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[center [font "Nyala" This is a thread for my babies to use. It's their ways of escaping the thoughts inside of their heads. Don't blame me for what they say.]]

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[center [b [font "Nyala" [u February 11th 2018.]]]]

[font "Nyala" So I just got home from the most [i amazing] day ever. I honestly didn't think I would be able to meet someone new. I didn't think I was ready to put myself out there, but being able to sit down and talk to someone is an amazing feeling. I honestly feel like I could let V into my life more. She makes me smile, she makes me feel beautiful, and I can be myself around her. Her daughter is adorable as well. I was surprised at how quickly she warmed up to me.]

[font "Nyala" Maybe, it is time for me to put myself out there. Move on from the woman who hurt me the most. It's time I let myself be with someone who wants to be with me, who doesn't get tired of me, and most of all someone I love talking too. V I honestly can't thank you enough for today. I needed it, I'm still smiling like an idiot. I'm really glad Bensen pushed me to talk to you, even though I thought you might have been interested in her. I can now see, you are interested in me.]

[font "Nyala" I'm excited to see what the future holds for me and you. Right now, I'm just glad I have you as a friend. I would love to get to know you, and your little princess more. Things are looking up, and I'm looking forward to the days ahead.]
  ғιrѕт / Waterlily- / 8d 12h 17m 54s
[center [b [font "Nyala" [u January 4th 2018.]]]]

[font "Nyala" Where do I even start? I feel like my whole world is crashing down around me.. I feel like I'm not even myself anymore. I've been trying to hold this in, but the tears I shed at night are tears I'm sick and tired of. Yes I've been a daddy's girl since I was little. My daddy had been my whole world. I wanted him to look at me like he was proud.]

[font "Nyala" Ever since things ended between our holders, I feel like you don't want anything to do with your children.. You don't want anything to do with me.. I just want you to know, I did find Isiah, and he's here. He's happy and he's safe. He's slightly jumpy but I feel like with a little bit of help, he'll be back to normal. The twins are growing every day. I love watching them learn how to babble, and smile. They are aging slowly as well. Momma is worried sick about it.]

[font "Nyala" I know she has two children who are different, and now she has two other's who are the same as myself and Independence. I'm trying so hard to keep things together for momma, but sometimes I feel really weak. I feel like I can't make anyone happy. I see the way Isiah looks at me, and I see the love inside of his eyes. He really means the world to me, and he's picking up the pieces of my shattered heart. He's protecting me, and making me feel like I can handle anything again. With him around, I don't feel so alone..]

[font "Nyala" Independence feels like he can't even protect me like he used too. He's been a hard ass too lately. I see the way he looks when momma starts talking about you, and how much she misses you. I know you've moved on, but why couldn't we have made it work? Why did you have to leave your family behind? You broke your promise daddy.. You left your little girl afraid and alone.. You were supposed to teach me so much, and now you have someone else. You have another family.. You forgot about us.. I know you did.. I just want this pain to end.. I want to forget..]

[font "Nyala" There is a warlock here who say's he'll make me forget you. Do I want to forget you? Do I want to forget the man that meant so much to me? I'm tired of fighting the tears, fighting the pain, and fighting back the memories. I'm simply tired of everything. I'm sorry daddy, but I have to forget about you.. I have to let myself heal. Even if it means losing all of my memories about you, then so be it. Maybe momma should do the same. Hell, maybe all of us should do the same.]

[font "Nyala" I don't know. Just too much on my mind I suppose. Isiah is pulling me away. Maybe he'll help give me the courage to go through with the memory thing.. I love you daddy.. Or should I say I loved you? I don't know..]
  {First} / Waterlily- / 46d 10h 17m 15s
[center [b [font "Nyala" [u December 15th 2017.]]]]

[center [font "Nyala" It's been a month since my baby girls were born. Independence and Aurora have been wonderful towards their sister's. It's just sad to know they will never know their father.. It honestly breaks my heart knowing that. Most days I have to keep telling myself that things happened for a reason. Yes I do miss you, and I'm honestly hoping you are happy with your new love. It's kind of surprising how quickly you moved on though.. Do I blame you? No.. If things had gone differently, I would have let you go either way.]]

[center [font "Nyala" I do miss the late night talks, and trying to pick out the perfect baby names. I did choose to go a different way though. The names you had picked out, would have reminded me so much of you.. Looking at Aurora and Independence I see your eyes, it's honestly killing Aurora not having her father. She was always a daddy's girl, and now she's not herself. I've heard her talking a couple of times about you. I just wish things could have ended on better terms. Not the way they did.]]

[center [font "Nyala" I'm just worried about the day that Danielle and Adella finally stop aging. Will they be the same age as their older siblings? Older? I don't know.. I just know I'm taking one day at a time. Every time I feel down, or really upset I realize that you gave me the best years of my life. You brought me out of my shell, and I can't thank you enough for that. You made me love again, and I know one day I'll be able to love someone again. For the time being, I'm just doing what I can for my kids.]]

[center [font "Nyala" Just know, I do think about you. I do miss you, and I do wish you the best of luck in life. You deserve nothing but the best. I will always love you, and I know your children will always love you. Even if Danielle and Adella don't know you, I know Aurora and Independence will hold you close in their hearts.]]
  {First} / Waterlily- / 66d 2h 37m 26s
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