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[center This thread is basically my personal journal, which will capture my different moods---blue, red with rage, green with envy, etc.---hence the cheesy title.
It is expected to involve a lot of fangirling, self-deprecation, salt, rants, and self-indulgent rambling. Might also include short pieces regarding fics or OCs that are also likely to be self-indulgent. Basically content that I no longer feel free to flood my social media accounts with.
This honestly exists just because I don't want to clutter my sample post thread with unrelated posts.]
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[center I really do not mind if you stay and read my stuff. I have to warn you, though, that I will post spoilers and that I might end up posting content that is toxic and/or triggering for you. This is supposed to be an unrestrained space for me, after all.
Also, be prepared to become very disappointed in the trash that I am if you read. lol.

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[+grey [size11 [#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b NAME]]⇣] Alister Lucas Wistera
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b NICKNAME]]⇣] Lester, Luke
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b BLESSED]]⇣] Rabbit
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b ROLE]]⇣] [size10 (possibly) Ambassador]
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b AGE]]⇣] 17
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b BIRTHDAY]]⇣] Spring 5
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b GENDER]]⇣] Male
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b SEXUALITY]]⇣] Bisexual
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b ENGAGED TO]]⇣] N/A
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b COUNTRY]]⇣] Eskil
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b HEIGHT]]⇣] 5'3
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b BODY TYPE]]⇣] Lanky
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b EYE COLOR]]⇣] Brown
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b HAIR COLOR]]⇣] Lavender
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b VOICE SAMPLE]] ⇣] [https://soundcloud.com/shirayukieru/lister/s-eF7Se [size11 [#9531c9 [u [+grey Clear]]]]]
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b THEME SONG]]⇣] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PpQr4hTkFDQ [#9531c9 [u [+grey [size11 Hello/How Are You]]]]]
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b ROMANCE SONG]] ⇣] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PyJca0LZfQo [size11 [#9531c9 [u [+grey Romeo]]]]], [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-diRLxejjQ [size11 [#9531c9 [u [+grey She]]]]]

[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b ABSENTMINDED]]] : [i having or showing a habitually forgetful or inattentive disposition]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b NONCHALANT]]] : [i feeling or appearing casually calm and relaxed]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b DEVOTED]]] : [i loving and loyal, faithful]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b GENTLEMANLY]]] : [i courteous, chivalrous, princely]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b SOCIABLE]]] : [i inclined to or conducive to companionship with others]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b LIGHT-HEARTED]]] : [i cheerful and carefree]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b PESSIMISTIC]]] : [i tending to see the worst aspect of things or believe that the worst will happen]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b GULLIBLE]]] : [i easily persuaded to believe something; credulous]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b COMPLIMENTARY]]] : [i frequently expressing a compliment; praising or approving]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b BLESSING]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b ♚]]] Blessed by the rabbit. They have an extremely heightened sense of hearing, and are quick on their feet, especially when sensing danger. Their legs have quite the stamina and power, enabling them to repeatedly hop distances.

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮] [#4a1f60 [b QUIRKS]]]
[size10 [tab ] o1: He falls asleep too easily, even in unlikely places.
[tab ] o2: He's weak with remembering names.
[tab ] o3: Gets along easily with small forest critters.]

[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b LIKES]]] : [i ice cream, the outdoors, books, nature, grapefruit]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b DISLIKES]]] : [i staying indoors for long periods of time, celery]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b FEARS]]] : [i being alone in a small room, being proven to be a burden]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b HOBBIES]]] : [i playing the violin, eating desserts]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b SKILLS]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] Animal whispering
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] Potion making
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] Archery

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b COURTLY RUMORS]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] He has a huge sister complex.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] He's a huge flirt who doesn't even care who the girl is. (false)
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b MARRIAGE REQUIREMENTS]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] Get along with his sister.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] Be on par with one of his sister's non-combative skills.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] Make him a good dessert---any dessert, regardless the complexity---at least thrice.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O4.]]] Let him use any part of your body as his pillow.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O5.]]] Get him to remember your name, or, better yet, get him to give you a nickname.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O6.]]] Compel him to [i actually] do something that requires effort for you, be it a present or a favor.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O7.]]] Show him a [s [size11 cute]] side of you no one else has seen before.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O8.]]] Perform the courtship dance with him at Eskil's harvest festival.

