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  serene / 56d 5h 57m 41s
[size10 I've had a constant headache for three days now. I guess this is my life. Well, it has been for a while if I'm being honest.

.... It's been a while since I've heard a song and immediately thought of Pricefield. My heart hurts now. I shouldn't be thinking of those two, like ever. Makes my heart hurt every time.

I think that's my fault though. I didn't allow myself to think about things. Or process things like I should've. I'm just a bundle of messy emotions and I suck at expressing those emotions. Or even acknowledging them at this point. I guess, I have a lot of soul searching to do right now.

I wish they'd release a sequel for LiS. Even just a single episode. I want to know how Max is managing, without Chloe. I hope she'd be ok. I guess, she'll always keep Chloe in her heart.

. I miss my two girls. Partners in time. I'll have to replay it. Or well, actually finish it lol. I watched Cry play it so ... I need to play it for myself and experience it even more closely than I did the first time.

A million games to play, and not nearly enough time. So why do I keep replaying Automata? lol ...

Well, my sad ass is going to vanish for an indefinite amount of time, once again.

I just wanted to share a song with one of my ghosts.]

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  Serene / 206d 8h 51m 28s
[size10 Me again. It's a new year.
Year of the boar/pig. My sign.
So, I'm hoping it'll be my year this year.

A lot on my mind as usual. uhhh. not sure what to say lol.
excited for the new Furuba. Also have decided I need to finish collecting Furuba. I was close to having all the volumes but I quit collecting them years ago. ;o I do love the story though ...
I also need to get Shaman King, Fullmetal Alchemist, and Soul Eater.
anyways got nothing else to say.

other than a little scared to actually buy books and put them on my shelf. so scared that we won't be living here, so I'll just have to move everything anyways. And pack again. sucks.
Here's hoping I can figure it out and they'll be nice.

Please be a good year.]
  Serene / 1y 140d 6h 31m 29s
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Cause you’re beautiful like a shining star
You can love the world with all your heart
But to love yourself is the
Hardest part
When your emotions
Have got the better of you]]
  ✧ · ゚: / Serene / 56d 5h 50m 30s
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  ∗ˈ· ₊ ° / Serene / 1y 175d 10h 53m 16s
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  Serene / 1y 214d 10h 44m 41s
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  Serene / 1y 241d 14h 48m 14s
[size10 I have so many pictures, dedicated to you and I.

and I don't think any of them show just how much I care and love you. You're my absolute best friend, and nothing can change that.
Nothing.
Even through the times we didn't talk often, I thought of you often. I think of you always.
We don't have to talk for me to feel close to you.

I know you're overwhelmed, for a variety of reasons, and I'm fine if we don't talk often. I'll always leave little messages for you. Here and there. Answer whenever you can. It's fine. It's always fine.

I love you so much, ok??
I'm always rooting for you !
I'm glad you're living on your own <3
It's such a good step for you, I'm so proud
you can maybe actually start transitioning
part of me still wants to drag you here, to help you transition
but I think my messy tendencies would drive you nuts ;o

I hope you don't feel like I smother you.
If you do, just let me know! I have no problem with backing off and giving you space, assuming you'd want it. >u<
I just don't want to be a burden to you. Or an annoyance.
You mean too much to me.

Well ... Late night thoughts. I have a headache. Suppose I'll head to bed, since the dork passed out awhile ago and is snoring.
  。 ♡ ◦ . ✩ 。 / Serene / 1y 268d 9h 58m 5s
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  Aosora / 1y 302d 17h 7m 2s
[size10 I'm very frustrated with people but ;; you already know that.
I'm frustrated but I also found myself thinking how awesome it is, to have you as my friend.
How happy just knowing that I get to be close to you makes me, along with thinking about how we became close.
All the letters back and forth
All of the gifts
the time spent playing acnl and monster hunter
and smash brothers
it was a lot of fun
I've had a lot of fun with you

It's been five years? or nearly so
and I'm grateful for every single year
heck, I'm grateful for every single day
even the days we didn't speak to each other

You mean so much to me, I don't even have the words.
The thought of our friendship diminishing has me tearing up.

I want to live close to you one day, so we can hang out and do what best friends are supposed to do.
Maybe we can start our own little book club !
and teach each other new things

I wish I could find the words to tell you how much you mean to me.
Or find a way to show you.
I think about you every single day
Every time I go to my Japanese film class, I think of you
I wish you could meet my professor, she's really nice and I don't know, haha
I wish I could talk to her at length about all the cool things you've done ! Like visiting Japan
and learning Japanese
some of the things I wish I could do but can't right now

I thought of you when I went to the cherry blossom festival
I tried calligraphy, it was fun !
there were little games there too
and a tea ceremony ! that was my favorite part.

oh , I wanted to share something random !

I found a new manga today
the name made me laugh
It's called [i [b Reborn as a Vending Machine, I Now Wander the Dungeon]]
I wish I was kidding but nope ;o that's it's name u-u
I don't know if I want to read it or not
I don't think I'll like it but
that name
has me so curious
and honestly ?? it might be so weird and outlandish that I end up liking it
oh ! supposedly they're making a game for [i [b Is It Wrong to Try to Pick Up Girls in a Dungeon?]]
I never watched it but I remember you saying that you did ??
so I thought of you when I saw that they were making a game
[s [size10 maybe that's what I forgot to tell you the other day]]

anyways ...
I love you. Very very much.
You're so important to me.
I don't tell you nearly enough.
  002 / kumori / 2y 33d 14h 16m 31s
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  Kaijuu / 2y 92d 18h 21m 54s
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