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When your mom has your nerd Skype account. She already doesn't accept me like this and that I like anime. I have so much anxiety about her having my Asuna account.
  Asuna / pinkra01 / 129d 15h 18m 9s
[ They don't know, like how I knooow, kitten]
Hearts still messed up over that embarrassing post. You know I don't know how to deal with that emotional mushy crap. I really don't think ppl care. It's been so hard to open up to anyone. When you say stuff like that I don't know how to handle it. Because I'm used to the same crap happening, and me being too much to handle. But I feel like.. maybe I gr..could one day, if you really keep pushing the way you have.
  ~Prince~ / pinkra01 / 129d 19h 11m 31s
I'm...sort of excited to rp again. I need to let some of this stuff out and it's with a partner I..sort of enjoy doing it with. Shush. Jeez compliments are a pain..but still.
  Asuna / pinkra01 / 130d 5h 40s
Wanting to watch tangled, keep saying I'll do it with you. No excuses to put it off. Leeeets do it already.

[ This day has been so amazing. Finally rid of that poison and all that support tho got me like]

Only keeping people around that mean what they say.
  ~Prince~ / pinkra01 / 130d 9h 18m 1s
I don't have any stock it. I am so broken it's going to take endless seconds, minutes, hours, months, years seconds to fix me. All of them valuable, all of them can be turned on their head at at moment. I don't believe you. You've said you'd try a million times before. I do think you're playing head games. I do think you have other accounts. I do think you're probably being inappropriate and doing things you wouldn't like me doing. And just one of those things, if found out, would break everything. Bc you don't matter at all anymore
  Asuna / pinkra01 / 132d 8h 23m 5s
When you text people you "love" them everyday but go crazy over the first person that gives you attention, you're so gross

I haven't seen an ounce of change from this idiot yet

Good luck to her~
  Asuna / pinkra01 / 133d 11h 51m 51s
When you try art from r the first time in a year..jeez my finger needs to learn to pen already
  Asuna / pinkra01 / 133d 13h 7m 40s
I'm...such a little kid sometimes. It's almost embarrassing. *puffs her cheeks out* I-I can't help the things I like! Or my tantrums sometimes..
  Asuna / pinkra01 / 133d 17h 5m 15s
When someone who actually means those gross words says them to you every night. I just..don't want my phobia to take over me again
  Asuna / pinkra01 / 134d 2h 54m 8s
I know I don't show that I think about people or whatever. But your physical and meeting have been on my mind a lot today. Not...that I care...o-or anything, I just know how important getting into it is. And maybe your father won't be such trash and I won't feel the need to fly to another country and beat some middle age mans face it. I hate being so protective but this side can't help it. It ticks me off the way he treats you. I'd be a better daddy . But got this, idiot.
  Prince / pinkra01 / 134d 6h 34m 59s
Gahh, I just said the neediest thing I've ever said to someone in my life. My pride tho.
  ~Prince~ / pinkra01 / 135d 4h 29m 14s
When you get to the point that, nothing you even say is anything but angry and cruel. It speaks for its self. You were the same. Last night, just resilient in saying everything you could to make me angry. You can't honestly do that and claim to "love" that person. And I hate to say it but I was freaking nice today. You not being around es at all. Not even accidental seeing you. It was like the world had one less poison in it. But you'll be back here again, because your addicted to this life. Desperately trying to cling on to online relationships with all these random people.
  ~Prince~ / pinkra01 / 135d 7h 34m 24s
I realllly needed that

Day 1: Deadpool
Kimmy Schmidt
Doctor Who

Dun claw, you will have a turn. Nahh tho, this has really given me sometime to set aside and personally pay attention to one person a day. When i was being neglectful af. Now people cant complain about not being showered in it bc im give you idiots full daaays
  ~Prince~ / pinkra01 / 136d 6h 17m 55s
I don't want to be nice to you. I don't want to hear that you "love me". You don't know what the hell love is. Love isn't something you choose. And yet is something you choose to feel or choose not to feel. And that screwed with the people areounf you. I will never forget how you betrayed me and for the rest of our lives you will be little more then trash or the dirt under my feet. You "love" me so much you gave something away you wore for years to someone you barely knew two days after we stopped talking. I don't want you "love" it doesn't freak mean anything. It's just bs. And you're going to continue to do bs until you get bored and choose not to. I'm not investing anything in you. I'm going to keep moving on mentally. And persuing people worth perusing. It's not a damn game to me I have a real phobia of closeness and theirs nothing about you worth fighting that back for. Honestly if you despeqred tomorrow I wouldn't gaf bc you probably will anyway, I don't care about you. I don't care what you do. And I doesn't EVEr see that changing.
  ~Prince~ / pinkra01 / 137d 8h 9m 48s
  NF2 / pinkra01 / 138d 5h 55m 19s

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