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Colton knew that the moments and over time that the woman in front of him would want to see the world and travel. However, he didn’t know that she would want to move back to the place that which they had met. It was a place full of memories and full of the people that tried to tear them apart. From the peach festivals, to the nights hanging out and the bonfire parties, he knew that they were in for a lot of trouble going back there with knowing their history. He didn’t even realize that he was holding so much stress until he released a breath and looked at her, removing his computer from his lap and setting it on the couch cushion not too far from him. He wrapped his arms around her and let her speak her words.
He knew that if he didn’t let her speak now, she would close him out again. Pressing his lips together, he nodded. [b It will be a hard choice….We have our established place here and I have gained a lot of different clients and patients…And there we have a lot to go back to yes, but also a lot of memories of people tearing us apart those so many years ago…]
They both had good points, they both had their point of views and feelings about the situation. It was clashing, and his face was starting to feel hot from the amount of emotions passing over him in waves. It was during that hesitation when she moved herself away from him and said that she was going to decline the offer however he didn’t have time for her anymore because all he did was work. He lifted his brows, completely slapped in the face metaphorically from her words. [b I don’t have time for you.] He whispered. [b You really think that I want to be away from you for so long?] He kept the soft tone, just repeating her words back to her to make sure if he had gotten it correctly.
[b You want me to make a choice with work or you? When you know there is no choice at all? You know I’m always going to choose you. Why would you think differently?] He was curious as to what was bringing this to her attention. He could understand that she missed part of her family and some of the things back home, and he had missed his parents too, but still…this was where they had decided. She had voiced her opinions of the place prior and even during his time being here, but listening to her now, it was like she didn’t think that she listened at all.
[b Don’t decline the offer because you think I don’t want you to.] He said simply, looking at her, slightly frustrated that she was focusing solely on herself at this time and place.
[b If you want to go, if [i you] want to go and do an interview and go back home for a few days, let me know how it goes.]
This was difficult. In every meaning of the word. He could see her side, wanting to get away from her mother, wanting to get away from florida and things that she had been surrounded with. She wanted something new, something where she felt closer to who she was meant to be. It was the same for him. He finally left. He was finally free of the place where his parents had trapped him in doing summer after summer work on the farm. He remembered the days where he said that he would never go back. And now she wanted to go back, and he was facing her exact problem with staying here. There were butting heads, they were clashing thoughts and points, and it was all about who wanted to escape their past the most.
She was already moving away from him. She was already walking away having said that she was going to decline the offer. He subtly rolled his eyes knowing that she wanted this and knowing that she was more than likely going to get what she wanted. However, there were going to be some conditions.
[b Lily, stop. Talk with me on this. Don’t just assume that I don’t want you to take the job.] He pressed his lips together. [b I’m sure that I can get transferred to somewhere near there, but do realize, there is not a hospital in town. There’s one in the next town over, but I’m not sure what you were thinking about there. We have to discuss these details. Where are we going to live that benefits us both. I have a history with that place just like you do here darling. I face the same struggles and thoughts you do here with the thought of going back there. So trust me, I see where you are coming from. But talk with me on this. Let’s figure something out together. I don’t want you to be miserable here, and I don’t want to be miserable staying in the same place that I was held down for so long in.]
He took in a deep breath, unsure as to what she was going to do with that information or if she was going to give him an answer at all besides just slamming the door in his face and going to bed. It was only a matter of time before she would say something and react, but he was very nervous as to how it was all going to turn out.
There were times that Lily sat home, alone or even with Colton in the next room - working as he always did where she sat on the couch and watched tv.
Yes, her eyes were on the screen but her mind was always somewhere else.
1. How much she hated Floria and wanted to leave.
2. Colton had seemed to forget the importance of spending time with the woman he loved.
It truely was a wonderful thing when one saved another persons life; even it was just curing them of a cold.
Colton spent all his time working. If he wasn't at home, he was at the hospital. If he wasn't at the hospital, he was in his office.
Lily's job was that of a teacher, she wasn't as busy and on call as he was.
Work was his life. Nothing had changed as Colton on the farm, that was his importance.
Lily missed him.
Lily loved him.
It was there, sitting on his lap that Colton pushed his computer back and made room for the fiance and kept all his attention on her.
With his arms around her, Lily truely felt at home.
What she had to say, scared her and her voice was shakey. Colton knew it just as much as she did.
Speaking to her Father, there was an opening at the highschool where Colton and she first fell in love. The highschool where they snuck off and had sex in the locker room and this position was perfect for her.
Breathing out, Lily looked at Colton and explained the siutation. That she had been offered a job back in Point Plains and that she wanted to take it.
[i When were you looking to go back to that place...When did you start? Why did you start?]
[b "Honestly, I started to look when I got home from Denver all those months ago. Before you even found me. I don't like Florida, Colton.."] she replied.
Colton then looked down to which Lily knew he wasn't taking this well. She could tell from his face.
He wanted to stay.
Then he spoke words that made her sigh, breathe in deep.
He had every right to speak of this in the way he did.
[i I have my patients, my relationships with good clientelle and good staffing. I mean they’re quirky and I have to get on to them a lot, but still….I have a foundation here. And a good step up with the hospital…. ]
[b "I know you do, Colton and believe me when I say, this is a hard choice to make..."]
[i What I mean is, why do you want to go back?]
[b "I hate it here. I hate the constant hot weather. I hate the fact that everytime I walk out of the house, all I see is my mother, stopping me from being with you all those years ago. Florida, has nothing but bad memories for when when ..back home, its where the best times of my life were, even if it was for a short while. I felt home..."]
Yes, this was her home.
Yes, this was where Colton was and they made a home together their in Florida...but the contact bad memories before he arrived was stuck.
[b "Wherever you are, I'm home so please do not think anything less of that. I want to be happy too with work..and im just not. I miss my Dad. I miss the changing seasons. I miss the country. I even miss the damn peach festival...."]
Speaking, Lily could see Colton's face change to a face she hadnt seen before.
It was as if he was diappointed.
[b "You know what? ...forget I even said anything. I shouldn't be pulling you from a job you love. I just feel you dont have time for anymore. All you do is work. Even during this conversation, youve been looking at the computer screen. Some times I just want to say with either me ..or work...."] she muttered, moving from Colton's lap and wandered around from behind the desk and started to walk away.
[b "I'll decline the job offer."]
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 Colton was a man of many things. He had worked in many hospitals throughout his time outside of college. During the years that he wasn’t with Lily, he had worked hard to get his medical degree and make something of himself. It was when he finally had found his way back to Lily after all the drama with Amelia and the lies that were shared for 2 years, he finally found his place in life. It was within the hospital with a goofy and loveable staff and one that he had called home. It was one that he had finally been good to be a part of.]]]
