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God I want to hurt myself. I'm so broken and stupid.

No one wants a piece of junk like me.
  Bahr and I / EileenTheCrow / 168d 21h 50m 36s
It's getting worse. This feeling of no rest. No breaks. I just want to cry.
  Bahr and I / EileenTheCrow / 168d 22h 32m 26s
Something feels.... wrong.
I don't know what it is.

The clothes I wear. My hair. Me.
Might just be.
  Bahr and I / EileenTheCrow / 170d 5h 55m 29s
Night is chased away by nightmares. I wake each hour more displeased than before. My self loathing is intense.
  good hoonter / EileenTheCrow / 171d 16h 27m 11s
No. Of course not. Of course things wouldn't be okay.

Fuck nothing I do is good enougg.
  good hoonter / EileenTheCrow / 173d 11m 45s
My feet. They're pounding. [B Sighs and slumps over.] Working is... work. Pfbbt.
[Center ☆☆☆]
Not that you care, but I hope you're doing okay...
[Center ☆☆☆]
I guess that's all I've got to say.
  good hoonter / EileenTheCrow / 173d 2h 3m 32s
Things are nice.

I guess. Meh. >~>
Just waiting for it all to be ruined tomorrow.
  good hoonter / EileenTheCrow / 173d 23h 29m 54s
Nothing like a shit job to tell you that you're not worth anything.

I'm not worth anything at all.
  Kaeru / EileenTheCrow / 174d 13h 20m 46s
No matter how much I want you to care for me... it won't happen will it?
  Kaeru / EileenTheCrow / 175d 8h 51m 7s
I think about the slick trail dripping down my arm.
No matter how hard I cry for help no one will come.

That's the way I really shpuld go out.

A tree that falls when no one is around to hear it makes no sound.

I will make no sound.
  Lady Maria / EileenTheCrow / 176d 4h 21m 3s
I had a dream you found a reason to hate me. That your fears told you to.
It hurt, but I didn't want to upset you more and fight to make you see I'm not total crap.

I'm glad it was a dream.
I still have some protecting to do for you.
  Lady Maria / EileenTheCrow / 176d 13h 35m 15s
I just need to see you.
This day has been such crap.
Come be a brat to me. Please.
  Lady Maria / EileenTheCrow / 178d 24m 40s
I couldn't sleep. I couldn't think. Didn't know right from wrong, what my reality was. I don't know. It was dreadful. You were there, cursing me. Again. I just want you out. States away and you fuck with my head still.

I'm not happy am I?
I'll never be happy.
I'm not a happy person. No matter how much I want to be. I can't. Can't change who I am. Change into who I want to be.

Hey, Eileen, your suicidal tendencies are showing again.
What ever..
  Lady Maria / EileenTheCrow / 178d 12h 58m 32s
I guess... [https://youtu.be/vnpcnhEsWiU You are the one.]
  Lady Maria / EileenTheCrow / 180d 13h 41m 6s
It's disgusting and it makes me want to burn my skin. Makes me want to be out of my skin. Strangle myself. It make me want to see the colors my body can make after I beat it. These thoughts, they are terrorizing. They're horrid. It's a vinyl record that's disturbed and scratching static. You hear the melody but all I hear is the static growing louder.

[B He's just like him.] It says.

You're too scared to do all this over.
No one can love you... can they?
Not when you don't let them in.
He reads you like a book and yet you still don't think he is different.
Why are you sick to your stomach?
Why are you so sad?
Why are you alive?
Should've died in my bed that night.

No one cares... I don't care.
Of course no one does....
  Lady Maria / EileenTheCrow / 180d 18h 26m 19s

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