heading over and taking a knee in front of her.
[b “Hey.”] He wasn’t very good at this but he was really trying and he sighed softly as he placed a hand on her arm. He wasn’t really sure what to say. Sorry wouldn’t cut it and honestly, he couldn’t imagine the trauma she was going through.

[b “Right little lady. You need a drink.”] He remarked as he fetched her some water because she had probably cried herself into dehydration. This was going to be tough for her and he was doing the best he could and all he really knew was that people going through grief needed to eat, drink and rest as well as they could. Of course she could reject his help completely and he would understand and probably ask Erin to call Xylon to deal with it. But he wouldn’t have felt right leaving her in the waiting room by herself.
  Erin Matthews / Nullification / 104d 19h 51m 34s
[font "tempus sans itc" The male was still sitting at the table wondering what the fuck he was doing. He shouldn't have even gone to see the woman. He should have left it all at that, and everything would have been fine. No, he wasn't like that. Her mother had invited him over, and he wasn't about to tell her mother no. He did that once, and he got his ass handed to him. So since then, he treated Erin's mother like his own, and did as he was told or asked to do. That's just the kind of person he was.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He heard his phone buzz and read the message she sent back. Maybe it would be best if they took a couple days apart. See what they really wanted from the other, and maybe they could both sit down and really talk about things. Maybe they weren't meant to have their path's cross again. Maybe it was a really bad fucking idea. He sighed lightly and ignored the message. He sat there rubbing his temples, and then he thought about Rohana. She didn't seem okay when he had seen her, and now she was gone too.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He pushed himself up, and he grabbed his phone. He would talk to her in them morning. He wasn't in the right mind space right now, and William had gone after her, so maybe that was a good thing. At least she was in some good hands, or at least he hoped she was. He sighed lightly as he walked out of the cafe, and to his car. He slid in behind the wheel, started it up and headed home. Once he was home, he sat in the driveway a couple more minutes.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He knew the moment he would enter the house, his mother would be all over him about seeing Erin. She was always like that. He didn't know why he had even come to his parents house, but he needed advice. The only good person he could go to was his mother for that. He knew his father wasn't home yet, so he wouldn't get his ass chewed out about owning his own tattoo shop. He shut the car off, climbed out and locked the car behind him. He then went up the front of the drive and punched in the code.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He walked in through the garage, and he opened the door to the smell of brownies. [#B22222 "It's just me Ma"] he called out. He made sure to kick off his shoes, before entering the kitchen. The beautiful red head was at the counter licking the spoon, and she looked up at her son and smiled. [b "Well hi sweetheart. Brownies are in the over, they should be done in about twenty minutes or so"] she said lightly. The male shrugged a bit, and walked over to the counter, and sat on a bar stool.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#B22222 "That's alright ma, I'm not in the mood for chocolate anyway. I just got back from seeing Erin"] he said with a small sigh. The woman lowered the spoon back into the bowl, and she looked her son straight in the eye. [b "How did that go? And be honest with me"] she said. The male sighed and ran a hand over his face. He didn't know where to even start. She knew everything that had happened between the two of them, and she would always take his side no matter what.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#B22222 "It was alright I suppose. I mean, I can't complain. She still looks the same, but older. I guess seeing her brought back all of the pain, and the memories of me telling her that I wanted her to be my girlfriend. I honestly feel like she didn't trust me back then.."]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [b "I know it's hard seeing your old love, but sweetheart, is it really worth putting yourself though all of that again? Being in the same town as her could bring back so many memories, that you don't want."]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#B22222 "Honestly I don't know. I mean, I don't want her thinking I'm running away because she's home. But I also don't want to be back in that dark place either"] he admitted. The woman walked over, and she wrapped her arms around her son. [b "I know sweetheart. It broke my heart seeing you like that, and if you have to leave town, I will support you in that choice"] she said kissing his head. The male sighed, knowing she would support him no matter what. That's one reason why he loved her so much.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#B22222 "I know, and I thank you for that. I should get going though, I have an early day at the parlor tomorrow"] he said. He stood and gave his mother a proper hug. He kissed her cheek, they said their goodbyes, and he was back in his car. He backed out of the driveway, and he headed to his apartment. Really thinking about leaving town, and starting over new. Maybe that's what he needed, but then again he didn't really know for sure what he wanted.]

