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[center [Raleway [size11 Heck, go ahead and watch the thread if it tickles your fancy. I haven't an issue. Read as you please. ]]]
[center [Raleway [size11 I [i do] have an issue if you message me about the [i contents] of the thread.]]
[center [Raleway [size11 I don't mind if you look, but please keep comments/messages/assumptions to yourself.]]
[center [Raleway [size11 This is a safe space in which I may dump whatever is on my mind and move on from it.]]
[center [Raleway [size9 [b I am not responsible for assumptions, miscommunications or misinterpretations of what I write.]]]]
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12-14 hour days.
I was promised [i $13.50.]
"talk to me, talk to me, what's wrong, are you okay, you can tell me anything"
but then i finally talk and you don't listen
you talk over me, you judge me
you try and fix it instead of just letting. me. be sad.
it's okay to be sad sometimes.
shit happens it's not instant fixes for everything.
it's healthy to let some emotions run their course because that's part of
dealing with it.
& also if you're r e a l l y having a rough time
go outside and hula hoop with like 3-4 people
or like those little .. jumprope.. thing.. that go around your ankle, with the ball on it and you skip over the ball-
imma come out and say it
y'all taking this quarantine like little b*tches.
chronically ill people & those with poor life quality are just sittin here like
"bro i've been doing this decades, this is nothing"
it' a few weeks and honestly
[i if people just fking did what they were told]
this would all probably be over already.
sure it's really shitty but like, stay inside and deep-clean your houses? do those hobbies you've always wanted to do? read that book that's been sitting on your shelf for a year because you don't have the time? ffs play kingdom hearts or final fantasy that shit takes like a week to beat.
the feeling when you've had an idea for 2+ years
and have tried and tried and tried and [i tried] so many different things to make it a reality
and you use [i your] idea to help a friend who asks [i someone else] to bring the idea to life
and they change it [i just enough] that it's not your idea anymore, but it's obviously taken 98% of it and they pass it off like it's completely from their own head.
[i and it's not like you can say anything because they did it way better than you ever could've, and so even if you did say something, you'd just look like some sore loser.]
[center [font "batang che" [size9 Unpopular opinion:
AP passholders repeatedly trying to pull for Rise Of The Resistance, more than once or twice, are assholes. There are people paying hundreds if not thousands of dollars to be there who are only there for a handful of days and you are significantly lowering their chances. You live near the park and have the chance to go daily, weekly, monthly, several times a year - enough to own that Annual Pass. What about someone from across the country or a different continent who is there for 3 days who saved for YEARS to be there and might not get the chance to be there again? You're selfish and greedy. Wait for crowds to die down, because they will and you know they will. You get to be in Disneyland EVERY SINGLE DAY. Let people who have limited chances get their passes. This isn't just for Rise, either. ]]]
[center [font "batang che" [size9 i wish i was more masculine, i hate myself
and people keep calling me a girl today
and usually i don't care but today
[i today it really bothers me and makes me hate myself more] ]]]
[center [size9 [i I'm amazed about different forms of communication. I can have whole conversations with people when I know very little of their language. Just by focusing more on actions than words, having some understanding of someone's culture, being patient with each other. I can't imagine how immigrants must feel in western cultures because typically people are not very nice to foreigners. But when I get the chance into interact with someone and they treat me with nothing but kindness and patience and let me make mistakes and teach me, I'm just overwhelmed with joy. I'm happy to have friends all across the world. ]]]
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