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[#000080 More and more, I'm noticing despondency in Ethan. And even apathy... He wants to care about what's going on around him, but just... can't. I thought helping him to reconnect with someone cute for a night on the town would help... It did. For a short time. But more and more, I'm unsure of how to proceed with him. More and more, I feel all but useless except for keeping all of us moving forward to an unknown goal... Ugh. Maybe I need to start drinking, too.
[#000080 We need to find people to RolePlay with... So many ideas swirling around in our collective thoughts. Victor has his. I have mine. So on, and so forth... The possibilities are endless.
I've been feeling slowly more.. Myself. My appetite is returning. I've been talking with Isabelle a lot... I feel rejuvenated.
[b A ghost of a smile touches my lips, and I reach up to touch my blindfold.]
Seilan and Victor have even agreed to spar with me. When I warned them against it, they all but shrugged it off. I do suppose Victor is pretty good at piecing people together...
Why do I still feel like this...? Like such a piece of shit? I want to bawl. I want to scream. I want to eat a bullet... Come the dawn, is my home really going to be a good place for me to be..? Will I have to give up another home...?
I've done what I can to try and help. So why do I feel so... small? Like I've done nothing? Why, more accurately, can't I just feel like.. me? I want to feel pride at even the smallest offerings of help that I give. I want to be able to stand, on my own two feet, and say that I've done all I can...
Why can't I? Where'd that me go..? How do I get him back?
[+purple [size14 [google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Kaushan+Script][Kaushan+Script You're not a boss. You're nothing more than a worm.
Yeah. I got upset. I've got my issues, and I was already stressed out. Sue me.
Say what you will about me. That I'm a shell of what I once was... And I'd agree with it. And insecure? Perhaps. I lost something more than a group of lowlifes.
Lastly, calling it a rivalry is far-fetched. That would imply you were, indeed, rivaling me.
So to reiterate... Say what you will.
[youtube https://youtu.be/i4KGOAIl-k0] More music. Look out.
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