ѕυιcιdal тendencιeѕ

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[center [pic https://i.imgur.com/Thutltw.jpg]][center [size9 [b [size9 Note:]] Please for the love of god, if this role play is triggering to you, DO NOT FUCKING APPLY! This is going to be dark, and mature. Suicide isn't something you should do. It's heartbreaking, and damaging to those who are still living. You have been warned.]]

[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u A shot to kill the pain; a pill to drain the shame. A purge to stop the gain; a cut to break the vein.]]]][center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u A smoke to ease the crave; a drink to win the game. An addiction's an addiction; and it hurts the same.]]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" Everyone has been told, 'Suicide isn't the way to go'. People have also been told 'Everything would be better if you weren't here'. Sometimes it's hard to hear things like that. What people don't understand is, words really do hurt. You would think you have a good support system, your family was there, your friends cared, and the world wasn't out to get you. How wrong you are. There is suicide around ever where you turn. You can't escape it, and you sure as hell can't get away from it. No matter how hard you try, there is always someone killing themselves, or simply calling out for help.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" There are things that run though your head, things you wish other's would understand. Things you don't want to think about, and things you wish would simply end. For these four adults, their whole lives have been changed. They are all suffering from something. If it's an eating disorder, to being bullied, it doesn't matter. Inside of their minds, suicide is always at the top. The feeling of the blade as it slices though the skin. The feeling of the sticky blood, the feeling of being able to deal with that pain in the worst way possible. The signs are there, but no one is helping, no one is listening, and pretty soon it's going to be too late.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" Simply calling out for help isn't enough anymore. The four adults don't know anything about each other. The Jukes siblings aren't close like they used to be. They are slowly drifting apart, and it's not helping their cause at all. Their parents don't care. They are alone in a world filled with people. Lyale has turned to drinking, while Kianna has turned to the call of the blade. They have tired more than one way to end their life. That's until one day, while they are in a chat room, two other adults catch their eye. Something about these strangers is drawing them in, and maybe they will be able to seek help.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b Female Two] and [b Male Two] are in the same boat as the Jukes siblings. They don't have anyone to trust. They are alone, and they are losing the will to live. Reaching out to other's like them, is their last chance. They decide to meet up. Meet up in New York City for a month. See where things lead, and maybe they would be willing to heal each other. Things pop up, things go wrong, but the four still manage to make it. Now that they are all under the same roof, is when things take a different turn. A turn they all thought wasn't possible. A healing process is underway, and it's scaring all of them to death.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" What'll happen when feelings start to rise? Will the four be able to keep the bond they have? Or will something come and tear them apart? Will they be able to get the help they have been seeking for? Or will it all be done in vein? You will never know unless you join [b [i [u Suicidal Tendencies]]].]]

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[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u The cast of Suicidal Tendencies.]]]]

[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u Kianna Jukes: Taken]]]][center [pic https://i.imgur.com/vbN6OI2.jpg]]

[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u Lyale Jukes: Taken]]]][center [pic https://i.imgur.com/Blk2aK3.jpg]]

[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u Erin Hans: Taken]]]][center [pic http://share-fastly.picmonkey.com/prod/photo_posts/1ibypqLqFGN_16283710.jpg]]

[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u Emil Hans: Taken]]]][center [pic http://share-fastly.picmonkey.com/prod/photo_posts/GKxXiNEu7tc_16283706.jpg]]

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[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u What I need from you.]]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" I'm going to make this really simple. I would like you to fill out a little skeleton and private message me. When you do message me, make sure it's titled Killing Spree so I know you read this, and the rules. Here's what I need inside of the Private Message.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [i Character Pictures *Don't fully link them* || Character Names || Character Ages || Job || Biography.]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" See, that's not too hard now is it? Just make sure you send everything I'm asking for, because I won't ask again. If I have to ask you twice, then I'll know you didn't read everything. Now onto the rules.]]