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b NOTES]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] He's very insecure about his height.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] He's dubbed as the Sleeping Beauty of Eskil, as he is frequently found sleeping soundly in multiple outdoor spaces in the city.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] His opinion is always the most anticipated whenever he becomes a judge in a cooking contest.]]


[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b Alissa Eve Wisteria]]]
[+gray [size11 Sees her as the best and the coolest older sister to become an older sister and deeply admires her. Kind of upset she always treats him like a kid, but is actually a bit dependent on her.]]
[#9531c9 [b O1.]] [#c4c484 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 ACTUAL FAMILY MEMBER]
[#9531c9 [b O2.]] [#73aebc ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄] [size8 ALLURING | CHARMING]
[#9531c9 [b O3.]] [#483f5d ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 NO FEELINGS]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b Viviana Glass]]]
[+gray [size11 Explanation]]
[#9531c9 [b O1.]] [#56563e ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 ACQUAINTANCES]
[#9531c9 [b O2.]] [#4d909f ▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄] [size8 CUTE | GOOD LOOKING]
[#9531c9 [b O3.]] [#483f5d ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 NO FEELINGS]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b Vaughn Glass]]]
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[#9531c9 [b O1.]] [#56563e ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 ACQUAINTANCES]
[#9531c9 [b O2.]] [#4d909f ▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄] [size8 CUTE | GOOD LOOKING]
[#9531c9 [b O3.]] [#483f5d ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 NO FEELINGS]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b Lisette de Fauré]]]
[+gray [size11 Explanation]]
[#9531c9 [b O1.]] [#56563e ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 ACQUAINTANCES]
[#9531c9 [b O2.]] [#4d909f ▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄] [size8 CUTE | GOOD LOOKING]
[#9531c9 [b O3.]] [#483f5d ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 NO FEELINGS]
  shirairu / 27d 6h 56m 48s
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[+grey [size11 [#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b NAME]]⇣] Alissa Eve Wisteria
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b NICKNAME]]⇣] Lisa, Eve
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b BLESSED]]⇣] Rabbit
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b ROLE]]⇣] [size9 ]
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b AGE]]⇣] 19
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b BIRTHDAY]]⇣] Fall 42
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b GENDER]]⇣] Female
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b SEXUALITY]]⇣] Panromantic Demisexual
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b ENGAGED TO]]⇣] N/A
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b COUNTRY]]⇣] Eskil
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b HEIGHT]]⇣] 5'5
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b BODY TYPE]]⇣] Pear-shaped
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b EYE COLOR]]⇣] Brownish-gold
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b HAIR COLOR]]⇣] Lavender
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b VOICE SAMPLE]] ⇣] [https://soundcloud.com/shirayukieru/princess-bun/s-fff4S [size11 [#9531c9 [u [+grey Blake]]]]]
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b THEME SONG]]⇣] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5GtPuc3CmM [#9531c9 [u [+grey [size11 Seafoam]]]]]
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b BATTLE SONG]] ⇣] [https://youtu.be/GStuXIKUo8g [size11 [#9531c9 [u [+grey The Beginning]]]]]
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b ROMANCE SONG]] ⇣] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bilOjSTX_CI [size11 [#9531c9 [u [+grey Irony]]]]]

[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b RESERVED]]] : [i slow to reveal emotion---restrained in words and actions]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b STRAIGHTFORWARD]]] : [i honest and frank when it involves things that do not concern her emotions]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b UPTIGHT]]] : [i anxious in a tense and overly controlled way]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b VIGILANT]]] : [i keeping careful watch for possible danger or difficulties]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b INTROVERTED]]] : [i prefers solitary activities to interacting with large groups of people]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b PERFECTIONIST]]] : [i a person who refuses to accept any standard short of perfection]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b COMPASSIONATE]]] : [i feeling sympathy and concern for others]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b SANGUINE]]] : [i optimistic or positive, especially in an apparently bad or difficult situation]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b SELF-RELIANT]]] : [i reliant on one's own powers and resources rather than those of others]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b BLESSING]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b ♚]]] Blessed by the rabbit. They have an extremely heightened sense of hearing, and are quick on their feet, especially when sensing danger. Their legs have quite the stamina and power, enabling them to repeatedly hop distances.

