Its The Sour Hour

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Babe bought me a rat today. Technically it lives at his house but shes my precious girl. We named her Venus and shes got one eye. It looks like it's a trauma thing but who knows. The pet store didnt find that out whenshe came in. Supposedly if her eye werent damaged shed be worth a lot of money. Idont know much about rats but I also don't trust the person who told us that. Either way though I love her so much. I'm so happy.
  ooc + sample / Wiltedwaffle / 258d 9h 20m 9s
Yabois off to his first day of work. I'm terrified. I don't feel great tbh. And I must have hurt my leg somehow cuz it hurts to walk but I gotta get that bread if the bf and I are gonna move in together ever. I need to save up for the big date and to give him tiny things since hes spent like so much money on me at this point. And I've gotta figure out a ring situation. Gotta get that bread tho. Wish me luck.
  ooc + sample / Wiltedwaffle / 262d 17h 38m 12s
Had a couple of interviews. Think they went well. I'll find out tommorow if I got the job at mcdicks. I'm pretty sure the only reason stop and shop hasnt called is cuz I cant work nights but it's cool. I'm like almost certain I'll get the job at mcdagnalds.
  Wiltedwaffle / 265d 12h 25m 45s
Sorry did es loose the chat feature or is mine just broken. Cuz that shit weird.

Anyway I'm so fucking stressed right now. Mom getting on my ass about everything which like some of its fair but she bitches and bitches and its just like the more shes mean about it the less I want to do things. I want out of this house. But I need a job first so like rip me right?

Spooky season is upon us and I'm so fucking hyped. Hopeing my mans can come over on halloween and we could do a ritual together. Some witchy shit. I love having a baby witch as a boyfriend. Its so great cuz like he practices way different than me or my mom so like its wild. Hes not into the religion of it but he's into the craft. And like same. I dont really have a religion but i kinda do but like also not really but like hes made me think about it again. I faked not beliveing in the gods to avoid my ex making fun of it then I pretended to be Christian so hard I almost thought I was. Zack getting into it made me get back in and now I'm kinda in again. I'm not hardcore about it or anything but like....ive got a patron god already so...yee. I'm open to more and ive put it out there but no signs really and tbh I gotta get my shit together before i start paying attention to that and the gods know that
  ooc + sample / Wiltedwaffle / 281d 3h 27m 38s
4 drawers and 4 drawers

If I have 2 fabric wooden dr Dr 1 craft stuff wood 1 cosplay stuff plastic 1 paper move to plastic or leave in wood 1 paint supplies plastic dr
1 wood if I move the paper Dr 0 plastic left if I dont

[B Wood: Craft supply, Paper, Fabric, Fabric scraps

Plastic: Paint stuff, Cosplay, Current projects, 1 free ]
  ooc + sample / Wiltedwaffle / 322d 18h 3m 48s
Self care is so important. I'm cleaning my room for the forst time in months. Its like a thrid done with all the getting rid of trash and stuff. The next step after that is rearainging and then reorganizing all my shit. Rearainging is first so I can know where I'm putting everything. I gotta deep clean amd minimalize my shit real bad. I'm workung on it. Wardrobe is next. Lots of stuff going to a non homophobic second hand shop hopefully.
  ooc + sample / Wiltedwaffle / 322d 19h 56m 16s
"I didnt mean to make you cry but you dont listen to me"
Oh sorry that you dont fucking tell me exactly what to do. Sorry that I do the thing you always say youd rather I do andtheone time I fucking do it I'm wrong. I cant do anything right by you and I'm so fucking tired of it. And when I say I burnt myself and that you didnt make me cry you get angry cuz I try to say you didnt do anything wrong. Are you fucking kidding. "Fine I wont be sorry for getting mad at you cuz you didnt listen" fuck off with that shit. You werent really sorry and you would have made me feel bad for making you feel bad if I had said anyrhing fucking else. Oh amd lets not mention the fact that I fucking burnt myself and you didnt ask if I was okay.
Lets not mention the fact that i said that I feel like nothing I do is ever right and you didnt say anything but litteraly yesterday you got upset cuz I didnt comfort you when you were overthinking things. Sorry I'm such a fucking loser of a son.
I'm so fucking sick of this. I'm ready to fucking live on the streets at this point. I dont care I dont want to be around you anymore.
  ooc + sample / Wiltedwaffle / 346d 14h 57m 11s
I'm thinking I'm gonna give up on this site. I'll probably still use it for storage and venting but like Idk. I feel like I only still come on for a sense of familiarity. Its stupid cheesy but like...this site was a big part of me figuring myself out. But I made a lot of mistakes because of it. I'm moving on from those mistakes and like my life is getting better so I think I shouldnt hold on to the memories from here. They werent good. They do not spark joy. I dont have any friends on here who cant reach me somewhere else and honestly ive fallen out of touch with those people anyway. I dont know. We will see.

