if you're reading this it's too late

/ By RedComet [+Watch]

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I have been up for an entire day. Had to wake up early for work then work for almost 12 hours... at least I got to have some fun on my new DS v.v abused a glitch on pokemon Yellow and now I have a level 100 Nidoking to clear the game with ahahah... and then I got to play some Siege and Dark souls Remastered. Drowning myself in video games helps me not think about things I know I shouldn't think about, like you... or how I'm hopeless and in love with you. I can't help it... I hope you are well
  Bone / RedComet / 320d 15h 57m 56s
I feel such a strong desire to be loved but no one will ever love me the way I want them to. Especially not you...
  Bone / RedComet / 331d 21m 55s
Oh I love you so much more than I can stand. I hope the universe has plans for us
  Bone / RedComet / 334d 16h 53m 7s
Will you ever care about me like I love you? Probably not, but one can die hoping
  RedComet / 342d 21h 47m 4s
and then there are the nights like these where I very unironically want to die
  RedComet / 1y 4d 18h 5m 58s
Everyone should just leave me alone. I'm not worth the effort. It was my mistake to want to be involved with others again in the first place.
  ~Haise / RedComet / 1y 5d 17h 14m 59s
I am sorry for all of my behavior. I have been down for longer than I can remember.
  ~Haise / RedComet / 1y 27d 23h 22m 37s
Tonight is a low night. I am dreading what I have to do tomorrow... So I may not sleep from now until then.
  ~Haise / RedComet / 1y 29d 20h 42m 28s
My life is far too much for someone like me to bear sometimes
  *Comet* / RedComet / 1y 32d 21h 13m 26s
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  *Comet* / RedComet / 1y 33d 19h 9m 34s
I just want one of my parents to be okay when I'm not around to take care of them. My dad is the strongest person I know but now he needs help... and I had to help my mom get to bed tonight after she drank too much for the fourth time this week. When I go back to school next week I am going to have no way of helping either one of them... This weight is getting to be too much. I guess I have nothing to do but keep internalizing.
  *Comet* / RedComet / 1y 34d 20h 33m 4s
I spend all of my time worrying about the few people I let myself care about, but it seems that when I stress over them nothing bad happens. I can accept that. If it's possible to take all of the burden of their worrying and pain, I will do it if it means they are okay. I don't have anyone to talk to, so keeping everything locked up in my head is the only option I have, even if it hurts.

So of course when I forget about my stress for a few weeks and drop that weight, bad things begin to happen and continue to stack up until it's cataclysmic. I'm sorry, Dad. Maybe if I hadn't dropped that weight for a bit, if I had just stayed vigilant and stopped thinking about myself, you would still be able to live your life like you used to and not be afflicted moving forward. I hope you find some way to find enjoyment in the things you used to again...

Me? I guess I will just add this to my weight...
  *Comet* / RedComet / 1y 35d 20h 54m 23s

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