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 The months had passed after his engagement and the thrill of getting married and getting engaged had started to slow down and the guys and women at work had finally been able to get off his back and stop picking at him, he was finally getting things back together again. He had made a life with Lily in their apartment, all while saving up for their wedding. They were planning everything down to the very last detail together as they were apart for so long that they didn’t want to miss another one’s chance to have a deciding factor. It was only a matter of time before they were to say their I do’s and then they would be able to continue their beautiful lives together when he moved his life to Florida for the woman that he loved. ]]]
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 Now, finally getting back into the swing of things, Colton sat with his computer on the desk in front of him. The various colors of different appointments he would be seeing the following day displayed on his screen while a stack of medical notes and tips of patients was sprawled in his lap and a pen hung from his mouth as he looked through the different files he had and compared to the rechecks that he had coming up the following day. His eyes were glued to the screen that he didn’t even notice the love of his life enter the room. He was so taken up by his clients and patients that the one person who he needed to pay the most attention to was standing right in front of him. He heard her voice and immediately looked up, pulling the pen from his mouth as she climbed into his lap. He pushed away the computer, saving his eyes from the blue tint glare and smiled up at her as he set some notes aside and wrapped his arms around her, pulling her close to him.]]]
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 Her voice was shaky, and that wasn’t like her. She was usually so full of joy, full of everything, full of life and energy, but now she was insecure and shaken up by something. His eyes searched her face, reading the body language that she looked sort of closed off before she finally opened the full lips to produce that she had gotten an offer to teach at a school...their school. Back home...Where her dad was the mayor still and his father was still the main farmer of the town...Back where their roots began and the water was plenished and derived and paved through for their lives now…]]]
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 He was a little taken aback. His eyes searched her face and he hesitated.. He had to breathe a second.]]]
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 [b When were you looking to go back to that place...When did you start? Why did you start?] He asked, completely taken aback by the entire situation. He was under the belief that she liked it there, and that they were going to continue their life in Florida since her mother had gone away. Her friends were there. At least that was the impression that he was creating in his head. He knew there were parts of Florida that she was not a fan of, but over all he thought she was happy. ]]]
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 He looked downward, facing the fight within himself. [b Have you been interviewing?] He asked. He looked to the side, seeing the computer screen still lit up with the schedule and all of his patients. [b That’s amazing….] He said, trying to be supportive while fighting everything in his head. [b I’m glad that you are able to take this opportunity and that you seem pretty hopeful about it… But I’m skeptical….There is so much baggage there...I thought we were wanting to get away from that? I mean, I have my patients, my relationships with good clientelle and good staffing. I mean they’re quirky and I have to get on to them a lot, but still….I have a foundation here. And a good step up with the hospital….] He was wandering on and on but looking into her eyes….he didn’t want to be separated from her again. He wanted nothing more than to be with her.]]]
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 [b What I mean is, why do you want to go back? ]]]]
Lily had a secret.
It was a crazy secret, however she was never the one to tell it. It was all in the past and honestly, if she told Colton about it now, there was no point.
When Lily was 17, she honestly felt that the love the two had, was the real deal.
It came towards hard and gave her a nice slap in the face and she knew even then - early on that he was the one.
Waking up in the barn after making love to the Cowboy, she knew he was the one she was going to marry and it would be her asking him.
That was the secret.
Lily was going to ask Colton to marry her if all went well perhaps months down the line, perhaps weeks.
She left before she could ask.
It had been 10 years later, 10 years and 6 months later that the two stood on the bench, older - wiser and knew exactly what they wanted.
Colton went down on a bended knee and presented a ring that was truely one of a kind.
A ring that was sought after, made by his heart and given to Lily with a very special question.
A question that was made on the beach on a date night by the ocean in sunset.
Lily smiled wide and said yes.
Oh her heart was feeling giddy, beating fast and fluttering away the moment the ring slipped upon her perfectly polished finger.
Wrapping her arms around Colton the moment he stood up, the two hugged tightly and kissed each others lips in a sensual matter but hard just the same, sealing the deal.
[b "I love you ..."] she spoke the moment they pulled apart and her ears perked up, listening to his words that spilled from his lips.
[i "No one else really helped us get here. Others kept us apart. It was us who wanted this...it was us who got us to be together again, and it will still be us at the end of this crazy beautiful life we will live."]
[b "Others kept us apart because they were bored with their own life and they wanted to destroy others for fun and for sport. We were always meant to be with each other. It was iron clad when we saw each other when we were 10, really..."] Lily spoke with a smile only for it to vanish the moment her eyes looked over a woman coming over with a camera in hand.
The whole time, they were getting their pictures taken.
Colton had arranged this all and it was listening to their conversation that Lily turned back to her fiancee and laughed.
[b "You planned that too? Oh my god, I probably looked awful!...Why didn't you tell me..."]
Another laugh came out before saying thank you as she congratulated the two of them on this joyous moment.
The two kissed.
Eyes closed as Lily placed her left hand upon Colton's check ever so gently, letting the diamond sparkle as the picture was taken on the phone.
To be sent to her girlfriends.
Did she want too though?
Sally, for sure as she supported them both.
The other girls were somewhat skeptical of it all. They believed the two of the mgetting together so fast wasnt the right thing. That and also Colton came to her the moment he knew the bitch was cheating on him.
They often said that if he really did love her, he would of left the bitch before the wedding for her.
In the car, the two held hands and the smiles could not be removed from their faces.
That night, the engaged couple made love for hours. They took their time as they had their whole lives.
3 months had passed and Lily was in full swing of planning their wedding.
They had told their friends who screamed with excitement. Colton told his parents who were very happy for him...even though this was his second engagement, however his father for the first time told Colton that his Brother who had passed, would be very proud of him.
Lilky told her Mother who didn't take it too well, but her Father finally accepted the two were in love and all he wanted was his only daughter to be happy.
She was happy.
She was marrying the love of her life.
[b "I'll tell him Dad, but I dont know about this..."] Lily spoke on the phone and sighed as she sat by the table, a hand upon her forehead. [b "It's a great thing, but our life is here in Miami, I dont know.."]
[+green "Just tell him sweetheart..."]
Finishing the phone call with her Father, Lily stared ahead for a moment before moving from the kitchen and wandered through the house to the Study where Colton sat, reveiwing appointments - doing his work whilke she knocked on the door softly.
[b "Hey hunny..."] she muttered softly, stepping in..
[b "I just got off the phone with Dad and ..."]
Standing in the study, Lily looked at Colton who was giving all his attention too.
She was nervous.
[b "Ive been offered a job. A great teaching oppertunity at a High School. It's in Point Plains, our old high school and I'm actually thinking about taking it..."] she spoke.
Their home town.
The place where they fell in love.
This was a hard choice to make.
His whole life was in Miami and all Lily wanted to do was leave that place.
She hated Florida.
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 It was captured in that moment that she had said the single word that would begin their life. Photos captured the moment that he spoke of asking her the question that would open up the world they could now create for themselves. That they were meant to create for themselves since they were young and in love...even before they knew what love was. The photographer was snapping away as he was smiling so much and together they were laughing as he slipped the ring on her designated finger.]]]
