JOURNAL AND POEMS

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JUST A DIARY JOURNAL THINGY

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It's been five months since you killed died and I'm stuck with no answers except that you really didn't kill yourself danny murdered you but made it look like a suicide he even admitted it to me and mom but it's our word against his... I miss you so so much chey it's hard not having you by my side helpin me through all the abuse and shit with my family and all the fights with my bf... I just want you back... I could really use one of your hugs right now chey....
  AnnaMarie / RenegadeAngelDemon / 115d 2m 53s
You are gone. And I honestly don’t know how to fully cope… I really can’t wrap my head around your suicide... So many questions are going through my head … Why did you do it? Dad said there wasn’t a note…did you reach out at some point and ask for help or suggest at needing it? Did someone or something make you snap? What happened within the course of two days that caused you so much pain that you had to end your life? Why didn’t I see the warning signs like I normally do? Why didn’t you tell me you were hurting so bad? I haven’t slept since I found out Tuesday afternoon when Damien called me and told me…I thought it was a joke until I asked dad and he said it was true… but anytime I try to sleep all I see is you hanging ….Who found you? Was it Mom? Dad? Your girlfriend? Or was it Dusty who found you?? Why did you have to leave Chey? I always told you if you needed me to call me… We both agreed and made a promise if something was wrong we would get ahold of the other especially if we felt suicidal... We both promised we wouldn’t take our own lives… I think of all the stupid fights we had and trust me they were all stupid but now that I think about it they were always about when one of us had cut or attempted to kill ourselves… I wish I could hear your voice Cheyenne see your smile feel your hug and hear that contagious laugh of yours… Memories keep flooding to me but my all-time favorite memory was summer of 2015.. Me, You, Jordan, Damien, Donavan, Ryan, Cierra, Maynard, KP, and Damien and Donavan’s mom were all camping.. Y’all thought it would be a great idea to go and get Donavan’s truck stuck on the reservoir. We had a great weekend that weekend… I love you Cheyenne Dale Glover watch over all of us will you? You were loved while you were here on earth and you will be greatly loved in the afterlife…

Sincerely yours,
Forever & Always
Your Baby Girl
Violet

Rest In Peace:
Cheyenne Dale Glover
8/23/1998-10/10/2017
  Jazabella klien / MidnightJuniper / 276d 19h 40m 20s
I am a survivor of Domestic abuse and this is my story if you can see this feel free to leave a comment in the live chat if you would like.. =^.^=
  Jazabella klien / MidnightJuniper / 279d 15h 14m 17s
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