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[center [size15 One day I won't hate myself. And I hope you won't anymore either.]]
I want us more than anything.
I keep seeing a future with you, past the rough times we're having.
I keep seeing us laughing, laying in bed together, cuddling and sleeping and waking up together.
Away from everyone else who gets in the way.
They say 'in a perfect world' ...
But being with you feels so right.
I know I can't live without you.. loving you.
But right now I hate myself a lot.. who I've become.
It's getting in between us, hurting you.. hurting me
But I know this is me.. figuring out what I believe in at the same time.
Yet it's so painful..
I want to one day, given if I get another day..
be able to love you right again.
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You make me grow as a better person than I was a day before.
You encourage me to do what I feel is right, to not be afraid.
You accept me for all that I am and love what I represent.
I can't wait for you to come and see me.
I can't say it enough - how much you mean to me.
But I've said this again and again,
You're my home.]]
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When you love someone, you love them with all of your heart.
I'm just the lucky person that you chose to give it to.
I'm so happy with you.
I love you.]]
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[center [size29 [i I love you..]]]
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You are the most precious thing I have ever been able to call mine..
Tonight you touched me, fighting so hard to stay awake and tell me everything you've thought of me, trying to assure how much you love me.
You and your slurred speech, with the sleepy voice I adore so much.
You've mistaken my crying as sadness, when really I was crying from how happy you make me, how lucky I felt to have someone who loves me this much.
Then you began crying and apologizing and that brief moment made me feel pain hearing you, wanting to hold you and tell you that these were tears of happiness.
That was when I remembered how these insecurities are always in my head and it's more about my dislike for myself, because I have someone who loves me to no end.
I'm sorry I made you feel not enough for a moment.
I still think I'm not as deserving to be with someone as precious as you,
but I want to always show you how much you mean to me.
We've settled down, we've professed our feelings another time.
Now, I'll join you in bed.
Unconditionally, I will love you always.]]
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I really want to travel.
I know it's a lot of people's dream.
And it is a luxury.
But I think that's what would make me happy.
First stop is to go see my love.
And maybe.. in the future I'll take her with me to go see the world together.]]
[center [size10 You're the sweetest thing in your sleep.
Needy for my affection so you can sleep peacefully.
And then you wake up and you're a little shit.
But I guess you're still cute.]]
I don't have to say it on here for her to know.
But she means the world to me, and I can't imagine life without being with her for a moment.
Sometimes I feel undeserving, but yet she still loves me.
And I'm always grateful for that, I always feel lucky.
There are many reasons why she could leave me, but she chooses to love me still.
I love her so much, with all my being.
No one makes me happier, no one can compare.
That's why I wish to be with her always.]]
[center [size10 About last night though.
I love her.]]
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[center [size11 Reminder that I love you and you are my world..]][center [size29 ❤]]
[right [size10 - Luna aka Horchata]]
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You gotta edit me some couple pics.
I am really lacking in it as you could tell.
But that's not the main point.
What I gotta say tonight is..
How the hell did I manage to score a beauty like you?
Seriously.. someone who is an awkward asshole really managed to beat the rest of the guys that wanted you?
I feel so lucky.. to think you even love me back.
Yes you're a dork, but I hold you so high.
It even boggles my mind whenever you feel insecure.
I mean I don't like to see you that way, and I also wonder how?
You're beautiful, I have and will always see that.
I mean.. we've talked about this numerous times and a lot recently.
You've always known where I stand with us.
What you say.. it really makes me happy to no end, to know you feel that way too.
If we're on the same page , then I have no doubt you're not going anywhere.
We're both young, but we're growing together.
That's what I like a lot about it. I like when it's easy and there's no need to pressure or push.
We're living in the moment and letting it flow in its own direction.
And.. the more it keeps going in that direction.. who knows?
Maybe the next moment we have will be down the. . .
I've said enough, haha.
But I love you too, always, so much, and with all my heart.
I'll let my actions do the rest.]]
Nobody compares to you.
I'd be a fool to ask for more.
How is it possible that'd I'd ask for more than the sun?
My universe, my world.
My mind, body and soul.. that's you.
You wonder why I love you.. I could write a book on it.
You wonder why I haven't left you.. because I found you worth it.
I couldn't not love you if I tried.
You always feel like you're less than me.. that's not true.
Though I don't voice it, I have the same fears with you..
What could I give to you? am I making you wait for me too long? What if you can't wait and decide it's not worth it?
That could go through my head..
But then I see that you love me, you love me so much.
And I love you to the moon and back.
And I don't think about that anymore cause I know I can't live without loving you.
I want you to know that..
You make me happy, you make me sane.
You're there when I need you and just your presence alone makes me okay.
There's a reason you're my sun, my sunflower, my sunshine.
Don't ever forget how you saved me from a dark place.
You make me feel loved when I thought I couldn't feel that way.
And you showed me how to love..
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I try my best to be good to you.
Sometimes I even feel like I'm falling short.
I'm sorry.. I really am.
I hope you don't misunderstand.
I love you and I want to spend time with you.
I just get really exhausted or there's always something in the way.
Sounds like excuses.. but I promise.. I'm doing my best.]]
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I just woke up from a nap (shocker), but this one was much needed than usual, I was exhausted.
Surprisingly, you're sound asleep with me.
But that just reminds me that I appreciate how patient you are with me.
I know you get a little salty that I pass out too early on you and it doesn't give me time with you.
I don't get much time with you during the day.
And this repeats throughout the whole week, so..
I wanna say I love you so, so much.
It's comforting that someone is willing to tolerate me with my schedule, still love me by the end of each day and even love me with open arms.
I love you for allowing me in, for getting to love you back too.
I couldn't have asked for a better soulmate, other half and best friend.
There's been a formal that I was invited to for Saturday.
I could've gone with my friends, but I don't think I'd have as much fun as I would be, staying with you all day.
That's how I like my Saturdays.
Horchata-Boba time is always the best.]]
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