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 He hadn’t told anyone about the engagement plan that he was having because this was their thing. It was their time to be together. It was their date night, and anything different it would have set it off and she would have known. It was their time to have that special moment, and it was in their time that no one else was going to be apart of. He smiled at her and he wrapped his arms around the love of his life and picked her up as he pressed his lips against hers. The photographer was still snapping away at their moments. ]]]
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 [b I love you so much.] He said, in between kisses as he held her against him. He chuckled and after a few more kisses, he set her down, touching the edges of her face. SHe was going to be his forever. They were never going to be split again. Things were going to be how they were supposed to be and now it was all falling into place. Smiling at her. [b I am not sure how you pictured this, but I wanted it to be just you and me. No one else really helped us get here. Others kept us apart. It was us who wanted this...it was us who got us to be together again, and it will still be us at the end of this crazy beautiful life we will live.] He chuckled, wiping his own happy little tears away. ]]]
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 He pulled away from her after fixing a stray hair from her face and looked up toward the bushes were the photographer was hiding. He smiled at her and waved her over.]]]
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 Cara, the photographer, pulled herself out of the brush and walked out, holding her camera and smiling. [i Congratulations guys!] She smiled at them. [i I have a lot of great shots, and I’ll get those edited tonight Colton, and I’ll have them sent over.] Colton smiled at her and lifted his right hand and they shook on it. [b Thanks Cara, I appreciate it. Before you leave, can you take a picture of us on my phone?] She took the phone from him and he pulled Lily against him. [b Since I know all of your girlfriends are going to want to see what happened tonight.] He chuckled, knowing that she was close to her friends, and he never wanted to take that away from her.]]]
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 Cara took the picture and he had sent it to Lily and before long, they were cleaning up their date night and headed home. In the car, he laced his fingers through hers and smiled at her. [b I love you baby.] He said another time, like he had the million times before that night.]]]
[center [font “Garamond” [size12 It was their time now…]]]
Colton was aware of the relationship she had with her Mother.
It came the moment when the two finally ended up together after Colton found her, that Lily spilled everything that had happened.
Together, laying in her bed under a single sheet that Lily spoke on her family.
How she grew up.
Why her Mother left.
Why she was sent away before returning to Point Plains where their story began.
Lily's Mother was..different.
She often believed that she was born for the finer things in life, having a man that would wait on her hand and foot and she did marry well. However when Lily's father became Mayor, it was his work that had his time and Mother felt cheated and alone.
Even more alone when they sent Lily who became an age that she began to become naughty to the finest boarding school to make her a lady.
Only for Lily to come back and fall in love with a boy who was opposite from her lifestyle and did things that would prove she was not being a proper lady.
Colton did infact meet the Witch.
She had heard about him from her ex husband when they dicussed Lily moving to her and she was not going to have her daughter become a harlot so she accepted.
Sitting opposite Colton in the gazebo that was warmly lit and having a romantic feel, the two enjoyed their meal as they spoke about their work, how they were feeling as both of them admitted to being tired, but Lily could never imagine what Colton went through every day at the Hospital.
Looking after people who were sick, forming bonds with patients only to have then leave this earth behind.
Holding the champagne flute, the glass was brought to her lips and Lily took a sip as she kept her eyes on the man she loved and listened carefully what he was speaking.
He was good story teller.
Lily smiled as she continued to listen to his words of the sponge bath, only for it to fade when she heard that his wife was no longer around and the condition the older gentleman had.
[i 'It made me realize how grateful I am to have you baby, I love you. And our time finally being together.']
[b "You always had me. Even the time we were apart, you did..."] she spoke.
Shifting up and off from her seat after a request of Colton, Lily took one last sip of the drink and gently placed the glass back onto the table before taking Colton's hand and together, they shifted from the gazebo, removed their shoes and stepped onto the soft sand of the beach.
Every time they were here on a date night, they would do this.
It was what she looked forward too the most.
Both would stand close side by side and just walk.
Speak of love and their past and how happy they were as at times, at home, they wouldnt speak of that due to the work load.
In the distance, hidden away in plain site, a photographer clicked camera and took pictures of the couple by the light of the sunset, Lily having no idea.
It was all the same and she did not expect a single thing.
[i "I missed you today"]
Coming to a stop, Lily turned and the pair stood infront of one another close as she tilted her head up, looking at the tall, handsome as hell Cowboy he would always be and smiled.
[b "I missed you too"]
Then came a nervous laugh.
This worried her a little.
[b "Are you okay?.."] she spoke, smiling as she refused to glance away from him, still holding his hand as Colton gripped a little tighter.
Silence crossed between them.
Lily wasn't going to lie when she could of sworn her heart started to beat really fast and her whole body started to become hot.
Something was going on.
[b "Colton, tell me.."]
[i "From the moment I met you, from the moment we were separated and reunited, I never wanted you to leave my side again. I want to be with you forever…"]
[b "Oh my gosh, Colton..."] she whispered, completely in shock as her eyes witnessed Colton shifting down before her onto a single knee. Knee digging into the sand as he let go of her hands to pull out a box, flipping the top open slowly only to show off a ring that simply took her breath away.
Just like the moment he did when she first laid eyes on him at the age of 17.
[i So, Lily Herondale, will you be with me forever as my wife and marry me?]
Listening to those words, Lily's eyes closed and the moment she did, tears of pure joy and happiness fell. It was only for a quick moment by her heart skipped and fluttered only to open her eyes once more.
It wasn't a dream.
Colton was truely infront of her, kneeling down asking for her hand.
A single word never meant so much.
Smiling so much, her cheeks began to hurt.
Lily held out her hand, palm down and watched, felt the ring fit onto finger perfectly.
It was meant to be there.
