New Heroes

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Allowed Users

  1. [Allowed] Gryffindor
  2. [Allowed] Gardner
  3. [Allowed] -Queen
  4. [Allowed] Arsenal
  5. [Allowed] Jaybird
  6. [Allowed] Taeil
  7. [Allowed] Sik-k
  8. [Allowed] 9S
  9. [Allowed] Winwin
  10. [Allowed] Galmaegi
  11. [Allowed] Taeyong
  12. [Allowed] Chittaphon
  13. [Allowed] Scentist
  14. [Allowed] Aishi
  15. [Allowed] Wang
  16. [Allowed] Seo
  17. [Allowed] Mino

[center [+white fack]][center [pic]][center [size9 Just a journal/storage thread for me, myself, and I]][center [size9 If anything in here offends you it's not my problem tbh.]][center [size9 I can't help if the shoe fits. Most of the shit I say in here]][center [size9 about [u [size10 ANYONE]] will wind up vague af anyways.]]
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[center [pic]][center [size10 We're trying to practice self-love you fuck so here goes]][center [size10 Ace Atticus Tyree, you are a gorgeous [u [size10 MAN]] fuck whatever that guy said. He was just transphobic and in no way delicate. It's his loss if he's going to let your physical body get in the way of what could have been. That's exactly what it is by the way. You're not even in that state anymore at this point he is entirely irrelevant. At this point the only people relevant on a romantic/sexual level are those living where you are now. I would say don't settle but if you feel something for anyone go for it. Don't hinder yourself to your standards of wanting love and to settle down. Not every person you're with is going to be who you wind up with and that's okay. Don't be afraid to go afraid things you would normally shy away from because you never know what could be. Please for our sake do EVERYTHING. Get that tattoo, dye your hair, get those piercings, get your name changed, got that surgery. Do whatever terrifies you and grow into who you want to be. Who gives a fuck what others think, you're you and that's all that matters. You're not that person that woman made. You're that beautiful boy that your father would have loved to have spent time with. The beautiful boy who still loves his father with all his heart that just wants to make him proud. You will always wear his name with pride and no one else's. You'll meet someone who understands you even better than you do, and vice versa. You'll find someone who doesn't make you whole but actually adds to your being, someone who builds you up and that you cherish more than anything in the world. Be that a s/o or a child, don't worry things will work out, don't worry so much. Love yourself first and let others follow you. You're worth more than you've been raised to believe and you're going to use all that negative shit to fuel you to rise above what you thought you were capable of.]][center [size10 You're already pursuing avenues you've given up on in the past because you felt you got nowhere with them and I'm so proud of you. You're willing to try so many things that before you thought were only a dream but are now something you can make a reality. I'm proud of you and in 5 years time I'm sure I'll be even more proud of you. You got this, you're a small frightened little boy being forced into the world on your own so late, but you've got amazing people who will be there for you if you stumble don't forget that. You've got this and so many people want to see you come into your own and that's probably the most beautiful part of all of this. You aren't as alone as you feel, and it's okay to feel like you are every so often, just remember the love and support you've been surrounding yourself with and you'll do just fine. It's okay to look back on the past and cry every so often, it wasn't entirely kind to you but please don't make it your main focus like you did in the past. It's okay if you get angry with people but just remember you have a bigger purpose that is beyond your control and you can't focus on that hate. Build up those around you who matter, don't waste all your time on being angry or spiteful anymore. You're better than that, you're no going to be perfect either and that's also okay. You will make the best of what you were given as gifts. Everyone has flaws, it's about how you cope and deal with them.]]
[center [size10 Just remember that you're never anyone's second choice because you are your own first choice and priority. Don't lose yourself just to fit in, you're a beautiful soul that makes the best of what he's handed, you're so much stronger and resilient than you give yourself credit. You thought you would be dead by the age of 25 but here you are at 27 finally living your life to the best of your ability. You're the man, you got this.]]
  read me / Taekwoon / 17d 11h 56m 24s
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[center [size10 boi over here making me love him. Like aesthetic for daaaaayssss]][center [size10 I ain't crying over this shit idk what you're talking about]]
  read me / Taekwoon / 33d 18h 44m 46s
[center it's silly how the silliest of things can cheer me up. Like having instagram and spotify on my phone again as well as discord and tumblr. Not sure how much I'll actually use the tumblr app but it's easier to access shit on rather than just through the chrome app.]
[center I can properly multi task on my phone again finally. Plus like I can actually utilize my new instagram now rather than just let it just sit there lol]
  trigger / Taekwoon / 34d 1h 25m 0s
