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Isn't that a coincidence?
I wonder who you are.
He told you off and so you've come to visit me?
It's pretty interesting.

I mean, at this point we're quite disconnected. It's not like either of us link to one another's profiles.
So why are you here? What do you want?
Besides, I've never been a fan of constellations.
  Amser Feitheoir / Caleb1021 / 4d 11h 48m 7s
Soooo I've been watching My Hero Academia and a lot of the voices sounded familiar. Lo and behold, All-Might is Avdol and Goriki . Bakugou is Accelerator , which had been my guess before I checked MAL. That VA has a knack for voicing assholes, I guess.
  Amser Feitheoir / Caleb1021 / 5d 8h 37m 36s
I'll probably be streaming Overwatch or Destiny over the next few days. I wonder if I'll actually get any viewers. It'd be pretty nice to get some friends to watch or something. I'll probably have a better chance for random viewers when I'm streaming the Destiny 2 Beta.
  Amser Feitheoir / Caleb1021 / 6d 10h 22m 12s
This Sunday starts my 4 day break.
I just have to make it through today and tomorrow.
Then I can go back to driving and gaming. The Destiny 2 early Access beta will start on the 19th, and I'm hyped for that.
  Amser Feitheoir / Caleb1021 / 8d 20h 34m 20s
Today was strange.
I had a 4 and a half hour shift. I also had one of the worst reactions to a customer comment in a long time. I try my hardest to let everything customers say roll right by me, but this guy said something that rubbed me the wrong way and...jeez. I got really pissed for a minute. Luckily I regained my composure quickly and no one really realized I was upset except Stephanie, but still...I have to be better than that.
  Amser Feitheoir / Caleb1021 / 15d 10h 57m 51s
Hyped for Doomfist.
A bruiser-style character that counters tanks and shit? Yes, please!
  Amser Feitheoir / Caleb1021 / 16d 8h 45m 0s
Kayn and Rhaast look interesting. The Darkin might actually become scary again. Zed's pupil will be interesting for sure. Itemization already can help you adapt to the enemy team, but a champ that has that built into his/her kit is unheard of. Nice to see Riot trying new things.

Overwatch is pretty interesting, too. At first it seemed great, and I was really enjoying it. Now, after dealing with shitty team comps and being beaten down, I've been getting more and more tilted. It seems like Soldier is my go-to guy right now, I'm not sure if that'll change. I'm only level 12 or something right now, so things may be different later in the future.

I'm also excited to be driving again, as well as my upcoming days off. Those should be good. Hey, maybe I'll be able to actually get my license by the end of the summer. Not that it'd really do me any good, but'd be an achievement nonetheless.

I hope things continue to go half-decently. Sure, work can be stressful from time-to-time, but I'm able to deal with it.
  Amser Feitheoir / Caleb1021 / 24d 8h 36m 28s
I didn't expect to get so emotional over this game.
I stayed up until 4:40 AM to complete Final Fantasy XV.
I What started as "The gang goes to a wedding" turned into a story about reclaiming your homeland and your throne. First it was from the Empire, then from Ardyn. Things got very intense and very emotional very fast.
I also realized just how much I had left undone.

It's 4:50 now and I've started up a New Game+ file. Time to do everything.
  Gealach Tenebris / Caleb1021 / 27d 3h 2m 26s
I've got a lot on my mind, but I'm struggling to get it all organized. I guess I don't really have to have it make sense, but I'd rather have my thoughts collected than ramble incessantly.
  Gealach Tenebris / Caleb1021 / 31d 7h 25s
I'm supposed to enjoy my days off, right? I'm not supposed to dread them, right? Something is wrong if I'd rather be at work than at home, right?

I feel like I wake up and have nothing to do.
I end up just aimlessly walking around my house or browsing reddit or forcing myself to play League despite being terrible at it.

I guess it's because they seem so empty now. Like, I've got no goals or plans anymore. I've got no one to interact with.
[right [size7 Which is my fault.]]

The few times one of my gaming friends are online, they're typically off doing something else. I end up feeling like a bother sometimes.
[right [size7 Which I am.]]
  Amser Feitheoir / Caleb1021 / 39d 5h 15m 37s
Stress spending.
Work makes you want to quit or kill someone?
Just buy a half-off TV.
It makes you feel good for like 5 seconds, then you start to regret spending your money.
  Gealach Tenebris / Caleb1021 / 42d 16h 21m 54s
[size7 Tumbling down...]

[center [size7 Tumbling down...]]
[Right [size7 Tumbling down[ .]]]
  Gealach Tenebris / Caleb1021 / 50d 18h 54m 42s
My recent inability to sleep is really kicking my ass.
I guess it's a good thing I work at ! tomorrow.
Still, I hate not being able to sleep. I don't normally have this issue.
I end up bored because I can't sleep. How childish is that? It's fuckin' pathetic. I end up back here or browsing reddit. That only pshes my sleeping back further. Even when I make a concerted effort to keep everything electronic away from my eyes, I end up just laying there, staring at the ceiling, thinking about all the ways I've screwed up my life and the lives of the people around me.
[right [size7 Is there such a thing as Bronze V in Real Life?]]
  Amser Feitheoir / Caleb1021 / 52d 4h 3m 34s
[Center Thanks, CGP Grey.]
  Caleb1021 / 52d 17h 52m 14s
Me: Hey, maybe tonight I can get to my promos for Bronze IV.
Other Bronze V players: Sorry, no wins for you. You're scheduled for a night full of feeding.

Even with Dennis, I lost every match tonight. My climb up to my promos has come to an end. I'm back to almost 0 LP in Bronze V. Even when I helped Dennis win bot Lane with some surprisingly good Leona plays, we lost horribly. I hope I'm not trapped in Bronze V.

Then again, my shitty rank reflects how shitty I am as a player and a person.
  Caleb1021 / 54d 7h 13m 23s

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