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[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u The rules of Suicidal Tendencies.]]]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u First-]] The pictures are going to be real. None of the over used shit either. If it's too big, I will ask you to resize it to a smaller size. If you can't find one to your liking, simply message me and ask me for help. I would be more than happy to help you look, or edit your picture for you. Just don't get mad at me, if I ask you to change/edit it.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Second-]] Romance will be a big part of this story, but not at first. Just like in real life you have to work up to it. It's not a love at first sight type of thing. Cybering is a no on this site, if you want to keep the story line going, then we can move this to e-mail, or just skip it all together. That won't happen for awhile though, so we won't need to talk about that right away.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Third-]] Joining and then ditching is a no. If you don't like where this role play is going, simply message me and we can plot something out. Or if you are simply bored of it, and don't want to do it anymore, simply message me and tell me. I won't be mad if you get tired of it. Just if you join and then never post, is when I will be slightly annoyed with you. So please, at least talk to me about leaving the thread.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Forth-]] Plot twists is a must. I love plotting things out, and see where we want it to go. It's not that hard to become my friend either. So if you have something in mind, and wanna run it by me, all you gotta do is message me and be like 'Hey! I have an idea, and I just wanted to see what you thought about it!'. Because honestly I will do the same thing to you, so don't be surprised if you get messages from me about ideas.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Fifth-]] Stealing this idea is a no. It's something that's important to me. If I see anything like it, or someone stealing the main idea I will make it known you stole it from me. I have worked hard on this idea, and if you like it that much, ask me if you can borrow it. Just make sure to give me the credit for it. I will most likely say yes to letting you borrow it, as long as you ask me first.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Sixth-]] Posting. I know we all have lives outside of this site. I work full time, and sometimes on my day's off I'm not always on until later that night. So if you need a couple of days to post, I'm okay with that. If you are gonna be gone for a week or two, please let me know because if you don't, then I'll think you ditched out on me. I will do the same thing for you as well. If I can't post, or having a hard time I will make sure to let you know.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Seventh-]] Doubling is a must. As you can see I'm playing one male, and one female. I would like you to do the same. If you insist on playing only one role, and one role only, then I will deny you the spot. I'm doing this to make it fair for the both of us. Sometimes you have to come out of your comfort zone a little bit, push yourself a little bit farther. It's really simple.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Eighth-]] Please for the love of God don't message me over and over asking when I'm gonna post. That's something I really hate, and it get's on my nerves when that happens. I like to take time on my posts, and I like to make sure it's the way I want it. If you see me online, I'm most likely working on my post, and making sure it's done right. If I take two weeks to post, that's when you can message me and ask what's going on. Other than that, do not bug me to post, and I will not bug you to post either.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Ninth-]] I love details inside of my role play's. I can post well over 1,000 words. Yes I said 1,000 words. That's only if I have the right partner, and if I have a lot in my head for a post. For this story though I'm only looking for about 500-600 words a post. If I need to put a posting limit I will. Anything less than that, and I will lose interest, or it'll take me longer to post because I don't have anything to work off of. So please don't make me put a posting limit.]]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [u Tenth-]] Now that I'm done sounding like a total bitch, I want this to be enjoyable for the both of us. That's what writing is about anyway. Having fun, and making something beautiful together. So please enjoy writing with me, and let's make something amazing, and see where this will lead.]]


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[font "tempus sans itc" As the messages came though, all of them were still game. That's something she was looking forward too. A small smile passed over her lips as she opened up a new tab, and started looking for small cabins, or a really nice hotel. She had been the one to first bring it up. She didn't know how the other's would have reacted to it, but she was glad they had been all for it. She bit the inside of her cheek wondering what it would be like to really meet them face to face. Then it all of a sudden hit her.]

[font "tempus sans itc" What if she wasn't what Emil was used too? She hadn't really asked him what he looked for, and she all of a sudden felt like she wasn't going to be good enough. She had hit it off with Erin, the two had clicked, but then again she was always clicking really well with females. Something about them made her feel more comfortable. She did flirt with men, but that's only if she was really interested in them. She bit her lip lightly as she googled hotels in New York.]