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮] [#4a1f60 [b QUIRKS]]]
[size10 [tab ] o1: She repeatedly thumps her foot whenever she feels anxious or pissed.
[tab ] o2: She talks to her plants and stuffed toys when she knows no one is around.
[tab ] o3: She feels relaxed staying in tight spaces and corners.]

[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b LIKES]]] : [i crepes, stuffed toys, books, grapes]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b DISLIKES]]] : [i physical contact, wasting food, transportation]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b FEARS]]] : [i failing to meet expectations, inadequacy]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b HOBBIES]]] : [i playing the piano, watching theater performances]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b SKILLS]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] Ghost materialization
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] Whip-wielding
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] Fencing

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b COURTLY RUMORS]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] A curse is placed upon her in which a frightening spirit scares her potential lovers away. (half-false)
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] Being glared at by the princess will bring you bad luck for a week. (false)
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] something

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b MARRIAGE REQUIREMENTS]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] Get along with her brother.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] Befriend the ghost that scares her suitors away.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] Prove your culinary skills.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O4.]]] Take her shopping and suggest items that really suit her.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O5.]]] Distract her during transportation so that her motion sickness won't be as bad as usual.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O6.]]] Craft a [b cute] stuffed doll that will always remind her of you.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O7.]]] Make her do something silly with you.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O8.]]] Perform the courtship dance with her at Eskil's harvest festival.

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b NOTES]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] She's a little self-conscious about her wispy, curly hair.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] She can easily brush off flirtations, unless she can tell that the other person is completely genuine .
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] Her left ear is pierced and a golden earring sometimes hangs from it.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O4.]]] She is receptive to a political marriage if it means she can help her country and/or keep her brother safe, despite being thoroughly warned by her mother.


[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b Alister Lucas Wisteria]]]
Always sees him as her cute little brother she needs to protect. Is always told that he's no longer a child and she should stop worrying too much about him, but old habits die hard---she can't stop babying him.
[#9531c9 [b O1.]] [#c4c484 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 ACTUAL FAMILY MEMBER]
[#9531c9 [b O2.]] [#4d909f ▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄] [size8 CUTE]
[#9531c9 [b O3.]] [#483f5d ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 NO FEELINGS]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b Viviana Glass]]]
Explanation
[#9531c9 [b O1.]] [#56563e ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 ACQUAINTANCES]
[#9531c9 [b O2.]] [#4d909f ▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄] [size8 CUTE | GOOD LOOKING]
[#9531c9 [b O3.]] [#483f5d ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 NO FEELINGS]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b Vaughn Glass]]]
Explanation
[#9531c9 [b O1.]] [#56563e ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 ACQUAINTANCES]
[#9531c9 [b O2.]] [#4d909f ▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄] [size8 CUTE | GOOD LOOKING]
[#9531c9 [b O3.]] [#483f5d ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 NO FEELINGS]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b Lisette de Fauré]]]
Is jealous of her pretty hair.
[#9531c9 [b O1.]] [#56563e ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 ACQUAINTANCES]
[#9531c9 [b O2.]] [#5aa0b0 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄] [size8 ATTRACTIVE]
[#9531c9 [b O3.]] [#483f5d ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 NO FEELINGS]

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  shirairu / 27d 10h 2m 26s
[size16 [#a1a482 [b FRIENDSHIP]]]
[#141414 ▄][#878787 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 HATE]
[#2a2a22 ▄▄][#878787 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 DISLIKE]
[#404030 ▄▄▄][#878787 ▄▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 RIVALRY | FRIEND ENEMY]
[#56563e ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 ACQUAINTANCES]
[#6c6c4c ▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄] [size8 BECOMING FRIENDS]
[#82825a ▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄] [size8 FRIENDS]
[#989868 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄] [size8 CLOSE FRIENDS]
[#aeae76 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄] [size8 BEST FRIENDS]
[#c4c484 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 ACTUAL FAMILY MEMBER]

