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[+darkorange "...Nariko, you shan't leave me will you ever?..."]
At hearing this question, Nariko was thrown off a bit. She had heard Ruka use this tone with her before when they were younger. She knew that Ruka wasn't trying to [i order] her to do anything even though her tone implied otherwise-This was how she indirectly [i asked] Nariko to do something from her. She was the only servant that Ruka spoke to in this manner. Nariko wondered if it was because she wanted her to decide for herself what to do.What threw her off wasn't how she asked the question, it was the question itself. Would she leave her? Nariko answered her question after a long pause, deciding how to best phrase her response.
[+orchid " Mistress Ruka, if you approve of my selfish request... I desire to stay by your side."]
Nariko didn't just mean for the night, but forever, little to Ruka's knowledge. Nariko never saw herself being anywhere but by her mistress' side. She never desired for her life as a level A vampire to be any different because Ruka made her happy, gave her a sense of purpose.
While Ruka was gone, these emotions and more were replaced by an aching loneliness and a constant state of neediness. Nariko needed to be by Ruka's side, and now that this opportunity was back to her once more, she would take any advantage she could get tonight after being deprived of her for so long.
Nariko knew her longing to be with her mistress was selfish and out of the conduct, but she didn't care as long as she could be of some comfort to Ruka. Nariko knew her mistress was broken, but Nariko would be there to pick up the pieces no matter how long it took.
Nariko walked to the storage closet of the room grabbing an extra blanket before walking back to the bed where her mistress lay. Since she intended to stay, and knew Ruka was exhausted, she figured sleeping would be the best thing for herself as well right now.
[+orchid "Lady Ruka, where do you wish for me to lay my head?"]
[center Ruka was silent, keeping her thin lined expression on her lips to keep some sort of pride even though most of it was gone the moment she helped through the door of the Mansion by Kain. Her once prideful, powerful, self-confident self has be reduced to a pitiful, weak, self-hated, sorrowful being that looked like nothing like her except from her body and name... The personality that made her who she was.. has crumbled to nothing.
When Ruka's faithful maid came to help her without her asking for it, just like she wanted.. Ruka's lips curved only lightly as a feeling of hidden appreciation that was earned throughout the years they had together when they were younger although Ruka never outspoken her appreciation towards Nariko ever not since before her parents had taught her that beings lesser than herself was not worthy of her acknowledgement let alone her friendship and appreciation.. though she can't help but feel it coursing throughout her body even though she could not speak it.
Ruka allowed Nariko to do everything silently such as; help her with getting changed out of her uniform that she had replaced from the battle deformed one, even though her uniform was replaced to new... she couldn't replace her memories, the things she witnessed, done and felt during the chaotic stay at the academy. For some sort of reason there was still lightness in her being as she felt Nariko's touches, smelt her scent, heard and saw her movements...
She was lightened that Nariko was that not there with her like Kaname's servant was with him because... of course she felt a little disheartened because she felt like if she had Nariko by her side at the academy she would not feel like this... but on the other hand she wouldn't know what she would do if anything happened to the maid.. Even though she wanted to deny herself the fact.. but she didn't know what she would do if Nariko was killed if she attended the academy at that time.. she wouldn't be able to bare it she knew for certain even though she wished to deny herself of that fact but she couldn't..
Ruka was still silent even when Ruka began to use her healing powers on her legs soothing them with a massage, which Ruka began to make little noises and pleasure a sound of blissful appreciation even though Ruka did not word it the sounds she made; made it clear. Then when she was spoken to Ruka turned her orange eyes towards Nariko or rather her eyes never left her and Ruka didn't realise it or rather she was too disorientated to notice what she was doing or to care what she was doing. Her lips curved into a shaky thin line as she decided to nod lightly as she felt the pain in her legs leave her though not from her unbeating heart.
Once Nariko had helped her change into her night gown; Ruka couldn't control herself anymore she was too distraught too disorientated to care what was she was going to do or say, her pride to know if Nariko would never leave her coursed her to grab Nariko by the chin holding her by her finger and thumb because she knew once the vampire maid had put on her gown for her she would leave to her to her sleep. which would be torturous for her because her lonely thoughts were already agonising experience for her and so she needed Nariko reassurance she would not leave her even though she was a lowly maid a lesser being than herself. Ruka favoured her company more than her own family, her 'friends' even more than Kain.
