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Heck it, it's my little place to read, write, do whatever I please. I'll only give access to the boif since, well, I like him so much.

[ This is the shopping thing which lets you get coupons lmaoooo]
[ My to shop place because I love the style,,,]
I use wish for stockings and things which are cheap. Beware of the material since it is thin and easy to break,,,
Uhhh,,, more shopping stores as I go alone huhu.

[h3 [center Ushi's shopping list]]

[b tanks]
[ Tanktop with bow]
[ Gray floral tanktop]
[ Skull lace tanktop]
[ corset with stripes]

[b Pants]

[ ovo!]
[ :3c]

[b Dresses]

[ o wo]
[ nwn]
[ flowery]


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[ Say when], we are going to play this on the channel sometime down the line as this is a point of interest uvu <3 It sounds very good... and I'd like to indulge in it.

This will probably be edited as I look more into since I'm looking for what to play after ib >w<~

[ 411?]

[ Anxiety: late night] uwu <3
  |Elise| / Ushisama / 1d 13h 26m 5s

Thanks, Past Moo. Your services are appreciated.
  |Elise| / Ushisama / 4d 14h 14m 12s
[size7 It didn't end up being as short as I thought it would be rip.]
[size10 In other news, I started up my Youtube Channel and I'm having fun with that. I'm going to have to look into video editing on my own accord since I would like to learn about it and implement it into my videos.

My friends would also like to watch me play Spyro on Fridays and Saturdays, since I would be doing that on twitch. :3c Hopefully, I will be able to play it to 100 percent completion... and since the remastered edition is coming out in Fall, I'd be able to compare it there, too.

When I was playing Ib, there was this one jumpscare which made me yelp. And, unfortunately, it made me sound like a dog! >:| I want to make that into a gif basically and laugh about it.

I also need to speak more clearly, I'm realizing. I mumble quite a bit, so, I'll try to fix that. >w< It's doing wonders on my speechskills; I actually feel wayyy more comfortable with just talking?

Perhaps I'll also grab a facecam or something whenever I am streaming. I think it would be nice to watch my goofy ass doing gameplays of horror games since I'm an absolute c h i c k e n.

I feel a lot of good things. Since everything involving editing and game creating is coming by relatively cheap. And I feel like I'm attracting a lot of good vibes to me as of late. Maybe because like attracts like, yes? >w>

This monitor from my neighbor will be nicely placed . I'll set it right beside my bed/upon my vanity table just so I won't have to break my neck while looking up at my TV screen.

Things are turning out just fine for me. >:3c

I ALSO FINISHED HALF THE NOTE CARD WRITING FOR MY SHIT FINALLY..... Jeez. >:T Shit was taking way too long. But now I must write notes for my new found hobby, huhu.]
  |Elise| / Ushisama / 4d 14h 24m 8s
Farewell, sweet hair. It shall be for the best, as fearless in death as you were in life...
  |Simulacrum| / Ushisama / 7d 2h 38m 28s
And yet another round of school starts for me. Yippeee.....
I'm back on the agua, almost done with my gallon for the night.
I need to get back to writing these notecards, but I'm so god glam lazy,,,

I'm going to more than likely visit Chrissu this weekend. This time, however, I'll be able to stay at his home and bond with his mom and (hopefully) brother.

Of course, we wouldn't have as much alone time. Buuuuttt... I would like to know his mom and brother a little bit more.

I may come back downtown at about ten or eleven. It would be time to grab that item which I saw for Brandon. :3c

Also, will give his mum said money for the internet. So, that fucknut will be making his return,,,


School is Tuesday, Thursday, and Fridays.
Meaning, I get Mondays and Wednesdays off. Bless <3

I need to grab a different bag for my shoulders for classes lmaooo,,, I'll look into this soonish. There's these cartoony backpacks I saw which I L O V E.

Soon, my sweets..


  |Elise| / Ushisama / 11d 13h 26m 6s
[size10 [i [center [#330b5b Who knew evil girls had the prettiest face


I cannot chase you, so I must replace you.

Both lyrics are from lucid dreaming. I plan on making some vent art with these later huhu... [size7 stop being so fuckin sad monique]]]]]
  |Simulacrum| / Ushisama / 18d 9h 41m 46s
[i [size10 [#330b5b [center *casually studies for my permit again* uvu

My mom found a sweet deal for this Honda which has gotten repoed and I could get it paid off with the money in my savings.


I like the alternative given of being able to pay via loans. That way, I’d be able to build up my credit and blah blah blah.

I think,
This is a sign. Since it’s s o fucking cheap, and there doesn’t seem to be anything wrong with it.

So, I may as well get my license and get comfortable asap. uwu; I just don’t enjoy driving really all that much, rip...

BUT CHEAP GOOD CAR.... my decision has been made.]]]]
  |Simulacrum| / Ushisama / 20d 5h 13m 55s
[i [size10 [center [#330b5b I mIsS mY PoOkIe EnD mY lIfE.

It's going to be Brandon's birthday sooonjflewuursyrwahj I need to go to three crystal gems this Friday to get him a gift! ;w;'

He seems to really enjoy those gem stones, so, I'll be investing in that for him. >w< It may just.. take some time, since I'm not quite sure how to appropriately go about packaging things. Heck.

Not that it's a problem! o wo I'll be able to look it up and ask my coworkers, I love how everyone I associate with is so kind/able to help when asked.

... I kinda lowkey want to write a letter, too. Like, have all of my feelings out, get them completely sorted out and something for Chris to hang onto.