[size16 [#456914 [b ATTRACTION]]]
[#213d44 ▄][#878787 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 GROTESQUE]
[#294e56 ▄▄][#878787 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 UGLY]
[#325e68 ▄▄▄][#878787 ▄▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 UNATTRACTIVE]
[#3b6f7b ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 NEUTRAL LOOKS]
[#447f8d ▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄] [size8 NOT BAD]
[#4d909f ▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄] [size8 CUTE | GOOD LOOKING]
[#5aa0b0 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄] [size8 ATTRACTIVE]
[#73aebc ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄] [size8 ALLURING | CHARMING]
[#8dbdc8 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 ABSOLUTELY STUNNING]

[size16 [#a36f56 [b ROMANTIC]]]
[#141414 ▄][#878787 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 HEARTBROKEN]
[#25222c ▄▄][#878787 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 CRUSHED]
[#373044 ▄▄▄][#878787 ▄▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 HURT]
[#483f5d ▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 NO FEELINGS]
[#5a4d75 ▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄▄] [size8 SLIGHT INTEREST]
[#6b5b8e ▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄▄] [size8 BUDDING FEELINGS]
[#7d6aa6 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄▄] [size8 CRUSHING]
[#8e78bf ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄][#d1d1d1 ▄] [size8 IN LOVE]
[#a086d7 ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄] [size8 MARRIED]
  shirairu / 27d 11h 12m 11s
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Sintony][Sintony [center [pic https://i.imgur.com/RfnBfrN.gif]
[https://i.imgur.com/aw2SIha.png [+gray ①]] [#b77cd5 ❀]]
[+grey [size11 [#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b NAME]]⇣] Alister Lucas Wistera
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b NICKNAME]]⇣] Lester, Luke
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b BLESSED]]⇣] Rabbit
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b AGE]]⇣] 17
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b BIRTHDAY]]⇣] Summer 5
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b GENDER]]⇣] Male
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b SEXUALITY]]⇣] Bisexual
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b ENGAGED TO]]⇣] N/A
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b COUNTRY]]⇣] Eskil
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b HEIGHT]]⇣] 5'3
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b BODY TYPE]]⇣] Lanky
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b EYE COLOR]]⇣] Brown
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b HAIR COLOR]]⇣] Lavender
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b VOICE SAMPLE]] ⇣] [https://soundcloud.com/shirayukieru/lister/s-eF7Se [size11 [#9531c9 [u [+grey Clear]]]]]
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b THEME SONG]]⇣] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PpQr4hTkFDQ [#9531c9 [u [+grey [size11 Hello/How Are You]]]]]
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b ROMANCE SONG]] ⇣] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PyJca0LZfQo [size11 [#9531c9 [u [+grey Romeo]]]]], [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BKgRnLxKklM [size11 [#9531c9 [u [+grey She]]]]]

[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b ABSENTMINDED]]] : [i having or showing a habitually forgetful or inattentive disposition]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b NONCHALANT]]] : [i feeling or appearing casually calm and relaxed]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b DEVOTED]]] : [i loving and loyal, faithful]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b GENTLEMANLY]]] : [i courteous, chivalrous, princely]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b SOCIABLE]]] : [i inclined to or conducive to companionship with others]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b LIGHT-HEARTED]]] : [i cheerful and carefree]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b PESSIMISTIC]]] : [i tending to see the worst aspect of things or believe that the worst will happen]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b GULLIBLE]]] : [i easily persuaded to believe something; credulous]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b COMPLIMENTARY]]] : [i frequently expressing a compliment; praising or approving]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b BLESSING]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b ♚]]] Blessed by the rabbit. They have an extremely heightened sense of hearing, and are quick on their feet, especially when sensing danger. Their legs have quite the stamina and power, enabling them to repeatedly hop distances.