[+orange "...Nariko you shalln't leave me will you ever?..."]
Ruka tried to make it as an ordered to answer question rather than a plea to answer question as she skimmed her fingers across the maids jawline as her disoriented eyes allowed themselves to look upon Nariko's because she felt she was gaining some sort of control over the situation even though she felt she was losing control over herself... as long as she took control of something she didn't care at this moment even if her once full of pride and lightness of self-confidence eyes had turned to nothing but dull, darkened by grief and numbed by the effect the events of the academy had done to her.
Once that question was asked Ruka was silent once more searching her maid's eyes for a silent answer or something to give herself reassurance that the maid would never leave her quicker than depending on time for Nariko to answer her but at this time she didn't have the energy to conjure up a flicker of her natural vampire strength let alone her powers so she knew to had to depend on time and waited for Nariko to answer her or to react in someway.
Nariko places the hot tea cup on the delicate saucer down on her nightstand beside her bed.The warming smell of the pomegranate tea with a light scent of honey drifted faintly in the room.
Nariko was beyond worried about Ruka's current state but remained strong keeping her composure and staying silent unless something truly needed to be said. She didn't truly know how to respond to this.Shed never seen Ruka in this state before.
Her strong willed,prideful mistress was now crumpled before her like a paper ball discarded in the trash.trying to cheer her up would be like trying to unravel the paper and iron out the creases and wrinkles-she'd have to be gentle or shed tear it to shreds
She adjusted Ruka's pillows for her and fixed her blanket tucking her in remembering how her superior enjoyed it.She dimmed the lights lowly,trying to relieve Ruka's eyes of the strain so she could relax a bit more.
The room itself was cleaned absolutely spotless,the antique furniture shining like new.The floor of her room was conditioned and the room smelled like a lovely garden. Ruka's room floor was carpeted, oddly since the other floors of the mansion were wooden or marble. But Ruka specifically ordered for her room to be carpeted with the finest,softest material because she enjoyed the plushy soft feel of it on her feet when she didn't wear shoes in comparison to the annoying cool hard floors in the rest of the house.
It was the little things that Nariko made sure personally were perfect for Ruka's arrival,because only she knew how finicky her mistress was about certain things that her other servants had no clue of. She personally felt like even SHE didnt know enough about Ruka-especially since she had been gone so long-she wanted to learn even more things she could about Ruka.
Nariko was one of few who knew so much about Ruka because she shut others who weren't already close to her out and found it to be quite a bother to share things about herself especially her feelings.Some of the info Nariko aquired was from observation of Ruka's behavior towards things when she lived at home.
Nariko always made small notes in her head when she found something that displeased her mistress,wanting to try her hardest to make her happy in any way possible. The only other reason she knew so much about Ruka was because no one really took the time to get to know her - not even her family.Even now when she felt like she was powerless,she did everything she could think of to try to brighten Ruka's mood.
Sensing her mistress' discomfort,Nariko looked at Ruka,keeping her eyes averted from her face as she softly moved the blankets out of the way looking directly at Ruka's legs before clasping her hands together,a pure soft glow radiating from them before she touched Ruka's legs massaging them intensly but gentle enough to prevent hurting her. The touch sent a soothing sensation through Ruka's body,slowly beginning to heal and relieve the pain in her legs.
Nariko's hazel eyes glew pure white until she removed her hands carefully and spoke softly as she helped Ruka sit up carefully to help her get into her night gown.[#ba05b1 "Is that better, Ruka-sama?"]
[center [+violet ""Yes,I'll bathe her.I've done so before so it shouldn't be a problem. Th-Thankyou for your help."]
As the maid explained that she had indeed bathed Ruka before and thanked Kain. The copper orange haired male vampire just nodded slightly at the girl without much of a expression as he always had on his face when he was around anyone else except Ruka.
Ruka was seemed to be the only one that brought even though it was light she brought a smile to his expressionless and dull being, though that was something he wasn't going to tell anyone even Ruka herself. Because it was a secret he would take with him to the point he was dust that might happen or might not happen in the future.
He didn't know but he hoped that it wasn't going to be in the near future. because he rather favoured living in the world he had become accustomed to, though right now he wasn't favouring anything because..