[font "tempus sans itc" They were amazing, and the prices were pretty decent. She wondered if they should all split the cost, or if they should just pay her back. Then again, it had been her idea for them all to meet up. She then went back to the main page, and started typing again. [#D7ACAC [i I think we should somehow split the cost if we want a hotel. Or a cabin. Just to make it fair for everyone. Did we want something where we wouldn't be in the same place, or would a cabin be better? We'd all be in the same space pretty much.]]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#D7ACAC [i Honestly I'm game for whatever. I'm just looking up prices right now for hotels. Some of them are really nice, but I feel like it would be more personal if we didn't have a lot of other people around.]] She read the message over, and then hit send. She then clicked back to the hotel's page and rolled her eyes. Maybe she should start looking at cabins, and if they weren't in New York, so what? At least that could be their meeting place anyway.]

[font "tempus sans itc" As she started looking up cabins, she found a really nice one. The pictures were amazing, they would be up in some mountains, and the cost was amazing. She then decided right then and there they would stay there instead. She went back to the group messaging. [#D7ACAC [i Change of plans. Found the perfect cabin! It's in the mountains, and it's perfect. It has a lake around it, and it'll be away from the busy life. Which I think we all need. I'm going to book it now.]] She hit send, and closed out the hotel's page.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She then went about booking the cabin, and paid for it right then and there. It was for a month out, and her heart was hammering inside of her chest. Everything was happening so quickly, and she didn't know what to really think. It was happening. She sent the conformation number to the other's, and then logged off. She shut her lap top, leaned her head back, took a breath and sighed. It was finally happening. She would meet the man she'd slowly been falling for. Their talks away from the other's was amazing, and romantic.]

[font "tempus sans itc" The way Emil talked made her feel comfortable. She didn't have to put on a mask around him. The only person she didn't have to put a mask on around was her brother. Now that Emil popped up into her life, she had someone else she could trust. She was still worried though, what if she wasn't what Emil wanted? That thought darkened her mood, and she stood and went to take a shower. She was off work for the next couple of days, and she had some home work to finish. She made her way to the bathroom, trying to clear her mind.]

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[font "tempus sans itc" Lyale was trying to keep his mind off of what was going on. He could feel his phone going off in his pocket, and yet he was on the clock. He had a feeling it was Kianna doing all of the messaging right now. She tended to do that when she was excited about something. As the male stood there thinking, a red headed female walked into the bar and walked up to the counter. [b "Excuse me, but I was wondering if I could get a strong ass drink at the moment"] she said taking a seat.]

[font "tempus sans itc" The male shook his head, and looked towards her. [#01A9DB "Sure, what kind can I get you?"] he asked her. She shrugged a bit, and looked up at him and batted her eyes at him. [b "Well I was hoping it would be you. I haven't had a good lay in a while, and hell, you look like you could use a good lay as well"] she cooed. Lyale raised a 'brow towards her and shook his head a bit. This woman wasn't going to stop, and he knew she wasn't going to stop either.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He took a deep breath and started talking. [#01A9DB "I'm sorry sweetheart, but I'm interested in someone else, and I'm not about to cheat on her. Even though her and I aren't together, doesn't mean I'm going to randomly sleep with someone else"] he said with a small shrug of his shoulders. He watched as the woman's eyes clouded over. She wasn't used to being told no in such a manner. She leaned forward, her chest showing a tad bit. [b "What can I do to make you change your mind?"] she asked him lightly.]

[font "tempus sans itc" The male shook his head a bit. [#01A9DB "Nothing will change my mind. I'll get you a drink, and after that you should leave"] he said. The woman shook her head a bit, and flipped the male off. [b "Don't bother with the drink. I just wanted the sex"] she snapped. Lyale raised a 'brow and watched her storm out. The male laughed a bit and rolled his eyes. The woman was pissed off, and he honestly didn't care. He went about cleaning the glasses, and taking orders as people came in. When his break rolled around, he was glad.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He made his way outside and sat on the ground. He leaned his back against the wall, and opened the messages. Of course it was all from his sister. She had found the perfect place, and booked it. He would pay her back, and she knew it. He then replied to the other messages. [#01A9DB [i I think we should meet up sooner or later. Some chick just tried getting me into her bed, and it was really awkward for me to deal with. I really need Erin's attention right now more than anything.]]]