On another note I'm so fucking hyped to go to the mall tommorow with my man's and the crew. Imma be looking hella fine. Sure imma be lookin like an eboy or some shit but like still imma be looking fine as hell and my mans is gonna wanna fuckin gobble me up. I am so fuckin ready for this shit.
  ooc + sample / Wiltedwaffle / 350d 7h 13m 4s
I was gonna post to my rp today hut I was irrisponsible and got high. Love that for me. I cant do this RN.
  ooc + sample / Wiltedwaffle / 1y 1d 9h 57m 22s

I can't sleep but like I have to get up early tommorow so ripperoni to me.
  ooc + sample / Wiltedwaffle / 1y 19d 6h 20m 47s
Hey throwback to when I said I needed a few weeks to recuperate. I'm going hiking with the boyfriend Sunday. Really excited to see him.
  ooc + sample / Wiltedwaffle / 1y 22d 4h 54m 24s

I'm peopled out after pride and my friends birthday but like I miss my boyfriend and also I kinda wanna get high with him.

We are thinking about moving in together in a couple months. Neither of us can take living with the parents anymore. My mom's always on my case about stupid shit his mom is contantly misgendering me and invalidating our relationship. We are sick of it.

Its still like a couple months off but we both deffo want tomove out of our curent houses at least.
  ooc + sample / Wiltedwaffle / 1y 23d 7h 19m 20s
im shook. why was that there? i absolutely hate people.

in other news im so hyped to go to pride with my boyfriend this year. Hes never been to a pride parade and i just know he will love it. I cant wait to go. Im gonna look hella extra in my cute little fanny pack but im so ready.

in other other news im sick of the straight people who think they need their own straight pride. Like bitch you get that every day. you are not killed and harrased for being straight but go off i guess.

in other other other news im really happy. Like im really happy. Im so ready for this.
  ooc + sample / Wiltedwaffle / 1y 32d 10h 13m 39s

Im feeling a lot better today. I sewed a pair of pants and its exactly what you expect in my wardrobe.
  ooc + sample / Wiltedwaffle / 1y 44d 9h 21m 40s
Ah the good old journal where I come to pick my wounds when I have them and to say stupid stuff no one cares about when I don't.

No one on this site really knows me except like two people maybe? And yet here I am heasatant to even vent anymore. Every time I say that I'm just a little unhappy its instantly said that "oh you seen two happy are you?" So I mean yeah I guess it makes sense cuz no matter what I say people get to me.

I'm so happy lately. I'm having a bad night. Theyve been few and far between these past three months and yet here I am beingafraid that one bad night makes it look like my life is going to shit again.

Quite the opposite actually. But of course noneof my stalkers will belive that. I'm not even writeing about what I came here to write about. Hows that for stupid. I'm being really stupid tonight huh?
I've been so happy. My boyfriend is showing me how you treat someone you actually love. Weve literally not gotten into a real fight yet. Not even like a small dissagreement. The most problems weve had were cuz I had a panic attack or a breakdown because of my many many insecurities. He's been nothing but amazing. Ive been hanging out with friends. I've been having fun and getting away from my phone for two godddam minutes. I even started doing more art. Even opened up some free commisions on ig. I got stuff to make a cool pair of pants. I'm doimg really good. I'm just having a really bad night.

Once again my insecurities are fucking killing me.
I have a bedtime cuz thats just my dynamic in my relationship,but of course I'm a fuckimg brat so I was being a brat and whineing and huffing about it. Well in true dom fashion my boyfriend said "you are testing my patience" and what did I do with my stupid brain? Instant shutdown. I appologized and froze. He says "are you okay?" Istart crying but yeah I'm okay dont worry. Goodnight love you. And as soon as he hangs up I start fucking bawling. I dont want to bother him tho so I'll just text I him and say goodnight right? Nope I say sorry for being annoying. I then proceed to keep saying sorry because I was so fucking stupid and I'm annoying and I'm fucking so broken. I tell him I shouldnt have said anything or I should have said it on the phone and hes like "do you need me?" And my stupid ass says no. I'm so fucking worthless. He knows me. I know he knows the only reason I said no was to not burden him. I know he was worried about me. But he listened when I said no so thats good.

No real of the story is in a stupid worthless peice of shit but like....hes amazing and deserves better but also he loves me.

I won't lwt this one go. Hes the first one whos ever treated me rught.
  ooc + sample / Wiltedwaffle / 1y 45d 5h 18m 20s

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