[center [font “Times [size12 Colton had been waiting for this moment from the second that his eyes had met hers. From the second they were a pair, a couple, a pair of heroes that could take on the world, he was scared. He was scared for the fact how much of an effect that she had on him. She had created such a perfect world for him from the moment those beautiful curls hit her face to even the teenage years where they had explored parts of their bodies for the first time. It was all in due time that they were supposed to be together… And people around them knew it. From the moment they met. ]]]
[center [font “Times [size12 Now, as they stood at the beautiful gazebo near the ocean, their food was already on the table that he had packed and made himself. He was so nervous, but even more so now as she walked up. She was as beautiful as ever. It scared the hell out of him now. Her beautiful curves, her beautiful smile, and even more so beautiful eyes. She was standing there, a goddess in his presence, and there he was in his normal attire of a button up and shorts since it was warmer. His tanned skin had only gotten darker with the sunkissed days that he spent on the beach with this beauty. She was magical to see, intelligible to talk to, and absolutely adorable when she wanted his attention. She had him wrapped so tightly around her finger and all he wanted to do was give her the world. ]]]
[center [font “Times [size12 With the velvet box in his pocket and the wind blowing in their direction, she came and sat down across from him and together they dug in. He was aware of her relationship with her mother. He could only smile at her words, not entirely the situation. [b Absolutely flawless, huh? My actress strikes again. Where are the cameras?] He laughed softly and he continued to eat. His palms were sweaty and he was dying from being able to ask the question. He had to act normal...He had to act like this wasn’t going to be the biggest night of their life. ]]]
[center [font “Times [size12 As they ate, he started talking about the hospital, hoping to calm his nerves. He pressed his lips together. [b It was funny today, I was making my rounds, checking on patients, and there was this old man that was yelling at the nurse. I could hear his cursing from down the hall and when I walked in, he was just yelling at her because his wife wasn’t the one scrubbing his back for the sponge bath.] He smiled. [b I assured him that his wife was on her way and the nurse was going to make him look good for his wife when she got there. His eyes just lit up and he let the nurse finish her job, but when I walked out the head nurse told me that his wife had passed a few years ago. I smiled and had shaken my head, I read this man’s chart. His memory loss keeps him in 1964 when his wife was still alive and well and having to give him sponge baths after his lost his legs.] He smiled and looked down at his food for a second. ]]]
[center [font “Times [size12 [b It made me realize how grateful I am to have you baby, I love you. And our time finally being together.] He smiled and reach across the table to hold her hand. He said things like this all the time...at least that he could remember. He smiled nervously, but he squeezed her fingers and tried to calm down a little more as the weights were beginning to get a little more heavy on his shoulders. ]]]
[center [font “Times [size12 They finished up their meal and he could see the photographer peeking at him, he reached for her hand again and smiled. [b Wanna take a walk with me?] He asked, smiling at her, hoping to distract her. He pulled off his shoes so then he could feel a little more steady in the sand. He didn’t care that he was going to be getting more sand in his jeep, but it didn’t matter. After tonight, things were going to change, and he was looking forward to it.]]]
[center [font “Times [size12 He walked through the sand and the sun was beginning to set as he laced his fingers through hers and together they walked down the beach side. He was sure that the photographer was getting shots of them walking while trying to hide at the same time as well. He presed his lips together and slowly came to a stop. He smiled down at her and held her cheeks in his hands as he kissed her lightly. [b I missed you today.] He whispered and kissed her again before he pulled away. He let out a nervous laugh as he let go of her hand. [b So I have had this thought on my mind for the past couple of months...well for a longer time than that but that doens’t matter. ] He was rambling on, but he focused again. ]]]
[center [font “Times [size12 [b From the moment I met you, from the moment we were separated and reunited, I never wanted you to leave my side again. I want to be with you forever… So, Lily Herondale, will you be with me forever as my wife and marry me?] He said as he slowly lowered down to one knee. His nerves were now topped off for this moment. He felt the weight as he looked up at her as he had pulled the ring out of his pocket and flipped it open to produce the silver sparkling diamond with hints of purple and blue as decorations on the band, just light hints. It was the sun hitting them just right in reflection of the night sky that was developing around them.]]]
It felt completely surreal the moment Lily opened the door and her eyes rested upon the man she had loved since she was 17 years old.
For seeing him weeks before in a place that was completely random unexpectedly to right now, him standing in her doorway, there had to be some fate at play.
Lily let him inside and immediantly he removed his coat and shirt for reasons, she didnt ask.
Colton was wearing a suit, a damn nice one at that only for her too remember that he was getting married, well he was married but yet he was here, in her apartment.
Again, she didnt ask.
Colton said words that dazzled and dizzied her mind, words that were exactly what she needed as minutes before, confusion and contimplation reared her in her mind. Lily needed to find home, little did she know, home was on his way to sweep her off her feet.
Colton carried her into the bedroom as they continued to kiss with passion and hot like fire.
What came next, was 6 years too long.
Lily could always picture the two of them as kids in her mind, making love but over time she forgot what it felt like.
It wasn't long until she was moaning pleasureably under his dick where she finally, caught up and remembered.
Months had passed and from the moment Colton entered her home, he didnt leave.
Lily didnt want him too, but he only did to get his things from New York, to orginize his life so he could live with the woman who made him happy.
Those moment when he was away from her, were the worst.
Lily didnt know what to do wth herself and wondered if he was okay, all the time.
Everytime he came home, opened that door, Lily ran and jumped into Colton's arms with a squeel of happiness and refused to let him go.
The days where she would be working, coming homew - there Colton would be, in the kitchen trying to make something for dinner.
They just...worked meshed well together.
[+green "6 months together, who would of thought?..."] Ruth spoke as she sat by the countertop, looking at Lily who stood on the opposite side, stirring coffee while pinching a spoon inbetween two fingers with a smile on her face.
[b "I knew. I knew since I was 7, we were supposed to be with one another."]
[+green "Ohhhhh..that's so cute. So you have a dress? Nails are done, I see.."]
[b "Ruth, its just a date. We do this all the time..."]
It was true.
The two of them did. It was something they did to reconnect as at times, with Colton being busy with the Hospital and Lily being busy correcting work from the Students, they ..at times were seperated.
It was one of her favorite places to be.
The surroundings were always beautiful. The sound of the ocean near by, the abiance of the stringed fairy lights casted a warm glow.
The gazebo always decked out nicely with flowers along with candles upon the white linen that draped over the table.
Not the mention the food.
Lily went out and bought herself a new dress as a girl always liked to have new things.
An emerald green dress that was almost similar to the one she wore when she when 17 and seeing Colton again for the second time at the party, the night of their first kiss by the pier on the lake.
Hair down in loose curls that danced in the breeze.
Everything was just as normal as it usually was when it came to date night.
Stepping onto the base of the gazebo, heels clicked against the floor as she approached the table and sat down slowly, smiling at Colton who took seat on the opposite side.
Wine was poured, a very nice Sav that always made her warm on the inside and it did just that when Lily took a sip.
[b "Oh, I forgot to tell you. As if this day couldnt get any better. My witch of a Mom, is moving to California. I spoke to her today and I swear...the performance of complete utter devestation, was flawless..."] Lily spoke before giving off a soft laugh only to again, take another sip of the wine. [b "Oscar worthy..."]