[font "tempus sans itc" He added a winky face, and didn't care if Kianna and Emil got grossed out about his message. He really did care about Erin, and the moment he would see her, would be the moment he would know he's found his perfect match. He couldn't wait for that time to happen. He opened up a different chat, and made sure it was just with Erin only. He didn't want Emil and Kianna to see what he was about to say. [#01A9DB [i Hey beautiful, that other message was true. She did want me to sleep with her.]]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#01A9DB [i I told her that I was interested in someone else, and it's true. You've captured my attention more than anyone else ever has. So when this trip finally rolls around, I'm going to treat you like the queen you are. I can't wait to finally see what you look like, and I sure as hell can't wait to finally kiss you. Maybe you and I could end up going somewhere else, away from Kianna and Emil. Lemme know what you think.]] He read the message over and sighed a bit before hitting send.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He might end up regretting it later. None of them had ever video chatted, so when they met up they would finally see what each other look like. He leaned his head back, closed his eyes and relaxed a little bit, enjoying the small break he deserved at the moment.]
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[center [font “Letter” [b One Year Ago]

[b “Emil Baby wake up Nikki gave me some new stuff he wants you to try. If its good we are gunna make a great profit and we can buy that dream home that we talked about. The one you said you wanted to take me and your sister too.”] she spoke knowing how to get to Emil. Emil used to be a good guy until he met Ally and Nikki they both had got him into some pretty shitty situations.

He began to date Alley who was also dating Nikki a man you didn’t want to get mixed up with if you wanted to keep your sanity. Emil was okay with it because he was what he thought was in love with Alley. It was really just one sided Alley loved Nikki, Nikki loved Emil and Emil loved Alley. Its probably the reason Alley would feed him the drugs that Nikki gave her to try.

Emil looked up at Alley smiling as he touched her face finally coming back to his senses from the last batch. He looked at the bag, [#008B8B Another line of speed?”] he asked as Alley made two lines one for her and one for him. As Emil had finished the line his phone began to ring looking down it was his father. What could his father want from him its not like ever time they talk its on good terms. His father hated his friend he hated how Emil had turned out and tried to tell him how to live his life and he wasn’t going to.

Emil ignored the call and watched as Alley began to prepare two needles. Emil told Nikki and Alley that he would never shoot up that’s the one thing he would never do but the male wasn’t even in the right state of mind. His phone began to go off once again it was his father. Emil answered. [#008B8B “Your really a persistent Bastard if I don’t answer the first time….”] He was interrupted by crying and yelling he heard people in the back round. [#008B8B “Pa… Pa whats wrong!”] He asked.

[b “Erin…. Erins Not breathing. She… She.. overdosed! Shes going to Everinies Memorial Hospital I expect you to come.”] he then hung up. Emil sat there frozen the Speed now starting to hit him and Alley sat next to him with two needles filled with Meth. He looked over to her. [#008B8B “I Need two more now!”] he screamed making her jump up and do as he said. [#008B8B “I Need more now hurry the fuck up before I kill you!”] he shouted putting the two needle in his pocket ore putting his jacket on and grabbing the two other needles from her taking Nikkies keys from the table.

[#008B8B “Tell Nikki I am barrowing his Car he can find it at the Hospital.”] the male hissed rushing to the hospital. Once there he burst into his sisters room before screaming in agony. His father was telling the truth she was there on the table a tube down her neck as they pumped her stomach. He wasn’t about to let her go alone he walked to her side pulling out the four needles taking two at a time pushing the liquid into his vains before dropping them and grabbing Erin’s hand. [#008B8B “I wont let you go alone my dear little sister we will cross the Bridge together.] He spoke before falling to the ground the drugs hitting him hard.

[b Present]

Emil sat on the couch having a couple of laughs with Nikki before looking over at Alley who seemed to be strung out of her mind sitting up against the wall. [#008B8B “Hey why don’t you take it easy on her.”] He spoke and Nikki looked at Emil and sighed.

[b “That bitch almost let you die she gave you enough to OD on and your trying to still save her?”] he laughed Emil just sat there and took out a smoke.

