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And he's got his gun, he's got his suit on
She says [i 'babe, you look so cool']
  Lucis / 2d 2h 40m 25s
[center [size10 You're the sweetest thing in your sleep.
Needy for my affection so you can sleep peacefully.

And then you wake up and you're a little shit.
But I guess you're still cute.]]
  Lucis / 4d 21h 14m 59s
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It kinda makes me sad you see her in a negative light so much.
But that's my fault.. cause I always talk about the negative aspects.
Honestly, they're mostly from my own insecurities from the past.
It's more better nowadays and we're more equal.

I don't tell you about how good she is to me or how much she cares.
I kinda wish I would have, so maybe then you wouldn't have this much dislike towards everything she does.
This is not me giving her the spotlight or thinking she's above me right now.

She's my sister and we get along for a reason.
We are similar in many ways than you think.
Which makes me kinda scared you might not like certain parts of me.

She is also all I had for all my life.. so..

She thinks pretty highly of you, despite what you believe.
And I know she is happy that I met you, she can see you make me happy.
I wish you wouldn't take her so seriously.

What I want is maybe if you guys truly meet..
You would see she's not so bad.]]
  / Lucis / 7d 1h 39m 25s
[size11 i love being a leo
but sometimes it drains my energy.]
  / Lucis / 9d 17h 30m 37s
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I don't have to say it on here for her to know.
But she means the world to me, and I can't imagine life without being with her for a moment.
Sometimes I feel undeserving, but yet she still loves me.
And I'm always grateful for that, I always feel lucky.
There are many reasons why she could leave me, but she chooses to love me still.

I love her so much, with all my being.
No one makes me happier, no one can compare.
That's why I wish to be with her always.]]
  ᴍᴏᴏɴʀɪꜱᴇ / Lucis / 12d 4h 22m 44s
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[size 11 Reminded of history tonight.
Even though he had his horrible moments..
Not to justify his past actions..
There's a reason I see why he disliked you guys.
Especially you, you shady fucker. I can't believe you're family.
Sometimes you're a decent person and I respected you for what you prioritize.. but now learning further how wrong you've done my father because of how much you dislike him..
and how this whole side of the family treated us in general, honestly putting us in this position in the first place and set us up for failure basically..

I hate that. I hate that a lot.. I hope I don't ever have to deal with another family like that.
I don't want to end up like my father.. I don't.
I could barely hold back my anger from how wronged he was..

You guys always pointed fingers at him, judged us, turned a blind eye at us when we needed help.
And when he's done one thing wrong, and end up in a bad place..
He still gets shit, like he's the worst person in the world.
Well look at your fucking selves.
You always thought you were above us, pieces of shit.

I don't want all of your pity and sympathy either, tired of it.
Because you all didn't feel that way before.

All this because of money in the end.
Nothing should be measured by how much money you make or give..
Fuck's sake.
Take that all away and check what is left in the end.

Maybe I am my father's child just by the way I view certain things.]]
  Lucis / 18d 18h 2m 11s
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I'm fighting the urge to chase you. I want to chase you. I want to chase you down so bad.
Because this is wrong..
But.. I don't think it's a good idea.
You need to figure yourself out and I do too..

I know that it seems like I was unhappy.
I only post negatives and rarely the good things.
Which.. I should have written down everything I felt at any time.
But I express it through how I talk to you, treat you, I cherish it within where it matters most - my heart.
I only come here when I need to vent, need to let go and not dwell.

I love every post you make of me, us. I hope you never wipe them away.. because it shows that you love me so. That's just another way that I know you do, amongst other things that you've proved to me.
I won't ever forget them..

I want you to know that our good times were worth more than any of those bad times.
You know that my love for you is beyond our sorrow.

I want to break down really bad right now.
But at the same time I'm feeling numb.

All I want.. is to let you know that you were worth every second.
You made me feel loved, happy, worth more than I could ever imagine.
We're just.. probably at the wrong place.
This little bump right now has turned into a mountain in our path.

I won't love you less, and I just want you to use this time to truly live.. how you've always wanted to.
I was willing to sacrifice a thing or two for us because it wouldn't have mattered to me, I could live with it.
You shouldn't feel like you have to sacrifice your escape, your life passion..
I don't ever want you to think I was trying to make you live FOR me.
You should never live for anyone, just with.
I only wanted compromise. I only wanted to mesh together.
you just were simply not on the same page as I was.
You're not in the wrong for this... in the sense you're staying true to yourself.
I'm in the wrong for many reasons.. I think I'm still the problem honestly.
I am aware.. that perhaps.. other people would handle this easily for you.
But.. me, I'm probably this way because I'm a difficult person.
Maybe I feel like I ask for little, but I'm really being too much?
I don't know..

I love you to the point it consumes me. That won't ever change.
I can't promise that I won't be waiting for you to come back.
I hope that.. should you find happiness in being free from me..
I would like to catch up to speed.. I would like to be at the right place together.
But.. I guess time will tell.]]
  omen / Lucis / 10d 5h 13m 52s
[center [size11 Just do you.
Just do you.
Just do you.
[i Just do you.]]]
  / Lucis / 20d 16h 7m 15s
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[b Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine]
I'm leaving my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history

As long as you're here with me.]]
  Lucis / 20d 16h 13m 12s
[center [size10 About last night though.
I love her.]]
  / Chrollo / 25d 39m 11s
[size10 [i I took all my things that make sound.
The rest I could do without.]
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Can I stop being sad? lol
hopefully after this exam is over with]
[center [size11 술이나 좀 줘봐 오늘은 취하고 싶은 제발 말리지 마
뭐든 좋아 백수 새끼가 술 마시는 건 사치지만]]
  Lucis / 49d 16h 2m 55s
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  Lucis / 49d 21h 21m 27s
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You know you love someone when you can't picture life without them.
You know you can't picture life without them when just the mere thought of them not existing can make you cry on the spot.
You... oh you, don't leave me.
It won't be your choice.. and I'm not talking about leaving [i me].
I mean.. don't leave yourself that you end up leaving me.

Please.. I wish, I wish for you to be okay.
For your happiness is all I wanna see right now.
You cry and it hurts my heart so bad.. those words last night.. they hurt.
Because you just want to be you and it hurts to see you this way.
I also wish I wouldn't come at you like that, be an asshole.
Cause maybe you wouldn't be so bad today...

And I'm worried.. so worried cause I'm not hearing back from you.
Where can I talk to you? When? Cause I'm so worried for you in every way right now.
My anxiety is so little compared to yours, but even now.. it's hard for me to breathe.. it must've been hard for you too.

If--When you read this, I want you to know a couple things.
I will not leave you over you feeling like this, not ever.
I have not and will not get tired of you, I know you want to be better.. you do your best to be.
And lastly, I love you.. so fucking much, with all my heart.
I will not let you spiral down as long as I can help it.

[b Hang in there.]]]]
  Lucis / 53d 22h 41m 29s
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[center [size11 Reminder that I love you and you are my world..]][center [size29 ❤]]
[right [size10 - Luna aka Horchata]]
  Noct / 60d 16h 38m 0s

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