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[center [size11 i'm not okay. i'm not okay. i'm not okay. i'm not okay. i'm not okay. i'm not. i'm not. i'm not.]][center [size11 it's everyday now. the thoughts of wishing i were dead, not born, could kill myself, all of those. it's every single day.]]
[center [size11 i'm not special to anyone, i'm not good enough for anyone, i'm just useless baggage.]][center [size11 i couldn't ever make myself useful.]][center [size11 i'm sorry.]]
[center [size11 i feel dizzy. i might just.. sleep. i don't want to wake up.]]
[center [size11 tfw you ain't a furry but then nintendo throws prince sidon at you]]
[center [size11 fuck]]
[center [size11 well since everyone's so quiet i guess i'll do my makeup and stuff now. can't sit around waiting to get lonely..]]
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[center [size11 i'm a little sad we didn't talk really today, but i hope you're okay at least.]]
[center [size11 today wasn't so bad, but my lips are so chapped they keep cracking, they feel so irritated and sore x___x i hate how dry my lips get. for no reason, either!]]
[center [size11 my first easter with my new family is later today. i'm excited and nervous. idk if i'm feeling feminine enough to wear a dress, but i will anyway, because i want to look nice - and i have to take pictures of it. i wasn't lyin' when i say my ass look fat!!]]
[center [size11 gotta figure out what sort of makeup to wear, too. it doesn't really matter, but if i'm going to wear a fancy dress, i might as well go all out.]]
[center [size11 i hope i sleep okay.]]
"i am the angel that protects and guides. i know your pains and sorrows. let me save you."
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angel ☆ genderfluid ☆ twenty one
demisexual ☆ virgo ☆ actor ☆ writer
only here for a few select people.
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[center [size11 i say it so often, but it's because i mean it - i really have the greatest friends a person could have..]] [center [size11 i used to have some really shitty people in my life that made my self esteem so much worse, but now i know how to stand up for myself, and yet still,]][center [size11 you guys are willing to protect me and back me up. i'm happy]]
[center [size11 y'all know i got your back too. i'd kill for ya tbh.]]
[center [size11 all you gotta do is ask.]]
i guess we're just gonna
ignore the depression factor of this lol
why do i even bother trying to explain myself
nobody even wants to understand or help so just. fuck it
you didn't have to say it like that, you made me feel like i'm disgusting
don't tell me about that stuff ever again. next time i'll just walk away from you
that was such an unnecessary way of thinking and saying it.
that. really creeped me tf out
what the fuck is wrong with you people ??
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[center [size11 it's my job as your best friend to make sure you do the right thing .. it's my job as your best friend to love and care for you no matter how angry or upset you are ... it's my job as your best friend to make sure you are safe and know the truth, no matter how hard it is to hear]]
[center [size11 you both matter to me. i want this to work out, i want to be there for you guys through thick and thin.]]
[center [size11 next time... please trust my judgement a little more.]]
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