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[font "tempus sans itc" The female felt like a total idiot. She didn't meant to snap, and yet she had. She felt like she was being judged, when in reality she had been the one judging him. When he wrapped his arms around her, she felt something. Something she hadn't felt in ages. She felt safe. A feeling she didn't think she would ever feel again. When he pulled back, she wiped the tears from her eyes and she gave him her number. [#9966CC "Thank you"] she managed to say. She then watched as he walked away, leaving her alone.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She took a deep breath and she walked into her house. That's when she heard the yelling, and her heart sank into her stomach. [b "Who the fuck's in my house?!"] came the sound of her father's voice. [#9966CC "It's me daddy"] she said, as she slid her shoes off and walked towards his bedroom. She let out a small scream at the sight she saw before her. [b "Get the fuck out of my house! You dirty whore!"] he yelled at her. That broke Rohana's heart. She shook her head and walked into her room, her hands up.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "Daddy, put the knife down. It's me Rohana, your daughter. I'm not a whore. I just got back home. I needed to go for a small walk. I'm sorry I was gone so long"] she said lightly, trying to keep her voice steady. The male was losing it, and he looked towards her. [b "You aren't my daughter. My daughter wouldn't be off running around with all different kinds of men. She would have been home, spending time with me"] he breathed out. He raised the knife, and Rohana stopped in her tracks.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She felt her phone buzz in her pocket, but she ignored it. This was the first time she had ever walked into something like this. [#9966CC "Daddy please.. Your scaring me.. Put the knife down"] she pleaded with the male. The man raised the knife, and pointed it to his throat. [b "I'm finally putting myself out of his misery, and I don't want to be around you, you dirty slut!"] he screamed at her. With that final word, his sliced the knife over his throat. Rohana let out a scream, as she bolted to his side.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "DADDY! NO!"] she screamed. She watched with horror in her eyes as the blood spilled onto the carpet. She then grabbed the sheets off the bed, and she pressed them to her father's throat. Her heart was hammering inside of her chest. She had no other choice but to put her knee against his throat. She had to do something. She knew he wouldn't last long. With blood covered hands, she pulled her phone out, and managed to dial 911. [b "911, what's your emergency?"] came the voice of a woman on the other end.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#9966CC "My name is Rohana Dagen. My father has a really bad disease and he just slit his throat! Please for the love of God send someone out here!"] she yelled. The woman on the other end tried to keep her calm. Rohana rattled off her address, and pretty soon she heard the sirens. The cops busted the door in, and they ran right into the room. They moved the woman aside, and she sat on her father's bed. She didn't know what to do. She watched her father kill himself, and she didn't know what to do.]

[font "tempus sans itc" That's when she thought of William. With shaky fingers, she opened his text message, and read it. She shook her head a bit, wishing he was here right now. With shaking hands she wrote out a message. [#9966CC [i I have to go to the hospital.. My daddy just killed himself..]] was all she managed to type. She then hit send, and she was following the men out of her house. She would deal with the blood and clean up later. She just wanted to make sure her father was going to be okay.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She climbed into the vehicle and tears ran down her face. She didn't remember anything else after that. She knew her father was dead, but she wanted to hear it from one of their mouths. Her whole world shattered in one single night. She was alone in the world, and that hurt her more than anything right now. As soon as they were at the hospital, her father was taken away, and she was left alone in the waiting room. She put her head into her hands, and bawled.]
  υndyιng / MoonBird- / 108d 5h 47m 5s
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