☆ Thoughts of a Fiend ☆

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  1. [Allowed] Suga


[Center Since I'm awful at opening up I'll confide here.][center Maybe posting publicly will help me.][center Hate-read all you like.] [Center Request access for special commentary/additional thoughts/exclusive information.] [Center Just kidding.] [Center Now scram.]

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Only fucktard me
Would have a panic attack about your past.
One you've let go.

...right?
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[coming+soon [center [size15 [#859ecc [b Imma kill myself over this game.
Life is strange is great.
Chloe and max aren't a good mix tho lmao
I like them as individuals but when they hang together they're such shit lmao
Maybe becayse I hate the fact Chloe has been nothing but bad for max
And Max is such a goody good
I relate but
I am so destructive like chloe
  ᵍʳᵒʷᶫ / Indefinite / 13d 16h 29m 17s
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I wish I had gone
I would have helped.
I would have.
I just know.

I'm so tired..
  ᵍʳᵒʷᶫ / Indefinite / 22d 6h 50m 52s
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[coming+soon [center [size15 [#859ecc [b Why did I ever think
That water could tame the flames?
The cool air should have claimed it, right?
I'm such an idiot.
  ᵍʳᵒʷᶫ / Indefinite / 32d 12h 35m 21s
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Can't believe that you can't even fucking suck a dick to fix an a.c. for your son. You piece of shit.
You don't even acknowledge he's your son.
Ugh.
I wish I had more money to help. It's okay, I won't pay for my tuition this paycheck.
I cant.
Why am I so helpless?
  ᵍʳᵒʷᶫ / Indefinite / 33d 2h 9m 49s
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God I just want to die, honestly. Lol.
I'm doing my fucking best and you tell me to try harder.
Well fuck yeah Imma be mad. Lmao

I'm so tired of not being good enough for anyone. Even myself....
  ᵍʳᵒʷᶫ / Indefinite / 44d 13h 30m 2s
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I want to cry. My anxiety is through the roof.
I've been snooping.
I know it's stupid.
And I shouldn't.
But I can't stop it.
My anxiety is so loud and doing it makes it worse.
Nothing makes it better.
It hurts.
It hurts...
Help me.
  ᵍʳᵒʷᶫ / Indefinite / 44d 14h 52m 48s
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Lmao five partners
Snap snap snap
Five months
Snap snap snap
Finger guns
Also my life is going down down down down
Down into the sea
Kill me
  ᵍʳᵒʷᶫ / Indefinite / 45d 3h 12m 44s
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Why am I so stupid?
I'm not worth having a job I actually semi enjoy
With semi decent people
Who don't ask for 15 bucks worth of gas money I don't have
Or gives me panic attacks
I'm so fucking dumb
I just don't want to be alive
My depression is getting so much worse
Oh my god
Please help me
Give me death :,)
  ᵍʳᵒʷᶫ / Indefinite / 46d 20h 49m 43s
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My fucking
Face is blistering
I fucking have cold sores
Are you fucking me
FUCK THIS SHIT
I don't need this stress
My fucking anxiett is gonna freak over my goddamn cold sore
FUCK me
  ᵍʳᵒʷᶫ / Indefinite / 50d 14h 21m 48s
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Every goddamn time....
Every fucking time....

Shit.

I don't deserve any happiness-actually...
That's not it.. I don't want it.
I don't want any of it.
Because you think things are good.
But they're not.
Nothing is good.

It's never good to open up.
I should have never opened up.
  ᵍʳᵒʷᶫ / Indefinite / 52d 14h 55m 57s
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[paprika [center [#a47f82 MAYBE THE REASON I'M A BITCH AND TELL Y'ALL TO STAY AWAY IS BECAUSE I'M TOXIC
DID YOU THINK OF THAT
FUCK YOU
MAYBE THE REASON I PUSH YOU AWAY IS BECAUSE I KNOW ME BEING IN YOUR LIFE ISN'T GOOD
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK THIS
THIS STUPID SHIT
FUCK IT

I'M A MONSTER FUCK OFF
STOP MAKING ME OUT TO BE SOME LOVABLE WARM FUZZY DUCK
I'M NOT
I HATE EVERYTHING
AND I'M SELFISH
AND I HATE ALL OF YOU
  ˢᵉⁿᵈ ⁿᵒᵒᵗˢ / Indefinite / 62d 12h 38m 4s
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I love feeling like I come off as an ungrateful asshole and then someone says "hey you should say thank you that's the polite thing to do" or something like that because the fact is I'm not ungrateful and I'm so fucking thankful I just don't know how to express it and I'm an awkward child who isn't very verbal about their feelings.

So here I am feeling like the biggest dick in the world because I was asked to say thank you and my anxiety is telling me I'm an asshole.
  ˢᵉⁿᵈ ⁿᵒᵒᵗˢ / Indefinite / 62d 20h 4m 53s
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My feet hurt.
I need to buy those gel soles.

I can't believe you keep questioning why I have an std when I told you I dont. Thanks.
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[paprika [center [#a47f82 I love my mom and my aunt, and I love the shit out of my son. They make me so happy and today I hope every mother feels as thankful as I do for them. <3
I miss my babies and I hope today theyre playing and being their bouncy little selves.
  Indefinite / 67d 17h 40m 14s
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