[center [font “Times” [size12 Colton was lost in translation. It was the movement from being in the cold weather of New York to the bright sun and heat of Florida. It was nice, muggy at times, but definitely worth being in. The temperatures were warming and stable. He liked the consistency already. He was only here a few short hours before he was standing at her doorstep, watiting for that beautiful door to open to expose the wonderful woman inside. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 He was ushered inside and there he stood there, his hands caressing the side of her face. His fingertips grazing her skin, feeling the warmth under them. He needed this. It hadn’t been the same with Amelia. That was not his place, not where his home was...where his heart was. But he could see it in her eyes. He could see his very breath coming from his lips in the reflection of her eyes. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 He said the words, the words that both of their hearts needed to hear in that moment. And what she uttered next was the final go. He wrapped his arms around her and together they were off in the bliss and passion of love.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 He had waited far too long. He was under a spell of another, thinking that it was finally the vitamins that he had needed. His body was finally reaching the nourishment that it needed. It was the feeling that was only a facade. It was now...staring in her eyes that the real drug was right there in front of him. The real feelings of love. The true intentions were back and surrounding him...He was among the clouds…]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 It was months later. Colton had moved from the brisk and cold of New York to be with Lily in Florida. It was their time to be together. He had gotten a job at one of the major hospitals and he was working as much as he could while still trying to be at home with her. He was going to make a life, and he wasn’t going to have her walk away or be forced away from her ever again.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 His parents had heard of the news, they had seen the messages from him as well as heard his voice. Colton was doing great now. The problems of his past were gone, and was just that, a thing of the past.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 It was now, shifts at the hospital, giving words of hope and wisdom while listening critically for his patients. He worked closely with them, making sure they knew exactly that they weren’t alone. No matter how big the problem seemed to be, there was always another day, always another option, and always another face that would help them succeed if they so chose.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 Sometimes, there were days where he had come home drained and exhausted. Lily had always welcomed him with open arms and a warm kiss to keep him happy. Other days where they were both on their last leg, it was a struggle to push through and to continue on, but they knew they were in the right place. They knew that they weren’t leaving each other again. This was the real world, and they were making it, one step at a time. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 And it was staring back at him now...the glisten of the raw cut diamond. It was surrounded in silver, sure to be striking next to her tan skin. It curved in such a way, but was not big enough to over take her hand, but not small enough that you could mistake it for a thin line. He knew from the moment that she allowed him back into her life that he was going to do everything in his power to keep his place. And He wasn’t going to allow anyone else over step his place.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 It didn’t take him long to purchase the ring. He had known her ring size before as she had shown him some of her new rings that she had purchased for the many outfits that she had bought as well. It was a gesture that he was very curious about always. It was life living in a dream.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 He had everything planned, everything was set up. He had the photographer placed, the beautiful lights and everything. Many a time he had taken her to this specific place. It was a large open area with a gazebo not too far from the ocean. They were able to feel the breeze but not be interrupted. They had had dinner nights there before. She had said that she was going to have her nails done and was purchasing a new dress just to be a little more comfortable. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 It was like any other night. It was as if everything was like normal…]]]
Florida was indeed nice.
The weather was often sunny, people hustled and bustles along the strip wearing bikini's and swimshort while roller skating, while others enjoyed heading into bars when at night, the buldings shone up like stars and the drag queens took over for a night of sing song.
This was the place Lily moved too, after all the bullshit at Point Plains. Living with her mother proved doomed to fail the moment she stepped into the door of her Mother's home and was forced solitude becuase of her "wicked" ways and shaming the Herondale name with a boy of no status and who shovelled manure for a living.
Quite honest, Point Plains was where she was most happy despite her Father, but he wasn't so bad. He loved her, unlike the witch in Florida.
Ruth was like a Mother to her.
The day Lily moved in, Ruth came over with a bottle of wine and two glasses and they spent the day chatting, getting to know one another while Lily tried to unpack.
A girl needed her toiletries and bed linen.
She was happy, finally.
She became unhappy again upon breaking with with the parner of 2 years and again unhappy when she said goodbye to the man she ever loved but however somewhat confused the moment her eyes latched onto his own the moment she opened up the door and saw him again weeks later.
[b "Come in...."] she spoke, unable to look away, stepping back only to open the door wider, watching Colton follow orders along with watching him shed clothes right off from his back.
Clothes that looked fancy.
A nicely made Tuxedo that he couldn't wait to get off his body.
Clearing her throat, Lily looked away and closed the door - locking it nice and securely before turning back - Colton now without a shirt.
Damn that man.
Coming into her life again, stripping off fabric to show off that body that she remembered the first time seeing him in the barn that one afternoon.
Damn that man.
[b "What's going on?..."] she spoke, standing there waiting for an answer as she witnessed Colton turn around and aproached her in a way, seemed different.
He seemed alot more confident. Still a little unsure like he was at the resort but confident none the less.
Words soon escaped his mouth that captured Lily. Tilting her head up - the two stared deep into each others eyes whileher eyes listened to everything he said.
Words that did infact make her heart flutter but return back upon hearing what Brent did to his best friend of the longest years.
[b "He did what?...."]
Colton didnt answer but continued to sweep Lily off her feet.
[i I want you in my life forever. I will never let you walk away from me again. I love you.]
That was when he kissed her.
That was when she kissed him back in such a passionate way, trying to catch up for the 6 years they had been apart.
Feeling his hands upon her body, Lily lifted herself up with the help of Colton's strength and wrapped her legs around his waist, keeping him tight only to kiss harder, letting soft moans escape throat before letting go, pulling back.
[b "You found me..."] she whispered, smiling a real, non faked smiled for the first time in a long time as Colton ushered them both through the apartment and into the bedroom with direction.
[center [font “Times” [size12 Florida was nice...Florida was warm, the breeze carried across his lighter skin. It reminded him of the many springs that he used to deal with when he was younger. The stickiness of the humidity bubbling on his skin, and the colors of everything around him. It was like he was walking in a dream, as if this really wasn’t happening. That he didn’t just run away from the bride that supposedly had promised her life to him only to find out that Brent had been fucking her the entire time…]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 It was without mention though that Brent had only looked at him once. Perhaps they got married then. Perhaps he was leaving his entire life away. He had left his phone in the taxi that day when he pulled himself out. He no longer needed the past. His father...his mother...they would find him one day, but that day was not the day they would. It would come around.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 Stepping out into the street, his tux sweaty from the drive and the lack of good AC. He was not dressed for a Florida Summer. He was dressed for a brisk New York Hills morning. He was in the thickness of clothing while the Florida people looked at him with unknowing wonder as to where in the hell that he came from. But he was on a mission. A mission to take his life back. A mission to get the girl. He wasn’t going to ever let her go again. He was going to paint the world a new color that day. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 Knocking at the door, he waited patiently as impatiently as he could as well in this warmer weather and thick clothes would stand him. He was prepared to be thrown out, it was all rushing through his head in that moment. What if she didn’t open the door? What if she was moaning under someone else’s dick? What if it was all a lie and he was going to wake up on the floor back in New York after a hard crash? It was all going to be a dream as the minutes ticked by...but really they were just seconds---]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 [i Colton...what are you doing here? ] She looked beautiful as ever. [i Come in.] She said, her voice carrying over his ears. His heart was in his stomach at that moment. He was still in his tux. He had given the box with his wedding band to give to Amelia to a darling couple that was on the plane. He had given his entire life away in that moment to start fresh. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 He stepped passed her, stripping of his jacket and letting it fall to the floor quickly before ripping off the linen of the shirt. He needed to breathe, and that woman was all over that tux. They had picked it out together. Laughing over someone else...but now it was all a blur as he looked back at Lily. .Lily Fucking Herondale...The one who captured his heart. He hesitantly, reached for her face, holding his breath in this moment as he stepped closer to her. [b I should have dropped everything. I should have ran after you. Both times. Watching you walk away, as gorgeous as you are walking away, it broke me. This fake world was all there...I couldn’t cover up the pain any longer. I had a realization as I saw Brent’s arms around Amelia that there is someone for everyone. Amelia was a fake. A painting hiding the true prize underneath. Lily Herondale, Lily…] He was out of breath for a moment. [b I want you in my life forever. I will never let you walk away from me again. I love you.]]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 He again, wasn’t going to let the female walk away from him. Andn there he reached around her, hopefully with her permission...and gave her the kiss that he had been waiting for his entire time spent away from her. ]]]
It should never of happened.
