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[size10 God, I'm so dramatic.
I listen to the most angsty, sad ass songs..
People would probably think J did something to me like that but nah.
As much as I love these songs..
I can't relate to them and I'm really glad I can't. I hope it always stays that way.
I could never be like Beyonce and forgive Jay Z for cheating.
I don't know how Beyonce could forgive him.
Or maybe she didn't? Maybe now it's just business.
All these beautiful girls being cheated on, it's really sad..
J is so good to me though. Never has cheated on me in the past or even wavered. The kind of person she is.. she's just so good. I just get jealous sometimes, you know journal? so many thirsty bitches around..
I hate it when they try to chase her. Disrespectful to us and our relationship. My feelings are valid.
I pray I can never truly relate.
But thank goodness..
[size10 I've been a long time Cardi B fan. She has always been great, even before the music.
And she is just so humble and honest.
I'm so proud of her, her new album is dope af.
I love that she is including spanish into the music.
Like she is so in touch with her culture.
Lmao and she even includes fashion nova in her music.
Hell yeah, fashion nova is amazing.
I'm gonna keep her album on repeat tbh.
[size10 The thing about life is that.. you don't know what is going to happen. The future is.. not predictable, not entirely.
You know what gets to me sometimes? That description about my sign. It's whatever but.. I can't help but to think about it sometimes.
It went something along the lines of.. how.. I always feel like a part of me is missing, I will always be waiting, searching for the [i one].
That got to me because it felt accurate..
It's silly.. when will my Darcy come?
Never. My ideal Darcy does not exist.. so..
I suppose it's correct.
Or maybe I've been blind the whole time..
A lot of the times.. I saw Darcy in... I don't want to say names.
But.. that is another complicated situation.
I don't want to focus on who my Darcy is.
I want to focus on me first..
First, I need to grow.
I will love my family.
I will love my friends.
I will love myself.
That is all that matters.
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[center [size10 Sweet moments.]]
[size10 Maybe I'm being overly salty, a little over dramatic and I suppose I should accept it and just move along. Accept it for what it is.
All we have is each other--
But you have a boyfriend and he is living here so..
I should have known you would grow distant overtime.
I suppose that is normal and the way of life.
It just sucks because-
Now I know we probably won't do anything together anymore.
It will always be just you and him.
Now there is only I.
It sucks we don't get along anymore.
I guess I'll give you your space and I'll try my best to not be so angry towards you. I'm not in the [i best] place right now, truthfully. I need my sister but I'll be strong on my own, try to keep it together.
But I'll try my best to not be so needy.
It is what it is. I'll try my best to be supportive and just.. not expect anything of it.
"Get a boyfriend" mom says.
It's not even that. I just miss my sister.
[size10 Life is chill.
Can't complain much.
I've been showered with gifts, surprising, tbh.
And my Jordyn sending me letters with chocolates.
Yep, can't complain.
Losing more weight.
Getting smarter, getting those A's.
Staying cute and positive~
Got my best friend by my side.
Good vibes all around.
Very grateful and thankful.]
I know you're trying
But you'll never unravel me
Unravel me, unravel
Unravel me, unravel
It's something about the season that we're in
That's making me think that we're not supposed to do this
I know that you're trying to understand
[b But you can't]
'Cause I keep on making excuses 'bout the fall, the rise
[i And how my mind is ruptured, wired and I'm tired of it]
[i I know you're trying
But you'll never unravel me
Unravel me, unravel]]
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[size10 I am soooo rusty. Oh my gosh. It's been awhile since I've legit did a role play and let me just say I am lazy af. Lmao. That's why I never finish my stories and they sitting there being neglected until one day I'm feeling inspired for like one hour then I'm like "lol, i quit" lmao.]
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[center [font "size9" Do you know just how deep is my love.]]
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[center [size10 I finally filled up the math pie, yay! Thank gooood ;-; I'm only worried now for the practice test.. this would be the 2nd one I do, debating whether I should do it..? I don't know if I want to.. I'm exhausted. I have to create my sheet of notes too. I got time, I just gotta work out first.. and take a pill because my back is killing me! Never sit in that position again, ouch.]]
[center [size10 In other news, I'm glad I have Nipper and V as friends. I love them, they're just so good to me and.. like-- that's all I could ask for as friends. I gotta check in on blue too because he's another one I'm grateful for.]]
[center [size10 I have an amazing girlfriend who understands me and knows me better than the back of her hand too.]]
[center [size10 After last night, I decided I am not giving anyone the time of day anymore. I gotta keep the good vibes, that's all I want around me and that's all I'll have.]]
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[center [size10 Me @JE]]
[center [size10 When journal entries is so much cringe..]]
[center [size10 Stupid, honestly..]]
[center [size10 Pretty damn bored. I hate being in my room like this all day, in a empty house.. it's so lonely. I wanted to watch AOT but I think I'll just get on Overwatch for now.. then homework tonight ?? Ugh.]]
[center [size10 Someone please come home.]]
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