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮] [#4a1f60 [b QUIRKS]]]
[size10 [tab ] o1: He falls asleep too easily, even in unlikely places.
[tab ] o2: He's weak with remembering names.
[tab ] o3: Gets along easily with small forest critters.]

[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b LIKES]]] : [i ice cream, the outdoors]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b DISLIKES]]] : [i staying indoors for long periods of time, celery]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b FEARS]]] : [i being alone in a small room, being proven to be a burden]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b HOBBIES]]] : [i playing the violin, practicing alchemy, sketching]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b SKILLS]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] Archery
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] Should know how to do something.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] Nothing super overpowered, like lord of the swords.

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b COURTLY RUMORS]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] He has a huge sister complex.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] something

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b MARRIAGE REQUIREMENTS]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] Get along with his sister.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] Make him admire you as much as he admires his sister.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] Make him a good dessert---any dessert, regardless the complexity---at least thrice.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O4.]]] Treat him as an adult, not as a child.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O5.]]] something
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O6.]]] something
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O7.]]] something
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O8.]]] something

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b NOTES]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] He's very insecure about his height.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] He's dubbed as the 'Sleeping Beauty' of Eskil.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] something]]
  shirairu / 28d 18h 18s
[center [pic https://i.imgur.com/YCiXxrn.gif]
[https://i.imgur.com/E8PAYYX.png [+gray ①]] [#b77cd5 ❀]]
[+grey [size11 [#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b NAME]]⇣] Alissa Eve Wisteria
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b NICKNAME]]⇣] Lisa, Eve
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b BLESSED]]⇣] Rabbit
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b AGE]]⇣] 19
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b BIRTHDAY]]⇣] Fall 42
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b GENDER]]⇣] Female
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b SEXUALITY]]⇣] Panromantic Demisexual
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b ENGAGED TO]]⇣] N/A
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b COUNTRY]]⇣] Eskil
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b HEIGHT]]⇣] 5'5
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b BODY TYPE]]⇣] Pear-shaped
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b EYE COLOR]]⇣] Brownish-gold
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b HAIR COLOR]]⇣] Periwinkle
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b VOICE SAMPLE]] ⇣] [https://soundcloud.com/shirayukieru/princess-bun/s-fff4S [size11 [#9531c9 [u [+grey Blake]]]]]
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b THEME SONG]]⇣] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5GtPuc3CmM [#9531c9 [u [+grey [size11 Seafoam]]]]]
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b BATTLE SONG]] ⇣] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PvVhUo-PvVI [size11 [#9531c9 [u [+grey Paralyzed]]]]]
[#9882a4 ● ━] [size8 [#4a1f60 [b ROMANCE SONG]] ⇣] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bilOjSTX_CI [size11 [#9531c9 [u [+grey Irony]]]]]

[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b RESERVED]]] : [i slow to reveal emotion or opinions]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b MATURE]]] : [i having reached a stage of mental development characteristic of an adult.]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b UPTIGHT]]] : [i anxious in a tense and overly controlled way]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b VIGILANT]]] : [i keeping careful watch for possible danger or difficulties]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b INTROVERTED]]] : [i prefers solitary activities to interacting with large groups of people]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b PERFECTIONIST]]] : [i a person who refuses to accept any standard short of perfection]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b COMPASSIONATE]]] : [i feeling sympathy and concern for others]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b SANGUINE]]] : [i optimistic or positive, especially in an apparently bad or difficult situation]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b SELF-RELIANT]]] : [i reliant on one's own powers and resources rather than those of others]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b BLESSING]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b ♚]]] Blessed by the rabbit. They have an extremely heightened sense of hearing, and are quick on their feet, especially when sensing danger. Their legs have quite the stamina and power, enabling them to repeatedly hop distances.

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮] [#4a1f60 [b QUIRKS]]]
[size10 [tab ] o1: She repeatedly thumps her foot whenever she feels anxious or pissed.
[tab ] o2: She talks to her plants and stuffed toys when she knows no one is around.
[tab ] o3: She feels relaxed staying in tight spaces and corners.]