[center Happy Birthday to this beautiful man. I know he celebrated technically yesterday cause difference in timezones but it just means I technically celebrate it two days cause of tumblr a shit. Tbh tho like out of all the dancers in all the groups he's in my top five. 100/10 would bawl my eyes out over him][center [youtube]]
  read me / Scentist / 47d 27m 17s
[center [pic]][center [size10 Hey, rage boi, rage muffin, whatever other annoying things i could possibly call you. Chill. Why do you wanna just start fights??? Like I get you're irritated by shit but that shit is out of our control right now. All we can do it just chill and take it day by day. Maybe you'll get your chance to attack someone idfk but for now while I try to do shit before I go back to sleep maybe you can calm the fuck down. Kthnx.]]
[center [size10 to the child i love you but please for all things holy stop waking up to just legit scream for no reason and then go back to sleep. I can't keep angry bird from murdering you 24/7 chill.]]
  read me / Scentist / 63d 10h 11m 0s
[center [size10 Me a month ago: I won't change my url ever again after this]][center [size10 Me a couple of days ago: huh no one has this url better hoard it]][center [size10 Me 5 minutes ago: once pride month is over I'm changing my url because no one has kimwonsik-k]][center [pic]][center [size10 I should honestly make me a new icon at least for this month but I'm fucking lazy but I was going to make a new one with Ravi so like idk wtf is the difference. I'll just make one with Yukhei if I can for now and then when it comes closer to next month I'll just like start working on my headers for my mobile and desktop themes and then my icon and then also my side image as well. Like I realize now I need two pictures of ravi. Maybe come time to make my new theme shit he'll have some new pictures. He'll have his new mixtape out on the 19th so I can prolly use something lyric wise from that.]][center [size10 who fucking knows idek why i'm giving myself this project]]
  read me / Scentist / 64d 5h 35m 8s
[center [pic]][center [size10 I had a dream last night about a little boy, and he fucking adored the shit out of me. He was just like the hugest ball of sunshine. It's stupid because I don't know how many people actually know how badly I want a child, specifically a little boy but it's all I really want in this world. I don't care if I ever get married, and I only assume I was married in my dream solely because the little boy was either my own or adopted and I know that in at least China single parents aren't allowed to adopt, but I could do just fine if I only invest my time into one man, and if that's a son then so be it.]]
[center [size10 Like don't get me wrong, I don't NEED love but I want it. I don't NEED a relationship I want one. How does that differ from being obsessed with having love and a relationship? It means that I don't just want "another half" or to fill some kind of gap in me. I want someone who takes me as I am, someone who will do for me what I will do for them. I just want to love and be loved. I want to devote myself to someone and have them do the same. I don't want fucking bullshit games. I want something real, I don't want to invest my time into someone again and just have them leave me behind because they got overwhelmed. I don't have time for that.]]
[center [size10 Honestly the only thing I will say is a guy who is financially secure and wants kids and wants to settle down is probably the biggest turn on for me anymore. Like fuck boys are my weakness 100% but if he just wants to fuck me I'm sorry I ain't about that life. I don't want a boy I want a man and I don't care how fucking cliche that is. I talk a lot of shit about wanting a kinky guy, but like at the end of the day kinks only get you so far. Sex isn't overly important anymore. Never really was. I just want to have a fucking family, and if that means it's just me and my son one day, then so be it, but if he gets to have two dads then holy fuck will he get twice the love cause I'm not going to waste my time on a man who won't love the child I invest my time and love in.]]
  read me / Scentist / 64d 6h 29m 5s
[center [size10 Bait bait bait]][center [size10 throw that chum in the water]][center [size10 after a while words are just words. And honestly I hope the bait doesn't work, but at the end of the day I guess we'll find out]]
[center [size10 honestly tho??? I miss Rinadindin but I know she off doing vidya games and other stuff I'll just smother her in attention when she returns. Beautiful last deserving of all the loved. Honestly idk if it's just her I miss or the throwing my love and affection at her I miss, but she takes it and doesn't run away and get overwhelmed by it so lololol she perf.]]
  ooc / Scentist / 64d 16h 2m 15s
[center Subeta is lowkey a blessing cause I actually found kpop people who are legit multifandom a.k.a they are heavily bts obsessed and it's actually really easy to hold a conversation because I can talk about NCT with them or like mention other groups [s a.k.a vixx] and they know who I'm talking about like holy fuck. Every other site I've been on that has an "official kpop" thread has like died out for my because honestly??? They only wanna talk about one or two groups and I just can't do that my love is just so spread out like I know there are like people who stan one group but like how do they do it???]
  ooc / Scentist / 73d 14h 13m 7s

