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[center Just my writing and personal feelings about life events.

All the personal shit won't be seen by you, so nice try.

Music I enjoy will be posted here.

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Kirby listen to this when you get stressed. From S

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[b Personal Garbage]

It's time to lay down
It's time to be absorbed by the sound
I'm really just wearing a broken crown
  Reality is.... / -Psyc- / 260d 15h 5m 42s
[B Personal Garbage]

I really need to stop drinking those.... but i guess it fit the sorrow like a shoe. With the way my hearts been after each one I really should know by now to stop, that skipped beat hurts more and more. Though that pain reminds me of that night.... it makes me wonder about what would happen if I put more through my system. Death maybe yeah? But how many does it take to affect me to that extent? I wish I knew, so I could avoid it.

Yeah that other thing.... god damn I fucking hate it so much. Why did anyone fawn over me? I mean Sam/Emily sure they're cute but something was off from the start and now they certainly aren't coming back. [I I was with Tally] till yesterday since the second . Right now... not good terms but that's okay I guess.... I'm in control of me and this hatred isn't going away. Like i thought it would. That guy.... that one guy fucked everything up though. Nothing I can do.... just try to focus on this bullshit of a career path..... Everything will fall into place.... just don't be affectionate anymore and shut down. Go grey and focus on nothing but work. That's the way to go for now. Settle things later when I have time to.
  -Psyc- / 260d 21h 40m 9s
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[VT323 [i [center Predators constantly search for more challenging prey, the thrill of the hunt and chase. Their paws, claws, fangs and horns used to kill the scared victim, blood covering their predatory elements.

The screams filled the air, glass rattling roars followed by the squeals of what could have been animals. The horses, Italian and American moved at their limits being pushed by their riders, the Bulls were neck and neck with the horses. The Bulls and Horses were chased by the Felines and Snakes whom were being followed by a Scorpion.]]

The fog lit up as lights shined past the corner and over the canyon guard rail, the screams of flat plane V8's and V12 engines filled the air along with the smell of sweet corn. The sounds of the Italian motors was quickly mixed with the sounds of large displacement American V8 and Japanese mid displacement inline turbo engines. Pops, whistles and whining was mixed as the vehicles came around the corner, down shifting into a lower gear before the screeching of tyres as the suspension of each car was pushed to its tuned limits. ]

[list Abarth: 131
Chevrolet: Corvette Stingray 2016 C7, 1963 C2 'Mantaray', 1968 C3
Ferrari: F40, Testarossa, Enzo
Ford: [https://2fe66ead98a9d8367e69-183c3b2eaab36bc0f4003ed58203ce4f.ssl.cf1.rackcdn.com/wide-body-2015-mustang-renderings_5406.jpg Widebody Mustang S550],[http://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/s480x480/e35/12093702_776909215744057_803641695_n.jpg?ig_cache_key=MTIxNjI0ODg1NDMxODg4NjEyOQ%3D%3D.2 SN95 Mustang] , RS200 Evolution
Lamborghini: Countach LP400, Diablo, Miura Concept and 67 Miura P400
Nissan: R34, R35, [https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/originals/22/6f/b3/226fb3412e6a6f37b210940425c0bb07.jpg94 1994 Silvia (S14) Rocket Bunny Boss]
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[vt323 The S14 Silvia came across the side of the canyon, hugging the outside edge as it passed a few of the others up to get behind the Miura. The SR20 was held just under its rev limiter as it crept behind the Miura and basically rode bumper to bumper with it. As the next corner came up the S14 let out a chirp as it backed away from the bulls bumper before the rear snapped across to the other side of the road to take the outside line passing the car that was ahead. As the S chassis took the outer line it was followed by the reworked 131 and Mantaray, both breaking their rear wheels loose. The three were followed then by the F40 and S550. The five cars quickly took the lead almost in an instant, they passed Godzilla (34) and Enzo whom were battling for the lead in this canyon skirmish.
  -Psyc- / 261d 3h 50m 39s
[b Personal Garbage]

It's slowly happening again and this time..... I'm glad it's happening, moving again from everyone and every thing. I just want to do my thing and be with the one who let's me do that, no more justifying bullshit or reasons. I don't need it anymore and I don't want to hear it, I want peace and quiet but no that can't happen. Work, work, work then scream and run in circles again and again.