Would that be a little weird? Probably lmao, but guess wot? .... I'm gonNA DO IT ANYWAYS AAAYYYEEEE (; I'm the biggest sap lowkey and I know ittttt.... ripperone in pepperone.

I wish I was able to put my thoughts into actual words instead of writing page amongst page of what I feel and why. Oop.

I miss him physically. Like, I miss cuddling that big dork as he plays his video games tsk tsk tsk. However it appears I'll be able to visit more in the winter time/cold weathers since I get more OT (Overtime) at my job. That will be a thing, y'know? >w>; I'll be visiting you more in fall/winter months heehee. >w< At least you like my hair straight anyways, so, I mean... it's a match made in heaven.

Side note; I would like to dye my hair a different color again. Or at least get highlights or something of the sort in it once more. I miss the color I used to have in it. Blue honestly was the best in my hair, many people have said... And when it faded? Man oh man, it was sO FRICKIN' PRETTY.

It went to purples and pinks and asdkjflkewre.

:/ Let that bad bitch back in pls.]]]]
  |Simulacrum| / Ushisama / 22d 10h 7m 44s
[ o wo]

[size10 [i [center [#330b5b The green mile... squee... <3]]]]
  |Simulacrum| / Ushisama / 22d 13h 11m 52s
[i [center [#330b5b [size10 I passed yet another quarter [s [size10 because I'm great]]. It was peaceful and relaxing, and now that I get a week off, I'm just going to wind back a bit more. My stomach just h ur ts since I just got on my cycle. Kill me.

So much for walking on my treadmill after work lmao,,,,]]]]
  |Simulacrum| / Ushisama / 23d 17h 14m 33s
[i [center [size10 [#330b5b I remember getting asked why do people cheat? And, honestly, speaking from experience, it is due to cowardice.

I remember circa 2k15 Moo dated this one girl for a couple of months. However, at the time, I wasn't certain how to ... GO about that?? She desired a relationship which was similar to a friendship.

Cue old me going, "lolwut"

So, what did I do?

I cheated.
By drinking a lot of Blue raspberry Vodka known as Wave

And I fucked my best friend at the time.

And, then, I was chanting, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, it was an accident."

???? But was I really though?
I knew I wouldn't be myself if I was intoxicated. I acknowledged this, and I was not peer pressured into drinking in the slightest. I wanted to do this with my best friend.

And when I was crying, I hung up abruptly, and I never tried to work on it because I believed myself as a 'monster', since I only create a path of destruction behind me.

This time wasn't any different.

When you acknowledge you find your best friend as 'attractive', and you still decide to proceed to become intoxicated when you knew she was digging on you in the first place? It's not a fucking "accident".

What I did was not an accident, and I hold myself to my own standards regardless. I couldn't swallow the pill of trying to speak to her about, "I'm not really feeling you", so I eat my girls... (;
Then I cry to my ex, whILE DRUNK, and say I don't deserve her and "I'm sorry".

Yeah right.

It's something I don't mind venting about, since I hold no remorse over my actions. I acknowledge these things, then I move along. I did that, and I learned from it... kind of?

It's just something I think about now since I'm not as... cowardly as I used to be? Iunno. >>; I don't mind sharing that, and writing a little bit about me loooollll.]]]]
  |Simulacrum| / Ushisama / 25d 11h 17m 11s
[#330b5b [i [center [size10 I'm... so tired. uwu; Thankfully, I only have two more days until I am on break for a week... but I go back to school AFTER the fourth?! H*ck.

I'm almost done with both of my projects, since it was hard to find information on the Sociology one. It's unfortunately rather short, ripperoni in pepperoni.

The other one involves carebots, and honestly... I really.. rEALLY enjoy this thing called a robear due to its face. xD I showed my dad the picture of it, and I went, "This me in healthcare." And he did his signature facepalm/rubbing of his face.

  |Simulacrum| / Ushisama / 25d 17h 9m 40s
[#330b5b [center [i [size10 This sociology project is about to be tedidous as hell. -w-; Ripperone in pepperone, Moo's day.

I think I'm also going to have my commission sometime soon, tbh. >>, dunno when though.]]]]
  |Simulacrum| / Ushisama / 27d 6h 19m 39s
[#330b5b [i [center [size10 Do I want.... tentacles for my next tattoo.... or naw... >> I'd have to hit up my tattoo dude and ask him for input. I'd like a sleeve done, but I'm not certain on which side of my arm.

I'm left handed, so, I'm not sure if I would like to put my dominant hand/arm in pain... hmmmm,,,,]]]]
  |Simulacrum| / Ushisama / 31d 11h 5m 14s
[i [size10 [center [#330b5b See, the issue with being a medical examiner is that it's a post study of school. So, it's saying I'd have to get something related to being a forensic pathologist, meaning, I'd have to go to school for being a doctor or something along those lines.

But being a mortician, its a program here, called PIMS .

I'd be able to do a visit here, I believe. It's what I'm trying to do, just so I may see what it is exactly like and if I would be genuinely interested.

I know I'd like to do something in the medical field. I prefer to do science than assisting others. I know I'd like something which would keep my brain tossing and turning, just so then I'd feel like I'm accomplishing something throughout the day.

_> Hm...

I'll run this by my teacher, just to see her input. That, or I'll run it by Miss Kelly, since she has a lot of connections and it would be helpful to have her insight.

Being a medical doctor would take ElEvEn YeArS.... Do I got the time for that,,, >>;;;]]]]
  |Simulacrum| / Ushisama / 32d 10h 23m 46s

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