☆ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴏғ ᴀ ғɪᴇɴᴅ ☆

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[Center ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴇɴsɪᴛɪᴠᴇ? ᴇᴀsɪʟʏ sᴡᴀʏᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴs ᴏғ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀs? ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀɴᴅʟᴇ ᴄʀᴜᴅᴇ ʟᴀɴɢᴜᴀɢᴇ? ᴘᴇʀʜᴀᴘs ᴛʜɪs ɪsɴ'ᴛ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ.

ᴛʜᴇ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇs ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ sᴇɴsᴇ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏ.

ɪᴛ's ʙᴇsᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ.

ʙᴜᴛ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴅɪᴠɪɴɢ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇʏᴇs ᴏғ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟsᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴏɴᴄᴇ, ғᴇᴇʟ ғʀᴇᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴛᴀʏ.

ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʜᴇᴄᴋʟᴇʀs. ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟɪsᴛᴇɴ.
ɪ'ᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇғʟᴇᴄᴛ.
sᴏ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ᴛʜᴇ sʜʀᴇᴅs ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ɪ ғᴇᴇʟ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴅᴏᴡɴ.

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Me at the start of shield hero: ah a perv harem boy. Typical.
Me 11 episodes in: he daughter zoned raphtalia so hard it’s strange to think he thought about meeting THE ONE in that world
  ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 2d 3h 55m 18s
So I gave in and started watching shield hero
It’s p good ngl
  ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 2d 6h 48m 12s
me when tadano told retsuko he wants her to pursue her dreams and hobbies, he would support her, he believes marriage is meaningless, and that he doesn't want a family: PICK ME BITCH PICK ME

haida x retsuko all the way so i can have tadano for myself thanks
  ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 2d 14h 29m 11s
PSA
our foster cat drooled in my face after I pet him at 5 am
I repeat:
Our foster cat fucking drooled on my goddamn face after I petted him at 5 am
I wanted to go back to sleep but rise n shine
  ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 3d 28m 55s
Boomers: the media is lying and everyone is a sheeple for believing it
Also boomers: a Facebook post said that Planned Parenthood is selling aborted baby parts according to a video not even linked
Me: is that why this official government page says that the video is heavily edited for manipulation and it isn’t illegal to donate fetus tissue and are reimbursed for the donations

Boomers are gr8
  ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 5d 20h 10m 17s
Binge crying really helped, I still tear up when I think of your face.

But I know you wanted your death to mean something when it felt like your life meant nothing to your mother. Some part of me hopes you can see all our messages to you. Some part of me wishes you can still feel all the love we have for you. I wish I could say that could overpower the emptiness you felt. The lack of motherly love you had.

I even just wish that you had passed where your heart had loved to be the most. In Thailand, where the history of our people lulled you to sleep. Where the valleys sang to your soul.

Your journey has come to an end, my friend. The gaping hole you left truly continues to impact everyone one of us.

I wish I could even talk to you know about this whole situation with my family. I wish I could hear your thoughts, you always said what I was unable to word together. You were so much more poetic. You were so in tune with your thoughts and feelings, and it always spoke what I never thought I could verbally say.

I'm glad you're resting. You deserve it.
  ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 7d 23h 28m 3s
I just have zero energy to talk to people
After learning all that I have last night

My family is the nightmare I always forget they are
And my friend died

I just can’t handle much rn

I’m trying to distract myself and keep myself busy
It’s all I can do
  ʟᴀɢᴇʀᴛʜᴀ / Indefinite / 9d 11h 3m 43s
My family is fucked
They’re fucked

I hate my people
The culture is beautiful
The religion is beautiful
Social traditions are disgusting
Demeaning

My family is disgusting
  ʟᴀɢᴇʀᴛʜᴀ / Indefinite / 10d 6h 12m 17s
I’ve just been playing fallout 4 and Minecraft and tbh that’s Gucci with me lol

I’ve gotten back into 3D modeling because there are zeRO PICTURES OF SERAH AND ZACK AND CMON NOW THEYRE CUTE ASL CANNOT BELIEVE IM ONE OF THE THREE PEOPLE WHO SHIP THIS SHIT

I just love crossovers
Why?
Because that shit is fun to edit
  ʟᴀɢᴇʀᴛʜᴀ / Indefinite / 11d 22h 59m 37s
Yo wassap folks I got bird eye chili and made my asian dip and now my intestines hate me but lol flashbacks to growing up with these pains and thinking it was all chill because that’s what pepper does LOL

oh man it’s so good to have intense heat back in my life :’)
I’m totally okay with only eating rice and my pepper ngl
  ғᴇᴍᴍᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 13d 10h 56m 48s
Some days I think about it. Ending it all.

