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[center how about I start name dropping you whenever a post is about you so you know?][center not everything is about you. I dont spend that much time thinking about you that I post after you every single Fucking time. You wanna talk like I keep you from venting but I'm sure you could find some why to make any of my venting posts about you and turnit around as an attack when literally I just know that many shit people. And honesty, if you see yourself in my posts about shit people I've known then maybe stop saying Its me that's attacking you. I dont use names for a reason, so for all you Fucking know it could be about you or my mom or my cat or Fucking bigfoot. Stop making it about you. Leave my posts alone. Obviously all they do is fucking trigger you.]
[center I like both cause the first reminds me of Zinza but I def like Loop more ngl. Still fucking hyped tf up cause I guess he's got signed at AOMG and if that's the case holy fuck yes, what better boss to have than Jay Park who will rep you till you die cause AOMG for life, and prolly death in his case. That man would prolly come back from the dead just to fucking make sure all his artists from both AOMG and H1gher music don't get forgotten.]
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[center [size11 I honestly miss the days where I could smoke a cigarette every couple days or like once a week and be okay. Now I have to smoke at least one cigarette a day if not two just to keep me going and keep the headaches at bay. I prolly should have quit when I could cause now it would be a bitch and a half but even still I know they help a lot and if i didn't have them I would just be abusing pills again. Yeah sounds like a drastic af thing to say but I know me, I've got an addiction problem, I at least can admit. I've admitted it to my therapist as well. The cigarettes don't fix it tho don't get me fucked up about this, there's always a voice in my head that just says "you know you'll get a better high if you just take those pills" and i gotta fight it. This is why when people try and talk shit about drug addiction and drug abuse they obviously don't know shit about it. You know those people who get all pissy when you call drug addiction a disease because quote "you choose to take drugs" like okay but you do realize that there is usually an underlying cause to someone who abuses drugs right? You realize that the people who fight that shit fight it for life. Yes you do choose to give into the urges but that doesn't mean they don't deserve treatment. Would you go to someone with depression or any number of mental illnesses and tell them "well you CHOSE to be depressed" like no you fucking wouldn't, but we've started rambling and I've entirely lost the point of this post so have a good ol' rant.]]
[center [pic https://i.imgur.com/pMJptEl.gif]][center Lemme just be real for a moment, I know you prolly didn't block me just put of association with him, you prolly view me as just as toxic as him and that's okay cause Tbh you prolly right I mean it's not like it's a word I'm not used to be attributed to me. Its been used to describe me by many a people, Aleks included, but Aleks isn't here to say shit right now so that's the largest mention of him imma do. Regardless I do believe that me being associated with Mun is part of why you blocked me and honestly I've blocked people for the same reason before so I get it. I will just say one thing, I ain't gonna attack you unprovoked especially when I don't even know you like yeah I got some information but not enough to formulate some great attack or some shit. Its also not like imma stalk you or that he'd ask me to since ya know we got better more important people with deeper darker secrets than yours to stalk anyways. But that aside I DO stalk people doesn't matter their association to anyone I'm a nosey bitch and it's what i do. Not my fault of you're that insecure that you gotta think you got that good of shit to say that warrants stalking. You may have me blocked but I can still see your journal posts and the those usually tend to have the most dirt in em him so gg I guess]
[center [size10 Why do i keep taking so long listening to songs i know i'll wind up digging???]][center [youtube https://youtu.be/ul_OqojSu44]]
Why is he having so many breakdowns this week? What is wrong with him, he needs to stop this isn't a good thing. As much as I enjoy being out and having control he needs to pull himself together.
