"But I'm your loser." Austin said scribbling three names down on a sheet of paper. "There my guest list is done." He literally had no one that he wanted to invite but her and about three people he considered aquantinces that he worked with.
"You are a looser." She said with a soft laugh and continued. "I need a guest list from you."
Austin sighed and said,"Our baby has a father who loves him or her, remember that." He put two pieces of toast into the toaster and said nothing else. "If you want me to help you, tell me so I don't just stand here looking like a loser."
"I will not have a bastard child and I can't abort it." She said simply and sighed. She didn't mean for it to sound as harsh as it came out.
"You still want to marry me?" Austin asked seeing all of the wedding magazines and books scattered across the kitchen table. He was surprised, shocked actually.
She crawled into bed beside him after the shower and fell asleep. She was out of the house as the sun rose to take care of the horses and then go about her day as needed with going to get the rest of the plans for the wedding.
Austin was asleep in bed when she got out. He didn't know what else to do at the moment either. He didn't go to his meeting the next morning. He didn't eat. He didn't do anything.
She had put Kahn away and the two mares and then went into the house to shower. She just didn't know what to do anymore.
Austin took two hours longer to make it back to the house. It was alot of time to think and reflect. He came in the house, ready to give up. He couldn't fight her and he wouldn't.
She sighed deeply. "I will meet you back at the house." She said and picked up the pace. They were moving far to fast for her. She did't want to be getting married nor having a child yet. Not to mention she would loose any job she was going to do now.
"Three months Luna, have you lost some time? Yeah we're moving fast but I don't regret it and I meant it when I said your the best thing that ever happened to me." Austin said walking with her.
"I know that. But think of it this way. We have known each other for what, a month at the most and already i am knocked up and we are getting married." She said softly. She didn't want to call it off. "I had so much going for me, and now I have to stop it all."
"Are you calling off the wedding? We're not rushing, I just don't want anything to happen to you and I don't want to lose you. I've never cared about anyone like this, well not in a really long time." Austin said crying.
She shook her head. "I think we are rushing into this." She said softly and mounted the horse. SHe didn't feel like walking anymore.
"A job that can wait." Austin said sighing. "I just don't want to miss anything and I don't want to get you hurt anymore. I'm wreckless it seems." He ran a hand through his hair and she could see the blood on his knuckles.
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