If vampire's were to have friends without conditions. Kian seemed to think that Ruka was his bestfriend, or close companion.
Whom didn't ask him for anything. If she did; It meant she really need it rather than want it. This was a time she truly needed his help and Kian wasn't going to disappoint Ruka. Though he supposed this whole scenario was her own fault..
He had warned her from the very beginning before Ruka even first offered Kaname her blood. From the very moment she had told Kain that she in love with the Vampire Prince Kaname... He had warned her that many vampire's from female and male had fallen for him. But none of them were good enough for him. Kain didn't wish for Ruka to get her heartbroken.
But she didn't listen to him. She went and offered herself to Kaname in the school as a blood substitute. Like some blood bank, a cheap blood hook** and Ruka might be a bitch most if not all the time, but she was no blood Hooker... Though that what she became to be for Kaname's attention, his acknowledge of her existence and have him need her.
Even though he might have loved her.. Ruka wanted Kaname's attention and for him to need her. For that she would've done anything and she did just about everything for Kaname.. Though it seemed it wasn't enough for the great prince of vampire's. Ruka had given Kaname everything she had except for her 'first time' because Kaname didn't seem to be interested with that. Instead she gave him everything he was interested in...
In the end; she had everything spat back into her face and for good measure he had broken her heart into two because he found or had always known someone he loved.. Yuki.. The human who was really the true pureblood of Kaname's family and was awakened near the end of the school year...
From that day on; Kain had always wondered why... Why didn't Kaname tell them he had someone special in his being.. Why did he let Ruka fall in love with him, He could have told Ruka and maybe Ruka wouldn't feel like this now, maybe she could've got over it a long time ago and found someone new.
But no. Kaname played her for a fool, used her feelings and devotion for him to take what he wanted from the lighter orange haired woman, when he was done with her, he snapped her heart in two and found the love [b he] wanted.. Yuki.. Kain wished he killed the girl when she still believed she was human but he knew that Kaname would've killed him on the spot if he even put a scratch on the brunette..
Though right now he knew killing Yuki would be worth it.. to see Kaname's face at the sight of his dead sister and lover before turning to him and killing the darker redhead..
To make Kaname suffer to understand Ruka's pain.. Kian would gladly die for it, even though Ruka would hate him for displeasing Kamame, giving him the worst kind of pain that was seeing your love slip away like nothing..Even though Kaname broke Ruka's heart in two..
Kian still assumed that Ruka's devotion to the vampire prince had not withered. Maybe paused, she knows her love wouldn't be returned but Kian knew that Ruka wouldn't do or allow anything bad happen to Kaname or those loved by the superior vampire. So; Kian had accepted Ruka's future hatred towards him though now.. It was the matter of figuring how to take the young princess vampire down.
If Ruka did not return to her normal self in two weeks; ..He would storm to Kaname's home and at least try to kill one of them for Ruka's broken heart.. This he silently swore as he held Ruka close to him as he closed his eyes for a moment and reopened them once more before simply observing as the maid washed Ruka.
As Nariko washed her; Ruka slowly become to relax in the aromatic aroma's in bathroom that hit her sensitive vampire nose, it was not a heavy and uncomfortable fragrance like those bath salts that the Academy had for the human's. Of curse the human's had to have things with high fragrance because their senses didn't match and would never match the hypersensitive senses of a vampire, especially a vampire like her.
Though Ruka didn't have to worry about lowly things because Nariko knew all her favourite fragrances, how high or low the aroma should be, the maid knew her favourite tea which was Pomegranate green tea. Nariko had always given her that from the first time she had a fever with her immune deficiency as a child. From then on it had been her favourite tea.
Little things like this made Ruka almost think Nariko truly cared for her not because she was her superior but as an person, though as she grew up she had become to realise that the world wasn't all rainbows and sunshine like she thought as a child, she wasn't allowed to become friends with the lesser beings below herself. Because to her parents it was frowned upon, so they gave her a little push towards the other noble vampire's and that was when she met Kain, Lord Kaname and the other's.
Since then she and Nariko's close companionship had faded or rather Ruka didn't know it existed because she was certain that those who worked for her were only kind to her because she was their superior and that was put into her head by her parents and stayed there throughout her life.. Though if Ruka was truly honest with herself she had missed Nariko pampering her like this..