The whole kiss upon the cheek, it should never of happened and that was all Lily was regretting right at that moment when she approached her cabin door.
It wasn't terrible.
It was not the worst thing in the world to do.
It was the complete opposite.
The kiss was quick but perfect.
The kiss left that ... lingering feeling that she had all those years ago and thought she lost, never to return. It was the best thing to do.
[b "I'm such an idiot...."] she muttered to herself as she placed a hand onto the handle and pushed open the door after unlocking. There was a fleeting notion that with what Colton said, perhaps he would find her cabin and speak to her about it all. Bringing up the past and the present, to try and fix ..whatever it was that needed to be fixed.
Stupid Lily, she waited and hoped for it but it never happened.
Several wine glasses later, Lily called it quits as all signs pointed to Colton moving on with his life and that was when she turned off all the lights and hopped into bed and had the most disastrous sleep one couldn't of ever imagined.
The next day was anxiety. It was a small resort and one was sure to bump into the other, but like the night before, it didn't happen. News spread between the girls that Colton had up and left the next morning and once Lily heard the news, it made her feel worse.
It was her fault.
She came on too strong, wanting something that was dead a long ass time ago.
The trip wasn't the best she ever had but it wasn't the worst. She saw Colton for the first time in six years and she was happy that he was happy and doing okay in his life.
Now she had to live hers.
Closure - that was what he wanted, that's what they both got.
[+green "So...how was your trip?..."]
It had been a good solid two weeks after the trip and with festivals all over Miami, it was the first time that ily got back tht she actually saw her neighbour across the way.
63 year old Ruth, never looking a day over 45.
Botoxed, tanned like an orange and a go get attitude, Ruth wandered into Lily's apartment on the floor, following the girl who stood tall, having a new outlook on life into the kitchen and sat down on a stool, pointing to the kettle as Ruth began to make them both one.
Staring at the older woman, Lily smiled.
Ruth was the twin of the older woman in "something about Mary". Lil always thought it and that..made her happy.
[b "It went....fine..."]
[+green "Fine? You love Denver. Every time you come back, you have a glow..a pep in your step. Now your stepping without pep...you know what I mean..."]
[b "I guess Denver isn't the place for me anymore.."]
[+green "No...there is more too it. Spill..."]
Lily sighed and lent down - resting her forehead upon the counter top letting out a grown for a moment before leaning back up - looking at Ruth, giving a shrug.
[b "Remember that story I told you about what I was 17 and that boy?.."]
[+green "The boy that was the Cowboy? Handsome.. great body, big dick..."]
[b "Ruth! .... Yes...'"] Lily replied. [b "And the time I knew I was in love...like love love. The man who I have thought about for 6 years. Left my boyfriend for because I felt unfaithful thinking about Colton all the time."]
Ruth nodded as she stirred the tea, pushing a mug to Lily to which she took and brought it to her mouth and blew on it gently to cool it down before taking a sip.
[b "He was there. In Denver. Where I was. Only for me to find out that he is getting married. Well, he got married yesterday actually..."]
[+green "Oh boy.."]
[b "We spoke..sorted things out or so I thought. I did a stupid thing and kissed his cheek and ...I wake up the next morning only to hear that he left and ..I feel like a fuck up.."]
[+green "Lily, I think we can both agree you are not a fuck up. You are a strong, selfless, beautiful girl who would never admit to being a fuck up.."]
[b "I did fuck up though. When I left at 17...I tried to get Colton back. I even spoke to his best friend and told him where I was. He never told Colton so this whole time, I thought Colt never cared.. but he did.."]
[+green "So his best friend is the fuck up?.."]
For a good solid hour, Lily and Ruth spoke about it all. From beginning to the end where they both stood at the door and hugged each other. Turned out Ruth had a date to get ready for and soon, she took her leave only to leave Lily in the apartment that felt empty.
Stepping in, Lil looked around at everything she owned and it dawned on her that was no longer happy in Miami.
The only truly good place she was happy was in Point Plains, with her Dad..even if they did celebrate a fruit such as the Peach.
[i Knock Knock..]
Lily turned around and smiled, shaking her head and wandered towards the door in her torn jeans, white shirt, bare feet and her hair down unbrushed along with a bare face of no make up.
[b "Ruth, go get ready for your date. I'm o-"] she spoke, opening up the door and stopped movement, eyes glancing at the man who as all too familiar.
For a moment, she felt her heart stop.
[b "--kay. Colton. What are you doing here?...."] Lily replied, keeping her eyes on the man who would always be the cowboy in her mind, even if he looked like a Hipster from New York.
[b "Come in..."].....
[center [font “Times” [size12 That night was more than a blur. The liquor was hitting strong, and no one could have thought that the events that happened were unraveling in front of them. From the sighting of the woman who had driven him wild from the moment they laid eyes on each other...the secret of Brent not passing the messages on, to the very moment that an Amelia would be calling so precisely at the right time. It was like slow motion in his head. Colton could barely handle everything that was happening. He was starting to lose grip when he once thought that his world was finally starting to become stable.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 The woman standing in front of him, the shadows cascading over her beautiful curvature and features, he was falling in love with that worry, with that curve of her lips all over again. He wanted to take her pain away, and she had waited for him...Supposedly she was single all this time, but a beautiful woman like her couldn’t be all innocent. His mind was in the here and now and clouded with the past. The nerves were working, the heart strings were being pulled, and his electric pulses were reaching and jerking his limbs. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 The phone was shoved into his hand the moment it was left cold when he heard the solid word, [i goodbye]...He watched her hair fly behind her as she ran away, as she retreated from the scene, pushing past Brent who stood there with only a firm foundation and the strong arm that held the device to the other side of the world. One where his clarity was playing out, waiting for his response and card to continue the playing of the perfect world. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 He took the phone, his mind stricken. [b Hi Amelia.] He said as unslurred as he possibly could.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 [u Hey baby, Brent called me saying you were upset. Something about high school? Everything okay?] She said. Her own light and bubbly voice was point of focus that he had during the darkness during those two years that she put up with him. He gripped it, moving to sit down and Brent shoved his hands into his pockets. She was the one to soothe him, to care for his physical wounds when he couldn’t handle mentally that the world was throwing at him. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 Everyone had torn him apart after she had left. He had already dealt and moved up from the shit from when he was younger to get to where he was. He had moved on to his graduate degree, and he was now assisting patients who had their own addictions and problems. Now...looking to succumb to those addictions again.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 [b I am just not mixing well with the well whiskey here. I’ll be headed out in the morning. When will you be home?]]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 She seemed flustered. [u You’re heading out in the morning? I won’t be home until Wednesday.] She said sofly. [u You should enjoy yourself darling.] She whispered. Colton shook his head. [b I just need to come home. You know me and my waning issues.] She cleared her throat. [u Yes baby, I’ll see you at home then….Can you hand the phone back to Brent?] Colton nodded and handed it back to Brent. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 He turned away, the alcohol in his system. He got up, leaving Brent to talk to Amelia and do whatever. He walked. In the same direction that Lily had ran away, but he ended up at the doorstep of his own cabin. There, he pulled out the hard ball that he had been hiding in his bag...he was failing all over again….Behind him, he shut the door and locked it. The men could find beds of the women they found. He was in solitude.