I feel so broken. Something isn’t right about me and I can’t pin point it.

Like even if there are good days the bad ones are always... torture.

Maybe it’s just hormones because women don’t fully mature until 25ish. It’s what the doctors said about my depression/emotions. I’m starting to wonder more and more everyday if it really is just depression. I’ve seen depressed people and it just doesn’t look or sound like me. I get each person has their own symptoms/case but I just don’t feel like it can be explained. It frustrates me. I feel lost.

I am still worthy to live even if I don’t do productive things. Even if I don’t have a job.

But, God, fuck.

Is it hard to live without having a job. I feel awful. Like I’m terrible I can’t bring myself to carry on with a job and what I have going on for income.

I feel like such a deadweight that’s just floating through fucking time.

Was it worth it, mom? Having a child that can’t even fucking take care of herself? I hate feeding myself. I hate the upkeep it requires to be alive. I most certainly resent it now I’ve no job. It still brings me joy to eat, but when I get hungry I just get irritated. Irritated that I have to get up [i again] to fuel myself less I faint.

Today I woke up with pain in my hip and just knew I wasn’t gonna be able to water our dying lawn. It’s recovering since I have been watering daily, but I feel so worthless.

I have no hobbies but being a piece of shit. Lol.
I can’t get myself to edit, I can’t color, can’t get myself to draw, don’t really want to game anymore-I can feel somewhere inside of me that I’m tired of all of it.

Is my pills really working? Or is it just that I’m too fucked up for it to work? Am I too lazy to be happy? What ever I’m going through isn’t just an excuse to be a lazy cunt, right?

“You’re not giving yourself a fighting chance if you’re not exercising”
Ah yes the good ole “you can’t get yourself to do x? Just do it!”
Fuckin hate being shamed for the exact thing I can’t do

I woke up from a nap and all I wanna do is go back to sleep.
Sleep is probably what I need.
  ғᴇᴍᴍᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 15d 14h 17m 49s
So o spent most of today playing ffxiv with Pepe. That was pretty weird lol.

I mean it was alright. It was the free trial, so it wasn’t like we could do much together, but I still would have liked to have done more together.

I took a nap then played Minecraft, it was a good day. Even watered the lawn even though I really didn’t think I’d get around to it today solely because of how tired I was this morning.

I know I should keep telling myself that just because I don’t do anything society deems productive, it doesn’t mean I’m worthless. I’m just me. Living day by day. And that’s ok. I really lucked out with Alex having a job that he could stay at home for, that could support us both comfortably, that he’s so understanding and kind...

It’s the love I’ve always been searching for. That I never thought was reasonable to ask for. I’m so spoilt. And everyone who is mad about it can die mad, idc. I’m sorry y’all didn’t luck out with such a wonderful partner like I did. Stop hating my blessings and start loving yours.

I just can’t wait til Jamjam’s cage comes in, tomorrow I should try to remember to clean the thing I said I would... I forgot already.

I should finish my brother’s present, and my uncle’s.

J should actually cook something to eat tomorrow too lol
Something about pissing off white men that really feeds my soul

If I’m a demon I know what I’d do LMAO
Steal the souls of white cis men that are absolute trash
Yo pulling weeds fucking HURTED
Yes I kno hurted isn’t a word

Issa meme fite me

I bandaged up because it fucking hurts to touch anything. But man is it satisfying. Plus I got so much sweat. Yikes. My poor body was not used to all that working out. All that [i hoeing] around hahaha.

I can’t sleep. It feels like I’ve just been lying here all night with my eyes closed. I know that isn’t the case but it feels like it. I give up honestly lol.

Might go play some more forager. Let the boy sleep.

Try and not think about today. Even if we are celebrating it.
They did NOT do my boy Diego justice in season 2

Like yeah I guess it would make sense he’d get all hero hungry but he always seemed more rational than how he was portrayed.

Then again alone time at that place will do a number.

I am totally falling for that cliffhanger bullshit and I hate it because I hate when shows go “lolz btw we wanna make more so we’re gonna insinuate there’s a new problem” pisses me off smh

I’ll admit I wasn’t crazy about emotionally constipated vanya but season 2 vanya was probably my favorite character of the season. Klaus and Diego, were top boys for season 1, but their character “arcs” sort of fell flat this time around. I’m glad Diego found love again, though, it was very sweet. And hot and heavy with all the initial tension.

Was kinda mad they killed my boy Elliott like that smfh

Allison, Vanya, and Klaus bonding was definitely to die for tho. Best trio ever. Not to mention the “I got testosterone” trio. Yea, Diego, Five, and Luther.

My mouth has been hella hurting. Ah well.
  ғᴇᴍᴍᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ / Indefinite / 35d 11h 49m 43s
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