[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b LIKES]]] : [i crepes, stuffed toys, massages]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b DISLIKES]]] : [i physical contact, wasting food, carriages]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b FEARS]]] : [i failing to meet expectations, inadequacy]
[+white xxxxx][size8 [#9531c9 *][#b77cd5 ♚] [#4a1f60 [b HOBBIES]]] : [i playing the piano]

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b SKILLS]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] They have been training for this contest their whole life
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] Whip-weilding
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] Fencing

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b COURTLY RUMORS]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] She scares her suitors away through violence. (false)
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] something
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] something

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b MARRIAGE REQUIREMENTS]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] Get along with her brother.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] Make her warm up enough to you that she will be willing being touched.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] Prove your culinary skills.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O4.]]] Take her shopping and suggest items that really suit her.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O5.]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O6.]]] something
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O7.]]] something
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O8.]]] something

[size11 [#b77cd5 ▇▇▇▇][#9531c9 ⋮ ] [#4a1f60 [b NOTES]]]
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O1.]]] She's a little conscious about her wispy, curly hair.
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O2.]]] She can easily brush off flirtations, unless she can tell that the other person is completely genuine .
[size8 [#9531c9 [b O3.]]] something]]
[center [pic https://i.imgur.com/8deNydo.png]]
  shirairu / 28d 17h 55m 37s
[center drew a black catto
[pic https://scontent.fmnl6-2.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t34.0-12/23439630_10209821066423264_315156229_n.png?oh=3771eaaedde50eba2da1b52b5ce6d7f9&oe=5A08C270]
yes, rip anatomy.
  shirairu / 31d 8h 17m 29s
social anxiety has attacked me again and now i feel like utter scum (≧∇≦)b

[size11 over thinking is an asshole
who sometimes makes sense
and i hate it]

a huge part of it must be due to sleep deprivation though
why can't i spend the day off sleeping at home
w h y
i hate it here ;A;

at least I have internet, I guess?
  ᵒᵒᶜ / shirairu / 31d 20h 9m 54s
FINISHED WRITING MY BULLSHIT OPINIONS IN MY PAPER
writing a 2k-word essay made me pull an all-nighter
i should get my shit together
[size11 but to be fair @ me a lot of research is involved since i suck so bad at literary theory]
  ᵒᵒᶜ / shirairu / 32d 22h 26m 7s
[b *vex character spoilers]

[u [b pending backstory notes for the snek bby:]]
- parents owned a cloth shop; mom weaved cloth usually used for kimono
- couldn't pay taxes to the daimyo; soldiers harrassed the family for taxes
- was taken away to pay debt; theater and tea houses paid more for wakushu
- 8: sent to a theater house; branded a new name: [u Ainosuke]
[tab ]- promised a 10-year-contract
- found the allure of acting and theater
- 9: deflowering - was practically rape
- was consoled by older members: the more he earns, the sooner he wouldn't have to use his body for nightly pleasures
- 16: renamed due to his popularity in the theater, virtually has the status of a tayuu: [u Kisaragi]
[tab ] - has learned to genuinely love acting
- first meets Serizawa Nami, a rich young woman, who becomes one of his few female regulars
- 18: 'big brother' dies due to an STD
[tab ] - it's not a rare occurrence, but the person being close to him kind of shaken Chikusa
[tab ] - but he still wants to continue being a kabuki actor
- 19: [i still] isn't free; was told he needed to work another year to pay back his damages during his younger years
- Nami gets engaged
- 20: has enough of being exploited; enlists the help of Nami to escape
- [u gets cursed]
- 21: arrives to China, in hiding

