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[size10 got my financial aid for school, so that's a plus. going to have quite a bit of extra it looks like, which is even more of a plus ...
if the living situation could get worked out sooner, that would be fucking amazing
but I highly doubt it will at this point lmao
only gotta deal with this for two weeks .
just gotta push through
probs going to spend time playing games
i'm tired and depressed and my anxiety is acting up badly
one of those moments I hate being an adult because I just want to lay in bed all day
but -- I probably won't even on days I have off.
there's a swimming pool here --
definitely going to take advantage of it.
[size10 nearly a year since I was given your magic cards, and I'm finally planning on using them in decks. and considering parting with some. I -- feel guilty. Because you're gone, and this is all I have of you. But I imagine you'd want me to do something with them, rather than just letting them sit there, collecting dust.
I still feel sad.
[size10 this is the most I've ever talked to you, and I just.
Wanna beat anyone up that tries to hurt you, lol.
and I wanna put cute little band aids on all of your wounds, because none of this is your fault
seeing you blame this on yourself makes me sad, because it isn't your fault,
and all of the pain and stress that's been thrown onto your shoulders is just unfair
you act older than you are, something that happens to a lot of people that are forced to grow up quickly
but I'm sure, deep down inside, you're still wishing you can just be a kid.
because you probably didn't get to be a kid for very long. judging by everything I've been told.
the world threw a lot of unfair shit at you, but hey.
be proud of yourself. you've stuck around this far.
give yourself a pat on the back, and a hug, because you deserve it.
living isn't easy, it's always a struggle. so every day you continue to live, be proud of yourself, because you could've just given up. it would've been easier.
but you chose to stick around despite living a tough life.
I can't tell you that one day it gets easier, because I really don't know yet, but you've just gotta try the best you can.
I'm bad at words, I always am lol ...
but thank you for sticking around and continuing to live. even though you didn't have to. ♡
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[size10 NEW PENTAKILL MUSIC AND NOW I'M FUCKING HYPED
JESUS DO I LOVE THE PENTAKILL SKINS
AND THE MUSIC
OMG RITO PLS
GIVE ME KNEW PENTAKILL SKINS
GIVE ME PENTAKILL JINX PLS
I DON'T THINK THE BAND NEEDS ANY NEW MEMBERS BUT
- cuz female lead singer and Sona is mute ;o
so pls have the new singer be Jinx <3
also, here's the star guardians theme lol ... bc I'm a sucker for the star guardian skins
[center [size10 rest in peace, you two.
I'm going to miss you a lot. I really am. You both got me through some tough times.
[size10 legit can't believe Chester is dead ... I never expected it. I didn't pay much attention to Linkin Park after a while, but still. Never saw this coming ... Never saw it happening on Chris Cornell's birthday either. Fuck I'm so bummed out now ....
This is fucking with my already suicidal feelings man ... My fucking heroes are committing suicide. If they can't overcome their depression, how the fuck am I supposed to ...??
[size10 "Another day in Arcadia Bay," Max sighed.
Except today was anything but 'just another day.' No ... Today was Chloe's funeral.
The thought was enough to cause Max's stomach to churn, and her heart to ache. Maybe, if she was any ordinary girl, she would feel guilty for showing up to a funeral of her former best friend, that she hadn't spoken to since moving to Seattle. But Max was anything but ordinary. She didn't consider herself special, by any means, but she knew she wasn't ordinary. No normal person had the ability to rewind time and change things. Not that anyone in the current timeline knew that. Nor did anyone know of all the adventures Chloe and Max had gone on, before she had to rewind time, once again, to save Arcadia Bay.
Which ... Meant letting Chloe die.
Something that breaks Max's heart every time she remembers. Being in the bathroom when Chloe was shot ... Hurt Max horribly, but she could never tell anyone. No one knew she was there. She didn't want anyone to know.
Another sigh escaped her lips, as she looked in the mirror. Dressed in all black, she felt so out of place. Memories of her and Chloe flashed through her mind, from childhood memories, to now deleted memories of them trying to figure out who killed Rachel.
These were memories she'd never be able to share, nor forget. She held them too dear to her heart.
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It was finally almost time for the funeral. Max was standing in the back, hoping to go unnoticed by Chloe's mom and David. She didn't want to field any questions as to why she was there, despite not having spoken to Chloe since moving away to Seattle.
[right ooc: tired. may write more later.]
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