I don't fucking want to deal with it, I don't agree with it and if that upsets you then go because I'm not going to listen to any rants about this bs news. Politics and school, politics and relationships. It's up to you but I am not going to force something to work anymore. I just want to relax. Why is that such a sin in this world we live in now? Relaxing and being chilled out. Doing what you enjoy and making money from it. Drawing.... building and then using it. Why can't I do that? No instead it's rely on everyone around me for every last thing..... I can't do shit by myself! WHY?!
  -Psyc- / 343d 20h 49m 19s
"Easy" It's always that one fucking little word that has to make it's way into your mind and turn your fucking stomach upside down just when all the self hate was about to go away.
  Fake-Smiles / 1y 142d 23h 53m 57s
"I thank you most humbly for such praises, Uncle." I offer a polite smile, amusement dancing within bottle green eyes as the fiery haired maiden stares most anxiously behind the safety of my Uncle's back. "Our journey was.... intriguing, to say the least." I smile, shifting the sleeping Grim upon my shoulder. "
It was difficult not to pay attention to the rest of the estate. It was vast with fine craftsmanship, and somehow, a talented gardener. Quite a difficult find in London, if I am so bold to say.
I glance over at Ru, giving the slightest nod.
It was no secret that the man was shy. However, he could muster formality when the situation bid it.
"I found it quite pointless in nature, though, educational." he replies in a short tone, remaining hidden beneath his bangs.
Oh dear. I was under the impression he would not be biting any this evening....
"However, if Master Gillard has instructed Genivieve here, I believe in his judgment." Well. At the very least, he finishes with less harassment. However, I will not apologize for him. It is not my task.
"Our journey encountered a bit of a ruffle but a few hours ago." I nod to the Grim resting upon my shoulder. "Your man here took care of things quite efficiently. My thanks, Mr. Kurby." I call out, noting that his appearance is much more well dressed than in previous encounters. "I trust no wounds were received? T'would be most inconvenient."

"No wounds that will not heal with time." He said as he looked at Ryu then back at Genivieve speaking with what was an attempt at a bored tone. "Is that so? It seems that it was a good thing that I sent the right man for the job. Why don't you come in?" Their uncle said as Trea moved to behind Kurby holding his arm gently as Uncle turned and motioned to the house. Kurby and Trea
  TwistedStraight / 1y 165d 1h 18m 49s
"I thank you most humbly for such praises, Uncle." I offer a polite smile, amusement dancing within bottle green eyes as the fiery haired maiden stares most anxiously behind the safety of my Uncle's back. "Our journey was.... intriguing, to say the least." I smile, shifting the sleeping Grim upon my shoulder. "
It was difficult not to pay attention to the rest of the estate. It was vast with fine craftsmanship, and somehow, a talented gardener. Quite a difficult find in London, if I am so bold to say.
I glance over at Ru, giving the slightest nod.
It was no secret that the man was shy. However, he could muster formality when the situation bid it.
"I found it quite pointless in nature, though, educational." he replies in a short tone, remaining hidden beneath his bangs.
Oh dear. I was under the impression he would not be biting any this evening....
"However, if Master Gillard has instructed Genivieve here, I believe in his judgment." Well. At the very least, he finishes with less harassment. However, I will not apologize for him. It is not my task.
"Our journey encountered a bit of a ruffle but a few hours ago." I nod to the Grim resting upon my shoulder. "Your man here took care of things quite efficiently. My thanks, Mr. Kurby." I call out, noting that his appearance is much more well dressed than in previous encounters. "I trust no wounds were received? T'would be most inconvenient."
  Reality is.... / TwistedStraight / 1y 173d 14h 6m 25s
Weird today feels slower than most days, could it be possible I'm just exhausted or something else? I forgot my glasses yet again and I'm kind a irritated by the fact I haven't just left a pair in my bag.

Last night.... where do I begin? Where does it start and when did it end? I guess it ended when I passed out at around 1:30 or 1:40, stream, sweet talk and a small hiccup with technology. Uncle Kev seems to be holding up pretty well though he always seems to be, I'm really worried about him sometimes along side mum. I need to pass college in one shot to make sure everythings worth it.... so I can help mum out with the house. Le sigh....
  Reality is.... / TwistedStraight / 1y 181d 23h 35m 30s
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The sounds of explosions followed a warm glowed filled the smoke clouds as they rose in the distance, a soft wind swept to across the base carrying the smell of fire. The smell of freshly [i cooked] corpses didn't exactly fit his fancy of desirable smells but with a sigh Kirby kept to his work as he turned up some music, Circle of Dust that would be then followed by Guns and Roses.

The music began to drown out what was going on in the skirmish while the lead mechanic worked on the tank with his group of mechanics. 'Front liners' the group was dubbed as they were the ones to get the first and major battle scared Nato machines of Communist murder.This group also normally went out during the peaceful moments of the skirmishes and scavenged the parts of the enemy war machines to study and send back to base. The machines that had fallen in the battles were often recovered and taken down for scraps and spare parts for the others and soon they would be making another move to a new front line head quarters.

