"Well if your up to trying to eat something we could get some lunch." Kane suggested smiling. He knew they would have to tell his fans at some point but that could wait until she started to show which he knew would be soon. She could wear her engagement ring again but he didn't want to bring it up and scare her even more. She wasn't ready for a baby but there was one coming now.
"I'm not mad....I'm..." Willow didn't even know the words for this feeling. "Disappointed in myself and I'm not ready."
Feeling hollow as she said the rest and shook her head. Like he would understand, and knew anyone would. "I'm glad to see you happy about what's happening. Truly, I am."
With the rest of the paperwork aside she looked to him. "So, uh, what do we do now?"
Kane sighed, “Willow...it doesn’t have to be like this. I know your mad at me it seems like but I’m trying to look at the bright side here. We are having a baby and we made a life together. We love each other so much that we made a baby together. That’s amazing to me.” He muttered kissing her cheek. The doctor brought their printed ultrasounds back and some papers for them to sign.
That made one of them.
She looked to the sonogram towards the tiny, odd shaped fetus and placed all thoughts aside. She could do that until she was somewhere more safe.
"Yeah," Willow answered vaguely. "I'm glad you're excited."
Taking an extra tissue to wipe the gel off She moved off the table. there was only the 'goody bag ' and paperwork left to do.
Kane held her hand as the doctor left the room to finish some paperwork and he sighed, "Are you feeling any better about this? I mean this is our baby and I can't wait now..." He was hoping for a healthy baby, he didn't care if it was a girl or a boy... this was most likley the only child he would ever have because he didn't love anyone other than Willow.
Willow expected to feel more at seeing the baby instead she felt numb. It was both amazing and terrifying.
"It looks like you are three and a half months pregnant. Soon you should be able to eat meals again in a few weeks and get more energy," the woman said with a smile.
"Thank God...." Willow said. It was beginning to feel like it wouldn't end. She was already looking a little bloated, no big signs yet. "So how long do I have until I need to stay in one place."
"At six months it's too dangerous to travel far so there's still time," she answered.
Willow looked even more relieved at that and gave a smile.
Kane looked to the screen... there was a baby in there... wow... she was actually pregnant... they were actually going to be parents. This was a lot to process and he couldn't imagine what she was thinking. He held her hand as the doctor printed out some of the ultrasounds and took some measurements while they looked at the screen. That was their baby... they had made that.
"I know," Willow nodded. What was the likely hood that he would let her be during this time? He was protective as it was, and now it was likely to get worse. At the office she filled out the paperwork and waited trying not to look at the huge bellies knowing that it would be her in a few months.
The exams was strange, it was just like before but more probing. Then came finally seeing the baby on the screen. That was inside of her? She looked to the screen shuddering at the cold jelly and the hard probe.
"And there is your baby...let's get the measurement and we'll see how far along you are."
"hey darlin'... of course I'd be here... I'll be here for all of them. Your not in this alone you know.. " he said calmly. He had had some time to get used to the idea of having a baby. Now he was slightly excited but her mood was bringing him down. He loved her but she needed to at least stay positve about this situation. They got themselves into this.
Spending all the time on the couch seemed therapeutic though trying to eat proved difficult. On Monday she was able to get an appointment for later that day and told him about it.
She met him there since she had been meeting with the others. There hadn't been much work done but at least Thomas seemed to like the song.
"Hey," Willow said awkwardly since the last conversation hadn't gone well. Now it was even more awkward. "Thanks for coming."
Kane sighed ,"Thank you Willow... if you need me just call or text me, anything, I mean it, anything, just let me know and I'll be there... I love you." he muttered into the phone before hanging up. He was a mess and Lauren looked at him, "Are you alright Kane?" Kane shook his head, "No I need some air." Kane walked outside and put his head in his hands.
"I'm going to my home, try to eat a lot of food I will throw up, and watch Downton Abbey. Then make an appointment as soon as I can. I don't believe in that..." Willow said, somehow keeping her tone calm. "I'll tell you when that appointment is."
This was likely the only thing she was going to do with him right now. It was just too hard right now and with what they both wanted, impossible.
"Morning darlin', where are you? Where did you go? We.. we have to talk about everything... please please just tell me your not getting an abortion.. I .. please don't do that." He said pleading with her. He wasn't ready for a kid when they had their scare but now it was on his list of things he wanted out of life... and with her it was perfect even if their situation wasn't.
It wasn't a bad drive. It wouldn't take too long either. It was nice to see this view again though going back to Boston seemed like a good choice. Seeing Kane's name on the display, she pressed answer.
"Good mornin, Kane," Willow answered calmly as she took the exit. It was dramatic to leave early but she had to accelerate her plans. First finish her work, get that appointment, and hit the road.
Kane looked at her worried, "What... shes gone?" he asked her confused. He shook his head, "no no no she can't be gone... shes going to .., no." Kane said looking for his keys. "I have to find her before she does something stupid." Lauren stopped him, 'Whats going on Kane?" Kane looked at her and tried to breathe to calm down, "Shes pregnant... its my baby. "
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