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[size10 You makes me feel so good and right...
all the rights things.. ♡]
[size10 I shouldn't be so angry like that..
I forgive her, that is all I could say.
Moving on though, I am excited to get my new desk soon.
I need a new study space so...
Man, I really don't feel good tonight. ]
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[size10 Our love... has run so deep, so long.. ahh, I think we're on some soul mate vibe, I've known from the beginning, since I met you. We clicked right away.. I became addicted to you so fast. I was able to pick up the pieces of myself back then and you were there to help me, you never tried to take credit for it either.. that is something I love about you-- you believe in me. All you did was love me.
I think it is safe to say that I'm [i madly and deeply in love with you]. It has been safe to admit it for a long time now. I never thought I could love someone this much, never thought I'd be so madly in love, never thought it was possible to love this much. My mom said something I never thought I'd hear her say. Basically though.. she told me to not ever lose you, she knows you're good for me. I can't help but to cry as I type this up-- you know I'm a cry baby. I may be a clap back queen and am strong but.. ahhh, I happy cry sometimes. I'm so grateful that I have the ability to happy cry. I'm grateful to be able to love this much-- it's scary but also I'm still grateful no matter what.
You're so good to me..
You really are..
You're too good to me--
I CAN'T STOP CRYING!!!!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOU STUPID JERK!!!!
fnvkvnfkvnfk .. i love you... i love you.. my everything ...
Thank you for loving me.. for deserving me and being so so good to me always.. ♡]
[size10 I love you so much~
I was pretty angry over a nightmare..
So stupid of me~
I'm so grateful for you, I love you so much..
so, so, so, so, so much~
Mi amor... ]
A cheater will never tell the truth.
They never will tell the truth until they're sorry they got caught.
Until they get caught.
Too many stories of cheaters recently..
That wasn't a dream.. it was a nightmare...
I felt my sanity slipping.. I felt like dying.
I have never woke so terrified before, every second and minute felt so real. The pain was.. unreal.
I have told you this before in the past.
I will never, never, never, never, EVER. fight for you.
I will never fight another for you. I will NEVER.
I don't believe in fighting for love like that-- that isn't love.
I will never compete with another, the moment I'm suspicious, I will leave-- so quickly, you wouldn't see it coming. Like in my dream, first I'd beat the shit out of you.
I think... I have always been afraid.
Even now, I'm scared.
Can you blame me? I've been cheated on before..
Obviously... obviously-- somewhere deep inside, I'm scared-- terrified.
It sounds silly because I can't imagine you cheating...
But my mom has always told me not to be a fool.
My mom has always warned me, since I was a child.
Trust no one.
Trust no one.
Not even you.
Yet here I am.. trusting you.
But it was just a nightmare.. right?
[size10 I said my father ain't no pimp but he taught me the pimp way
Can't no nigga disrespect you, keep these hoes up in they place
You know you doing something right when they love you out of hate
You see I read between the lines, I know yo' praise was really shade, nigga ~]
[size10 I've been googling for like a month or something to find the new code geass movie online but I see it is nowhere to be found, bae says it is too soon which I guess is true but... sigh, salt. I'll keep watching my other anime and stranger things, grey's anatomy, whatever keeps me entertained while I'm on break.
I miss Teme already, wasn't long enough.
I'm a little stressed.. my sister worries me.
I feel like she isn't lying.. maybe her room really is haunted.
Paranormal stuff scares me so.. I'm not too useful here, I can only let her sleep with me when it really scares her.
I hope they do something about it soon.. if it really is haunted.
I think I am going to Canada in the winter after all.
I already miss mi amor :(
I'll try my best to keep being optimistic though.
Positive energy always.
[size10 Sometimes duty is the death of love.. right?]
/ 1y 42d 11h 8m 33s
[size10 Everynight he calls me his queen, whispers sweet nothings to me and showers me with kisses. He buys me shirts and dresses he thinks I'd look cute in. I won't leave out how he is clingy to me either. He cares so much, my problems are his problems.
He fell so hard for me, quickly and deeply, never once wavering.
I never once had to fight for his love.
I never will fight for it.
I didn't run to him for his love.
He chose me.
But keep trying becky.
See if you ever get a reply.
You aren't the first and you won't be the last to fall for Teme.
I'm mostly surprised for the amount of snakes I was surrounded by. To think while we were separated that many "friends" tried it. Amusing.
/ 1y 52d 20h 12m 48s
[size10 One woman's beauty and confidence doesn't erase yours. All women should know that. All women are queens. I blame society that sometimes, a lot of the times some women feel this way.
Don't hate on other women.
Be a queen.]
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[center [size13 To the money in my bank account.
Also to [i like, realizing stuff].]]
/ 1y 63d 10h 47m 50s
[size10 Making reservations for that one restaurant I always wanted to eat at Disneyland with teme! I'm soooo excited. It is so pretty, dim lighting and such a nice environment! NDKVNDdkkc, I can't contain my excitement!! However, I also really wanna go to Universal Studios, ughhh.
What to do? Teme really wants to explore Disney though.
Maybe I really will have us go to both, shit.
Teme really acts so cool and tough but really wants to see the castle and the firework show, hah. I'm also looking forward to the food festival-- and the beach!!!! I've been saving this 1942 Don Julio bottle for awhile now!
All the plans I have~
I've been low key preparing for the visit.
I'm no longer blonde, I went back to dark.
I cut my hair super short and god-- it felt so good.
My hair was to my ass for the longest time lol.
I'll probably rock my pink hair though! I'm gonna get my nails done because it has been a long minute! I'm gonna get my lashes done!
I'm gonna look so cute! I have so many fashion nova and prettylittlething outfits I can wear but I should also consider comfort since we'll be out a whole lot.
I can't sleep, watching Code Geass again and thinking about the trip, so freaking happy nnvkfvnfkvnfkvnfk
[size10 Finished my finals, I am one happy gal.
Now I can focus on my work outs and I get to see my love soon.
I'm thinking of taking mi amor to Disneyland this time..
Or Universal.. maybe both??
[size10 GOT had the worst ending possible. Daenerys will always be our queen. I cried so much, it was the absolute worst but Emilia's acting was excellent, she did a beautiful job as always.
As nerdy as it sounds, I will have a fucking picture of Daenerys hanging on my wall in my future office, she is so fucking iconic, she is my number one fictional female character. Fuck that, I'm getting a tattoo having to do something with Daenerys. That = 3 tiny tattoos I have planned out.
I feel like I'm reliving Naruto's ending, that was horrible too. Why do such brilliant stories end so shitty?]
/ 1y 80d 17h 11m 0s
[size10 I'm actually tempted to take this statistics tutoring job, only because it is on campus and the pay ain't too bad for an easy job I don't gotta travel for. This is amusing, high school me would never believe her if you told her she tutors for stats LOL.
I guess I'll get that letter of recommendation just in case I really do take the job cause bitch, I really am leaning towards it. I got the grade for it, just need the letter. I already tutor my friends for free, might as well do it for the pay. ]
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