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[center DABIN BBY DOING IT AGAIN AND KILLING ME WHY DID IT TAKE ME SO LONG TO LISTEN TO THIS HOLY FUCK.][center Also Rome over here blessing us with them visuals again #blessed][center [youtube https://youtu.be/Jg9NbDizoPM]]
[center I know I want to make that new profile template and try out a few other types of edits tonight but first things first as soon as I get home I gotta do that one thing for that one person before I completely forget and then feel like shit. It's not like they didn't give me plenty of the resources needed to do it with out much of a struggle so idk why I'm tryna avoid it outside of just pure distraction. The sooner I get this shit done tho the sooner they can do what they gonna do with it and the sooner I can worry less about looking like a dick.]
[center Then I'll have time to look like a dick to the right people the proper way. Mmmmyes]
[center [pic https://i.imgur.com/XHAWOWN.gif]][center [http://maelacri.tumblr.com/post/166263199501/the-treat-is-a-lie When you edit someone else's edit]][center Or did ya not know?][center Worst part? Not much difference, and I would know cause if I can reverse google search it and find that original so easily then there's a problem. But keep going on about creativity and people copying you.]
The worst part of all of this is he's fighting me. I can't come out properly. He wants me out but I take so much energy out of him and I'm still not at 100 percent to be out as often as would probably help him. It's a constant battle even for Max anymore and if he keeps this up he's going to implode. The last few times I've been able to manage but he thinks too much. Everything he hears or reads just digs into to him more than it should. It's moments like this when it's hard to be apathetic. He knows but he tries so hard to hold everything together because he can't afford to fall apart. In a way it would almost benefit him to let himself because then maybe someone would notice but he has fallen apart in the past and all it's got him is pity or to be used as some scapegoat and he hates that. He'd rather just limp along and let everything eat away at him. It's unhealthy but it's how he's managed, especially during mine and everyone else's abscence. I hope he can find something to do for Halloween it's the only holiday that matters to him and I'm concerned of he doesnt get out and do something he'll breakdown and as bad as he's been getting lately it won't be good. He needs social stimulation and he can't get that at home or at his neighbor's.
[center I have the urge to fight them idk why][center [youtube https://youtu.be/Diz9Qv95BE8]]
[center Imma just sit here and watch the mv over and over again and hope they gift us with a dance practice cause I need it][center [youtube https://youtu.be/aRTjRNATSRQ]]
[center If I see some shit about how you're a kind or nice or sweet person plastered anywhere on your profile I will avoid you like the fucking plague. I ain't got time for that shit. I ain't got time for the false advertisements. Two people who were kind and nice were fucking lies. Same goes for if you're a returning user or someone who's been around and you wanna be all "I've changed" haha no you haven't. You don't need to put that shit on your profile or tell me. Prove that shit and I'm good. Cause again someone tried to say that shit and major disappointment all around when low and behold he hadn't changed. I fucking hate people who wanna wear badges they can't own up to.]
[center [s Also try and use my mental illness and me TRYING to get better as an attack again. Because I will tell you now that it won't end well for you, not because I'll come after you but HE will. You wanna see what my therapy ISN'T doing much for just go ahead and try and talk about that shit again.]][center [s and honestly that's not a threat so much as it's a promise cause he wasn't awake for that shit but he's awake now and the fact that he knows it still bugs me bugs him because he's the protector in this mind. It's a shame he's Even needed but I'm so glad my boy is back.]][center he has less self control than I do holy fuck]
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[center [+white fuck off pls sir]][center [+white and you gotta be close to my husband makes it worse fml]]
[center [b Zion T:] *sings*][center [b Me:] No.][center [b Zion T:] *Smiles*][center [b Me:] No.][center [b Zion T:] *Performs in vinyl pants*][center [b Me:] NO][center [b Zion T:] *does cute shit with crush*][center [b Me:] I SAID NO]
[center [pic https://i.imgur.com/IYPb6R3.png]][center sometimes I'm funny]
[center I am not okay. I cried. Also is that Zuho with that pink hair cause helloooo also Taeyang dancing mmmm. I been waiting on this and I still wasn't ready.][center [youtube https://youtu.be/sUZeYOLp8Ys]]
[center idk wtf this child is but he just knocked on my door after throwing a fit while I removed him from my room. Like why is he like this? Why does he act so horribly spoiled like yeah I babied him but jfc i babied Hoosier too. He acts like a fucking only child and I swear before this week is up we gonna fucking fight.]
[center I should just get this tattooed on my body cause this shit forever fucking relevant jfc][center [pic https://i.imgur.com/stdWFrV.png]]
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[center one day I will get sick of this song, today is not that day however][center [youtube https://youtu.be/V9uvRNaRg6g]]
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