She missed the tea the maid made her, she had missed their little talks about things she had never spoken to anyone, in fact Nariko was the first person. Whom she told she was love with Kamame.. Though she would never speak of, of Nariko and herself to anyone not even Kain..
In this moment she let herself slowly enjoy the sensation of being washed by another, or maybe it was because it was because Nariko was doing it with her skilled yet gentle hands, how she used her fingers to massage the worn muscles as she washed her. It felt so nice that Ruka moved her neck to the side so Nariko could wash more of it. As Nariko used her fingers to massage the stiff muscle in Ruka's neck.
The noble vampire muffled a moan that was pain at first but went into pleasure, causing her to move to the side even more so Nariko had more access. It was like as if her body was sensitive yet deliciously responsive to the maid's tender care.
To the point either Ruka didn't realise from the very start or she didn't care about her sounds of enjoyment. To the point Ruka had removed her face from the comfort of Kain's chest and lead the back of her head on it instead, causing the maid to begin to wash her face..
The sensation made Ruka realise that Nariko must be averting her eyes from her face, because if she wasn't Kain would have snapped at the maid in one form or another in his own way... At this Ruka relaxed again and secretly appreciated that Nariko obeyed her wishes, where other maids would have smothered her and got so concerned about their superior to the point they were no help at all to her.
In fact Ruka supposed that Nariko was the only maid that obeyed her every wish and put her duty to serve her when she desperately needed it and not get into a fretting fit like other maids have done with her in the past and the present, if it wasn't for Kain being with her she supposed she wouldn't have gotten in this bath in peace...
So a dainty yet broken flicker of a smile appeared on her lips as she secretly appreciated Kain's and Nariko's assistance.. Before mentally deciding she wanted a cup of Pomegranate tea and head massage from Nariko before falling asleep that evening, Of course she would miss out on dinner because she wasn't exactly in the mood for food at this moment. Maybe it was because of the heartbreak, or the tiredness she was feeling that came after the heartbreak. Or both..
Either way she didn't feel hungry nor in the mood to eat anything and so with that decided. Ruka continued to enjoy the bath and the washing.. Then the bathing was done as soon as Nariko washed her down with fresh water while she did so. She was gentle with Ruka's hair and even massaged it as she washed it. It was if the maid was trying to wash all her worries away and it was working for this moment.
Nariko had sent her to in a relaxation to the extent she had caused Ruka to become too tired to remember why she was so depressed, though in the back of her now relaxed mind she knew she would remember the next morning.. Though for now she enjoyed herself in Nariko's care.
Once the bath was done; Ruka had her eyes closed still from the very beginning she had her eyes closed, because she was too tired and worn out to even open them though she managed to opened her mouth and form a small conversation.
[+Gold "Nariko...bring me some Pomegranate tea and bring it to my room. Food isn't required. I find myself not in the finest of moods to eat tonight.. Also I'll walk to my room and dress myself tonight.."]
Ruka muttered dryly as she kept her eyes closed or rather was unable to open them because she was too tired to, and in the back of her mind she knew she was too tired to just barely get to her room by walking let alone dress herself regardless of her stubborn personality. Though because of her stubborn personality.
Ruka was determined to see just how far she could push her body to do what she would command it to do.
After Ruka had spoken Kain wanted to protest on the woman's rash decision of walking and dressing herself while she was like this, though he held his tongue. Knowing once Ruka was determined to do something she would do it even if it meant that her body would tip over. In fact it was the only way she would stop... And so he only blankly looked down at her and made a soft hm. Sound before lifting the noble woman up slightly to get her on her way.
Though he didn't carry her like he did before he held her on her feet once the maid gave her a towel to put on, just like Ruka wished he let go of the woman causing Ruka to shakily start balancing on her feet. before taking a deep breath in and out before holding the side of the bath and practiced walking step by step.. Just like a child learning how to walk for the first time...
From then on Kain didn't touch her unless she were to fall. Though she seemed to be doing fine on her own even though it looked like she would fall over at any second. He left her to walk on her own but he too got up from the bath and slowly followed behind her just in case. In the meantime he had hopped that the maid had gone to do what she was told to do by Ruka.
