Journal/Venting Place

/ By Caleb1021 [+Watch]

Replies: 525 / 4 years 30 days 8 hours 32 minutes 41 seconds

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  2. [Allowed] Mun

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Guess what, everyone?
I'm fucking pissed and I don't care what I say and who I offend.
Y'all can fuck off.
I pray to Ryushin that y'all don't say any more shit to me or I'll just fucking unload on your asses.
Honestly y'all should just fucking kill yourselves.
  Caleb1021 / 2h 41m 46s
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  Caleb1021 / 18d 16h 35m 2s
Is it bad I'd rather be at work than at home?
I'm tired of the yelling and screaming.
No more fighting.
If you're going to fight, buck the fuck up and just kill each other. I'm tired of it all.
You know what I want for my 21st birthday?
I want you two to get a divorce.

No more, or I'll be the one beating on you two. I'm sick and tired of it.
  Caleb1021 / 32d 3h 31m 3s
[Center [size10 You like seeing me allowed in his journal Colleen? You like seeing that he can trust me with his deepest darkest feelings and that all of his time, love and energy goes to me and not you? Too bad you gotta keep making new trash accounts to not be obvious about stalking his journal huh? Well he's mine. Body mind and soul. So do him and yourself a favor and stop being so desperate. Desperation is a fucking ugly color on you, bitch.]]
  ᴍᴜɴ / Mun / 49d 16h 42m 56s
I hope you aren't jealous.
[size7 I actually hope you are, but we'll just overlook that.]
He's mine, I'm his, and that won't change.
I actually give him attention, unlike you.
I actually care about him.
I actually give a damn.
I'm not just leading him on.
So yeah, have fun watching us actually be happy.
Because he's happier with me than he ever was with you.
Sorry [size7 Not sorry]
  Caleb1021 / 50d 18h 51m 28s
Let's hope all goes well.
It should, but...
Who knows.
[size7 It could all go to shit.]
[size7 It'll probably all go to shit.]
[size7 Everything always goes to shit.]
  Caleb1021 / 52d 15h 9m 45s
Ain't that interesting.
I wonder who told you.

[size7 Also can I stop being such an anxious, needy shithead?]
  Caleb1021 / 60d 22h 59m 44s
Don't be suprised when I'm a lazy piece of shit who won't help you out. I told your drunk ass last night I'm not some sort of great guy like you think. I'm a piece of shit who's [I trying] to be a good person. And, honestly mate, I think it's a shame that I'm your best friend. I won't be all that upset when we stop talking one day. That's just the way things go. You aren't just a ride to work or anything. You [I are] my friend, but being my friend doesn't mean much.

[size7 Maybe this is why Mun and I get along so damn well...]
  Caleb1021 / 68d 20h 38m 18s
That's a big fucking mood right there.
I need me some of that good ol' affection.
I used to not need it.
Or at least I didn't know that I needed it.
It was an unknown unknown.
Now it's a known unknown.
And lemme fuckin tell ya, it's a bitch.
I wish I could just like, I dunno, shut that shit off.
Fuck me, man.
  Caleb1021 / 78d 16h 36m 8s
What's a guy gotta do to not be lonely and sad around here?
All I do is still around and do nothing, and I don't really have the means to easily change that.
So I guess I'll just sit around and drink until something changes.
I doubt anything will actually happen, though.
  Caleb1021 / 98d 18h 29m 36s
God damn
You make me look not as fucking bad.
At least I've moved on.
At least I've grown up.
At least I've tried to accept my mistakes and learn from them.
Instead you just fucking double down on the douchebaggery
  Caleb1021 / 123d 17h 17s
Friend: [I Says something a lil' crazy] Oof my anxiety is fucking me up
Me: [I Says something crazy] Oh god why am I like this?
  Caleb1021 / 129d 19h 17m 28s
You ever get that in that mood where you really just don't care about things anymore? 'Cause that's where I'm at right now. I just don't really give a damn. Like, look me in the eye and ask me if I give a damn about what you have to say. I don't care what's going on in your life. I don't care how you're feeling. I don't care what you think.
[size7 I blame Mun, tbh.]
I think it's just all the bullshit that I'm seeing.
So many stupid people think they're sooo special and honestly I really don't care. People are replaceable. Jobs are replaceable. Friends are replaceable.
[size7 Except for the really good ones.]
Fuck these over-dramatic pieces of shit.
Fuck the judgemental dirtbags too.
Fuck 'em all.
I don't have time for your bullshit.
"Caleb, why are you being so rude? Don't be a dick!"
Fuck you. If I'm being rude, it's 'cause your bitch ass deserves it.
Also, don't think I'll be giving you any sympathy.
We all got struggles, we all got problems, we all go through shit.
Deal with it and don't try to put that shit on my plate. I ain't dealing with it.
[size7 Unless we're close, then I'm here for you.]
  Caleb1021 / 138d 15h 20m 39s
Me: A body pillow isn't worth $140+ bucks. Stop this weeb shit and just be a regular lonely fucker like everyone else.
Inner Me: Get all the anime tiddies, money isn't an issue.

In all seriousness, is this really worth it? I dunno.
I don't really need it.
And besides, it's weird, right?
I could just get the plain white cover though...
Ah fuck it, what the hell.
I'll sleep on it, then I'll decide if I want to get a new pillow to sleep on.
[size7 I ain't gonna fuck it, stop implying that I am]
  Caleb1021 / 151d 15h 53m 45s
You ever feel trapped?
Trapped in a dead-end job.
Trapped in a broken house.
Trapped in a mediocre life.
You know, I thought I'd be ok with mediocrity. Instead I'm scared of it. This isn't what I meant when I said mediocre. This is just a waste. I don't want to be amazing. I just want to be happy. This definitely isn't happy.

Whelp, there's fuck all I can do about it right now except make things worse. I've just got to work towards the independence I should have already had. I really can't blame anyone for my being stuck in this situation when I'm the one who has limited my options.
  Caleb1021 / 158d 17h 52m 2s

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