[#008B8B “Ill be back later I have to go check on my sister okay?”] he spoke before leaving the place grabbing the last of his things from the house. He no longer wanted to associate himself with these people and once he got to his sister he would call the cops and free Alley of her suffering. He found out that she really was trying to get rid of him making him try different drugs together. Emil really didn’t mind he wanted to go but he wanted to do it slowly.

As Emil had drove away from the house four cars had passed him going to the house . [#008B8B “That’s weird having so many people show up together like that. All Well.”] he said taking a drag of his cig looking at his phone and the group chat asking if they were all still going. [#008B8B “No other place I really want to be right now so of course ill meet up with you guys.”] he pressed send then drove to his sisters.]]

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[Center [Font “Letter [b One Year Ago]

Erin stood in front of the mirror her shirt of as she touched her stomach. [b “Your so fat, How can anyone ever love a fat Hog like you Erin you should go back to your country we don’t care for people like you in our country.”] She heard their voices on repeat in her head. Of course if you saw Erin’s Body she was thin she was below the healthy weight for her age and height but id didn’t matter to the bullies its because she had a thick accent she wasn’t from America originally but gained Citizenship when her father married a rich millionaire mother from Beverly hills California.

Everyone loved her at first but when she realized people were only trying to be her friend because she had money and she would spend on them. The moment she stopped spending hundreds on these people she called friend was the moment they started to hate her call her names. They left notes in her locker telling her that she had to kill herself because no one wanted her here.

The Abuse from these people got worse. Erin began to purge every time she ate, she couldn’t keep it down she wouldn’t her Brother Emil was the first to notice her drastic weight loss. Erin could eat one or two peas and felt like she had to throw them up since they would make her gain weight. Erin lost all contact with her so called friends even her Ex. She Had lost it she lost everyone in her life her brother had even ignored her in the end. Erins father was to far up her step mothers ass that they no longer sat at dinner together.

The siblings still got their own credit and debit cards that their Step mother would give them a hefty Allowance but Erin hasn’t used hers it racked up. Erin shook her head he body seemed fragile but she wasn’t skinny enough was she.

Erin wobbled to her room where her small frail hands had written two letters. One to her older Brother Emil and One to her Father and Step Mother. [#6495ED “Im So sorry My dearest brother, im so sorry that I have not been able to be around you. Im sorry I ignored your problems because I believed that my own were far worse. I am So sorry that we drifted apart. I hope that my Passing will help you grow stronger. I hope that you will see the light and your own worth in this Life. I Love you My Dearest Большой Брат Эмиль ] Erin put the letter aside and started her parents letter.

After all was said and done she looked at the bottle of pills that she should have been taking to help her with her problem and began to tear up it was time she would pass peacefully right? Erin walked to her bed with the bottle of pills letting them fall into her hand.

[#6495ED “The last thing that will ever go in my body and the only thing I will not Purge.”] she said to herself before downing the pills with the glass of water she had prepared for herself this morning.

[b Present]

Erin sat on her bed putting her thumb and finger around her wrist to make sure that she could still touch her finger to her thumb when someone had knocked on her door making her jump slightly. [#6495ED “C..Come in.”] her voice was corse. A Male had walked in with a plate covered, it was the butler that her parents had hired to directly take care of her and only her. He had to sit there with her make sure she at least had three bites of food and wait 30 minutes after the bites so she wouldn’t go throw them up.

They believed it worked but in the end it had only made it worse, her parents had her in mind since last year she ended up in the hospital flatlined on overdosing on her medications so the butler also had to regulate her meds as well. Of Course her Father never really bothered to check on her it was her Step mother who was more worried about her. She waited until the butler was gone before she got up to go to the bathroom quickly getting distracted when her computer had dinged. It was the group, the group of friends she had made. One of the people was her brother the other two were siblings Kianna and Lyale They both had suicidal thoughts and tendencies.

These were the only people that she could really get close to was it because they were like her? Erin walked to the computer sitting at the chair seeing that Kianna asked if they were going to meet up in New York in a month. Right before Erin had sent her message she saw that Lyale had said he was still game if everyone was. [#6495ED “I wouldn’t miss it for the world you can count me in.”] her finger hovered over the send button before pressing it only to hear a knock on the door again she quickly locked her computer walking to the door.]]
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[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u One Year Ago.]]]]