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 That next morning he was on a plane. That next morning, he was on the high status of the drugs that he continued last night. His eyes were shot red, but he blamed it on the tears. He blamed it on the jet lag of a rushed trip. No one even looked at him twice. Colorado, weed was allowed and red eyes were a normal thing.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 He walked single step after single step until he was on the plane flying back to New York at his apartment. Brent fought hard to fly back with him, but Colton refused to see anyone and was alone until he was at home. He was going to go back to his life. He was going to go back to the bubble that he had created. And by Wednesday, he had moved only a little bit. He had the entire week off from work, and Amelia was walking through the door, a smile on her face as she was carrying shopping bags and luggage from her own trip. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 She rushed to him, but he was under the influence of something else. He couldn’t even tell her and she was immediately working him and putting him in the car and driving to her place of work to hospitalize him.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 He had taken too much cocaine that night. He had mixed with alcohol, adderol, and other meds that Amelia had stored in the cabinet. He was out of it. He was almost to the very end of his life. It was as if it was happening all over again. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 Under the fluids… more rehab...he was going to get better. At least that was what he was told. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 It was weeks later. Colton had improved. He was finally starting to think clearly. He had taken care of himself again. The leanness due to the drug addiction was back, but he was eating healthier now, and he was more muscle toned than before. He had taken a few vacations with a reluctant Amelia who didn’t want to leave New York for some reason, but she had enjoyed their time away. He was learning her quirks all over again, and he was enjoying her body once more. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 It was the day of the wedding now. In the mirror, he was standing there, tying his bowtie and fixing the boutineer that was affixed to his jacket. He gulped. He was saying goodbye to the drug life. He was saying goodbye to the past...and now he was going to move on with a life next to Amelia.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 Luke came walking in, his own suit hanging on his shoulders. [i It’s time for the bride and groom to share their notes before the wedding. We are waiting. ] He said with a smile. Colton smiled back, giving himself one more look in the mirror until he was directed to find the brides room. They had practiced this and were set in an area that would look good for the photos later on. As he walked up though, words were spoken behind a half closed door…]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 [u We made it, darling….Just a few more days. ] He could hear Amelia’s voice. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 Colton’s brow furrowed. He was standing alone. The photographer was down a ways the hall getting photos of other things, and it was just him, Amelia who was in there, either talking to herself? [i I love you, Amelia. Then we can go away. And you can leave him.] Brent….]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 Colton’s eyes saw nothing but red. He ripped the door open, seeing Brent’s arms around a woman in white. The woman that he no longer knew. [b You bastard and his bitch.] He looked at both of them and Amelia’s face turned red. [i Colton come back!] Colton was out the door running out of the church. Through the crowd. He ran forward. He ran hard. Past his father, past his mother. Past her family. [b You will be nothing but a whore Amelia!] He said as he slammed himself into the truck. He left the keys in the console because it was going to be the vehicle he was going to drive to the airport. It was decorated, but he didn’t care. He ripped out the drive, barely missing a few late comers in the driveway.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 The endless hills surrounded him and he sped down the highway. He wasn’t looking for anything and it wasn’t until he was at the airport, he bought a one way ticket. With nothing on himself but the clothes on his back. ]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 A few hours later, and a few calls, he was standing at the door of the woman that he should have been with to begin with.]]]
[center [font “Times” [size12 He lifted his knuckles to the door and with just a few light taps...He waited for her to open up the door.]]]
[i Come back to my cabin with me?..]
That was what she said?
Out of all the things she could of said to him right there in that moment, she had to come off as that kind of woman?
Deep down inside, there was a major part of her that desperately wanted to go back to her Cabin wether it was with Colton, or her being alone as there was only so much a girl could take.
1. For 6 years, she had been without the man she loved only for him to pop up in Denver out of all places, in a resort she went with her girls at least 3 times a year.
2. Seeing Colton and truely seeing on how beautiful and wonderful he was because she was without him.
3. Finding out he was getting married, to someone else who he obviously loved enough for him to put a ring on her finger.
Colton remained silent throughout her speech on what exactly happened that day, way back when she came back to get her things. Everything she said, was true and it was never a lie as she had no reason too.
Silence lingered for a moment until finally, Lily's ears perked up once hearing a response. A response that made her question everything. Brent never told him.
Brent never told his best friend, the one who was hurting just the same as she, where Lily was.
She too, felt betrayed.
[b "I don't understand. He assured me that he would give everything to you. Brent said you were very upset and he would relay the message because he couldnt see you ..how you were..."] she spoke, turning her head just as Colton did only to glance at Brent who was on the other side of the pool, with friends - minding his own business.
Lily didn't hear his remark on killing his friend.
Too be quite honest, her heart was beating fast and blood boiled to the point she was about to scream in anger, and she was close too, just in time of Colton grabbed her hand and asked a simple question, calmly of them going for a walk.
With a robe placed upon her body to keep her warm that was kindly offered by Colt to which she accepted, it wasn't long until the two of them, hand in hand exited the pool party and began to wander the quiet halls.
Halls that had people walking through, but not many as the guests were attending the party across on the other side.
Lily and Colton remained quiet and all the while - the amount of things that were running through her mind from memories to ...getting the feeling back on when they were together in bed making love, too all the things she wanted to say.
The landscape that surrounded them was indeed beautiful, dispite the darkness. Little flickers of the lights glowed off in the distance and it was standing by the glass that she turned her body and looked at Colton who raised her hand and gently caressed her knuckles with his lips, an action that made her heart flutter.
[i "I want to rip off that robe right now… and show you what you and I have both been missing, but I need closure…"]
[b "Closure?..."] she replied in repeat, raising her left eyebrow in concern, confusion ...
It wasn't long until Colton spoke and somewhat gave an answer to her question on closure.
Everything he said had reasonable meaning.
Everything he said, was right.
If only if it had been that simple.
[b "Colt, you have every right to be mad. You have every right to stand there and say what you just said to me..."] she spoke, biting her lower lip, unable to look away from the man of her dreams. [b "My Father wasn't the one I had to worry about. It was my Mother. I got the absolute hiding of my life when I saw her. She said... that the ..[i Herondale name was now covered in mud...and shit"] because of what I did."]
It was her Mother, not her Father that Lily was afraid of. Lily was becoming too much of a rebel child and the Mayor began to lose control of his own daughter. Sending her away back to her Mother to get back on track was the only option..
Looking down for a moment, Lily sighed as she closed her eyes and felt tears fall down cheeks; only for the girl to raise a hand and wipe them away before glancing back at him.
