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[size10 I think I've successfully fixed my sleep schedule. I wake up early all the time now for the most part which is BIG because I have an early schedule for this upcoming semester. I'm pretty excited, a little nervous but excited. I'm really ready to dive into it, I'm motivated af.
I will shoot for an A as I always do and just hope for the best, you know?
If only I was this motivated to work out lol which I gotta do today.]
[size10 Oh no. Oh no no no no no.
I know you did not just beg me for a selfie all fucking day then pull this shit. Bitch, the only thing you're getting a picture of is my dog's shit.
These internet gangstas. Gtfo.
LMFAO Sammie trying to control the fire.
These dudes trying to hit on me then get sad and mad when I refuse to bless them with my face. Gtfo.
Another episode of BEING A GIRL ONLINE.
[size10 Just a sunflower in a field of roses.
I just want to sit out, maybe even lay down and let the sun bathe me in its warmth. That relaxes me the most.
I want to vent about a few things but fuck it.]
[size10 Can the semester just start already??
I'm SO fucking bored. Life is so boring.
I have nothing to do. Everything is boring me to death.
Shows? I'm bored.
Roleplay? Bored cuz I can't.
For fuck sake, I just want to finish up.
I want to jump start my career, I just wanna kvnfvn
I'M BORED, UGH.
Boredom is literally my number one enemy.
[size10 I don't know why I'm drinking at this time..
Lol.. comp and alcohol.. let's fucking go.]
[size10 Anxiety spiking, it can't be helped though.
I'll be okay. I've been through this before and I ended up okay, right?
Going through the sasunaru tag, reading old roleplays..
just looking at stuff that screams [i us] sorta just..
You know, it's a combination of things.
I keep hearing over and over again about my crazy aunt.
On the daily, my parents will bring that shit up.
It sincerely stresses me out.
I'm also trying to get used to loneliness.
I need to tune it all out.
I have a lot of work to do this year.
I'll be okay.
Also this random but going through the sasunaru tag made me big mad. All the anti-ss/hn shit.. like... wtf SJ can go fuck themselves, they did Naruto and Sasuke dirty.. they are in love..
I am so sad...
I can't believe this shit..
Fuck SS and NH.
[size10 I had a good new year's eve. I got super drunk, danced and did some twerking. God knows I don't twerk anymore cause I don't have that sort of time for it through out semesters but I did last night. House was a mess in the morning, how you know it was litty.
I don't really have a hangover but I have a small headache. Woke up to my hand being dead lmao when you pass out on the living room floor. I'm motivated now to work out, yeah I know it is cheesy and sorta basic to be like dieting-- surprise, surprise.
I don't give a shit, I gotta get my killer body back.
Gotta fit back into these bomb ass dresses I have, all the outfits I can't wear with confidence at the moment. I just want to get back to taking body selfies, my ass and thighs were so good in 2017-2018. My body was POPPIN. I want that confidence back. Good grades and killer body, let's fucking get it. ]
[size10 Writing that made me feel better..
It really gives me hope.
Hope is all I have.
Even when there is no hope..
I need to believe there is even when there are no signs.
so.. I hope.
I always will for the sake of my sanity.]
[size10 My A in this course is confirmed, I am like SOOOO HAPPY. Aside from a shit day, I'm hapyyyy!!! GPA getting better, gotta touch super close to 4.0 at least, we.]
I'm really tired of people being so shitty.
I really go out of my way for people..
I do things out of kindness, I just believe in being kind but that gets taken advantage of.
I just wish.. someone was the way for me?
But no one really is.
I mean in all aspects, no one ever goes out of their way for me.
I do the most for strangers, friends, family....
Am I a complete dumb ass??
I'm just fed up everyone and everything right now.
I'm tired of literally everyone and everything.
I.. need to be alone.
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[size10 Since the semester ended, it has been pretty chill. Lots of gaming, I get to play with makeup again. Maybe even play with hair. Thinking a lot about my career in the long run.
I'm pretty happy this christmas. All I wanted was for my family to have good health, for us to be okay. We are and I'm grateful for that. Also happy I got the grade I wanted.
Things are pretty good.]
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[size10 Sometimes I talk too fucking much..]
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