[font "tempus sans itc" A small sigh passed though the woman's lips. She wasn't in the mood to be dealing with people. Yet here she was, standing behind a counter taking orders, and plastering on a smile that hurts her cheeks. She narrowed her eyes when an old friend of her's came into the small shop. She couldn't believe her eyes. The woman standing before her, was wearing pretty much nothing, and then men in the building were out right watching her. [#D7ACAC "How can I help you?"] she breathed out, she was trying to keep her temper in check, but it wasn't going well.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [b "Kianna! I didn't know you worked here. How are you darling? How's the love life going?"] the blonde asked, as she leaned against the counter. Kianna just shook her head lightly and tried not to roll her eyes. [#D7ACAC "Why the fuck do you care? You never did, so why do you now?"] she snapped. The two girls had been close for years, but when Julia started growing in places, things changed. If Kianna had her eye on someone, Julia wanted the same thing. It was like she was second place to the blonde woman.]

[font "tempus sans itc" Julia looked slightly taken back. Then her eyes narrowed, and she leaned up and crossed her arms. [b "You were my best friend in the world Kianna. So of course I'm going to care"] She said with a hurt look in her eyes. Kianna just shook her head, [#D7ACAC "Rose will take care of you"] she snapped and walked away. She didn't care at the moment, and she knew her job was already on the line. Why did it bother her so much that Julia was even there? She didn't know, but she hated it none the less.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She tore off her apron, and she walked into the back to clock out. She knew it was bad customer service to do that, but she didn't care. Julia always got under her skin, and today was the same way. She sighed lightly when she gathered her things, and grabbed her book bag. She walked out of the building and straight to her car. She slid inside, and sat there for a moment. She lowered her head to the wheel and let the tears fall. She felt like she was losing control over her life.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She sat there for a couple of minutes, before she put herself back together. She had to get home, and get her homework done. She had early classes tomorrow morning, but she couldn't get Julia out of her head. She started the car, and pulled out of the parking lot. She headed towards home, and pulled into the driveway. She spotted her parents cars, and groaned. [#D7ACAC "Great..."] she muttered. She had to deal with them, and she didn't want too. She just wanted to have a quiet night to herself, was that too much to fucking ask for?]

[font "tempus sans itc" She shut the car off, grabbed her things and slid out. She walked up the front steps, put her key into the lock and opened the door. As soon as she did, she heard her parents whispering, but then they stopped. [i "Kianna? Is that you?"] her father's voice floated through the air. [#D7ACAC "Yes daddy, it's me"] she called back. She dropped her keys into the dish, and slowly made her way to the kitchen, her bag across her shoulder. She let her hair down, when she entered seeing her parents at the table. Her heart fluttered in her chest at the sight.]

[font "tempus sans itc" Her mother pointed to a chair, and she sat down. She looked between them both, and then Lyale walked into the room. She jumped to her feet and hugged her brother. That's when the smell hit her. She took a step back, and they all started talking about why Lyale was home. [#D7ACAC "I'm going to go shower, and then work on my homework though. Come with me?"] she asked. The male only nodded, and followed her out of the kitchen, and went into his own room to wait for his sister..]

[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u Present Day.]]]]

[font "tempus sans itc" It's been a year since Lyale came home, and things have only gotten worse. Kianna was sitting in the bathroom, her blade in hand. She had just gotten into another fight with her mother, and all she wanted to do was bawl. She had tried taking her life again, but since then her mother has been keeping a really close eye on her. She missed being close to her brother, but she had met a man online. He had the same issues as her. They were all suicidal, and she didn't even understand why he would even be there for her. She was grateful for it.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She bit her lip lightly as she looked down at the blood dripping from her skin. She stayed in there a while longer before she finally washed the blood away, and bandaged herself up. As she was putting the first aid kit back, she heard her mother banging on the door. She rolled her eyes as she opened it. [#D7ACAC "What? Are you scared that I'm trying to take my life again?"] she snapped. Her mother took a step back and shook her head. [b "I just wanted to let you know, your phone is going off"]]

[font "tempus sans itc" Kianna's heart jumped inside of her chest. Was it him? She couldn't help but wonder if it was. She had been talking to the male for the past month. She knew Lyale was talking to someone as well. They had started talking to the other adults at the same time. She had been the one to come across the so called [i [b 'Suicide chat room']]. She didn't know if it was a good idea at the time, but she was glad she had. She finally had someone else she could talk too.]