This idiot wears this tough ass shell but is the biggest baby, it's rivals Set honestly. But the people that he clings to are sometimes the fucking worse. We all know how he feels about his mother, but let's delve into his sister shall we? When he first turned 18 and before his sister got mattered she was so willing to look out for him and get him as far away from his mother and step father as possible because she had lived with them and knew exactly how unhealthy of an environment it was and even knew his mother was grooming him to just not be able to take care of himself at all. Of course later his mother would dispute than while also screaming and crying to friends that he was so disrespectful to her because he stood up for himself and wanted a job like a normal adult. Anyways, back to his sister who after a while cut ties with his mother and stepfather because obviously they were toxic people and she needed to get HER life together. He was easily turned against his sister solely because "she is a bitch we don't like her" makes sense when the people who groomed you to be dependent and are the ones who feed you and threaten to kick you out are telling you this bullshit. Well around the time he was arguing with his mother about how he wanted a job wanted to be independent because disability just was not going to happen he'd been at it for 4 years he had just ended a relationship with one abusive dick and then got into a new one and was so easily attached it wasn't funny. Hell he spent thanksgiving with the guy 10/10 out ten can you hear those wedding bells? No, of course you can't the guy was a dick and ditched him the second his mother moved back into the house. Oh yeah, funny isn't how easily she'll move away from her own child that she groomed to be 100% dependent on her? Back to the main story. Not long after all that small bullshit that helped fuck him up more and cause him to have some serious trust issues a guy his mother worked with died, so of course they went to the funeral, by this time they knew his sister was married and had a daughter named Izzy, adorable little shit, she's still adorable just a larger sassier shit that's learned how to participate in road rage with his grandmother. She wound up reuniting with both of them and broke down in tears because she had been wanting to reconnect since she before Izzy was born just because "How can I be a good mother if I don't have a good relationship with my own mother?" Oh I don't know maybe don't be YOUR mother, do you see what she did to your younger sibling? She fucking broke him are you blind? Yeah not that hard to be a good mother, though I guess if you keep her around enough you'll have a physical example of a shit mother right in front of you. But wait a minute, why does your six year old daughter know how to participate in road rage? God damn it you've already let your mother ruin your child. You don't get any reset buttons with children either. I know Ace adores you because of how you were willing to help him out but you're not doing yourself or your child any justice by keeping your mother around. He reached out to you and you husband long ago for help, and he didn't know that at that time you'd wanted to fix things with his mother. It weighs on him if it's changed you opinion of him because he said things about how she treated him that you must not have seen or maybe didn't believe. Honestly he cares too much about family, which isn't something I can understand, obviously, but I also get that his family issues is where his personal issues come from. He's a good egg, and he wants to be a kind giving human being who isn't petty and doesn't start shit but that kind of perfection is reserved for people who have perfect families and that's just not him. I shouldn't have to exist, but alas here I am to be an angry old man and ruin everything for him. And if you try to do that job instead I guess I get to just rip off your fucking head, right? Right.
[center IT'S MY BOY. THERE WERE TEARS. THERE ARE STILL TEARS. I JUST FUCKING LOVE HIM SO MUCH OKAY][center [youtube https://youtu.be/L9iM8qEx-H8]]
[center [s Time to go look up them lyrics]][center Or wait since the only translations I've found were done with google.][center [youtube https://youtu.be/d6uzuvrTG34]]
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[center Friendly reminder that if God is real it's Taemin][center [youtube https://youtu.be/rcEyUNeZqmY]][center [youtube https://youtu.be/j-aIyueKNcY]][center [youtube https://youtu.be/QWUKCiWuXNY]]
[center THESE FUCKING BOYS SWIMMING IN MY AESTHETIC LIKE HOW ABOUT YOU STOP THAT][center also I like they kept somewhat of the same sound from cactus cause I was concerned how this would sound compared to it and let me tell you 10/10 man I love it][center [youtube https://youtu.be/6uuBP8r3NV4]]
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[center [size10 I'm so close to a fucking panic attack, or hell another fucking break down at this point. I've managed to get over $4,000 of emergency room related medical bills racked up over a 4-5 year period. I don't know what to do with this shit, I wasn't taught how to pay of your debt. I hate this. I just want some kind of piece. Maybe I'll just let him out again. I obviously am not ready to deal with this adult shit still.]]
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[center DABIN BBY DOING IT AGAIN AND KILLING ME WHY DID IT TAKE ME SO LONG TO LISTEN TO THIS HOLY FUCK.][center Also Rome over here blessing us with them visuals again #blessed][center [youtube https://youtu.be/Jg9NbDizoPM]]
[center I know I want to make that new profile template and try out a few other types of edits tonight but first things first as soon as I get home I gotta do that one thing for that one person before I completely forget and then feel like shit. It's not like they didn't give me plenty of the resources needed to do it with out much of a struggle so idk why I'm tryna avoid it outside of just pure distraction. The sooner I get this shit done tho the sooner they can do what they gonna do with it and the sooner I can worry less about looking like a dick.]
[center Then I'll have time to look like a dick to the right people the proper way. Mmmmyes]
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