Ruka was now in her room, she sat on her bed...Now she couldn't get back up again.. it caused her to sigh slightly. She had sent Kain away to a spare room in the mansion where he could sleep. Even though that Ruka didn't wish to be alone at this moment.. She was too proud to ask for help... Though she soon realised she actually truly needed someones help to help her get ready for bed.
Then as soon as she thought that; She could sense Nariko at her door with Pomegranate tea in her hand like Ruka wished for. The acknowledgement caused to remain quiet hopping that Nariko would realise what was wrong without her actually asking Nariko for help..
Ruka remained still on her bed because she could no longer move her legs until the next morning, she could bring herself to ask for help either and so she remained silent, hopping that Nariko would remember that when she was quiet and didn't do what she said she was going to do. It meant Ruka could no longer move her legs....]
Nariko nodded bowing slightly taking care to avoid looking at the young aristocratic male in his eyes, respectfully addressing him. "Yes,I'll bathe her.I've done so before so it shouldn't be a problem.Th-Thankyou for your help." As he Kain exited the bathroom hesitantly,he closed the door behind him. With that,Nariko rushed to her mistress' aide. She grabbed a dainty loofah and bath cloth hanging nearby the hot spring like tub and Ruka's favorite aroma therapy creamy body wash that smelled of sakura and sandalwood.
Nariko lathered the sponge gently with the soap warming it in her hands before gently starting to clean her mistress' delicate skin carefully,starting at her neck and continuing down to her feet.As she bathed her, she refused her eyes access to Ruka's face,respecting her wishes.Her heart ached to speak and question her about what happened. Ruka had called her the night before and she'd sounded so excited about today"s events.She had told Nariko that she was finally going to tell Kaname her feelings for him.She had known since they were little of Ruka's love for Kaname when Ruka started confiding her secrets to her about the handsome pureblood prince.So she had cheered her on to tell him her feelings when she told her the plans of her confession.
A part of Nariko wanted to be happy for her mistress' new found bravery.But hearing of Ruka's plan tore away at her like paper engulfed in a flame:She loved Ruka.She always had.
Nariko didn't realize this until Ruka was sent away from home to start school.Nariko awoke the morning after her departure and the revelation hit her like a train.She and Ruka would be driven further apart now that Ruka was a young woman.
While she was away,Nariko's life became dull and gravely uneventful.Without Ruka there,days were longer and time dragged on endlessly with an emptiness that hollowed her.It was this that mae her realise-Ruka made her life meaningful.Not just because Nariko was her servant. But hearing Ruka's voice,comforting her,their inside jokes,their relaxing evenings in the library-Everything that Ruka did filled her head with memories plagued her mind like a curse.
Even when her heart protested, Nariko made sure Ruka felt she was happy for her and hoped that the love between her and Kaname would prosper. But in reality,Nariko was jealous of Kaname.She didn't blame him,but she felt that he had everything she didn't-Ruka's unyielding love.
But now, Ruka was here with her once more.But why? Why was she so miserable? What had happened to her? Why was her ever strong and confident Ruka crushed before her like a trampled flower? All these questions you wanted to ask but she stayed quiet for the sake of her mistress.
When Ruka felt like addressing her,then she would speak.But for now she would stay silent.After washing Ruka's face with averted eyes she began to rinse her off with fresh water,The running water and wood wicked candles flickering nearby the only other sound in the bathroom.
[Center There was an almost dead silence in Ruka's room. The only sound was the faint tinking of an clock in the hallway and the thundering rain outside the mansion...Kain was almost grateful for the silence if it wasn't for that Ruka wasn't normally silent, she had always had something to complain about every day.... Kain couldn't beilive it himself at first but he did indeed miss that Ruka and he wanted the old Ruka back in his life, so it wouldn't be so dull as it was now, so with ease the orange haired male vampire put the blonde haired female vampire onto the bed gently and started to undo her clothes from underneath his jacket.
They had done this before long ago when they were about twelve years old the both of them were soaked to the bone and Ruka at the time had a immune difency, which was a strange for an vampire to have but she got sick none the less and Kain was the only one with her, so he was the only one who was able to undress her out of the wet clothes so she wouldn't get anymore sick. Though as the decent man he was and still is he respected his female companions dency and figured she wouldn't wish him to see her naked, so he undressed her under his jacket like when they were kids and he did so in silence and with an expressionless face.
