“Baby you alright?” Lane asked worried about her. He hasn’t known where she had went and he had been worried that she had left him completely. He was a mess...she hadn’t even answered his texts. “I love you Calli...can we talk about this?” Then he smelled the alcohol, “you alright?” He asked her softly.
She quit working half way through and just waited for some sign what shr was suppose to do now. It did come with a call around six asking to discuss the book back in Buffalo. She jumped on the chance taking her sign. She left a note saying she'd be back late.
A sit down dinner away from music was just what she needed. She had her advance, deal and sign.
She entered the bus after celebratory drinks and began looking for the day bag.
Kane sighed, this didn’t make him happy or help how he was feeling, he was in a shitty mood during sound check. He didn’t want to be here. He wanted to be making this up for her. Everyone understood that they were fighting just by his mood...you could read Kane like an open book. He couldn’t hide his feelings.
"It's fine, Kane, you need to start getting ready. Anyway...they always feed you guys atbthe venue," she said pulling out her phone. She texted back about the interview with her family. She did not say much after that, instead went to work with a vengeance.
She'd call her family later for now she would take her pace.
Kane took her arm gently, "You sure you don't want to get something to eat and have a drink with me?" He asked knowing he needed a drink too... but they had to have these conversations or they would never get anywhere with where they wanted to go with their relationship... he just hated fighting with her.
"Good, it'd cost you more than it'd cost me," she flashed him a look. "I'm not hungry anymore, I just want to get back and wrap up what I have before submitting the book."
She dug her hands in the pocket. She started away with long strides. Would this ever end unless she said yes in the next few weeks. She knew then the answer. Damnit, she was hungry and needed a drink.
"No because it doesn't make you happy. I'm not doing something that you don't want. If you never want to marry me thats fine, we can live together, be together... just not married." He said knowing it made her unhappy. "I will never do anything to make you unhappy, never force you into anything, your my everything.'
"I aleady told you i wanted to wait till six months. But, no...let's get this over with now. City hall, some pretty reception later and then have a fairy tale honeymoon. See how long it takes until we rush to play some dream. What do you say?" She asked with q frown.
She made a mistake and the temper rose despite her attempts to calm herself.
“I don’t want traditional I want you! I just asked what your thoughts on it were and now your acting like you don’t ever want to marry me. I agreed on the engagement. Hell the only reason I was asking was I wanted you to go with me to pick out your engagement ring so you had something you likes to wear. When that time came.”
"No, I am not. We agreed to wait at least on an engagement. That's not good enough. So why don't we freaking go to city hall or some place that does quick marriages and have a baby now. I'll take your name, mostly stay home, and adopt a cute attitude," she turned to him. "This isn't working. If you want traditional, find it somewhere else."
Kane sighed, “I’ll drop it..” he said obviously upset that she had acted the way she did. He wanted to marry her, shouldn’t that have been a good thing? He was traditional... they ha deplaned to get married when she thought she was pregnant and now she didn’t want to at all? He didn’t understand the woman but he loved her.
"Wow, our agreement just went poof, didn't it? Call me what you want," she pulled out her phone to look for a pizza place. She didn't feel like having the same conversation. Buffalo, New York was something else entirely. What food would they have here? It was better than thinking of the stress from the discussions.
“I think you look sexy in red myself but..don’t have to change your name, hell we can have a long engagement...I just...I want to make you my wife...something I’ve wanted to do since the summer we met, I knew I wanted to marry you someday. What are your thoughts on an engagement?” He asked softly, his eyes meeting hers.
"Since the last few weeks. Sure have....longer than a year now...rushed marriages are not only doomed. It's stupid. All it is, is a ring that's actually worthless but said to be rich and a piece of paper that's signed. I don't even know if I want to change my name r wear a white dress," she said wiping at her face. It was airy but still annoying.
Kane nodded and kissed her cheek gently. “I’d kill for a piece of pizza right now.” He admitted smiling to her he loved her so much and would do anything for her, even this. “So baby...have you thought any more about marriage? Since the house is being worked on, I thought I’d ask you..just curious as to where you stand.”
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