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Moving on to more RELEVANT things...
I'm pretty proud of myself, you know me-- trying to Ace shit.
It has been exhausting, all I do is study but it's really paying off.
I've been thinking A LOT about something... that I can't really say.
I need to speak to my best bitch first, see what wisdom she puts in my head.
Things are pretty chill.]
[size10 Sometimes you're just too much woman for these little boys. I feel like all I meet are.. boys, not men. Some mamas really raised bitches out here.
I fuck with science.
Not these bitches.
Nobody got time for that.]
[size10 Totally not stress crying.
Okay, I'm stress crying.
Just a few days I took off and I'm overwhelmed.
I hate this.]
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[size10 Keeping an A has been difficult.
It isn't an easy class so there should be no surprise there.
Thing is, these classes have to be easy considering the path I want to take.
That is my real problem, you know?
The only problem I should have.
It sucks to realize that a good friend may have possibly only been a good friend because they are romantically interested in you. I'm sorta used to this. I see it a lot in male friends. I can't be disappointed there because I typically know, I think. I just thought this person liked me alone as an individual. She was kinda dramatic last night, i'm sorta just.. done with it.
I don't like when people are this clingy and I'm not even dating them..
I just need some space.
I'm kind but I have my limits.]
[i [b Some days, things just take way too much of my energy]
I look up and the whole room's spinning
You take my cares away
I can so overcomplicate, people tell me to medicate
Feel my blood runnin', swear the sky's fallin'
How do I know if this shit's fabricated?
Time goes by and I can't control my mind
Don't know what else to try, but you tell me every time
[b Just keep breathin' and breathin' and breathin' and breathin']]
[size10 Guess who got nearly a perfect score on her exam!!
98/100!! I MOTHA FUKIN DID THAT!]
[size10 I'm going to take a two day break. I need it. I study nonstop. I just hope it worked out, I'm excited to see my grade, I know it can't be that bad, so...
Crossing my fingers.
Also Rengoku gave me a starbucks gift card ;o;
FNVNVFJVNJ why are my friends so fucking great!!!
They care so much, I love them.]
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[center [size10 I shouldn't be surprised.
I won't say anything.
None of my business.
There is no cheat codes
or pink prints of me.
Anything else is a downgrade.]]
Daisy might be dying...
I woke up and was immediately worried when I saw her laying down beside my legs...
She looked so.. sad?
She seemed off..
I tried not to cry so I could look brave for her.
I ended up crying.
She is alive, I don’t know if she is in pain but seems off.
All I could do is call her a good girl..
Because if she is leaving us soon, I want her to know she has been the best good girl there ever was...
And if it is her time, I’m going to cry and—
I’ll never stop crying.
[size10 By the end of this all, I'll be stronger.
I'm in immense pain, rare for my heart to not be aching.
It's only human of me to be this weak.
Right now I feel at peace, I think I've come to terms with it all.]
[size10 I try to have a nice conversation with family. I sit at the table to eat lunch with everyone, I bring up topics and then I get humiliated.
Why are you guys so damn mean?
I try my hardest to be confident and build up my self-esteem..
Just so you guys can spit on it?
Judge me, make fun of me.
The only thing you people are good at.]
[size10 Nothing good comes easy.
Nothing good comes easy.
Just gotta keep going..
I wanna be successful, I want to be proud.
I want to be the rich "man" parents often tell their daughters to marry.
Marry someone for wealth? not a bad idea but no thanks.
I want my own money and power.
I will be proud, so long as I keep going.]
[size10 Had a bad day but stayed up all night watching anime and drowned in beautiful fan art, It's rare I get overwhelmed with this much art.
Despite my emotions being everywhere.. I'm glad I'm an emotional turmoil with my shit together. Tomorrow is another study day.. I have a lot to memorize.
I'm scared to have ships in this show, it's like AOT, no one is safe. I'm already leaning towards one and ughhh. Naruto's ending has traumatized me. I really should stray from ships. It is really sad to see how bad Naruto is in comparison to these new animes coming out, lol.]
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