The Mechanic sat on a small garage stool and rolled back to a work table where the corner of an import car magazine poked out of his tool box.
  Other writing bs. / TwistedStraight / 1y 200d 11h 6m 22s
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I'm tired..... I am tired of trying to run away from the truth and trying to run away from the lies at the same time.
  Other writing bs. / TwistedStraight / 1y 201d 17h 43m 30s
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  Other writing bs. / TwistedStraight / 1y 203d 1h 12m 57s
When ever you do something for yourself it seems that everyone is going to lynch you, why people don't ask why you did something baffles me instead they just give attitude. Humans.... why couldn't I be born a fly.
  Other writing bs. / TwistedStraight / 1y 205d 18h 33m 49s
[center Cris looked back hearing Yoko yell at the small fairy just before it was swallowed was swallowed easily by the massive reptile before it dove under ground. Cris watched as Yoko dropped to the ground just before the snake came up and swallowed the spriggan as well while he was yelling to Cris. As he was in shock at the what just happened Cris also noticed that the snake kept going into the air creating a huge shadow as just before it began to come downwards. Cris kept his pace till breaking into the massive beam of sunlight, just as he did so the snakes shadow engulfed him.

[b [+Silver "Well now looks like you're in need of a hand, those scales are quite strong boy. I'll let you handle this on your own, I won't lend you any strength even if you take off the cloak."]
[+Green "You get involved when I don't need your input and when you'd be better suited for the situation you stand on the side. You're one fucking big ass bitch Alsha."]]

The two argued quietly inside of the shared body as Cris quickly dropped the crate and quickly took off the cloak. In the rush the cloak got caught on one of the plates of his left arm, this caused the worst situation possible. At the last moment he kicked the swords along with the crate one way whilst diving the opposite at the very last second. Cris felt the wind tunnel that the snake created along with the scales of its body on his feet, the speed was enough to break through the trees which the snake exactly did as it slid past before circling around for a second attempt. Cris scrambled to where the weapons landed while pulling off his coat and tossing it onto the Odachi before picking up the twin blades, the two blades gave a slight flash of light as they reflected the sunlight just before becoming wrapped in darkness like the rest of the area as the sound of hissing and ruslting began to increase once again.
[+Green "Oh well if it's scales are too tough then I've got a plan....]
[+Silver "Are you fucking suicidal?! THAT WILL KILL US BOTH!]

The second attack from the large preditor was head on, despite that being the case Cris improvised something that was indeed a suicide but it was also a sure way to make sure that snake didn't make another move. Cris stood in front of one of the massive trees as the snake made its way in a mad [i dash] towards him bearing fangs dripping with venom that would most likely easily kill him if it got inside a wound. As the snake move faster and faster Cris took up his stance before jumping directly into the reptiles mouth at the last moment causing the snake to go head on into the tree plowing up it slightly. The snake could no longer move as its head was nailed to the tree from the inside, before the darkness faded there was a loud hissing and crashing as the snake began to slow its movements to an eventual stop. Cris began his decent into the beast at the lower jaw where he drove both blades on either side of the snakes tongue.

Cris cast a electrocution spell that he usually used to create small designs in the sky for children at festivals, that forced all the muscles in the snake to force out all items inside the digestive system prematurely. As this happened Cris forced the blades almost to the hilts through the beasts body before he felt them give away, as he did so he threw all his weight towards the ground. As he came to a slow stop the extreme amount of hardness the creature once seemed to have had gone away. Alsha gave a sigh as Cris cut opens the sides of the creature allowing light to enter, it was slowly dying....... hopefully.

[+Green "Now how much of this creatures depth could they have gotten or did they already get flushed out?"] Cris muttered to himself trying to ignore the smell before slipping on the mucus covered innards and sliding a good ways into the snakes body. [+Silver "They probably got flushed out already which means I can de..."[+Green "That's absolutely disgusting to think of that....."]] Cris began to feel light headed as he cut another hole in the side of the snake not realizing how far he had gotten and the damage toll on his own body. His leg held a fragment of the fang that held the snake down, whether there it had venom he couldn't tell, what he could tell as he fell out the to the ground was that it was extremely close to an artery. Cris shouted Fuck at the top of his lungs as it was the only first thing to come to mind after he hit the ground almost in a crying manner. He drew a temporary enchantment he was taught on the forest floor and Alshas shadow shrank to a normal almost human size. Now it was a wait to see if who would survive and make it through this place.
  Other writing bs. / TwistedStraight / 1y 217d 10h 46m 53s
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  Other writing bs. / TwistedStraight / 1y 224d 18h 29m 36s
Why. why doesn't it just die! WHY ARE THEY STILL THERE AND WHY ARE YOU ON MY MIND! Fuck. get out. stop torturing me with that smile.... with that voice..... I'm nothing for you. I'm nothing good for you. why..... why are those feelings still alive. just stab me in the heart..... kill it kill it kill it. KILL IT PLEASE! .
  Other writing bs. / TwistedStraight / 1y 224d 22h 14m 55s
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