Seeing her husband scared like he was broke her heart. Slowly she moved to sit next to him in the corner. [b "I love you too, Jax.."] She whispered. Ally wanted to tell him everything would be okay but she couldn't because she didn't know that it would be
Jackson sat down in the corner with Gracie just holding her and rocking her. “Ally, I love you and the baby I’m just scared.”
Gracie hid her face against her daddy and nuzzled him. She could tell he was not the happy daddy she knew and she was worried about him.
Jackson nodded and as soon as Gracie was in his arms he kissed the top of her head. “Daddy’s got you, I love you princess and I’ll do everything I can for you and your momma.”
Ally moved to stand in front of him for a moment to wipe at his tears. [b "You will not lose me.."] Dhe whspered and gave him a quick kiss. It was when she heard him ask for Gracie did she know he was in really bad shape. Wanting to relapse bad. [b "Bobby's gor her, baby..stay here and let me get her for you.."]
“That I’m going to lose you.” He said tears welling up in his eyes. “Where’s Gracie? I need Gracie.” He only ever asked for Gracie when he was at risk of relapse.
Her hand moved into his and gave it a squeeze, trying to reasure him. [b "From home..and only an occassional special event.."] Ally said quietly and sighed, his worry radiating from him. [b "Talk to me, baby..what are you thinking..?]
Jackson nodded, “From home, I won’t risk anything happening.” He muttered worried about the scenarios going through his head right now.
[b "You didn't put me in any situation Jackson...and I know we were..that was why I didn't think I was. I just thought I was sick.."] She said quietly as she then looked over at Gracie who was giggling as she was playing peek a boo. Jackson and Gracie both really were her world. [b "You will let me do some work too..? I mean song writing..nothing big. I just don't want you doing everything.. And I know this time will be different.."]
“I never wanted to put you in this situation and we were careful.” He said signing and smiled seeing Gracie laughing and playing peek a boo. “I work from home now fully, this time will be different, no stress from Los Angeles, family, better doctors.”
He wanted another baby too? Ally had not known that because all she ever heard him say before was "No, Ally..we're not doing this again. I love you too much to lose you". So to hear his words had tears falling and she nodded against his shoulder. [b "I love you too...and you won't lose me...we'll both be okay.."]
“I love you.” He said holding her. “Don’t be sorry, I wanted another baby too but I’m scared to lose you, you mean more to me than making Gracie a big sister but now one is coming and I just want to keep you and the baby Safw.”
Ally hid her face against his shoulder as she was pulled into his arms. [b "I'm sorry, Jackson..."] She whispered. Even with him saying they could do it, Ally still felt in a way she had let him down. She KNEW he was afraid after the last time. Yes she wanted to have more children, but this was not how she would have wanted to go about it. She would have preferred him wanting them too, not just throwing it at him
Jackson looked worried but pulled her into his arms and said, “It’s okay, we can do this...you will have the best doctors, I won’t lose you.”
Her eyes would not come up from the ground. Just the worry in his voice was enough to hurt and enough for her to think that his grandmother might have been mistaken to be so optimistic. [b "I.. Jackson.. I'm pregnant.."]
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