Once he was done he smelt the presence of that maid again that he met at the door and told to move out of his way, the presence caused him to turn his head slightly, so he could see the door handle move in the corner of his eye before the maid actually came in through the door asking if she could see her mistress.. Kain had an idea to help Ruka further with this maid.. Though he needed to know how close this maid and Ruka were before he even allowed the maid to approach Ruka's weak state.
[+Orange "Come no further maid... How close is your relation with Ruka. If I deem it's close enough you might be some use to her... If not then I suggest you go and occupy yourself with other duties-"]
Kain put his arm out sideward making it to appear across Ruka's body as he was protecting her weak state as he spoke to the Maid. His tone wasn't threatening it was simply dull and slightly dark, but his aura was making it clear that the maid shouldn't test him. Though before he could finish of what he was saying to the maid. He felt dainty fingers touch his side.. The only one that was close to him was Ruka, the realisation caused him to looked down and see it was indeed Ruka's fingers tugging at him.
Kain leant forward and brought his ear towards his jacket and what he heard was a faint voice.
[+gold "Kian.. She's my personal maid.. Let her in.., but don't let her see my face like this."]
Ruka was finally out of her emotional trauma but only a little bit. It was caused by the smell of her maid.. and secret childhood friend, her presence caused Ruka to come to her senses slightly, so she could explain to Kian who Nariko was...
Yes.. Nariko.. Ruka's brain was functioning slowly again and tried to focus on the maid rather than the tremendous heartbreak she came to unwillingly possess. The explanation caused Kian to nod slightly sit up straight before turning towards the Maid again.
[+Orange "You're fortunate maid. Your mistress will need your help after all. Go to her bathroom and make her bath with whatever relaxing essences you can find. I'll follow shortly."]
The male vampire stated that Ruka will need the young maid's help after all before instructing the maid what to do for Ruka. For now what Ruka really needs was a relaxing bath with good aromatic bath salts or candles to relax her senses. With that the maid left to do what she was told and as promised Kian lifted Ruka in his arms, with his coat over her of course and brought her into the bathroom were the bath was running.
Luckily enough the water ran quickly in Ruka's home, so after a good few minutes the bath was ready and Kian walked towards the bath and lowered Ruka in with his coat still on her, Kian didn't seem to care let alone mind his coat getting wet. He simply seemed to only care about the health of the female vampire.
Once Ruka was in the bath full with bubbles and aromatic smells Kian removed the coat but kept Ruka's face hidden by hugging the woman against his chest after he got in the large Japanese indoor hot spring looking bath with his clothes still on. He sat there next to Ruka without much of a care for his soaked clothes before turning towards the maid once more.
[+Orange " I presume you have washed her before maid?...If so come and wash her, then once your done fetch her some clothes and something to eat."]
Kian soon spoke again towards the maid who was standing outside the hot spring look alike tub waiting for further instruction as she looked at her mistress in a concerned way. Once he had done speaking he stared at the maid with dull orange copper eyes as if he was waiting for the woman to answer him.
Nariko at seeing them enter froze at the sight of the tall wild-haired male,his eyes cold and threatening as he pushed past her.She couldn't see Ruka's face but she knew her scent well knowing it was her the ominous male was carrying inside. She started to follow behind the man carrying her mistress,worried that she was physically hurt,but sensing the tension coming from him,she believed it best she stayed away.She had been so excited about her mistress returning home and now it seemed like someone had took a pin and popped her bubble.
[+red "Maybe its best i try to find some way to help..." ] Earlier,in the bathroom that was down a few halls from the sitting room, Nariko had prepared a hot bath in the heated tub for Ruka so that she could relax when she came in from the cold weather.She had even prepared Ruka's favorite for dinner,tempura udon.
She hoped that her hard work had not been in vain.After about half an hour of contemplating in her head,she mustered up the courage to go back up and check on her.Politely,she knocked on the door gently.[+red "Hello,may i come in please to see Lady Ruka?"]
It was in the middle of the night when Ruka was in front of her families manion gate. It was also the middle of the night but luckly enough being a vampire had it's perks, so she could see clearly and so could her guest Kain, who was helping her get home because even though she was a fersome creature of the night she was a emotional wreck after what happened with Lord Kaname... She loved him so, even now after a weak or so her being was breaking for him, begging for him to need her blood again..
