[center [size10 my journal]][center [size10 ask me how I'm feeling I'll prolly just ghost ya]][center [size10 fight me irl ya twit]]
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This is literally a suicide activity and the most ignorant thing I have ever seen. Even if you do not participate you are most likely being monitored for "suspicious activity" by the federal government. Everything you do, say, every phone call, website you visit, place you go is being monditored and tracked. If you post about Isis or look up certain illegal activities the same rule applies right? Of course.
Moral of the story, even if you are here for fun or actually plan on doing this you are either going to end up dead, in prison, fema camp, or walking a thin line constantly monitored and one little screw up can ruin your whole life. Who tf says a type of running from a illogical FICITONAL CARTOON can stop a bullet? Where are the phsyics? "They can't stop us all" is nothing more than putting everyones life at risk and hoping you make it through and even if you did lets just say your plan works where tf are you gonna go? Do you have a map of this place for the inside?
They are on Google maps, do you think this b!tch is all above ground like a damn shopping mall?? Like there are signs pointing you to what is what and where is where? They most likely have underground tunnels, dummy tunnels, traps etc. They are prepared for this before the idea was publicized. Do you think thisbis the first time people habe tried this??
If you even make it past the d@mn guards, there are most likely security dogs, bobwire fence, electric fence, armed guards, military tanks, assult helicopter, jets, bombers, vehicles loaded with 50 caliber fully automatic guns, bullet proof vest and armor. No one has the technology and weapons like the government. No one can survive their attacks.
You as a human being have the right to be curious but you do NOT have the right to enter where you do not belong. If you are apart of any of this whether it be actually storming or making a joke about this you deserve to be monitored or killed. I encourage everyone to stop this and go back to your personal lives before you regret it. Think about your mother, your brother, sister best friend, your children, your friends, husband/wife, what the future might hold, the things you can do. But if you do this, none of that will happen and you will have died for nothing. Lets say you don't die; a lot of you wouldn't survive a day in prison. You will not now or ever make it.
You are literally going to screw up your whole life over some dumb sh!t. Do NOT let the mainstream of peer pressure by a ignorant ideas ruin your entire life. For the ones who do decide to go, good riddenss you were a waste to soceity anyway. Excuse me while I leave this god awful group and want no part of it. The government will do anything they can to keep the secrecy and safety of our country where they want it and I totally agree with them. The reason behind the secrecy is so we are protected and safe. Enjoy the fema camps, prison, and/or the 6ft hole idiots. I am out and want no part in this idiotic behavior.
[center [size10 admitted to a coworker that sometimes I just really contemplate how much easier it would be to die. She pretty much turned around and said with how kind I am it hurts to see I feel that way because I don't deserve to feel like I should die. And it's even worse cause I wanna argue and try and fight them on me being kind but when they hear me telling everyone I love them or stating how beautiful I think some of the people we work with are not just visibly but personality and work ethic wise I guess it makes it hard to do that lol.]]
[center [size10 either way Tuesday can't come soon enough. Also here's hoping Saturday goes better than I'm hoping cause I dont wanna deal with that shit.]]
[center [size10 apparently not allowed to fuck up and get corporate called on us with out beating myself up and feeling like I'm entirely useless. 10/10 living my best life right now. Kind if dont feel like letting myself enjoy anything for a while but lol swimming helped even if it wasn't that deep and I just kind of chilled there. It was nice to forget I have adult shit to stress about and now it's hitting me all over again like I didnt miss a fucking beat. Oh well time to cry myself to sleep cause I can't even enjoy my music tonight. Yeet.]]
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[center [size10 YouTube fucking rude to be reminding me of this song fml]]
[center [size10 I hate being a biological female fucking end me. I just wanna rip this shit outta me and call it good tbh]]
[center [size10 fuck this homesickness. I dont even know if I'll be able to go at this point. I'll just like do what I gotta I guess and then if I can go, I'll go. Otherwise I'll just suck it up and tell my stupid depression to fuck right off lol]]
[center [size10 last night was weird alcohol and weed induced emo hours and I was ignoredddd. It's okay tho I got this. I can do this. Also found out a place I wanna visit one day cause its hella pretty af. Saipan. Ateez filmed one of their mvs there and tbh was made jealous cause that scenary was lit. 10/10 I would prolly burn to death in the sun, but worth it to see a place like that.]]
[center [size10 also hoarded the username gojira cause tbh would just be fun to live as gojira for a day.]]
[center [size10 how dare you ghost on me when I need attention most. I'm affection starved. I'm attention starved. Gonna be alone again at some point in the future
At least until I gotta find a new place to live and who knows what I'll do at that point lol. Woods still sounds good. If I vanish that's where I went lol. Maybe one day I'll be stable enough to actually move outta the country. I wanna run away again but not like before cause of the surroundings mostly just wanna runaway from life for a little bit.]]
[center [size9 revenge of the poor coping skills. Self medicating like a champ. But at least I wasn't alone in it.]]
[center [size9 plus got to tap into the pot I've had for months at this point. Never got the time or I'm home and not able to lol. Prolly gonna pass out soon, but yeet. Tomorrow gonna be fun.]]
[center [size10 really wanna slip into a coma right but it's legit this weird trance will have to do. Also this house like an oven I feel like I'm on fire tbvh. Want strawberry milk but no strawberry milk supplies here so imma have to wait until I get home tomorrow.]]
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[center [size10 censored cause I dont out people's identities outside of es or involve them in my shit either.]][center [pic http://i.imgur.com/zpDuCTT.jpg]]
[center [size10 dont start nothing wont be nothing yeet]]
[center [size10 and now I miss my father r.i.p I hope hes doing well. And that them jumping babies doing well too. I feel like we should try a call or something around my birthday since me and suga legit never really have days off together anymore and mun always doing stuff when we do. I just miss him gdi. 10/10 he a stud. I unfortunately did not inherit that. Also mom could really use child support we haven't ate in hours. Sincerely that one kid you had, fuck what was my name again, oops.]]
[center [size10 just a little longer and i just might yeet a mother fucker]]
[center [size10 in other news related to yeeting I told james to shove me in the trash can at work cause there was just enough space and the man threw a frosty box in there and just told me "not anymore" and I've never been more offended in my got damn life. It's where I got damn belong, sir, return me to my people.]]
[center [size10 really hard to fucking exist lately. Dont feel like turning Kari on. Dont feel like photoshopping anything. Dont feel like rewatching gundam 00 anymore. Dont feel like making those videos I know I need to make tomorrow. Just kind of wanna hide in a cave and cry and hope it belongs to an angry mama bear that winds up mauling me to death. Kind of just wanna sleep for 5 years and hope when I come out of that coma I've got my shit together and my mental health isnt fucking owning my ass.]]
[center [size10 unfortunately I'm an adult and I have fucking responsibilities so I have to deal with bullshit at a job that sometimes makes me question why I haven't thrown myself or someone else into a fucking fryer or dunked someone's head into the fucking sink. I gotta just get through this bullshit lifetime and then i can enjoy death until i sign up for another life that'll just be another breed of bullshit as well. So really imma just cosmically jinx the fuck out of myself. Good night I'm going to listen to music until I fall asleep and then get rent handled tomorrow and do shit I've put off. Imma do horribly.]]
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