☆ Thoughts of a Fiend ☆

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#WasteMyTime by saying you sent me $60 but it doesn’t show smh
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[coming+soon [center [size15 [#859ecc [b It's ya girl,

clingy and in need of tons of love and affection form solely one entire human being for an unreasonable amount of time.

I just watched Before I Wake with daddy and I T E A R E D tf up. Baby boy, come here let me love you smh.

I want a blond little sweet boy. Shit's fucking wildin. Daddy said, "yeah no" but I want 5 because v polite and he likes butterflies. Plus we could have sweet mental health days and snuggle up watching movies late at night.

Just having stupid baby fever don't mind the fuck out of me lmaaaoo.

In other news, no one wants to give me money for my fake birthday smh. Yall on some bullshit.
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[coming+soon [center [size15 [#859ecc [b I finally got around to coding our profiles today <3

I’m so happy with how they turned out tbh
Especially working with what I got smh

Which wasn’t a lot, aesthetically
I’m just glad it came together somewhat nicely and similar
I would have liked to switch the text bubbles pointing inward instead of outward but the nerd in me Knows that it’s out words when it’s actual texting so v conflicted LMAO

iunno what else... I had a good day.

I really love my life, but I can’t help but feel like I’m a garbage person

Because I feel incapable of doing things I need to.
No matter how much anyone pushes me to be better, my heart mumbles discouraged that we know the truth. Being we can’t m.
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[coming+soon [center [size15 [#859ecc [b I still hope the best for you.
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Ya got verified on pornhub catch me there LMAO
Support your local broke ass bitch
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[coming+soon [center [size15 [#859ecc [b I keep having dreams of Ned. I miss you, baby. Mama loves you. I’m so sorry.

When you want noodles in the morning and your boye makes it for you. What a winner. Smh
Why is Alex watching til tok videos at 12:22 am

He still watching at 12:35
This my man gaiz
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[coming+soon [center [size15 [#859ecc [b This just in: Alex is squealing over Malroth being able to make something. V cute.

Malroth and Alex.

We’re gonna go to the zoo today!!!
Yesterday the butterfly babies flew. I’m assuming soon here they’ll head to Mexico. It’s already getting pretty chilly.

Our Mantis son is named Chong Huai.
Which means “to spoil a child” basically. In mandarin because he is a Chinese Mantis.

And because he reFUSes to eat the grasshoppers we got him yesterday. Brat only will eat flies.
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[coming+soon [center [size15 [#859ecc [b I love him. I do. But everyone knows my thoughts and feelings.

As unhappy as I am about it, I love him. And I want him to thrive. Whether it be with the situation he’s in or not. Either way. Nothing new to say. So no point in saying it.

As for soul mates...
Mine are a fucking mess. Karmic soul mates anyway. The ones that changed me. That taught me something. That broke me.

Sincerely hope the best for them, but they’re garbage people who will never grow tf up so who am I kidding?

I’ve had v unpleasant dreams lately. I woke up today and couldn’t sleep because they kept bugging me.

Also some bitch needs to remind me that every time I try to get a ride out of Ryan I just end up killing brain cells. Like I seem to always forget that when ever I’m done bothering him/dealing with him I just feel disgusted with humanity lol.

My mom asked me if I’ve got a thing for gingers. Smh.
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[coming+soon [center [size15 [#859ecc [b Honestly I never thought I was capable of loving someone this deeply, romantically. It almost opens my eyes to the thought of how my exes “needed” me. I thought they felt what I did for them. But what I felt then doesn’t compare. I bashed on Travis for needing me around to sleep, but unless I’m dead tired and bored I can’t sleep without you.

I’ve never enjoyed someone’s company so much. To the point where being with them is an absolute need to relax.

I just hope the way you look at me never changes.

I’ve never felt so close to someone.
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[coming+soon [center [size15 [#859ecc [b I had so much fun with Olivia and her Alex!!!!

I’m so glad they’re my friends now.

My eczema hasn’t gotten better and I didn’t come home yesterday so I didn’t get to record much in my important journal. But I should start eating more fatty acids.

And that I should start an anti inflammatory diet. Or that’s what my online research says.

Anyhow should report in my health journal!!! Daddy will be so proud!!!
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[coming+soon [center [size15 [#859ecc [b It’s summer and it’s hot asl

They gave me the comfiest blanket tho oml
It has some weight to it, which helps me sleep because I’m a weirdo.

Yesterday was so much fun. I’m so glad I decided to spend the day with my friend. I was worried we wouldn’t clock as much as much as we did online but yesss we dooooo boooi

And brat on brat vs a daddy? Yuh.
They’re very ddlg when I’m around and heart eyeeessss

My eyes are still very tired so I’m heading back to bed.
I’ll be home later today after spending some more time with my friend. Who’s also ironically a Pisces. After all this time LOL.a

Me: Pisces ain’t shit
Universe: Yea you love them fish bois, here’s proof. You a Leo. You love everyone.

Can’t wait to snuggle my daddy SO HORD nwn
Send halp they playing a cringey off brand hallmark movie

With the girl and guy having receding hair lines. They perf for each other.

Being with Liv and Alex makes me miss my daddy so much. Because my daddy treats me so sweet. :c He give me head kissies and snuggs on demand.

Also he’s so gentle with me. I love it all so much.
In my dream a disgusting person who I find absolutely repulsive violated me. He stopped after I kept protesting. But ugh. I feel so gross.

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