Though she knew he would never need her again , he wouldn't act like he was attracted to her again even if it was for her blood, to torture her heart more she had wished even if she were to keep Kaname's attention for that purpose only.. she would gladly accepted it because it was better than having no attention from the powerful male vampire, who she had always respected as her lord but loved as a man....Yuki or should she say Lady Yuki now, either way she was ... the source of Ruka's torment..
Ruka wanted to kill the girl for taking Kaname's attention from her for good, but the power that the new previously awakened vampire had was far beyond her own.. Yuki was Kaname's sister and lover now, so Ruka couldn't touch the girl because she knew Kaname would never forgive her even if she just put a scratch on the brunette's face...
Now she was home.. where she could rule over anyone in it and not feel so small, so weak, so vulnerable like she was now, she was so depressed so distraught, broken and crushed that her companion Kain a fellow vampire who went with her to the same academy as Lord Kaname and his beloved sister Yuki. Was helping her walk towards the house because Ruka's family car had broke down a mile down the road, so they both had to walk the rest of the way to the mansion.
The orange haired man was less distraught, in fact he had a expression that he was bored and a little annoyed about the rain but other than that he didn't express any emotion not even to Ruka because he didn't believe in sympathy and of course he was certain Ruka was the kind of woman that didn't appreciate sympathy even at a time like this because it would only make her seem weaker and she would rather die and feel weaker than she was now, so he was doing her a kindness by helping her walk on her own feet even with the blonde girl's eyes were blank with sorrow like she had already drowned herself in it and the rain was only there to cover the tears she was shedding.. or rather making tears for her because she already cried them all out...
Either way Kain didn't speak to Ruka, who started using him as a boyfriend to try to get her mind of Kaname recently, the two of them where close now to the point Ruka would let Kain see her vulnerable side because he wouldn't give her a sympathy expression or any words, just held her when she needed him to and slept next to her when she started to cry in the night, Kain was closer to her than any other 'boyfriend' Ruka had and despite he felt some feelings for the blonde he didn't think they were as strong as Yuki's and Kaname's feelings for each other, but it was enough for him to know he cared for Ruka and didn't like the thought of the woman like this, so he thought the sooner they got to the mansion door the better they could get dry and get Ruka to bed.
Soon they where at the door, at this point Ruka couldn't walk anymore, so Kain had to carry her in bridal style but he put his coat on top of her to cover her vulnerability because he knew she would hate the thought and the knowlegment that somone had seen her like this without her say so or absolute trust.
Once he did that he knocked on the door and once it opened he stared down at the maid in front of him giving her a unreadable expression that seemed deadly with the weather the darkness and being the creature he was, he opened his mouth faintly to speak to the lowly maid that belonged to Ruka's family.
[+Orange " Move aside now maid..."]
Kain's voice was dark from his need to get Ruka inside dry so the world wouldn't witness her weakness anymore, a vampire shouldn't have emotional weakness, emotions shouldn't exist in a vampires life but they felt them none the else like if they where human... Being around human's have made Ruka soft and made her undying loyality for Kaname seem like love...
Love was something that vampire's shouldn't feel because it could cause a creature to become like Ruka a emotional mess when the emotion 'Love' is only one sided.. Kaname only felt lust and need for Ruka's blood and because of Ruka's feelings for him it was enough for her.. As long as she got the vampire lords attention she would accept anything from Kaname.. but even that got taken away from the blonde by the once human... no a girl who had always been a vampire, who regained her powers and memory of her family and Kaname, became the lover of the one Ruka was devoted to...
Kain gritted his teeth at his memories of it and shoved passed the maid if she didn't move to take it out of his system because he didn't need or want human emotions clouding his goal to make Ruka become herself again, so he next destination was Ruka's room, which he immeditally walked to, not caring if he was followed by anyone..
Nariko hurried around the estate cleaning swiftly everything that came to mind.The living room was tidied effortlessly,the kitchen glew radiantly,and the many bedrooms decorated with new furniture that had been brought in the day before. Nariko saw fit that only the best would do for her mistress Ruka. She was returning home and was finally on break from school, so she made sure that everything was in its place to her perfection.
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