[b "My Mother banned me from doing alot of things and I tried, believe me... I tried to get in contact with you because it wasn't over for me. You never got in contact with me either and I thought it was because you hated me .. so after a while I gave up because I thought you did. Now I find out Brent obviously never told you and now look where I am... single... alone, hearing that you are getting married."]
Colton looked down at their hands that were holding together again once more and all Lily did, all she could do was stare upon him, refusing to blink as if she did, more tears would fall.
[i "Is it best if were meant to be together again, again I don’t know...What I do know is that my feelings never fled, they are still here--"]
[b "Out of all places to be, here you are at the same time I am. I knew we were meant to be together when I was 7 and I saw you for the first time. Ive loved you since I was 17 years old, Colt...."]
It was hearing a voice all too familiar that Lily turned her head to the side and watched as Brent wandered down the hall in a hurry.
A phone in his hand.
Lily narrowed her eyes at the Deceiver the moment Colton spoke a word of "yes" only for her ears to hear - [+green Amelia would like to speak to you...]
Lily closed her eyes and there were the tears - they fell.
Pulling her hand back out from Colton's own, she remained quiet, wiping the tears away once again and took a step back.
It was time.
Colton wanted closure.
Leaning in for a brief moment, Lily placed a quick kiss upon Colton's cheek before pulling back.
[b "Goodbye.."] she whispered.
It was with a disappointing, heart broken semi smile that she offered Colton that came the moment the girl began to take her leave.
Walking down the hallway, around the corner and away from sight of prying eyes, that she backed up against the wall and cried.
Hands upon her face.
Hunched over to ease the heartache.
This time, it hurt much much more than it did the first go round.
Back then, she believed Colton would come back as he loved her and only her.
Now, she knew he wouldnt - because it wasn't her anymore that he loved, but only his Amelia.
Lily couldn't of gotten out of there fast enough.
Walking fast, passing the pool, the party and her friends - she didnt call out for them but rather made her way across the resort towards the her cabin.
The man who was taking eyes on the woman that Colton has loved for years was now walking away. And the warmth that the woman had for him was now wrapped around his waist. However, the woman’s words and voice sounded no longer warm, no longer longing for his touch or his own touch, but it was cold as the ice that was on the outside of the windows of the place they were standing. Colton’s eyes turned to look at her, and the buzz that he had from the drink holding in his hand was slowly sobering him.
[b Excuse me?]
He was shocked. He had cock blocked her? He had kept her from regretting her decision in the morning...and he was protecting himself from watching her fall for someone else in front of him...He had watched that once before and now that she was standing right there in front of him. Her hands had moved from around his waist to rest both of her palms on the skin of his chest. He felt weak….His lips were slack from the movement and he couldn’t find the strength to come up with a witty smirk that he had been dying to make after she decided to try and put it upon him. It was like she was a different being...She was inhuman who didn’t feel anything, but there was still so much emotion in her eyes as she looked up at him.
The words that she spoke, the entire dialogue that she was putting through those pouty lips were now ripping him a new hole in his heart. It was no longer warmth that he felt in his heart and stomach, and there was no longer a rush in his veins when she spoke those simple words. It was more of like a stab of the ice as it ripped through his strong skin, and the wetness of the ice was creeping down his spine, reaching every nerve that he had in his body. He was getting married...she was single...and she was trying to let go of him…
She had the fucking nerve to speak to him like that?
The anger was beginning to cause his breathing to increase and his heart to beat heavily in his ears. He was almost about to push away from her, but more importantly from himself as she spoke the truth, more than what he didn’t want to hear. However, he still hadn’t been able to talk and her pouty lips that needed to be pressed against his began to speak again...That velvet voice coming across her lips, onto his ears, and caressing his skin all over again.
The confusion spread across his face as she spoke that Brent had gotten the number and the address in Miami where she was….He would have flown every single day that he could afford to. He would have wrote every single moment that he could in between times that he worked. He would have built a life for her to come back to. He would have done anything to see her again, but no one would tell him where she was...and his best friend was harboring the one secret that could have given him life. Instead, the man that stood across the pool unknowing that the lies that he had spoken were now running red as his hands were covered in the blood that was shed over the years.
[b I didn’t know...Brent never said anything to me...I didn’t ignore you. I tried. I fought! I fought more than once to try and find you, to get any information to reach you….] His breath was rough against his lips and he shook his head, but her hands moved slowly over his chest and he felt the calm that it spread...the longing that he had felt all these years was back. All the touch that he was desperate for...that Amelia couldn’t fill was being filled with single touches...right there in front of him…
[b “I’m going to kill him…”] He whispered…
Colton looked back at Brent for a second and Brent was talking to the guys, but for a split second he glanced up and Colton just shook his head. Brent’s face slowly turned white and Colton turned back to Lily whose arms were now reaching his navel. He reached for her hand and held it tightly in his own as he looked down at her. He felt his defenses falling and failing.
[i Come back to the cabin with me…?]
The question that crossed his ears was a question that he could have seen coming, but then he felt completely taken back. He could already picturing himself in her arms all over again...He pressed his lips together, [b Take a walk with me, Lily.] He said, again holding her hand in his own as they walked away. He was sure that many were going to think that he was going to have his way with her...have his way for the last fling before the ring. However, he had other plans… He had other thoughts in his head.
Holding her hand, he grabbed a couple of robes on their way out and he draped one over her shoulders and then did the same for his own as they made their way through the hallways. It was quiet, with the songs that was giving his body ideas slowly faded through the walls to a quiet thump. It was then they were walking the darkness of the glass edges that were at the other end of the main hall. Very few people had walked this way, but he was exploring through the halls, feeling his heart racing in his chest. Everything was right there, everything was perfect...everything was right where they were supposed to be...but in the back of his drunken head was the eyes of Amelia staring back at him.
He bit his lip as they finally came to the edge where in front of them was glass that overlooked the mountains...the slopes...the beautiful city lights of Denver below. It was cascading lights that sparkled over the snow. The eeriness of the darkness surrounding them. It was dark in this area of the building, but the moon in the sky kept it bright. He held her hand tightly as he stood there, bringing her skin up to his lips. The knuckles brushing against lips. [b I want to rip off that robe right now… and show you what you and I have both been missing, but I need closure…]
[b Even after all those times of giving the messages to Brent, the addresses, the phone numbers...you could have written me. You could have called me and let me know...but you also didn’t. I waited there for you at the tree, and watched you leave. My heart sinking as you drove down the road...The windows were so tinted, they were dark and I couldn’t hardly see your face…]
He looked down at their hands.
[b But that is all in the past now. Our betrayals...the lack of communication...we are here now...years later...is it meant to be I don’t know. Is it best if were meant to be together again, again I don’t know… What I do know is that my feelings never fled, they are still here--]
He could hear Brent around the corner. Colton felt his heart beat in his ears again and he looked backwards as Brent walked around the corner to see them. They weren’t doing anything, but there was a phone in his hand and he wasn’t sure what he had spoken to on the other side of the phone. [b Yes?]
[u Amelia would like to speak to you.]
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