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[center [font "Segoe Print" A place for my thoughts. Read if you wish but unless your a friend keep your comments to yourself.]]


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[center [font "Segoe Print" So Connor is now on this kick he is going to get me to watch a bunch of horror movies with him. Last night we watched two; hellraiser and the babadook. I read reviews on them when I got home and was surprised to see that the babadook was rated as one of the scariest movies in it's time. It just didn't seem all that scary to be but in a way I can see how that it wasn't. The babadook is supposed to represent surpressed grief that eventually creeps up on and takes over the mother. So for me it's a monster I've already faced with the death of my father, step-grandmother and a close aunt to me.]]

[center [font "Segoe Print" I'm also slowly learning about myself and about my magic. It was like a damn unleashed when I laid hands on my ancestor's stone for the first time. Suddenly my visions became more powerful and I could sense someone, or something following me. I began to meditate on it and my third eye is now completely open. W, my ancestor, is the one leading me through all of this. He too was a hereditary green witch and that's what I have discovered that I am.]]

[center [font "Segoe Print" A few of my friends; Riley, Anna and Jess, are helping me learn more about it. I may not have everything right but I'm tired of resisting something that's been in my life forever. So instead I'm going to embrace it; even if people sit there and call me a fake over it. What matters is what I know and feel inside of my heart. It doesn't mean it's an attack on anyone or to hurt them, it is simply something I've always felt inside me and it unleashed. So now I'm embracing it rather than resisting it. But that's all I got folks.]]
  -An_Dulra / 138d 5h 12m 13s
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[center [font "Segoe Print" I'm absolutely exhausted today. Spent all day yesterday trying to fix my brothers flat tire. It ended up being WAY harder than it actually needed to be. Took us three hours to get it done and it was late by the time we got it fixed. And instead of a thank you we get 'have a good night.' That really annoyed the piss out of mom. He needs a new car or something. Plus I was going to go to bed at ten, but Connor always seems to call me at the right times. So we ended up talking for an hour instead.]]

[center [font "Segoe Print" He's going to have his mom look into classes for starting businesses for me. And Melissa and I are looking into going back to school together. I'm going to get an MBA even if I don't need one. In case the business tanks I have something to fall back on instead of getting ensnared into a loop of nothingness that could make my life a living hell. I'd rather have a backup plan.]]

[center [font "Segoe Print" Otherwise things are going great. The Malica's managed to find a third one. Which they've been threatening to do to me for awhile. So they can be Malica to the third. They did not find another blonde though. They will have to live with it though, even if it's not what they want. I'm not making him dye his hair for them. -_-. Things are finally settling down around here work and busyness wise. But that's expected when your grandma drops so low on blood sugar she doesn't know who anyone is. Now we have to monitor her so it doesn't happen again. Life's been hectic but it's one hell of a rollercoaster I'm excited to see where it goes.]]
  -PureImagination / 173d 7h 1m 1s
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[center [font "Segoe Print" I feel much better today after venting to Connor last night while we walked Micah. I was still so angry at W and at my manager for their bullshit they pulled. I still am a little mad about all of it. W turned out not to be the friend I thought that he was. He didn't care about my grandma nearly dying. He didn't care that I want to get my masters degree. He didn't care I quit his campaign because 'we are replaceable.' All he cared about was his set story and A. His new bestie for resties because she's a perfectly convenient friend for him. I mean - we did all shit on him at once. Jumping ship but the campaign wasn't fun anymore.It was his story and it didn't matter what the characters wanted and that's not how dnd works.]]

[center [font "Segoe Print" G has been a real bitch too lately. I can never do anything right anymore and now? Now my ADHD is apparently the same as my anxiety. She dismissed it and acted like I was making it up to make excuses for myself for the 'choices' I am making. What she doesn't realize is she just set herself up for a lawsuit if I decided to. For workplace bullying and a hostile work environment. The company could have to pay me big bucks for that and the distress it's caused. I've been in my sisters office a number of times crying. So it's not like she won't back me.]]

[center [font "Segoe Print" Her and I are both looking for different jobs. She's going to get her CPA. I'm going to go back for an MBA. And she's going to enroll for an MBA focus of accounting. I guess R and S will have to figure it out but that's what happens when you let your manager bully people to far. Otherwise life is looking up right now. THings will get better - I know it.]]
  -PureImagination / 177d 4h 11m 23s
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[center [font "Segoe Print" These last few days have been emotionally exhausting. Between helping a friend through a hard decision, feeling like I'm under fire at work constantly, and dealing with my emotions I'm pooped. I'm constantly worried about my grandma, is her sugar going to tank again? I feel better now though - they took her off the medication that can cause that. So it's a little easier to sleep at night, not so stressful or fearful to waking up and having to take her to the hospital again.]]

[center [font "Segoe Print" I have to say though I'm damn lucky. Everytime my abandonment anxiety acts up Connor, Mickey or Christian has a little way of making me feel better. Last night Connor was going on and on about how he was telling his grandma I'm one of his closest friends. It made me feel good. Christian or Mickey will check on me, simply to see if I'm okay. For once in my life I have IRL friends that I don't feel will abandon me. I mean I have online friends who won't but it's nice having IRL ones too. Connor also gave me great advice to share with a friend. So that also helped.]]

[center [font "Segoe Print" Honestly right now may be rocky but I know the future is bright. I'm working with my therapist on my abandonment issues. I'm getting on ADHD medication and despite Gina and Jerzie's attempts to make me look stupid, I'm just proving them wrong which is a great feeling. I'm going to work towards making my own buisness and hopefully it'll take off enough I can leave this place. It'll feel good to make my own money, make my own rules and choose who to hire and fire.]]
  -PureImagination / 179d 9h 11m 45s
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[center [font "Segoe Print" This weekend was really awesome. I went camping with a group of friends. Nothing is better then sitting around the fire - shooting the shit and just having a great time. We tried primitive DND which did not go so well. To hot, to stuffy, and way to many bugs. Nine people just simply do not fit on a tent floor. It was super fun! Even though my grandma gave me a scare on Sunday when she went to the hospital with low blood sugar. This weekend was great and I topped it off by going to dinner with my best friend - who then gave me pointers on dming.]]

[center [font "Segoe Print" My group is on it's way to growing more and more healthy. A lot was discussed for it this weekend and I'm thinking of going back and getting my MBA in Business Management. We are slowly building a plan for our business and we are going to talk to my sister in three weeks when everyone is not so busy. Despite the recent drama in the group things are settling down. I've got great friends and my life is looking up. I'm excited to see what the next five years hold for me.]]
  -PureImagination / 181d 10h 4m 25s

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