[font "tempus sans itc" She felt her mother's eyes boring into her, and she narrowed her own. [#D7ACAC "Bloody hell mom. Leave me alone"] she snapped as she walked into her room, and slammed her door closed. She raced to her phone, and checked the ID. It was Julia. Her heart sank into her stomach, and she was curious to know what the woman wanted. She flipped her phone open, and read the text message that was sitting there.]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [b [i Hey. I know you and I haven't been on the best of talking terms, but your mother told me what's been going on. I just wanted to say how sorry I am for the past year. I shouldn't have been such a horrible friend to you, and I would like to make it up to you. I miss the old days, when you and I had been close. I know since Lyale's been home, you've shut off even more. I know I'm the last person you want to hear from, but I'm here for you. -J]]]]

[font "tempus sans itc" That's all the message said. She narrowed her eyes, and started typing out a reply.]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [#D7ACAC [i Don't bother with the whole bullshit. You screwed me over, and honestly, I don't want your fucking friendship. You changed when we started getting older. You started wanting everything I had. Including my brother. You hurt him, and you fucked me over so bad in the end. Julia I don't want to hear from you. I don't want you to even come around. You can talk to my mother all you want, but don't bother talking to me. I will never forgive you, for what you did to me.]]]]

[font "tempus sans itc" She read the message over, and then hit send. She then blocked Julia from contacting her again.]

[font "tempus sans itc" Maybe that was a bad idea on her part, but she didn't care. She sat down at her desk, looked at the fresh cuts on her arm, and sighed. She booted up her laptop, and signed into the chat room. She has asked the other's if they would want to be in a private room. They had all agreed, and she saw that the other's were on as well. A small smile passed over her lips, as her fingers flew across the board. Her mind trying to figure out what to say.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#D7ACAC [i Good evening, or morning. I can't remember. Did we still wanna try and all meet up in New York in a month?]] She made sure the message was simple as that, and then hit send. All she had to do now was simply wait for their replies.]

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[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u One Year Ago.]]]]

[font "tempus sans itc" The male let out a small sigh. This wasn't happening right now. He didn't want to be moving back home, but the woman he had been living with, was treating him like shit. He knew she was cheating on him, and he wasn't going to have that. When he had been at work, he asked his best friend to keep an eye on her. Sure enough she was out sneaking off to meet a blonde man, and she would always go to his apartment. Lyale sat in the living room, with his head in his hands, slightly shaking.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He was going to corner her, and make her tell him everything. He had the right to know, even if it meant killing him in the process. As the hours slowly ticked by, he started packing up his things. He had made the choice on letting her keep the apartment. She could finally sleep in their bed, with her new fling. He didn't give a shit anymore. As he was taping up the last box, was when he heard the door unlocking, and Andrea walked though the door. [b "Baby? Are you here?"] she called out, closing the door behind her.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#01A9DB "I'm in the bedroom"] he called out. He wanted her to see what he was doing. He wanted her to see the pain she was causing him, and he wanted her to see what she was doing to him. He had trusted her, he had given her his heart, and for what? Just to have her fucking around with some other guy. [b "I was thinking about ordering in some dinner, and watching some movies. What do you think?"] she asked. The male didn't say anything, he just waited for her to come into the room.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [b "Baby? What do you think?"] she called again. When he didn't answer, she made her way into the room and stopped dead in her tracks. [b "Lyale, what are you doing? What's with the boxes?"] She asked crossing her arms over her chest. [#01A9DB "Don't play fucking dumb with me Andrea. I know you've been cheating on me, and it's the last straw. You are making me leave, and I honestly don't even want to be around you anymore."] he snapped. He saw the hurt in her eyes, but he didn't care. She had done worse.]

