Blooming ✿

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[center [size10 never stop being a good person because of bad people]]
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[size10 20's are the worst. Nothing like being poor, lost and confused.
I understand what I want career wise but everything else? Man.. it's like stepping into a tornado.

I can say that I probably won't start to enjoy life to the fullest till my late 20's and early 30's..]
  Sakura / 70d 7h 55m 22s
[size10 [b I




also rip me.
Murrrrreeeeyyyy christmassss.
  Sakura / 71d 21h 38m 39s
[size10 Disneyland on Christmas, pretty excited.
I deserve it to be honest.
Especially after getting straight A's.
I'm gonna get drunk at Disney, it's been decided.
  Sakura / 72d 17h 35m 55s
[size10 [b I'm jealous of the nights
That I don't spend with you
I'm wondering who you lay next to
Oh, I'm jealous of the nights
I'm jealous of the love
Love that was in here
Gone for someone else to share
Oh, I'm jealous of the love
'Cause I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me
As I sink in the sand
Watch you slip through my hands
Oh, as I die here another day, yeah
'Cause all I do is cry behind this smile
I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me
I-I-It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me]]
[size10 Sweat trailed down his wrinkled forehead, down his furrowed brows as he let out a distinct cry that would strain his throat, his good fist colliding with a boulder over and over again. Each time, a little harder, only further damaging his knuckles as his fist collided, digits shattering further with every punch and it was what he desired, what he wanted to feel-- anything to replace the heart ache that haunted him tonight, the night before and the one before that night. His cries echoed throughout the lonely forest. No one near, no one around to witness Konoha's hero... [i fall].

His pain..

[i 'Naruto'] except for one individual, the one that was with him at all times, since birth.

"AH!" his knuckles further cracked, his wrist going limp as he stumbled further against the boulder he lashed out at. Azure hues were wide and heavy with sorrow as he panted, his bandaged hand coming to grasp the fabric right above where his heart rested. "hah-hah--" he struggled to swallow the heavy lump stuck in his throat, shutting his eyes for mere seconds as he frowned, tears streaming down his whiskered cheeks, how he hurt, how he wish it would end. Uzumaki Naruto was facing the biggest battle in his life and the most important of all.

The battle with himself, his heart.
Like once before, long ago but only.. this darkness was different and had nothing to do with Kurama..

[i 'Naruto!'] the fox's worry heightened. [i 'Stop this!'] but his words fell on deaf ears as the blonde, with the same bandaged hand pushed himself off the boulder, immediately raising said bandaged hand.. now a fist-- colliding with the boulder only making him grit his teeth tightly. It wasn't enough though. The now semi-bandaged palm of his hand supported him on the boulder, facing it in silence for a short moment before bringing his head straight down onto it as hard as he possibly could, the stone meeting the front of his skull, blood drizzling down his forehead as it mixed with sweat and tears. The first time was enough to hurt alone, to bleed. The second time made him dizzy. The third time his ears were ringing, his brow bone was swelling. [i 'Enough!!'] Shouted Kurama but the blonde couldn't hear him as the fourth meeting of his skull and the stone made him nearly lose consciousness, black at the corner of his vision.

But he stopped.. for a moment as his scrambled thoughts came together slowly but surely. He turned his bloody head to his left, looking forward and ... he visioned her..

The one who took him.
That's right.. it was her..
The one who took him.

Rage boiled in him, he wanted to yell at her, he wanted to ask her [i why], demand an answer but he knew the answer already.

[i 'Who are you trying to blame, Naruto..']
the Hokage watched the girl approach the raven with her sweet smile..
Giggling... reaching for his only arm..

[i 'When you parted ways.. the laws of life applied as they always do. Life is cruel sometimes, love is cruel sometimes.. '] Kurama spoke softly.

He slouched, watching them as he leaned against the boulder that was stained with his blood. Weak and pathetic. Looking the most defeated he has ever appeared. "I did this... I did it" he spoke silently, his voice trembling. "What does it matter if I'm Hokage, Kurama.. " he let out a raspy chuckle of amusement at himself that was really a disguised cry. [i 'What does it matter if you have it all... that is what you're thinking. You're thinking.. you actually have nothing']

There was silence as the breeze passed him by.. passed them by.
Heavy eyes blinked, watching as the girl get on her tippy toes and he lowered his head towards her leaning face..

"I lost everything" he smiled sheepishly and he felt himself wince immediately after, ripping his gaze away, the scene at play now gone with the wind. He turned his body to face the boulder one more time. He wasn't quite finished.

The wind passed by one more time.
He prepared to bash his head once more but as he swung himself forward, his body gave in, the corner of his face meeting the stone as his body collapsed to the dirty ground and his consciousness was gone with the wind as well.
  Sakura / 72d 18h 59m 17s
[size10 You know, my dad's side of the family is a fucking nightmare.
I also think my grandma is pretty messed up.
I don't like to speak to them because they always got something to say about me. I used to care to come out and say hello when they're in the city.. but.. not anymore.

They think I'm rude for it? who cares.
They are rude regardless.

It sucks that they shit on people who are humble, kind and really sweet in general. I can't stand how they treat my mom but what am I supposed to do? that side of the family has blacklisted me already. Yeah, thank god they all live up north, they'll be gone any moment now and irrelevant soon so whatever.

