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me @ self: crushes are bad, stop it
much excite. sadly I've got the next several days off of work. I'm going to be so bored
uhh ... I've been writing more. I usually struggle with intro posts, but I've been doing damn good lately. proud of myself, in all honesty
I've missed writing this much ;; it just feels so good
I almost wish all the rps I'm in weren't so slow moving, but I know it's for the better since i get easily overwhelmed
besides, I've got some long neglected rps with meggies that I should probably give some love.
iffff I wasn't so tired at the moment.
almost want to talk you into living here, haha
or somewhere else
just somewhere you can be yourself
somewhere you don't have to pretend you're someone else
I just want nice , awesome things for you
we don't talk much as of late, but I really don't ever stop thinking about you
every store I walk into is like , "I wonder if I'll find something heichou likes"
"heichou would find this interesting"
"I wonder if heichou knows this"
you mean so much to me
[size10 being off my meds is making me want to cry. it has me feeling so ill. i'm so mad at my doctor ... I want to post in my rps, but I can't even feel good long enough to actually think of something to write. I should call tomorrow, but I won't have time. Probably until Thursday. I don't know what's taking her so long to get back to my pharmacy. the last time it only took a day at most. i just want to cry
so so so badly
i feel so sick
the headache is back
the constant lightheadedness is driving me nuts
I can't miss school or work
why the fuck did this have to happen now
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[size10 got my financial aid for school, so that's a plus. going to have quite a bit of extra it looks like, which is even more of a plus ...
if the living situation could get worked out sooner, that would be fucking amazing
but I highly doubt it will at this point lmao
only gotta deal with this for two weeks .
just gotta push through
probs going to spend time playing games
i'm tired and depressed and my anxiety is acting up badly
one of those moments I hate being an adult because I just want to lay in bed all day
but -- I probably won't even on days I have off.
there's a swimming pool here --
definitely going to take advantage of it.
[size10 nearly a year since I was given your magic cards, and I'm finally planning on using them in decks. and considering parting with some. I -- feel guilty. Because you're gone, and this is all I have of you. But I imagine you'd want me to do something with them, rather than just letting them sit there, collecting dust.
I still feel sad.
[size10 this is the most I've ever talked to you, and I just.
Wanna beat anyone up that tries to hurt you, lol.
and I wanna put cute little band aids on all of your wounds, because none of this is your fault
seeing you blame this on yourself makes me sad, because it isn't your fault,
and all of the pain and stress that's been thrown onto your shoulders is just unfair
you act older than you are, something that happens to a lot of people that are forced to grow up quickly
but I'm sure, deep down inside, you're still wishing you can just be a kid.
because you probably didn't get to be a kid for very long. judging by everything I've been told.
the world threw a lot of unfair shit at you, but hey.
be proud of yourself. you've stuck around this far.
give yourself a pat on the back, and a hug, because you deserve it.
living isn't easy, it's always a struggle. so every day you continue to live, be proud of yourself, because you could've just given up. it would've been easier.
but you chose to stick around despite living a tough life.
I can't tell you that one day it gets easier, because I really don't know yet, but you've just gotta try the best you can.
I'm bad at words, I always am lol ...
but thank you for sticking around and continuing to live. even though you didn't have to. ♡
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[size10 NEW PENTAKILL MUSIC AND NOW I'M FUCKING HYPED
JESUS DO I LOVE THE PENTAKILL SKINS
AND THE MUSIC
OMG RITO PLS
GIVE ME KNEW PENTAKILL SKINS
GIVE ME PENTAKILL JINX PLS
I DON'T THINK THE BAND NEEDS ANY NEW MEMBERS BUT
- cuz female lead singer and Sona is mute ;o
so pls have the new singer be Jinx <3
also, here's the star guardians theme lol ... bc I'm a sucker for the star guardian skins
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I'm going to miss you a lot. I really am. You both got me through some tough times.
[size10 legit can't believe Chester is dead ... I never expected it. I didn't pay much attention to Linkin Park after a while, but still. Never saw this coming ... Never saw it happening on Chris Cornell's birthday either. Fuck I'm so bummed out now ....
This is fucking with my already suicidal feelings man ... My fucking heroes are committing suicide. If they can't overcome their depression, how the fuck am I supposed to ...??
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