[font "tempus sans itc" [b "I seriously don't know what you are talking about. Why would I cheat on you? I love you"]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#01A9DB "Bullshit you love me. You've been sleeping with Stephen. I have the damn proof"]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [b "You are really bringing up my ex right now? I haven't been seeing anyone."]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [#01A9DB "Don't fucking lie to me! I have the pictures. The pictures of you two, Daniel fucking followed you! You've been going to his apartment, and coming home smelling like him. I don't fucking smell like you do when you come home."]]

[font "tempus sans itc" [b "Lyale.. You are scaring me.. Why are you doing this? If this is some sick joke, you win.."] she said her eyes filling with tears. He shook his head, and he knew she was trying to trap him. He walked over to the dresser, and threw the pictures at her. They fell to the floor, and he gathered his things and left. He wasn't about to listen to her lies anymore. His heart was shattering, and he knew if he didn't leave now, he wouldn't be leaving at all. [b "Lyale.. Please.."] she begged, her voice cracking.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He didn't listen. He just packed up his things, and left. He threw everything into the back of his car, and sped home. He had made a stop to pick up some vodka, and that was it. That was the start of him drinking his life away. He thought about over dosing too along the way. He knew his parents would kill him. When his home came into view, was when he was all of a sudden nervous. He parked the car, walked inside, and started telling his parents and sister why eh was home...]

[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [u Present Day.]]]]

[font "tempus sans itc" The bottle of vodka was wrapped in the males fingers. He was thinking about Andrea, and it always drove the male to drink. He hated the woman with such passion, it scared him. She had tried messaging him the other day, and he had ignored her. The message was still sitting in his phone, and he didn't even know if he wanted to reply. He knew sooner or later he would have too. Right now though, he wanted nothing to do with her. He wanted nothing to do with anyone. He knew he had to get to work, but he didn't want too.]

[font "tempus sans itc" The male took another swig of the vodka, and then set the bottle down. He reached for his phone, and read the message once more.]

[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [i Lyale.. I know you haven't heard from me in over a year. I know what I did was wrong, I had cheated on you. I didn't want to cheat on you, but I wasn't getting the attention I needed from you either. You were too busy going out and doing god knows what. When Stephen started coming back around, I told him I didn't want to even see him.]]]]

[center [b [font "tempus sans itc" [i He kept coming around, and that's when the sleeping around started. The way he looked at me, the feelings he stirred up inside of me. You don't understand those feelings. I had those with you, but you never looked at me like you used too.. In all honesty, I want you back. I want our life back. Talk to me please. I miss you so much. Message, or call me sometime. Xoxo.]]]]

[font "tempus sans itc" The male sat there, shaking his head and then finally started to reply.]

[center [font "tempus sans itc" [#01A9DB [i Andrea, I honestly don't know what to think right now. You fucked up so bad last year, I don't know if I can even trust you right now. I can't trust anyone anymore because of you. Since I left, I haven't done anything but drink. You drove me to that. The reason I wasn't giving you attention was because I was working. I was working on buying you a ring, I was going to ask you to marry me. But that doesn't matter anymore. Please don't message me again. I'm done with you. I'm done with us. You enjoy your life with Stephen.]]]]

[font "tempus sans itc" The male read the message over and over again. He wanted to add so much more, but decided not too. He kept everything else to himself. He hit send, flipped his phone off, and stood. He heard Kianna walking around, and knew she was logging into their chat room. He opened his laptop, signed on and saw her message. [#01A9DB [i I'm game if everyone else is.]] Was all he said. He then stood and walked to the dresser. He pulled out his work clothes, and got dressed.]

[font "tempus sans itc" He might as well go into work, and just get this night over and done with. He would check to see what the other's said later. When he was ready, he walked out of the house, straight to his car and climbed inside. He made sure his phone was turned back on, and he knew Andrea would message him sooner or later. He didn't want her too, but he knew she would. He shook his head and headed into town, and went to the bar, clocked in and let himself get lost in his bar tending job. The only job he loved more than anything else right now.]
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