Anyways, last night I fell asleep.
I did nothing wrong, I was super buzzed.
I was a social butterfly as I always am.
But you know, I gotta be guilt tripped.
How dare I?

My anxiety has spiked, I'm having body aches.
Vitamin D deficiency.. probably still deficient.
But it isn't that bad like last time.. I feel like the stress isn't helping though. I don't know, I'm really annoyed, you know? But soon I'll be at peace for a moment.. I think, I hope.

I'm strong, I can do this. I've gotten through so much.
I get anxiety sometimes and it sparks other things but..
I've never lost to those things.

God.. I ain't perfect.. I know that.
I mess up a lot..
I'm a sinful person..
So as always.. I ask you to provide me the strength to be strong..
Help me be the best person I can be.

You know I'm always trying..
Always.. but I'm only human.

It's been awhile since I've typed up some vulnerable post..
Sometimes I need it.
  Sakura / 78d 5h 37m 9s
[size10 Okay so.. I got A's still when the semester is nearly over.. 2 more class sessions and I'm done..

The stress of this semester taking a small toll at the very end but I'm doing okay.

I hope I get to reach the blonde I want at the end of December, this blonde is nice too but it's not what I was going for but the journey from straight black to the blonde I want isn't an easy one.

I'm gonna work out again after this semester, I'm out of shape.
But at least them grades are pretty~ at the price of my curvy nice body lol
It is so hard to do both, this semester was too much for me, honestly.

Well, I'm gonna bounce back anyways.
  Sakura / 80d 8h 49m 45s

I'm... so happy..

I'm gonna rewatch every one of those fucking movies now..
Fuck it.. I just.. have to.

Getting my pumpkin spice latte and pink pajamas for this...
  Sakura / 80d 9h 2m 16s
[center [size10 One taught me love
One taught me patience
And one taught me pain
Now, I'm so amazing
I've loved and I've lost
But that's not what I see
So, look what I got
Look what you taught me
And for that, I say

Thank you, next (Next)
Thank you, next (Next)
Thank you, next
I'm so fuckin' grateful for my ex
Thank you, next (Next)
Thank you, next (Next)
Thank you, next (Next)
I'm so fuckin'—

Spend more time with my friends
I ain't worried 'bout nothin'
Plus, I met someone else
We havin' better discussions
I know they say I move on too fast
But this one gon' last
'Cause her name is Ari
And I'm so good with that

She taught me love (Love)
She taught me patience (Patience)
How she handles pain (Pain)
That shit's amazing
I've loved and I've lost
But that's not what I see
'Cause look what I've found
Ain't no need for searching, and for that, I say

Thank you, next ))
  ʚ ♡ ɞ / Sakura / 106d 19h 14m 24s
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[size10 I was wrong about you, you aren't really that bad, are you?
Glad we're good friends again, I think because we're both kinda loud
and annoying we can really bond. Robyn just put so much shit in my head about you but I mean.. you've shown me otherwise for the most part.

You really needed to vent so I'm glad we spent all night on shinobi strikers, aha. It was fun.. it allowed me to forget my own problems for a bit. I wanted to tell you, to be honest.. I wanted to vent too but I couldn't bring myself to do it.

You really do trust me, telling me everything you did and even your friendship with him. You know, you deserve better.. but you're at least being smart about the whole thing.

I do hope you truly realize that one day, Cirrus.
The same way we all have.
  Sakura / 129d 5h 43m 27s
I'm doing pretty good~

Maintaining A's for now.
Got pink hair now, pretty happy.

Its chill, ya know~
what more can I say?
  Sakura / 140d 23h 54m 41s
[size10 I don't want to live my life in regret.
I don't want to live my life just dreaming.

I don't know how..
But I feel myself becoming more and more determined

I don't know how..

I just know I'll do it.
  ʚ ♡ ɞ / Sakura / 158d 22h 32m 34s
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[size10 This summer is lit-- maybe a bit much.
My freckles are out here waving hello.
My pale ass is getting tanned, finally.

I'm getting real thicc out here, if I
wasn't before, you know it's real when
my aunts be like 'I wanna slap your ass!'

Big booties run deep in the family.
And too much abuse of it as well, lol.

Bae is coming over this month and
we know I hate planes-- so much!
It give me anxiety.. like.. idk..
I feel like such a mom, paranoid gf.
I think about it too much like.
UGH. I think it's because I'm just so
in love ?? And I'm not used to that form
of travel that it scares me.

Tbh-- my driving in the RZR is probably
scarier than the plane. Anyways..
Time to disappear again for awhile.
  Sakura / 227d 23h 28m 3s
[size10 meh.]
  Sakura / 241d 17h 3m 0s
[size10 Bae is coming over soon!!
I'm gonna make sure the bae falls in love with California!!

I'm sooo happy.
All the activities I have planned out!]
  Sakura / 241d 17h 20m 8s
[size10 I absolutely love my culture. I love being hispanic. I love it all.
I listen to so much Spanish music, I speak it-- like I can't imagine life without it. The food, everything.

I have so much pride in it.
I wouldn't have it any other way.

Anyways: I enjoyed my spring break. I got so many play of the games with Widow Maker. Ahhh, it feels good. Fornite is pretty fun too. I'm looking forward to playing A way out with Teme~

It's the little things <3]
  ・゚✿ / Sakura / 324d 22h 30m 18s

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