[u [b pending conflict notes:]]
- "if i'm not pretty, what am i good for?"
[tab ] - gradually gets convinced that he's not really good for anything other than theater and sex, as there's only a number of practical things he learned during his stay
- which adds up to: "maybe i wasn't truly meant to be free"
[tab ] - the metaphor of being caged and shackled - first cage was the teahouse/theater, second is the curse
[tab ][tab ] - he broke free only to find himself 'punished' for it
[tab ] - if unresolved for long --- "everything is meaningless" "what's the point"
[tab ] [size11 - HE!!! MUST LEARN!!! THAT HE HAS THE AGENCY TO CHOOSE THE DIRECTION HIS LIFE GOES!!!]
- wishes to find his way back home to his family; frequently checks kimono shops for his mom's "signature"
- weak shit at fighting
[tab ] - he knows the proper form and some movements due to observing his samurai customers for a former role, but he doesn't have the strength to deal damage
- will flirt as he sees fit and is actually pretty cynical when it comes to romantic love
[tab ][size10 - tbh even if i want him to have a ship i doubt he'd be willing anytime soon]
  〘蛇〙 / shirairu / 34d 10h 23m 8s
[center [http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=393722 [pic https://i.imgur.com/ClCR6Tw.png]][http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=393548 [pic https://i.imgur.com/Pj2G7km.png]][http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=393809 [pic https://i.imgur.com/Aisup0O.png]]
[http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=393864 [pic https://i.imgur.com/kdMB8NG.png]] [http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=393817 [pic https://i.imgur.com/8M87ROe.png]][http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=393969 [pic https://i.imgur.com/KkkrrQD.png]]
[http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=396873 [pic https://i.imgur.com/thlV7DA.png]][http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=395321 [pic https://i.imgur.com/Qfex8D3.png]]

[jcode [http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=393722 [pic https://i.imgur.com/ClCR6Tw.png]][http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=393548 [pic https://i.imgur.com/Pj2G7km.png]][http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=393809 [pic https://i.imgur.com/Aisup0O.png]]
[http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=393864 [pic https://i.imgur.com/kdMB8NG.png]] [http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=393817 [pic https://i.imgur.com/8M87ROe.png]][http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=393969 [pic https://i.imgur.com/KkkrrQD.png]]
[http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=396873 [pic https://i.imgur.com/thlV7DA.png]][http://rp.eliteskills.com/vc.php?c=395321 [pic https://i.imgur.com/Qfex8D3.png]]]
  shirairu / 35d 9h 31m 59s
STAYED UP TO 4AM FOR NO GOOD REASON
I CAN'T FEEL MY FACE I FEEL TIRED BUT I HAVE SHIT TO DO JCMSLSLKMSWJBDISJAAM
  ᵒᵒᶜ / shirairu / 36d 23h 23m 49s
v v tired but also wanna finish nami-sensei's route
since i won't have no other chance to this weekend,,
d e ad l i n e s everywhere

also got an 88 for the report, was in the bottom half of the class
but man that's like.... a 2? 2.25? I'm already happy with that since I expected lower as I lowkey freaked out when I reported
at least I didnt stutter this time
/shudders
  ᵒᵒᶜ / shirairu / 38d 10h 49m 28s
i wanna watch more dorama and chill with spicy noodles in rainy weather but schoolwork is making me go out. it's cold. nu. i don't wanna. D:

[size10 but i have to inconvenience people for this task so i have no right orz]
  ᵒᵒᶜ / shirairu / 40d 18h 12m 42s
I need a crash course on literary/art movements

I'm a lit major supposedly bUT WTH IS THE MAIN DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MODERNISM AND POSTMODERNISM??? STRUCTURALISM AND FORMALISM?

I feel so stupid =w=;;; like I sorta studied those but my head was probably in a state where it can retain information for more that a day orz

Ugh ugh

Good thing we're reporting on feminism and gender studies, I guess
Not like that's my strongest suit but I get that... I guess.
  ᵒᵒᶜ / shirairu / 40d 22h 56m 30s
ugh i feel like i should be doing things for school since heart rate's now going at it

but i just,,, kinda feel like shit for not doing anything. and that mood's making me just curl into a sad ball and sleep
it's also that mood where i don't feel up to talking to friends

i really want to work but. body's like "nah"

this is weird and annoying

[size16 excuses, excuses] tho

i should finish that one-page paper by 11pm, at least.
  shirairu / 41d 14h 2m 14s
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