[merriweather [center Your dream is where your heart is.
It’s something more fragile than life itself.
No matter how many times you throw it away, you still find it.
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[size10 rip my fucking heart for looking at old shit from when we were together. I'm fucking stupid.]
[size10 I love knowing that my squad has my back. ♥♥♥ not that anything has happened but still.
I love having friends that have my back. Friends that are there for me. I would do anything for them, I adore the fuck outta them. I would set aside literally any worry or stressor I have just for them.
One of them is upset at three in the morning and I gotta be up in two hours? Idgaf, I would still listen to what's going on.
They've got my back, and I sure as hell am gonna have theirs.
I wasn't always this loyal, I will admit, but fuck. I'm not gonna betray those closest to me. Not when they're so awesome and got my back.
[size10 I want to get to know you better, but I get the feeling that you'd just shut me out any time I'd try. I don't know. I want to bother, but I don't want to bother you. I don't want you to feel annoyed or end up hating me.
It'll probably happen though. I have a large tendency to fuck things up.
I ... Don't know. I wish we'd talk more, but I once again just don't want to bother you. I don't want to be a bother. I hope you're ok though. I hope you have some fun and stuff, so your days aren't so dreary.
Work was hell. Ended up doing EVERYTHING. Did all secondaries pretty much. At one point, I was trying to balance order taking, window, drinks, and sandwiches. While also baking because we needed to. Was yelled at by my manager for stupid shit.
I hate this job. I 'm so sick of it. Never again will I work in fast food. I'll refuse no matter what. I'm not doing this shit again.
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Got to see mother fucking Metallica live. Even got a guitar pick from them. Gods, I'm so happy right now. All the shit stressing me from the past week is gone. This weekend was amazing. Going home tomorrow to my babe and I'm gonna spend the day relaxing. Then I'll go kick ass and look for a job. Things will get better, because I'm going to fucking make them.
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fuck being friends with jerks that just make me cry and stress out
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[center these are the things I need to keep in mind. for myself.
I'll get to this point one day. A promise to myself.
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