[Center ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴇɴsɪᴛɪᴠᴇ? ᴇᴀsɪʟʏ sᴡᴀʏᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴs ᴏғ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀs? ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀɴᴅʟᴇ ᴄʀᴜᴅᴇ ʟᴀɴɢᴜᴀɢᴇ? ᴘᴇʀʜᴀᴘs ᴛʜɪs ɪsɴ'ᴛ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ.
ᴛʜᴇ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇs ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ sᴇɴsᴇ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏ.
ɪᴛ's ʙᴇsᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ.
ʙᴜᴛ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴅɪᴠɪɴɢ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇʏᴇs ᴏғ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟsᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴏɴᴄᴇ, ғᴇᴇʟ ғʀᴇᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴛᴀʏ.
ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʜᴇᴄᴋʟᴇʀs. ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟɪsᴛᴇɴ.
ɪ'ᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇғʟᴇᴄᴛ.
sᴏ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ᴛʜᴇ sʜʀᴇᴅs ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ɪ ғᴇᴇʟ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴅᴏᴡɴ.
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Love and hate are two sides of the same coin, huh?
Doesn’t make sense to me.
I don’t hate people I’ve loved.
Even Travis, that raggedy bitch. Hate is a strong word. Yes, he manipulated the fuck out of me. Yes, he used me and wore me down until he got his way. But I don’t hate him.
Yes, I loved him. But now? I just don’t like the dude. It took me three years to finally see who he was. Technically two, but he forced me to stay.
I don’t love my abusers.
I did try to make excuses for them. Like I did with my ex friends. I made excuses. It takes me a year to assess if someone is worth my time romantically. Friendship wise it goes under my nose until years later.
That’s some shit.
Wish my intuition worked faster than that. C’mon Pisces.
That’s the thing about wanting to meet people. I want to talk to them. I want to be their friend. But I always let things stop me. I know I shouldn’t.
I’m just sorry I couldn’t be closer to you. I wish I could have been your friend.
I can’t imagine the hurt your loved ones are going through. But I hurt for them. And I hurt only knowing of you.
I normally live off of cursed shit but this was so cursed I am physically ill
pls have mercy end my life
when the world needed Jesus the most he fuckin vanished
pls come back ion even believe in god but we need you to come pick up ya white homies sticking butter sticks up their asses
Kinda dumb I don’t know the drama going around with Claire anymore LOL
I mean she was a literal garbage bag who was desperate for attention
I probably wouldn’t have heard the end of it about the other one either if I kept in touch/lurked lmao
At least when I was friends with [i them] things were always interesting. Never bored.
Like I am the past few days.
I had a nightmare.
It was a wonderful dream.
I was at a beautiful dock, with a summer house in the middle of it. There were gators everywhere. We were fishing for them. We would let them go afterwards. I befriended my Senior Chief’s superior. We were all having fun. In these boats, fighting off gators. Enjoying the sun. And we were even given baby animals to nurture. I got a duck. With beautiful wmwhite feathers. I think I was iceborne another bird with colorful ones. Our group has quite a few and I lived them all. They were all orphans and we were all a family.
And then the superior officer said that he hopes I understand what they’re doing. I didn’t quite catch what else he said, but I told him I’m sure he knew what was for the best for them.
He said, “well-“ and I couldn’t catch the rest of the sentence. Our babies had a cage enclosed around them, and the cage was thrown in the water. For them to drown.
I’m not okay today. Something just wasn’t right.
I drew on myself hoping that since I’m not a traditional “witch” that these “spells” could help me.
I don’t think getting off my meds will help. I don’t think therapy will help. I don’t know why I get depressed. And people who say “you’re not giving yourself a chance if you don’t eat right and exercise” can fuckin bite me. Shits dangerous out here to be doing any exercising. And good food is expensive and has a short life.
Just want this all to go away.
I had a dream about him.... her? Idk what their pronouns are...
I miss them.
It’s gotten easier after all these years to not be so bummed but
It still comes and goes
It’ll be the same for them too, unfortunately
I wish I knew how to let things go
Our offer got accepted
We gonna be grown ups
With a house and shit
With a yard and fuckin
Jamjam finally gets that upgrade I’ve been dreaming of
I can lay on the floor that is carpet
This is amazing
The house is beautiful
And 1800 ft
The neighborhood is so cute too
I hope the inspection comes through with flying colors
As much as I hate being reminded about travis lately that’s all I’ve been thinking of
And I know it’s because my brain would rather be defensive and to prevent Travis from ever happening again. But it still makes me feel so gross.
I can’t help but remember what a fuckin piece of shit he is and being thankful I am where I am now. The only problem is when I remember it brings that headspace back. The feelings, the fear, the anger, self hatred, disgust.... all the ugly emotions that I’d rather die than to have again.
He still haunts my dreams, he still makes my stomach turn, he still holds the trauma over me. I know it doesn’t make it right by saying I wasn’t great either. But I definitely know I turned so ferocious because of how he controlled me. So it wasn’t like I was innocent either. Doesn’t change what he has done to me.
And I’m sure what I’ve done to him hasn’t affected him as severely as his actions have on me.
Ever feel like you are señor fuck up that can’t do anything goddamn right
Just gonna drink some Tabasco straight that usually calms my goddamn suicidal thoughts lmao
I guess it’s how I repent for my damned sins of having the audacity to be alive lol
bruh i'm all on board with saki and tohru getting married
saki's love for tohru is absolutely adorable and these boys cant compete at this point because you cant even acknowledge his feelings and Yuki just too damaged to be able to marry her
y no one else ship dis
I feel disgusted with this sitting on me today.
Mainly because it reminds me of when I ignored when Travis literally slept with a minor and I chose to ignore it knowing well I couldn’t forget it. I try to tell myself it’s because he wouldn’t let me leave him. Which is true. He wouldn’t. He physically wouldn’t let me pack. He threatened his life. I was trapped. But I still feel guilty about it.
I feel sick for enabling it.
I always feel sick knowing I dated two guys who willingly would have sexual relations with minors.
I want someone to make me feel better, but I feel like what I need to do is repent.
It sucks that cryaotic was what got me into creepy pastas. It sucks that so many people who have trauma used him as an escape and now are triggered by him.
Well I’d say it was nice but you shitted on all of it and it only seemed to be so you could save face before you could be exposed.
bruh i finished bakarina and domekano fucking what do now
my life is incomplete and I'm now suffering the "lol back to the real world this fumking sucks" feels
i loved that feeling after leaving the movie theaters and tbh its nice tog et that feeling even with the pandemic going on
domekano made me want to try writing again and practicing my Japanese but
das work LOL
Bro everything I touch is muthafukin cursed .-.
Frank fucking jumped out of the tank even when the lid was on
How tf do I just have this bad of luck
This city’s water is fucking cursed too u.u
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