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Dammit, Jesse
I wanted you to do better...
To be better.
I know you don’t think you are any better...
But, baby, it’s okay you’re not perfect.
It’s hard to get better.
You were getting close.

Just... what was stopping you?
I wish I could help you.

I wish I could save you.
  ᶜʰᵃʳˡᵉˢ / Indefinite / 59d 18h 17m 26s
Jesse: get a beer with me
Walt: no thanks maybe some other time
Me: get a beer with your son, walt

The fact Jesse didn’t blame Tomas for killing Combo just shows how my baby boy really got potential
I’m so glad he got sober

Jesse gotta break good

Because otherwise my heart will break
  ᶜʰᵃʳˡᵉˢ / Indefinite / 59d 18h 56m 16s
been in a mood
not like usual
where I am anxious or frustrated over everything and nothing


I wanna say I'm overstimulated because it's very similar to that sort of irritation?

I don't know, man. Emotions are complex and confusing.

only know that i feel irritated at anything that feels like isn't in place

maybe it is one of my usual 'moods'
  ᶜʰᵃʳˡᵉˢ / Indefinite / 64d 43m 53s
hot damn does this pairing make me fuckin wack as hell

[b slams fists]

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Walter doesn’t deserve his fuckin family
Repeat after fuckin me

Walter also needs to be a better dad to Jesse gdi
How dare you treat you adopted son so shitty
cLeRitH iS cAnNoN aPpRovEd

y'know what else is cannon
das right yall
zack was and always will be aerith's love interest

i like clerith but even I'm not dumb enough to ignore the fact that even in advent children she was all down for him regardless of cloud being upset of her death

when its all said and done the only thing confirmed really is ZERITH and the fact that CLOUD had feelings for Aerith

some yall fannobodies be riding too hard on that clerith saddle to realize that she didn't move on

and the fact that she made remarks that he reminded her of zack is solid proof she didnt

try popping off again sweaty

talm bout "respect cannon" when you cant respect sasusaku get outta here [b snore]

jokes aside idgaff about you tryna justify your ships do what you want but stop being so condescending

this is why we never talked
you're always some "better than the rest of you" lea Michele ass bitch
"I'm nice hehe"
nah honey
you're meth
you make people feel good but you're literally fucking vemonous
Bruh I hate how stressed this show makes me

I remember why I refuse to keep watching for longer increments.

Today on I’m as good of a fuck up as Jesse Pinkman and it hurts

Anyhow how is everyone on this show still alive they’re so incompetent
Walter you fucking heaping mass of putrid shit stain
I fucking hate you, this show should’ve had Jesse as the main focus because that boy has some more goddamn decency than you
You’ve even got a family and you’re still full of some bullshit
Jesse I hope he fucking ditches your fuck ass
Love and hate are two sides of the same coin, huh?

Doesn’t make sense to me.

I don’t hate people I’ve loved.

Even Travis, that raggedy bitch. Hate is a strong word. Yes, he manipulated the fuck out of me. Yes, he used me and wore me down until he got his way. But I don’t hate him.

Yes, I loved him. But now? I just don’t like the dude. It took me three years to finally see who he was. Technically two, but he forced me to stay.

I don’t love my abusers.
I did try to make excuses for them. Like I did with my ex friends. I made excuses. It takes me a year to assess if someone is worth my time romantically. Friendship wise it goes under my nose until years later.

That’s some shit.
Wish my intuition worked faster than that. C’mon Pisces.
  ʟᴀɢᴇʀᴛʜᴀ / Indefinite / 68d 23h 41m 3s
That’s the thing about wanting to meet people. I want to talk to them. I want to be their friend. But I always let things stop me. I know I shouldn’t.

I’m just sorry I couldn’t be closer to you. I wish I could have been your friend.

I can’t imagine the hurt your loved ones are going through. But I hurt for them. And I hurt only knowing of you.
  ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 70d 2h 10m 11s
I normally live off of cursed shit but this was so cursed I am physically ill

pls have mercy end my life

when the world needed Jesus the most he fuckin vanished

pls come back ion even believe in god but we need you to come pick up ya white homies sticking butter sticks up their asses
  ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 72d 23h 19m 12s
Kinda dumb I don’t know the drama going around with Claire anymore LOL

I mean she was a literal garbage bag who was desperate for attention

I probably wouldn’t have heard the end of it about the other one either if I kept in touch/lurked lmao

At least when I was friends with [i them] things were always interesting. Never bored.

Like I am the past few days.
  ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 74d 58m 3s
I had a nightmare.

It was a wonderful dream.
I was at a beautiful dock, with a summer house in the middle of it. There were gators everywhere. We were fishing for them. We would let them go afterwards. I befriended my Senior Chief’s superior. We were all having fun. In these boats, fighting off gators. Enjoying the sun. And we were even given baby animals to nurture. I got a duck. With beautiful wmwhite feathers. I think I was iceborne another bird with colorful ones. Our group has quite a few and I lived them all. They were all orphans and we were all a family.

And then the superior officer said that he hopes I understand what they’re doing. I didn’t quite catch what else he said, but I told him I’m sure he knew what was for the best for them.

He said, “well-“ and I couldn’t catch the rest of the sentence. Our babies had a cage enclosed around them, and the cage was thrown in the water. For them to drown.
  ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 74d 13h 42m 8s
I’m not okay today. Something just wasn’t right.

I drew on myself hoping that since I’m not a traditional “witch” that these “spells” could help me.

I don’t think getting off my meds will help. I don’t think therapy will help. I don’t know why I get depressed. And people who say “you’re not giving yourself a chance if you don’t eat right and exercise” can fuckin bite me. Shits dangerous out here to be doing any exercising. And good food is expensive and has a short life.

Just want this all to go away.
  ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 74d 19h 27m 27s
I had a dream about him.... her? Idk what their pronouns are...

I miss them.

It’s gotten easier after all these years to not be so bummed but

It still comes and goes

It’ll be the same for them too, unfortunately

I wish I knew how to let things go
  ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 82d 12h 57m 49s

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