  Aishi / 73d 14h 13m 37s
[center me: pH-1 was born exactly two years before me. July 23rd 1989. July 23rd 1991. Now I have to meet him.][center Bro: oh really? You gotta meet him huh?][center me: yeah][center Bro: you gotta meet him huh? Your future husband?][center me: I never said those words][center Bro: uh huh]
[center while bro or flary ever let me live and never call me out on something? Nah prolly not. Last thing flary called me out on was S. Coups being my fucking bias wrecker for seventeen after I very loudly protested he wasn't by yelling "no" so loud bro heard me on the other side of the apartment][center no shameful secret is safe in this house. No bias wrecker remains unknown flary knows me too well.]
  ooc / Scentist / 73d 21h 25m 27s
[center [size10 You're allowed to forgive your abuser, but there's a difference for what forgive means. It doesn't mean act like it never happened. It doesn't mean get on talking term with them again. It doesn't mean take their apology when they give it to them. Forgiving your abuser is supposed to give YOU the power, not your abuser. It's not supposed to let your abuser back into your life so they have the power to manipulate you. Then again like I said what do I know. Not like I've abused or traumatized lol nope. I just got these split personalities for show. Same for my OCD tbh.]][center [size10 Speaking of OCD the small break I had from it was nice but now it's back and tbh I hate it. Why it only go away when my depression acts up??? fml]]
  ooc / Seo / 79d 13h 46m 28s
[center [size10 I don't know what planet you're on anymore. Wolf pack? Lol if anything I'm a cat like come on now. Seriosuly you're passive alright, passive agressive. Its okay tho join the club. Idk why you gotta keep coming back for the last word if you care that little about what We say lol.]]
  ooc / Scentist / 79d 19h 33m 8s
[left [pic]][center [size10 I don't know what people she was talking about but legit only remember Mun saying anything negative about the miscarriage. Strange how someone actually talked about it like a human and how no one deserves that and it was either ignore or misconstrued by her to be negative. Suga mama wanna have a heart and be a human and then people pull shit like this and wanna just ignore it and only focus on the negative. smdh. But then they go and let a "friend" get away with pawning their shit because "they're in a tough spot" like okay your logic is about as sound as you god damn mind at this rate.]]
[center [size10 Also i sincerely hope you one day get out of this victim complex. I was why you wound up with dylan, your friends and family are why your life sucks because we abandoned you, even tho according to you your life doesn't suck so like idk man make up your mind??? Also Trauma this trauma that. Jesus fucking christ, this is the shit that makes me never wanna mention ANY of my fucking disorders solely because I'm afraid someone might think I'm looking for attention or going to use it as an excuse. You seriously think that you are the only person on THIS website with trauma? Do you know how common it is and how it just effects people differently. And I don't want to hear "but some people have it worse" because you're not wrong but some people know better than to turn around and do hurtful and negative shit and say "oh but my trauma" or "oh my emotions" i don't give a shit about your emotions. I'm sick of victim complexes using mental illness as a fucking excuse because it's not when it comes to negative behavior and lashing out at people. I ain't a saint I've done that shit myself, but at the same time you gotta learn to just walk the fuck away. OR learn how to cope with that shit. How do I cope? I disassociate my friend. Someone trying to poke a bear while I'm sitting in the same room? Disassociate so it doesn't effect me. Not saying it's healthy but that there is what MY trauma conditioned me to do.]]
[center [size10 tl;dr only one person mentioned you miscarriage negatively, don't say "people". Stop using your mental health issues as a fucking scapegoat/excuse it's still you being a shit person when you treat people like shit. Find a different way to cope than attack first, ask questions later. You're no better than us stop talking like you are.]]
  Seo / 82d 6h 9m 14s
[center [pic]][center [size10 Here's a real novel fucking idea. Stop digging up the past, stop trying to bring people down to your level, stop harassing people online.]][center [size10 Thanks for coming to my god damn ted talk.]]
  ooc / Scentist / 83d 16h 6m 48s

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